HI MY LOVES!

I hope you guys have had a great weekend so far! I hope most of you have a three day weekend like I do! Well, I updated In This Life yesterday and so I thought I'd work until I got this one updated. It's a pretty long one. NOW - THIS IS IMPORTANT! This is dedicated to TWO of my readers. I was able to combine TWO requests into one post – hence the 4k+ words. I honestly do not remember WHO requested what, but when you read it – if you requested it – you know! And this one is for you two my loves! I hope this is up to your standards and I hope you "feel" it! If it totally sucks – let me know and I'll RE-WRITE it!

Again, if there is anything you want to see, let me know.

Soapy – HI LOVE! I have to say, I read this post walking through wal-mart today and It was just so awesome. Thank you so much…I can't tell you how honored I feel! And yes- a previous girlfriend of mine did that to me and o m g. I've never had anyone else do that but her… but Goddamn. I could not control myself with that girl…

Defendmygirlshonor – NOTED! Maybe you should just read… LOL AND AWWWWW I feel so blessed to have so many ppl tell me that I write well – it seriously makes me blush and nearly cry anytime I read those words. You rock! I love you!

Pamy – Got it! I have it on my notes. If it's not on this one, it'll be on In This life. So look both places! But I will get that scene written. =) xoxoxoxo

Insomatic-studios – HA! YAY. I'm glad you like! Keep reading – I'll keep writing!

Madambitch – seriously in tears! You know, I think you're like the only person that has commented that knows that's from the L word. But I've actually done the game before, and IT IS HARD. I've done it from Emily/Carmen's angle though, so I could only guess about Paige's perspective. I hope I made it sound okay! I'm so glad that you love it! Have you checked out my other one? It's called In This life – if you haven't go look at it and tell me what you think! THANKS for reading. I 3 you!

Adorablepancreas – HA! YAY. I think the "hotness" level is what I was going for. *devilish grin*

Fieke1993 – mmmhmmmmm I needed a cold shower after writing it. Just my god. Being in Paige's head nearly ALL day long – on two different stories…ESP this one… just god. LOL

OKAY YALL Let me know what you think of this chapter. And if you haven't – check out In This life and tell me what you think. I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU!

"Who are you texting?"

"No one…"

"Uh huh…sure. Let me see that!"

"No!"

I heard the playful voices as I was rounding the corner. I laughed at the playful banter between Emily and her friends. Little did they know, Emily had been texting me all morning since first period. It was finally Friday. Thanks to Emily, I had passed my Trig test earlier that day – which was a relief. Regionals were Saturday and had I not gotten at least a B on the test, coach was not going to let me swim. Emily and I were both anchoring in different strokes and I knew that we would rock it – as long as we both got the chance to swim. We were supposed to leave in the morning, swim all day and then return at night. Emily had cleared it with her mom that I stay over her house that night – what her mom didn't know is I had been staying over since Wednesday.

The past few days were blissful. Emily and I went to sleep together and woke up together. We trained together, ate together, relaxed together. I actually wondered how I didn't get sick of being around her- but Emily was so intoxicating that it was almost as if I needed her like oxygen to breathe. We had spent Thursday night simply falling asleep in one another's arms – exhausted from pushing ourselves in the pool. We had practice early morning and after class but then Emily and I had went to my house for a while and swam a few more laps in the pool before gathering some more of my things and heading to her comfortable and warm home.

"What are we arguing about ladies?" I asked as I bent down and soundly kissed Emily.

She had kept her eyes closed for a few moments before allowing them to flutter open – revealing my beaming smile down at her.

"You two ready for the big swim meet?" Aria asked as I threw my bag down and sat beside Emily.

"Yea… it's going to be great…" I said excitedly.

"Does that mean?" Emily questioned me – her eyes wide and a smile plastered across her face.

"It means!"

"What? It means what? I hate when you two have your little girl-girl chats and we're all left out," Hanna announced.

"It means that I got an 84% on my Trig test!" I shouted slamming the paper down onto the stone table.

"I'm so proud of you!" Emily shrieked before pressing her lips against mine firmly but briefly.

"Wow…Em. Is that all she has to do to get kissed like that?" Hanna chuckled.

Emily blushed a little. I squeezed her hand slightly and leaned in to the table. "You should see what I get when I get an A," I said with a wink.

