KOI MERA BHI HO ?

(Part 10)

Daya opens his eyes and looks around slowly..His eyes were watching everything again n again..Like not believing at anything..His eyes moves and his focus moves towards the closed window..From where Sun light was coming inside and hitting his face and Realizing him that It's morning..Now he can't sleep anymore..Can't hide himself behind the darkness of Night..Now he has to face everything..Which just happens in all these few days..Which changes his life completely..And still he is in shock and in unbelievable state of mind and heart..Not ready to handle anything or to Accept or face anything..He closes his eyes once again..But Sun light was still hitting his eyes continually to tell him that now he can't hide himself anymore..Now It's time to wake up..Either he is ready to face it or Not…? But still his eyes and mind were denying the fact..But the voices still echoing in his ears..The harsh and tough tone was not allowing him to sleep..

"Abhi…nai Abhi..Kah do..Kah do..yah..yah Jhoot hai.."

"Mai..main nai manta..Tum asa kasa muja kah sakta ho? Meri..Meri Ankhon mein dhak kar bolo…"

"Haan..Yah Sach hai...Sahi suna tum naa Daya..Chala jayo..Chala jayo tum..Main ab akala rahna chata hoon…."

"Tuma jaana hoga Daya..Jaana hoga..Suna nahin tum naa..? Main chata hoon ka tum wahen jayo.."

And he opens his eyes in speed..his ears were hearing all those voices and his eyes were still living those scenes..which he can never forget..can never every forget in his life..he was still living that aura..When he hears Knock at his room door..He looks towards room door and sat down slowly..Still he was looking sleepy or say absent minded.. Door opens and one Person enters inside the room having Tray in his hands…Tray was beautifully decorated with beautiful White and Golden Tea Set..After placing Tray on Conch Table..Person looks towards Daya..whoes mind was still not excepting anything..A strange look was present on his face and in his eyes..Looking everything with surprise look…

Person (To Daya): Sir app ki Bed Tea..Bana doon? Daya looks at him with amazing expressions…After few moments Person again ask as.. Sir..? (little loud he asked) Tea bana doon..?

Daya who was still looking towards the person amazingly nodded as No absentmindly..

Person (Again): Okay Sir…Sir app Breakfast mein kye lana pasand karen gaa..?

Daya (feeling irritate): Kuch bhi nai.. He stretches his body and holds his head..bcz he was feeling pain..

Person (Again): Sir App Nashta ACP sir ka sath hi Karen gaa yah App ka breakfast Room mein he laa ayon?

Daya (looks at him with anger n shouts): kaha naa nai karna hai muja Nashta..kisi ka sath nai karna hai muja nashta washta…(Shouts badly) Jayo yahen saa.. Person shivers badly due to that loud Shiver and then moves out instantly and closes the door…he turns back to move but stops after seeing ACP was standing behind him and looking at him with worried and serious expressions..

Person (with down head): Sahab jee wo..wo sir tu..wo..(in low tone) Jaag gaya hain..main nashta ka..ka poochna gaya tha..bas..tu… And he stops..

ACP (taking deep breath): Malom hai jag gaya hai wo… (he places his hand on that person shoulder) wo bht disturb hai..tu..tu bas issi liya..Bura mat manana Manohar..

Manohar (looks at him n smiles):Sahab..main..main balan kyun bura manyon gaa..Itna salon saa app ka gher kaam kar raha hoon..App ki kssi baat ka bura nai manaya…Malom nai hai kye ka app dil ka kitna acha ho..Aur wo tu..wo App ka he BETA hain.. ma..main kyun bura manyon gaa..App..app fikar mat kariya.. ACP nodded in sad smile and patted on his shoulder with silent Thanks..

Manohar: Sir app ka breakfast laa doon? Choota sahab tu nai Karen gaa Nashta..uno naa tu Tea bhi nai pee..

ACP (sad face): teak hai..chor do ussay.. tum..tum bas Tea laa ayo mera room mein.. Manohar left..ACP looks towards the room door..want to move in but he did not tries..and after taking painful sigh he moves back into his own room.. And sat down on his rocking chair, places in front of his room window..he grabs his mobile and starts looking it with so many thoughts and then dials a number..Another person attends the call as..

