A new chapter, once again I thank the help of "Queen Stowe" she wrote to exciting letter of Victoria, and managed to express all the feelings that the authors should have done in the series!
Charlotte came home cheerful talking to her father, she spoke about her plans without realizing that he was not listening, after a few seconds in silence watching him sitting with his hands supporting her face she asked:
-Dad, what happened?
-I Lost Char!
-lost What?
-Her mother, she will never give me another chance!
-Why Are you saying this?
-Because she does not trust me! I'll tell you what happened!
She sat beside him and he began dejectedly after the events of the afternoon.
After Victoria had said did not want to lose it they faced each other in an awkward silence for several minutes, then David asked:
-Why do you think you'll miss me?
-Because I'm not stupid, David! I have lived and suffered enough to know that we'll ever get ... you'll ever get, no matter how you try, you are unable to forget the past!
-who Said it?
-I know, I know now we can until we get it right and live a happy time together, but soon my mistakes will come back to your mind and everything will collapse again!
-You Will never be sure that if we do not try!
- It happens I do not want to try because it would mean to hurt me again and I swore to myself when I entered that plane to Paris that I would never let you break me again!
Silence fell again as the guilt began to crush David, he tried to speak, but she nodded her head negatively, took Henry and came out leaving there without words.
Charlotte heard everything patiently and totally surprised, she did not think her mother could be so direct and secure about their feelings and she knew it meant a Victoria absolutely broken, she stared at his father seriously and asked:
-If it away.
-what?
-My Mother clearly needs some time, the more you'll insist it away!
-The Worst is that I know that, but it's so hard! Was twenty years dreaming to find his mother when she happened disappointed me so much that I hated her, but now I know who she really is and all I want is to recover our history!
-I know dad, but a while, I'll try to talk to her!
-how Are you.
Victoria had come in totally rocked the house, Margaux even tried to make it open, but she preferred to be alone, it was night when she finally left the room, his expression was sad and she sat on the couch pouring himself a drink, Margaux logoHe sat down beside her and asked:
-And David fight?
-It was not a fight, just ...
-Only?
-Margaux, Actually I do not even know what's going on between us!
-what Happened?
-All, David insists fix things, but for me no longer gives, I know how things are going to happen!
-But you still love him do not you?
-Sure I love, I will love you forever!
-So Surrender, Victoria!
-No, I am not able to endure another disappointment with David!
-So what is your idea?
-I'm going back to Paris and soon!
-Are you going to run away Victoria!
-what's The problem? I've done it before!
-The Problem is precisely this, you run away and suffered for six months and will now do it all again!
-It's The only way!
-Just You and David have a very great bond and that David will not accept losing!
-I know he will have rights to Henry, but not about my life and he better know that! I'm going back to bed now!
-good Night!
-Good Night dear!
Victoria returned dejectedly to the room, leaving Margaux thoughtful, she knew she had to help in some way and the only way that was showing the letter to David, she thought the only way David could really understand Victoria and all its suffering, but would wait to dust settles before taking any action.
Once lifted Victoria saw the missed calls David, she sighed deeply and return calls, he answered looking embarrassed and said:
-Good morning, Victoria!
-Good Day! Did something happen?
-No, I just ... wanted to go with you to the registry office today!
-Today?!
-Yes, I'm looking forward to that Henry has my name!
-All right, then you find me in front of the notary in the first hours of the afternoon?
Yes, it looks great! Are you okay?
-Yes, Henry did not even wake up. And how are you?
-Well! Thank you Victoria!
-of Anything until later.
-Up, A kiss!
She hung up the phone and dropped into bed again, could not one day without seeing David and did not even know if I wanted to go a day without seeing him, things definitely went wrong for her.
Once arrived in front of the notary with Henry, Victoria saw David and Charlotte waiting, she smiled and walked, then David hugged her and took Henry in his arms, they looked quickly because it just looked away and he concentrated on realizing Henry Charlotte noticed the heavy climate and rushed them to enter.