Emily's face reddened furiously and all three girls looked at the two of us like wide-eyed. I sat back and began laughing. It was fun to get reactions out of her and her friends. Especially reactions like the one I was getting. Emily slapped my thigh under the table and I took that as my cue to back down. I would never have been that bold about our relationship before – even in a joking matter – but something about the way Emily looked at me made me come out of my shell completely. I would never be too revealing of our relationship but I was almost certain that the other three girls could take an educated guess and be fairly spot on.

"Are you guys coming to regionals?" I asked the three.

"You know I'll be there cheering my girl on!" Hanna exclaimed.

"I'm hoping to come but I have a huge paper due Monday and I've only got it half written."

"Spence, c'mon its regionals. You can write a 14-page paper in like two hours. Plus you have all Sunday," Emily pleaded.

"Well, I'm in. Ezra's been in a mood. I just don't want to deal with it."

"C'mon Spence…it just wouldn't be the same without you," Hanna persuaded nudging Spencer's side.

"All right, all right. But if I get a B, I'm blaming you!"

"Okay… I've gotta get to English. Paige?" Emily called as she started to stand up and grab her things.

"Hmm?"

"See you in Physics?"

"Can't wait," I smiled up at the dark haired girl.

She leaned down and kissed me lightly – so lightly it completely left me breathless. With a slight wave to the group she left my view. After some light chit chat, we all decided that we had better get going for class. I had US Government next and I really, really did not want to go. At least I had Emily to consume my thoughts instead of dreading the meet tomorrow. We were lucky though…coach told us this morning that she wanted us to rest and relax before tomorrow, so there would be no practice tonight. She also told us that if she caught any of us in a pool practicing, that she'd bench us for the meet.

As I rounded the hall that my US Government class was located in, my phone buzzed in my pocket.

Miss me yet?

I smiled instantly at the text.

Always.

I entered the classroom and since we didn't have assigned seats in this class, I decided to take a seat in the back of the room towards the windows.

So what do you think of coach's orders for tonight

I got out my notebook and a pen before replying.

I think she wants us to relax

I have a few ideas that would make it so we can both relax….

You're driving me insane.

I didn't do anything. You are never sated are you?

You don't have to do anything. And not when it comes to you. Btw did I tell you how sexy you look today?

Emily had changed into school clothes after swim practice and I swore she picked the clothes she did just to tease me. She was wearing extremely tight dark boot-cut jeans that fell just over heeled boots and a low V-neck black top that hugged her every curve. When I first turned around to see her in the locker room I nearly fainted.

You don't look half bad yourself, McCullers.

Before I could reply, my phone buzzed a second time. I decided to turn off the vibration before reading the text, but as I read it, I became wet nearly instantly.

In fact, I haven't been able to get the image of slowly unbuttoning your vest and shirt. Running my hands underneath the fabric and pushing it off your shoulders to reveal your skin to me…. I've been biting my bottom lip all morning. And those jeans…how they hug your thighs… Paige, you know that outfit drives me crazy.

Are you trying to make it hard for me to focus during class?

The teacher had begun lecturing about the roles of the House of Congress and I really couldn't care less. I didn't truly know what I wanted to do, but politics wasn't one of them.

If I wanted to make it hard for you to focus, I would just say that looking at you in that shirt and those jeans made me sooooo wet.

I gulped – possibly audibly.

You have no idea the things I want to do to you right now….

=) I bet I could

I squirmed in my seat. Why was I so easy to get wound up?

You going to make good on those thoughts?

I thought maybe we could just cuddle on the couch and watch a movie or something. You know – relax like how coach said.

Oh, well that works too. I love cuddling. I love holding you.

That's good to know. You know what I love?

What?

The way you taste.

I think this woman is seriously trying to make me combust in class. I thought as I bit the inside of my cheek –trying to keep my composure. I couldn't even respond.

What's wrong Paige?

Nothing. Teacher was looking.

You're not a very good liar. I have Mrs. Walker and she doesn't notice anyone texting …even if you sit in the front row.

Caught me

Are you thinking about me?

In more ways than one

Good. Pay attention to class.

I'm only going to be thinking about you

In that case, you can just think about how wet I am…sitting in English class…

Not fair, Fields.

What is it we learned in English last year? All is fair in love and war?

So is this love or war? BTW you're bad.

We've been both…so all is fair. ;) Just was giving you something to focus on…

Are you trying to make me combust?

Not yet. Go pay attention. I'll see you next period.

You're a tease, you know that?