Voice: Hello Pradyuman…kasa hai yaar? Main tu kud bht pershan tha tuja laa kar..call karna he wala

ACP (cuts him in serious tone):Mera Beta gher aye gaya hai Salunkhe…

And after speaking this he got no reply from other side..

ACP (added in most serious tone ever): Haan..kal..Kal raat wo..wo aye gaya gher..

FLASH BACK:

ACP Opens his house gate at 10:00 Pm after hearing his door bell ring..And became shocked after seeing Daya standing at his door step having Bag in his hand with down gaze..ACP was shocked after seeing him there..

ACP (so shocked): Daya…TUM…? Daya who was standing with down gaze till now..Looks at him..

He was looking too much broken..Helpless and in pain..

Daya (low n broken tone): Main..Main ander..Aye sakta hoon… ?

ACP who was standing with so much shock present in his mind and heart and on his face too..Even he can feel it in his whole body..looks at him and absent mindly moves back to give him space to enter.. Daya looks at him, towards his face..Takes his bag and enters inside the house.. ACP was still standing at his place..Looking totally shocked..when he hears..

Daya: Mera Room..Room kon saa hai…?

ACP (unbelievably): Ha..Haan..haan..? kye..kye kaha tum..tum naa?

Daya (calm tone): Muja kahan rahna hai..? ACP looks at his face..He want to move and hugs him..want to hide this broken person in his both arms..but he can't..he moves forward and Shows him his room after pointing towards one room on uper story..Daya Nodded and silently moves and after entering inside the room, closes the door from inside.. Where ACP was still looking all this like he is watching any dream..

FLASH BACK OVER….

ACP who was still looking in shock hears a voice as..

Salunkhe (shocking tone): Muja tu vishwas nai ho raha ACP..yah..yah tu kye kah raha hai..?

ACP: Vishwas tu muja apni ankhon Dhaka par nai ho paa raha Salunkhe..

Salunkhe: Tum naa uss saa kuch kaha..?

ACP (taking deep breath): Uss naa kuch kahna ka moka he nahin diya..

Salunkhe: Yaar muja..muja tu yah sab kuch teak nai lag raha..wo..wo teak tu haina..?

ACP (in pain): kasa ho sakta hai wo teak Salunkhe? Jo sab hua..usska bad wo kasa teak hoga..? bht gusa mein baat ki uss naa Manohar saa..Room sa bahr nai aya wo ab tak..

Salunkhe: Gussa..Gussa tu khere wo hoga he.. hum sab saa bhi..aur sab saa zyada tu..Abhijeet.. And he stops..

ACP: Main kye karon Salunkhe?

Salunkhe (painfully): nai yaar ACP..Mujh sa maat pooch..Main aik Pita nahin hoon..aur shyad mera koi mashwara tuma galat rah par laga daa..

ACP (Angrily n in Pain): Salunkhe…?

Salunkhe (painful smile): Nai yaar…Aik Pita ko shyad kssi mashwara ki zarorat nahin hoti.. Aur shyad koi mashwara ussay apna uper chala bhi nai sakta.. kyun ka Aik Pita tu bahavnyon main behta chala jata hai..Bina kuch smjha aur bina kuch socha hi..wo tera Beta hai yaar..tera pas hai..tera Gher.. Issay smaj..aur sambal ussay..Apna faraz nibha..Yaad rakhna yaar..iss waqt ussay sab sa zyada teri zarorat hai..wo bht toota hua hai..he needs u ACP..he needs u..

ACP nodded in silence..

Salunkhe (again in low tone): Tumari..baat hui..Ab..Abhijeet saa..?

ACP (in pain): Ab kye baat..baat karon gaa main uss saa? Ab kye rah gaya hai baat karna ko Salunkhe..?

Salunkhe (taking painful sigh): Haan yaar.. After few seconds in helpless tone..Khyal rakhna apna aur..Aur usska bhi.. (in concern) Plz yaar hosla karna..Tum bhi tu kabhi yahi chata tha naa..? Apna beta ko apna pas?

