so heres chapter 10 for you beauties! i know i deff took super duper long but i wanted at least half of chapter 11 done before i set this one out:/ sorry again folks! BUTTT...enjoy urselfs yes?;)

CHAPTER 10

Linda's POV.

Where was I? in bed again? Wasn't I having an attack downstairs?

Then all of a sudden I just…jasper. I glare up at the ceiling as I try not to make another scene. I already bit jasper once and attempted to bite him again, threw three different hall mirrors at Edwards head, and screamed at everyone for invading my privacy. If that wasn't a big scene then I don't know what was.

It was true though. They had invaded personal thoughts. I moaned in pain as I forgot to apologize to jasper. Maybe If I apologize, he'd forgive me for biting him, without knowing if I was poisonous or not.

IF…he could ever forgive that. "Whyyyyy?" I jumped as I heard Emmett's cry. Did something bad happen while jasper knocked me out? I panicked jumping out of bed and running down the stairs, slipping, and landing on glass. I yelped out in pain. Almost everyone was in front of me, besides Edward, Bella, Rosalie, and the packs.

Tears stuck In my eyes and I stared at them forgetting about the searing pain in my bottom.

"I'm sorry." I whispered to them. I didn't want them to be angry at me, and I knew I was about to be bleeding with a sore bottom for a few minutes. They all sighed and Emmett tried picking me up but I pushed him away looking at jasper. His eyes were very dark, you could barely tell there was gold in them, but he was staring at me with a pained expression, and he wasn't breathing.

"Jasper?" I said softly lifting my hands. He hesitated but picked me up slowly, and brought me back upstairs. I could read his mind since Bella wasn't near, and I knew he was trying his best to distract himself. 'It's Linda. Your baby sister, your baby niece, and your baby girl' I stopped listening and laid my head on his shoulders with a small smile.

He wasn't even thinking about when I bit him, like he didn't even keep it in mind.

"I trust you." I whispered. He shook a tiny bit, but stopped as we got to my room. I knew my…bottom was already healed since he had taken about 5 minutes to walk up the stairs, but it was successful none the less. He set me down and we stared at each other, saying nothing. "Jasper." Alice said softly startling us both. She had a smile on her face that could only show her pride. "Let Linda get dressed. People will be expecting her, remember?" she giggled lightly.

Jasper nodded looking back to me. His eyes were back to normal but glassed over. I smiled and was pulled into a fierce hug. "my baby girl?" he whispered out so choked. I nodded. I was. Jasper was everything besides my big brother. I had Esme as my mother, and anyone would be lucky to have Carlisle as a father, but he wasn't my father.

He was more of a close uncle, or a grandfather. Jasper was the one who was so protective of me, always understanding. He deserved it the most. I wanted him to be my dad. "Your baby girl." I said back letting him go and leading him out my room. Okay so even if it was true, it was still embarrassing!

I sighed going into my closet then paused. Did Alice say people were expecting me? I shrugged looking at my clothes. I pulled out a waist high white mini skirt with a light blue blouse, a pair of white platforms and a baby blue head band.

I went into the mirror and just brushed the knots out of my hair, putting it straight. I went into the bathroom and wiped all the dark make up off my face. I didn't want whoever was coming to think of me as some gothic/emo creep.

Even if I was. I sighed again going back into my room and grabbing some white eyeliner and light blue eye shadow. Add a little shimmer and wala! Preppy looking!

I walked down the stair for what felt like the 100th time today. This time I didn't slip and land on glass. There was no more glass, and the window in the living room was covered up with wood. Jasper and Emmett sat playing the game, and Carlisle was reading a medical book. I cleared my throat and their eyes snapped in my direction. I could've sworn their eyes popped out of their head. I could probably guess why. I doubt they've ever seen me with anything lighter that grey, let alone knew I had white clothes.