The best kind of one. Xoxo

The remainder of the 50 minute class went by excruciatingly slow. I kept anxiously looking at the clock or my phone – just to see if Emily had decided to text me anymore. I tried to fill my notebook with notes that were on the board but my mind kept drifting back to Emily. I really had hoped that she was just teasing when she said she wanted to cuddle tonight, but if she wasn't, I would do my best to keep my hormones in check. The truth was, I found lying on the couch and holding her to me was more mind-blowing than any amount of sex.

Class ended – finally- and I nearly ran to the other side of the school building. Emily and I had been able to switch lab-partners earlier in the semester so we could work together. It was the smartest – well one of the smartest – ideas she had ever come up with. I breached the classroom and noticed she wasn't sitting at the lab table like she usually was.

Did I really run that fast? I wondered.

I set my books down and anxiously waited. I kept looking at the clock - the 10 minute lee-way between classes was nearly over and Emily still wasn't in class.

Where are you? Are you okay?

It took a minute before I got a reply.

Paige, I'm so sorry. I had to leave school a little early. All of a sudden I'm not feeling so good.

Don't apologize. I was just worried about you. Do you want me to leave – come take care of you? Or do you just want me to go to my house after school? Let you rest?

No, don't go home. I'm okay. Just come here after class. We don't have practice so this is the last period. Someone needs to take notes.

Are you sure? I don't mind leaving sweetie. I can get notes from Abby

I'm okay. I promise. Just come here after class. Maybe Hanna can give you a ride?

Okay. I love you. Feel better.

I love you too. See you soon.

My heart dropped - partly because Emily wasn't feeling well and partly because I couldn't see her for another hour and a half. I just wanted to leave and go take care of her. I really didn't know how she thought I could take notes when she was driving home sick. She didn't even tell me what was wrong. What if she was light headed or dizzy….and driving?!

Please let me know when you get home, I am worried about you.

A few minutes later the reply came through.

I'm home and safe. See you soon.

At least I could breathe. She was home and safe. I decided for the next 30 minutes I would put all my effort into taking notes- not for my sake but for Emily's. I didn't want her to come back Monday without some understanding of what was going on. I put as many details into the notes as I possibly could – but that didn't stop my mind from drifting towards her. I had texted her again after she told me she was home - checking in on her – but she didn't answer. I figured she probably had lain down and had fallen asleep.

After class, I had caught a ride with Hanna to Emily's house. I said a quick 'thanks' and rushed up Emily's few stairs. I figured the door was locked so I reached under a pot and grabbed the spare key before unlocking the door, putting the key back and entering into the quiet house. She was nowhere to be seen – I figured she probably went upstairs. I hoisted my bag back onto my shoulder before quickly ascending the stairs. I opened her door slowly - the light was off but she wasn't in the bed. I walked into the room and set my bag down by her dresser. Just as the bag hit the floor, I heard the door shut behind me and I jumped in shock as I quickly turned around.

"Emily?" I asked wide-eyed. "I thought you weren't feeling well…"

She sauntered over to me and for the first time I saw what she was wearing – or rather wasn't wearing.

My mouth went dry and I cleared my throat a few times.

"I…uh…I thought you were…ummm…sick…?" I squeaked out as she began unbuttoning first my black vest and then my olive green top.

My breathing had changed the moment I looked at her. I had never seen such an aggressive side of Emily, but I couldn't say I didn't like it. When I had turned around to see her, she was completely naked – her hair flowing down her shoulders and resting teasingly on her perky breasts. Her eyes were smoldering – nearly completely black and overcome with desire. I had seen that look many times before and it make me weak in the knees.

She moved her hands underneath the fabric of my long-sleeve shirt and pushed it off my shoulders as her finger tips brushed my hot skin. Her lips quickly found my pulse point and she began sucking and biting at the sensitive spot. My hands came up to her back and just before I could bring her close to me, she detached herself and pushed me away – hard enough to where my back landed against the door.

"Shoes…off." They were the first words she spoke and for the first time I could hear how husky her voice was underlying her simply command.

I bent down and removed first one boot and then the other before standing back up slowly. She reached out towards me and unbuckled my belt before undoing the tops of my jeans.

"Off."

Her eyes pierced straight through me and I began trembling as I obeyed her second command. I stepped out of the jeans and used my toes to pull off my socks as well. I scooted the clothes over to the side of the wall. She leaned down and kissed the overflow of my breast sweetly.