ACP (Painful tone): Maine kabhi asa tu nai chaha tha Salunkhe..?

ACP did not receive any reply..and after few seconds meaningful silence both cuts the call…Manohar knocks the door and after taking ACP sir permission..he enters inside the room and serves him Tea and asked abt the breakfast as..

Manohar (in low tone): Sir app bhi breakfast nahin Karen gaa kye..? ACP looks at him for the minute and then nodded his head as No.. Manohar feels sad and moves out from the room quietly.. After taking Tea ACP stood up and after getting ready he silently moves towards Bureau..

CID BUREAU:

ACP enters inside the bureau..He feels that he is not entering inside the same Bureau..where he was used to come, more than 17 years of his life..Team was present there but a complete silence and sadness were present inside the bureau after Yesterday Incident…All looks at him and Wishes him Good morning in low tone or says in silence..ACP just nodded and moves towards his cabin..Where Team again busy in doing their work in silence..Each and Every face was telling that they are broken..Totally broken.. They all were thinking abt Yesterday only..when their trial of thoughts breaks down due to one more entry inside the bureau… ACP looks towards the Person..who was looking totally lost..his face was telling that he could not sleep whole night..How can he sleep? How can a person sleep after losing everything in his life..? He closes his eyes for a minute and then opens it and silently moves towards his desk after receiving so many Morning wishes..he silently sat down on his chair and then looks towards ACP's cabin..who looks at him and he moves his gaze away.. ACP took a deep breath and closes his eyes after attaching his head with head rest..Was looking so helpless...Freddy moves towards the person and calls him in low tone..

Freddy: Sir..? Person does not looks at him..Abhijeet sir..? With jerk Abhijeet looks at him..Freddy really feels sad after seeing his deary Boss broken like this..Sir wo..Wo file..

Abhijeet (nodded): Rakh do.. dhak longa.. Freddy was looking so much in pain after seeing his dear sir in such condition..he could not resist so asked..

Freddy (in pure concern tone): Sir..Sir app..app teak..tu hain..? Abhijeet looks at him with faint smile..Before he can reply him anything they all hear another voice as..

Voice (angry tease): Kyun teak nai honga Tumara Abhijeet Sir Freddy..? All looks towards the source of voice..Daya was standing at door step of bureau and looking at them with anger..while pain was clearly showing in his eye balls.. All stood up from their seats after seeing Daya..who moves forward towards Freddy and Abhijeet with..Kyun teak nai honga? (looks at Abhijeet with anger) Una tu sakoon ki nened ayi hogi raat bhar.. (Abhijeet looks at him In pain) Ab koi Boj jo nai raha unka sar par… All looks towards Daya with complete sadness n in pain..

Abhijeet (to Daya in pain): Daya

Daya (rises his hand with firey eyes): Don't say a single word..(Abhijeet stops..Fear was present in his eyes after looking Daya like this) Aur mera naam lana ki koi zarorat nai hai.. Mar Gaya Daya tumara liya..(Abhijeet feels that his heart is breaking in so many pieces) Smjha..? (looking into Abhijeet eyes with fire and so much pain) Mar Gaya.. (Abhijeet was abt to say something but Daya interrupts in very serious and meaningful tone as) Aur Mara hua log..Kabhi zinda nai hua karta Senior Inspector Abhijeet..Kabhi nahin…aur khas kar ka wo..Jina..(His voice loses its balance little bit) Jina Apna (holds Abhijeet's hands and presses it) Apna hathon saa mara gaya ho.. And he left it with great jerk..That Abhijeet loses his balance but due to chair behind him..he was stable.. All looks towards Daya in shock.. Where Daya was still looking at Abhijeet with hate..And Abhijeet was looking towards Daya with pain and wet eyes…Still One voice echoing in his ears as..

"Soch lo Abhijeet..Ager Ajj…Ajj main chala gaya naa tu pher lootna ka rasta humesha ka liya band ho jaya gaa..Main kabhi loot kar nai ayon ga Abhi..kabhi nai…Soch lo..."

"Soch Liya…."

Duo were still looking in each other eyes..with Anger..broken look..with Pain..Helplessness and more than anything SHIKWA..That Why..Why..Just Why ? All were looking at them with great pain in their eyes..when all comes out from this painful situation after hearing tough tone as...