"L-Linda?" Emmett asked. I smirked. "No, it's her inner angel. Yes it me you dweeb!" jasper and Carlisle chuckled as Emmett pouted. Alice came in with a glare. "You better now be wearing all bl-" she paused mid sentence and stood dumbstruck. I sighed narrowing my eyes and going to the couch. "OH MY GOD! Esme! GET THE CAMERA! SHE'S WEARING NOTHING THAT'S DARK! HURRY!" she screamed going back into the kitchen.

I scowled as Renesmee, her, and Esme came back into the room squealing and taking pictures. "Come on Linda! Smile, please?" Esme begged. I rolled my eyes getting up and sitting in between Emmett and jasper, then smiling as big as I could. She squealed taking thousands of pictures.

The door bell rang and Esme looked heartbroken as I sighed in relief. "I wanted more pictures" she pouted. I rolled my eyes, again. "How about I open the door, and YOU take more pictures as I let people in?" I sighed? She beamed nodding like a bobble head. I giggled walking to the door as a whole bunch of 'click' sounds followed me. I took a deep breath and pulled open the door to see all the wolves and some females. They all gasped in shock, besides the girls and I glared at them.

"okay so I don't wear baby blue and white like, ever, but my god! Is it really that surprising!" I growled looking at them and Esme. They at least had the decency to look ashamed. Sam coughed, looking very torn.

"Linda, these are our imprints." He choked out. I narrowed my eyes at him. He was nervous? 'I can't believe they all agreed to this! They could all get hurt! I swear to god, if one of these leeches loses control-" I growled at him and they all got shocked. Some of the imprints got a tinge of fear but I cleared my throat still glaring at him.

"Sam, I'd appreciate if you had a little more courage in my family. Support helps a lot. Not that we need any from you." I sneered. Everyone outside glared at him. Even the little girl in next to Quil. "Uncle Sam!" she scolded. The lady next to Sam had a scar on her face but I didn't pay attention to it. She gave off the most welcoming aura ever. She sighed narrowing her eyes at Sam, then looking at me with a bright smile. "My name is Emily, and that buffoon, is my husband." She said rolling her eyes. I smirked. Heh. Buffoon.

I moved out the way so they could walk in. She shook my hand then looked around getting excited. "This place is as amazing as they said it would be!" she squealed. I could feel the pride and excitement rolling off of Esme as she came into view, thankfully, without the camera. "Hi I'm Esme. It's a great pleasure to meet all of you!" she said smiling brightly. Emily blushed and shook her hand. I saw her tense real quick and Esme's smile tightened. A little of her excitement dropped.

'she's so cold. Well no duh she's dead. But still. Oh I hope I haven't offended her. I was just shocked.' I sent a wave of understanding everywhere and Esme looked at me. 'She's not scared?' she asked. I smiled and shook my head no. that was all she needed

I looked to the other people still standing in the door awkwardly.

"im Kim." The girl next to Jared said. I nodded shaking her hand, but she pulled me into a hug instead. I could feel the shock in the room, and slight fear from both Jared and Sam, but I mostly paid attention to the girl, Kim, in my arms. She felt no fear. Just trust. I laughed letting her go. "I like you." I stated with a smirk. She smirked back. "These puppies ain't got nothing on their owners."

Me and an unseen Emmett howled in laughter. Jared pouted following his imprint inside. Jacob just walked in ignoring me and I kicked him in the ankle with a glare. "respect, you stupid dog." I hissed. He glared back at me as Renesmee rushed to his side.

Next was Collin and Bradey who just smiled and gave an awkward hug, followed by Quil, who had a small girl by his side. "Hi! I'm Claire!" she stated brightly. I grinned. "I'm Linda." "pretty." She said with a serious face. I looked around awkwardly and cleared my throat. "Um, yeah." I said. She laughed. "You're not even pretty!" she laughed harder.