"Finish…"

The command was simple but I knew what she meant. I reached behind me and unhooked my bra – letting it fall off of my shoulders before hooking my thumbs into the black hipsters I was wearing and pulled them off my legs. As I stood up, I felt her eyes on me – drinking me in. She was devouring me without even touching me. I had a pool of wetness centered between my thighs and my pussy was aching mercilessly.

"Bed."

I walked backwards to the bed making sure to keep my eyes on hers. As I fell backwards on the bed, her lips hungrily merged with mine – her tongue entering my mouth wildly. She used her arms to guide me up towards the headboard as our bodies rocked together heatedly. We were a mess of tangled limbs as we continued to kiss and rock together. She grabbed my hands and placed them over my head- pinning me down. She ground her hot, dripping wet center into mine rhythmically - pressing against me firmly. Occasionally I could feel her nether lips glide against mine and it made the ache between my legs increase ten-fold.

She dragged her nails down the insides of my still-extended arms and broke the desperate kiss. She leaned back down for a chaste kiss before beginning to extract herself from my prone form. I tried to lift my arms to grab her and hold her to me, but I was met with a resistant against my wrists. I tried a second time – only to see a look of amusement grace Emily's features. I used my fingers to feel around the air ear my hands and found soft strips going from my wrists to Emily's bedframe.

"What is this?" I quizzed her nervously.

"Do you trust me?"

"With my life."

I was still out of breath from the kiss but my body was now buzzing with anticipation. I saw her crawl backwards to where she was lying against the foot of the bed provocatively – her legs spread wide open – her feet places on either side of me. My lower belly began trembling immensely and it spread throughout my body like wild fire. I watched as she trailed her own fingers between her breasts and over the vast plain of her stomach.

"I want you to watch me….I want you to see what just thinking of you does to me."

My breath caught in my throat and I felt a surge of heat ignite at my core – setting my entire body ablaze. I watched as she scratched her stomach – her back arching in response to her own touch. She moved her hand to insides of her thighs and gripped at the soft skin there. I could see the wetness at her core begin to seep out over her slightly spread lips. My head began to spin at the exceptionally erotic sight before me – my own juices spilling out of me and onto the soft fabric below. My clit began throbbing mercilessly.

She trailed her fingertips upwards towards her steaming cunt and she immediately thrusted two of her fingers into her core. She gasped at the intrusion.

"Paige…" she whimpered

My breath came in gasps – barely filling my lungs.

"God…Paige…." I heard her call out as she brought her other hand down and began circling at her clit.

I bit my lip – hard – as I watched her thrust into herself repeatedly – her hips rising off the bed to meet her hand's rhythm. Her juices coated her entire center generously – I could see drops running down the sides of her lips and onto the bed. The sweet aroma of my addiction reached my nostrils and my mouth began to water involuntarily.

"Emily…" I pleaded as I began to struggle against my binds.

"You feel so good, Paige," Emily murmured.

"Emily, please…. Please…." I begged.

Emily halted her movements before withdrawing her fingers and piercing my eyes with hers.

"Do you see what you do to me?" She began as she shifted and started to crawl on top of me. Every touch of her skin shot electric currents through me repeatedly.

"I left school because I couldn't take the ache that had settled into my belly…because thinking of you – especially in those jeans – drove me absolutely crazy."

She settled on top of me – straddling my hips and brought her juice-coated fingers down to my lips. I opened my mouth expectantly and she slipped her digits into my hot cave. I closed my eyes as my taste buds exploded around her fingers. I moaned at the taste of her liquid on my tongue. After I had licked and sucked all the juice from her digits, she removed her fingers from my mouth.

"More?" I asked. I wanted to taste her – to feel her cum in my mouth…. I wanted to make her explode.

She kissed me hard for a brief second before pulling away and walking her knees up my torso. Air completely stopped filling my lungs as she placed her knees on either side of my head. She was sitting up on her knees giving me the perfect view of her dripping, succulent center. My body shook immensely as I took in the view before me.

"If I hurt you," She began as she untied one of my wrists and then the other. "Just tell me."

As soon as my wrists were free, I grabbed her ass and pulled her into my face. She moaned loudly as my tongue began greedily lapping her center. I thrusted my tongue inside her hot channel and I felt the bed shift slightly – I assumed she had gripped the headboard to keep her balance. My hands guided her hips on my face – my tongue plunging deep inside of her. I dug my nails into her ass and I heard a whimper above me.