ACP Voice (tough voice): Yah Kye ho raha hai yahen…?

Duo looks towards ACP cabin..where he was standing out of his cabin..His face was telling his painful feelings and expressions..but his BOSS TONE was handling Bureau situation..he was trying to come In complete BOSS Avatar..

ACP (Angry tone): Yah Bureau hai..Aur issay CID bureau he rahna do tum sab.. Pehla he bht kuch ho chukka hai yahen.. Ab aur kuch bardasht nai karon gaa mein..understood..?

Abhijeet (moves his head down and said in low tone): I m..Sorry sir..

ACP looks at him in pain and then looks towards Daya..who was looking towards Abhijeet in anger..

Daya (meaningfully): Sorry…? Abhijeet looks at him with teary eyes.. Daya looks at him and nodded his head in disappointment with painful sad smile..and then he looks towards ACP and left the bureau after hitting his hand hardly with Abhijeet's desk...

TERA BINA ZINDAGII SAA KOI SHIKWA TU NAHIN…

TERA BINA ZINDAGII BHI LAKIEN ZINDAGII TU NAHIN…

Abhijeet looks towards ACP with same teary eyes..Who moves his gaze away..bcz he can't handle that teary look…he orders all as..

ACP: Sab..Sab kam par lago..muja..muja koi bhi idher udher nai chiya.. And without looking towards anyone he moves inside in his cabin and clears his tears..which falls down from his eyes..Still his Eyes were echoing with his SON hard hit with desk..which was still pinching his heart badly…

ZINDAGII NAHIN…

ZINDAGII NAHIN…..

He was standing in his cabin, showing his back to bureau main hall..Still tears were present in his eyes..when he feels that someone enters inside his cabin but he does not looks at him back..

Voice (teary tone): wo Bht..bht dard mein hai sir..bht dard mein..

ACP (painful n wet tone): ussay yah dard bhi tu hum dono naa he diya haina Abhijeet…? Hum dono naa hi..

Abhijeet (strong but teary tone): Nai sir..App naa nai..maine..Maine diya hai ussay yah dard.. (ACP looks at him with tears) Maine ussay toor dala hai.. (showing his empty hands) Apna hathon saa ussay khtam kiya hai..Apna sab kuch..(He looks into ACP eyes and his tears starts falling down in speed) wo kitna barosa karta tha..kitni umeed this ussay mujh par.. Dhaka naa app naa..aur Maine kasa..Kasa toor dala sab? Sab ka samna..?(starts crying harshly) wo kabhi mahf nai kara paya gaa muja sir.. kabhi nahin.. wo ab kabhi nai loota gaa..Kabhi bhi nahin… And he starts Crying harshly after hiding his face into his both hands..ACP could not see him like that..he moves forward and Hugs him Tightly..where Abhijeet starts crying more painfully..And after some moments he too hugs him tightly and added while crying badly..Wo kabhi nai mahf…ussay karna bhi asa he chiya hai sir..Asa hi…par wo bht takleef mein hai..bht..ussay sambal lijiya gaa sir..Ussa plz sambal lijiya gaa..Ussay asa takleef mein jeena ki adat nai hai..maine kabhi..kabi ussay rona nai... And his words totally vanished into his tears..

ACP (Patting on Abhijeet's head with tears): Takleef mein tu Tum bhi hona Abhijeet…tum bhi..

Abhijeet (still crying in pain): Nai sir…main nai hoon..(ACP heart pinches, where Abhijeet added in more crying tone) Maine apna liya yah takleef kud chunni hai Sir..Kud..

ACP (painful tone): Kyun kiya yah Abhijeet…Asa kyun kiya …?

IN REPLY..He only hears Painful crying tone of Abhijeet..who was still hugging him and crying badly.. who really needs a shoulder to shade tears..bcz he loses his only shoulder for forever…?

AUTHOR's NOTE:

Laga Jhatka..? I thought simple tareka ki bajya thora twist laya jaya Ab..? wink wink…So sab kasa hua wo Flash Back mein Cover karon gii mein ab..

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