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Okkayy…I know I haven't updated in like forever…but don't worry I feel reallly bad…..! I didn't update around Christmas cuz I have a life, so…haha...jk! I just wanted to hang out with my friends that I've been neglectin for a long time…they almost forgot my name…haha. I have this weekend so I'll try and update my other stories just to let you know… (Wink wink)

Ch.10

Third Person Point of View

As soon as Edward was off the phone he ran up stairs and took a boiling hot shower that since, him being a vampire, was only warm. He sprinted into his closet in a towel (A/N: I imagined that and freaked out a bit…hahaa) and picked out a plaid black and blue shirt that he unbuttoned with his black undershirt showing, added light flared jeans and some black Adidas sneakers. After one quick glance in the mirror he sped down the stairs, grabbed his keys off the counter and ran outside to his new car. It was a black Volvo with silver interior and a great engine.

His scent was hardly noticeable from his lack of driving since Bella left. He was out of the driveway and going down the highway towards the Seattle airport leaving dust in his speeding car's tracks. He went down the highway at the speed over 120 MPH, not even paying attention to the rode and just focusing on how Bella smelled and her eyes and her intelligence when the look on Bella's face when she knew that the Cullen family was aware of her family and friends dying in that tornado that seemed to happen just days ago. He winced at the image, and hoped that she forgave him.

He didn't know what day or even year it was, it didn't matter though, as long as he was going to get to see Bella, nothing mattered. Once he was at the airport he ran as fast as he could without being suspicious to the board where it said which place where Bella was going to get off the plane. It only took him a second to find which platform that she was going to get off. He sprinted, a little too fast for a human, and waited. Then as the people began to file out there she was. She stopped in her tracks and stared at him. Then Edward walked forward slowly and took her in his arms and said, "Please don't leave again."

Bella Point of View

I looked around me at the rest of the people on the plane, hoping that they didn't look back at me. I was a mess. My make up that I attempted to put on to make me look less dead, was all smeared making a zombie look. My stomach lurched as the flight attendant announced we'd be at the Seattle Airport in 10 minutes over the intercom. I am very nervous.

I closed my eyes, and turned on some music, something that I'm attempting to bring back into my life. I decided to listen to rock, a much more suitable genre to listen to in my life at the moment. I went through the cds that I picked out before I left and picked up The Used and put it in my cd player. I admit that this was hard but I could get used to this. The band was rock but not too hardcore, even though there was some screaming. I didn't mind though.

Sooner than possible everyone started to file out of the plane and into the airport. Once I was out of the plane, I saw him. Edward. He rushed over to me and took me into his arms and said quietly in my ear, "Please don't leave again." My mind was racing. Was this real? Is Edward actually here, holding me, and telling me not to leave? Why would he actually want me to stay? I'm soo confused. Did he want me to stay in forks, but with him too? I knew I wouldn't be able to stay with him though. A heart can only handle so much. I'm hanging on by a thread.

I pushed away from him gently though, I didn't want him to hurt, even though I did. I shook my head softly. "I can't be with you Edward. I'm sorry, I'm doing this for me and you. One of us is always getting hurt, even when we're doing what we think is best." I said softly looking down. "I have to go, um…clean up. Will you wait for me? I want to talk about this a little more, if that's okay?" At the end I looked up into his eyes. There was emptiness, but enough emotion that I knew he wasn't like…completely gone…which scared me.

"Stop it." I said softly but firmly. "You stop it, do not hang onto this hurt, Edward. I just, I'm scared to get hurt, and I'm scared of you getting hurt. And I'm scared that us, will never work, and if we try again, and one of us gets hurt, they won't survive it this time." I again was looking down as I said this. "Please be happy," I said softly.

Then his hand pulled my chin up. I looked into his eyes and there was only determination. "You," he said, "are all I need. You, is what makes me happy, and you are the one I love. I'm not letting you go this time. I've hurt you, I know. We've both suffered from my stupidity. But I love you and I'm learning and I want you with me forever so I can keep learning what to do and what not. I want to know everything about us. Us, is all I want. And I was wondering if you would , after how much I've done to you, after all the tears I've caused you, love me still? I know it seems that I've been pushing you and your love away, but I'm not. I've loved you all along, and I've done these things maybe because I'm just expecting you to change your mind. That you'll realize what a monstrous person I am, not even, I am the monster. But still, if you did change your mind, that's okay. I'd still like to be with your friend, even if that is the case."

I've never heard Edward speak to me like that before. I never realized how he felt, he never really explained it to me. After a couple seconds of me not saying anything, sadness showed into his eyes. I realized what I did and took his face in my hands and said, "I love you so much," and kissed him with everything I had and we floated into bliss.

I hope you liked it! I'm sorry if it was a little rushed and confusing. You can any questions you want though…! Reviews make me soo happy! Thank you guys so much!

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