"Fuck…Paige…" she cried.

I moved my tongue from inside of her and wrapped my lips around her clit and began sucking at it vigorously. She began chanting something incomprehensible and she began rocking her hips shamelessly – her pussy smearing across the lower half of my face. I was surrounded by Emily – wholly and completely. I bit down gently on her clit and I heard her scream. A fresh surge of warm juice reached my chin. I left her clit and reentered her core forcefully. I was hungry for her. As her juices flowed freely in my mouth, I continued to thrust in and out of her – reaching for her sweet spot on each exit. Her hips stilled and pressed firmly onto my face – her back arching as she came for a second time. Her body began to shake uncontrollably and I used the hold on her hips to keep her locked to my face.

"Paige! O God… Paige! I can't take anymore!" She panted just loud enough for me to hear.

I pulled my tongue out of her and eased her hips down – so that she was lying completely atop me. My arms draped across her back and I held her tightly to me. She shook for several minutes before easing off of her high. With labored breath, she rose up and kissed me hungrily. Our tongues playfully dueled initially, but the playful duel soon turned into a duel of dominance. Emily's right hand journeyed down my stomach with intent and quickly glided into my wetness – spreading my lips effectively. I moaned loudly at her touch.

She circled my clit with the pads of her fingers until my hips rose up off the mattress repeatedly – seeking much needed friction. She slid her fingers down my slit and entered me forcefully with two fingers. My walls instantly clenched around the intrusion and I broke the kiss to cry her name. My hands gripped at the skin of her back – pulling her forcefully into me. She began a rough assault on my neck – biting at my pulse point as her fingers reached deeper and deeper into me. She moved her thumb up and trapped my clit before she began circling it rapidly.

After one last deep, forceful thrust into my tight channel, I felt myself contract and explode around her fingers. My ass rose off the bed and stilled as wave after wave overtook me. Emily removed her lips from my neck and spoke right onto my lips.

"That's it. Cum for me…That's it…"

Her husky voice sent me further over the edge as her fingers continued to furiously pump in and out of me. I screamed out her name as my body gave into its full release and finally fell back into the mattress completely limp.

I felt comforting strokes against my hair – fingertips gently grazing my scalp as a strong arm held me securely. I stirred for a moment before realizing where I was and what had happened.

"You passed out on me," Emily softly answered my silent question.

A furious blush spread across my face and I buried myself into the side of her that I was resting on.

"Don't be embarrassed. I loved it. I love knowing I could do that to you…make you come that undone."

I smiled and kissed the skin my mouth was resting against before scooting up and nuzzling against her naked breasts.

"I love your boobs," I admitted aloud.

I heard her giggle before replying. "You sure find enough ways to touch them…"

"What was that earlier?" I questioned her.

"What was what?"

"I've never seen you like that before… so… so… assertive. So aggressive. I never thought you'd be the type of person to tie me up…"

"I never thought so either," she admitted.

"Then what changed? I'm not saying I didn't like it…but what changed?"

"You free me Paige. I feel like I can explore and have fun with you. I know every time we make love – even if it can get a little crazy …" She shifted on her side so she could look me in the eye. "It's still making love. It's our connection…just expressed a little….wildly. I know that no matter what, I'm safe with you. And, if I get an urge to do something a little out of the ordinary… I know that I'm still safe and…" she kissed me passionately for a moment until I was breathless. "You're really easy to work up."

"Why is that exactly?"

"Because you love me."

I leaned over and kissed her softly – there was no urgency or need to take it any further. "I do, don't I?"

"Mmmhmm."

My stomach decided to growl at that specific moment and we both began to giggle.

"I think I'm a little hungry. I don't think I eat enough for this kind of rigorous activity," I chuckled.

"Paige, you eat more than Aria's brother… I know. I've seen both of you eat."

"I do not!"

"Yes…yes you do!"

We laughed for a moment before decided that pizza and a movie was the ticket for the night. In the back of my head, I knew why Emily did what she did. She knew I was completely nervous about the swim meet tomorrow and she wanted to completely clear my head. I was so lucky and blessed to have a girl like her by my side. I finally had everything I wanted in life and nothing…and no one was ever going to take her away from me. I would do whatever I had to do to ensure her happiness. I loved her with every fiber of my being and I would spend eternity showing her just how timeless she truly was.