I paused and my heart sank. I didn't even know her. "There's always one in the group." I said running out the room. "huh? W-wait! No! I didn't mean it like that!" she begged running after me. "Claire!" Sam yelled. I ran up the stairs into my room and slammed it shut.

I went into the corner throwing off my platforms and let some tears fall. A soft knock sounded from the door. "Linda please just listen to me. I really didn't mean it the way it sounded! Please open the door?" Claire begged. I sniffed almost laughing. "What other way could it have sounded sweetie? It sounded perfectly right to me." I said. All of a sudden my door was kicked open and standing there was a very angry girl.

"In all my 10 years of life, I've never met a lady so stupid! You're not pretty! You're gorgeous! Beautiful beyond this world! And you dare to say your lower than pretty! GET YOUR BIPOLAR BUTT DOWNSTAIRS AND ENJOY THIS LUNCH WITH OUR FAMILIES RIGHT NOW BEFORE I BEAT IT!" I stared at her, not sure to be angry or just embarrassed. It was completely quiet and I could feel shock and amusement all downstairs as well. I glared at the girl and she quickly came down from her postal-high.

"I'd watch that pretty little mouth of yours sweetie. It might just disappear one day." I sneered standing up, grabbing my heals and walking past her into the hall. I looked behind me, where she radiated fear. I threw some amusement at her.

She didn't need to know I was partly serious. She was only ten. She giggled and skipped out of the room as if nothing happened.

Everyone looked at me worried and I could see Edward and Bella returned. For a moment I wondered where Rosalie was at but then let it go, because it was most likely for the best she wasn't here.

I sighed shaking my head and smiled. "Sorry. Just my hourly break down" I said sheepishly. It kind of was true. They all laughed and the tension broke.

Everyone was having a good time. Alice had gotten the skates out, so she skated with Claire, Renesmee, and Bella. I stayed on the sidelines just watching. Esme and the older woman were talking about food dishes and the men were, well, being men.

I heard someone sit next to me, and I looked to see none other than Rosalie hale. I sighed looking away. "Rosalie, I really don't want to start right now, go enjoy yourself with everyone else, I promise not to bother you. Just leave me alone right now." I said without looking at her.

She didn't move or say anything. So I decided to check for myself.

'How do I do this without losing more of my dignity? My ego is already being wounded just thinking of apologizing! And in front of these dogs. I could wait until later, but then I'd just as easily back out and might bother her again. Maybe if I do it without actually SAYING it I could get away with it.'

Oh. My. God. She was going to apologize?

'oh great. She probably is getting ready to say something stupid to get me away, and im just ganna ruin the chance to say s-s-sorry…oh dear god I can barely say it in my head!' I laughed softly looking at her. She looked at me like I grew a second head, until I pointed to my head and winked.

'Oh god you heard me didn't you? You listened to me this whole time!' she all but yelled in her head. I nodded with a smirk. She lifted her chin and stood up. 'good. Then I don't have to repeat myself.' She stated and walked away. I doubled over in laughter.

This was, by far, A good day. Maybe I can make it better?

"all right, everything is about cooked on the grill. Theres more than enough, even for the pack and the imprints" Sam looked at Carlisle and felt a little pity and I put him to the floor in shock. "Stop feeling pity for my family! You act as if they can't experience what you can!" I snarled. He glared at me. "They can't eat, they can't sleep, They can't have CHILDREN. I will always pity you guys." He spat. Gasps surrounded the little picnic.

I growled. "I can take care of my family wanting to sleep and eat. And as for kids, who need them when some might turn out as disappointing as you!" I spat in his face. He gave me a blank stare and I got off of him looking at my family. I touched each of them, making them scream in pain for a minute before their hearts started. The pack grew restless. "Linda…what did you do?" Esme whispered.

AND THERES CHAPTER 10! enjoyd it?:D so i found out i can write small chapters from m ipod which is difficult but i'll do anything for my lovely fans!^_^ WELL REVIEW PLEASE! 11 will be up soon:) please an thank you!