Sometime after they left, David was smiling with his son's certificate in his hands, he was really proud and Victoria can not resist getting enchanted by that time, he then took the child in her arms again and looked into his eyes talking:
-Now You're officially a Clarke! Henry Nicholas Clarke and we'll be together forever!
Victoria felt bad at that moment, she saw so much love in David's eyes and also realized how Henry already recognized and felt safe in his arms, she felt a great void for thinking of separating them, but she felt weak before David, he looked at her and asked:
-Are You alright?
-It's just a little headache, no big deal.
-You Agree to spend the rest of the afternoon with us at home?
-No David, sorry, but all I need now is to take a medicine and sleep!
-All right, I just wanted to spend the afternoon with Henry!
-Well, if Mom can agree to take the Henry and then I bring!
-Charlotte All right, take care of him!
-Thank you Vic!
She nodded, took leave of them and got into the car relieved to be away from him and totally guilty about the whole situation, as soon as she got home she took a sleeping pill and locked himself in the room. The night when we arrived with Henry, Charlotte became concerned when Margaux said that Victoria was still asleep, the two talked about the whole situation and Margaux delivered the letter to Charlotte stating:
-Your father needs to read this!
-What Is it?
-It's A letter that her mother wrote during pregnancy, came to his father, but she could not bring herself to deliver!
-Margaux ...
-Charlotte, delivered a letter to him, he will know how to act after reading!
-You do not even know that you have the letter right?
-Yeah, but it's for a good cause!
-Thank you Margaux, take good care of them!
The next day at breakfast, Charlotte handed the letter to his father and explained everything, he looked surprised and asked:
-you Read?
-Yes last night!
-AND?
-Definitely it will be difficult for you to read it!
-I'll read in my room!
She nodded and he lifted up the stairs with the letter in hand sat on the bed and sighed deeply before opening, was afraid of what he would find. He opened the letter and looked carefully running his hand over the paper, watching the beautiful lyrics of Victoria, but he could clearly see that she was trembling while writing, what you have suggested bad things still took courage and finally started reading .
"David, I am writing this letter, but I do not know if you receive even then I will put everything I feel everything you think you need to know and understand, I wish I had this conversation with you personally wanted to talk all looking into his eyes, but there is an ocean that separates us physically and at the same time something that unites us sublimely, something that none of us expected or wanted, but what happened and that, well I do not know how you'll react.
David betray was the most painful thing I've ever done in my life, I loved you so much, I felt we were going to build together the family I always dreamed of having, the family would make me feel safe and happy, but when I I found out that you had lied to everyone I ever loved, I felt betrayed and frightened and Conrad took advantage of that and threatened our son I had no choice, then I tried to save you, but once again the Conrad was more strong, I lived the last twenty years overwhelmed by guilt, suffering for you in silence, feeling the same pain which only increased when I looked at our daughter, his death destroyed me David.
But woe unto you came back alive, but in a moment I was destroyed, so many things had happened and the way you acted in our reunion scared me I was afraid to tell the truth and got involved with you just to cause Amanda, but not long before he stopped love reborn just like you and all I wanted was to be happy with just that my lies had a high price to charge and I almost paid with his life for them, but it all you already know and the real reason for the letter is to tell you something ... I'm pregnant David, I'm expecting his child!
I knew when I was there and I wanted to tell you much, but at the same time the hurt was too big and I decided that this would only be my son, and you do not deserve to be his father after all, but it's all so hard David, a pregnancy at my age is very difficult, in fact it is high risk and today I had to hear the doctor say I should stop before there are any complications, I'm not strong enough to go through this alone David, so please come here, I'm begging for more hatred you feel me, do not abandon me at the moment, do not abandon our son, because I will have it no matter what happens and we need you! "
Victoria
He cried when finished reading for the first time could really take the role of Victoria and felt like a monster, the only thing he wanted at that moment was to ask her forgiveness and that's what he decided to do.
I hope you enjoyed, I promise that the next will come soon, pardon the language errors and of course comment!