- Emily's POV -

When Alison mentioned her stuff were still in the room I was immediately sober. I had this great powerful feeling I needed to protect her against any kind of possible danger. The thought of -A who might be back and had been into our room didn't make it feel comfortable though. When I ran into our room I was happy I didn't see anyone in our apartment but then I saw the door of our 'EMISON' room was open and I am sure the door was closed when we left. I ran to it and I saw a beautiful room, like Justin Bieber would celebrate Valentine's Day in the exact same room. Then my mind went crazy and I just stood there totally shocked. I couldn't move my body anymore or keep control over it, only thing I could is looking into our room. There were so many questions I asked myself and there was not even one single question I knew the answer of. 'Who did this?' 'Why?' 'What will Ali think of this?' 'Will tonight change everything?' 'Why do I have to do this now?' 'What am I feeling?' 'What if she doesn't return the love?' 'What if I don't return the love?' 'What if she confesses she loves me?' 'What will happen if we are alone tonight?' 'Should I make advantage of the room or not?' I needed to keep myself strong because I wanted this to be our night. It's was finally time for some EMISON moments and we wouldn't get another opportunity like this. But I didn't succeed and I collapsed. I couldn´t say anything or move my body or see what was happening. I just blacked out and I fell on the floor.

After falling on the floor my head starts to hurt. "This is weird" I told myself. Normally you don't feel anything when you blacked out. Then I heard some noises and I started to focus on them, I someone cry on my chest but I couldn't figure out who it was. Then I heard someone call my name and I immediately knew it was Alison who was crying. "Emily. Emily, wake up. Emi!" I heard her say while she was crying really loud like her heart broke in million pieces. "I am okay Alison. I am okay. Don't cry sweetie." I screamed as hard as I could but nobody could hear me ofcourse. I never heard Alison cry like this before and it was killing me from the inside. I wanted to comfort her, hug her and even kiss her but nobody happened I just lied there hearing all this crying and there was literally nothing I could do about it and that sucked a lot. Then I heard the girls come in comforting Alison, she still cried a little but I didn't hurt me as much as before. I was a bit relieved I knew atleast a few answers on the tons of questions I had. When the girls talked with Ali about the room. I could feel myself slowly crying of happiness but my body didn't let me. I was so happy I had this such a good friends but I after that I was a bit angry at them for pushing my feelings. I could take care of my own when I was ready to talk about it with Alison. This was going to be easier now though because I knew Alison still cares about me of always had been. There is something about her when she is with me, like she doesn't have to care about who she is anymore. She can be herself around me because I always see the best side of people. I flash out of my mind when I heard Ali cry again. The girls talked about the last time I blacked out and the time and I blushed. Then Spencer got annoyed and got to bed, I really need to talk to her about this if she continues to be like this. I don't accept her to be like this against Ali or against us or anyone else, doesn't matter what her reason about it is. I thought she wanted to apologize with this Valentine gift but she changed her mind really quick with this weak lie about her needing to get up 'early' for the busride. What hurts even more is that Aria agreed with her on that, I don't know why she would go on Team Spencer but everybody has their reasons. Luckily I could count on Hanna, like always. She is the best friend you could ever imagine and would never turn on anyone how much she wanted to, exactly like me.

I was shocked about everything that Alison told Hanna. She basically admitted her feelings for me to Hanna and this caused me to cry happy tears again. If only I could reply to sweet Ali, I would do everything for it. I wanted her to know I still love her and that she will always be safe in my arms. They talked long and suprisingly good, it was beautiful to hear. I had absolutely no idea of how late it was but it felt like every clock in the entire world stopped working. I heared someone walk away and I tried screaming but it didn't work. "Don't leave me, I am still here. Can you hear me? Please, somebody?" I yelled as hard as I could but no response from the outside. Then in a bright moment I felt relieved, I felt a head laying down on my chest and that gave me a comforting feeling. "Sweet Emi, I'm going to take care of you. Like you have always been taking care of me." Alison said and I felt her hands going through my hair. In a few seconds it felt like I was flying but then I realised Alison had picked me up and was carrying me in the direction our room was. She puts me down on the bed, with her hands quickly touching my ass and the clip of my bra and then releasing me. "I've always wanted to do that just once. Carry her like that." she said to Hanna. "Sweet and Kinky Ali... I'll get you back for that one." I thought by myself trying to put up a smile and I feel like it worked. I actually felt my whole body smiling. "I'm going to bed. Have fun tonight!" Hanna said to Alison. OMG, Hanna thinks we are going to have sex. "Trust me, we will have fun!" Alison said naughty. Could this day get any better for me? I don't think it can but then I realised I was still 'blacked out'. "Too much details Ali!" Hanna yelled and I heard her ran away making me silently laugh.

- Alison's POV -

"It's just you and me now Emi." I said while grabbing her left hand with my both hands and cupping it. I rubbed her hand with both of my thumbs and then silently kiss it. "You don't have to be affraid for anything. I will be there you when you need me. Even if you don't want me to. I will never leave you ever again. Leaving you was the hardest thing I've ever done." and I lied you down with your head on my chest while I was sitting at the end of the bed with my head against the wall. I let a few tears run down my face as I was thinking about all the terrible things I have done in my life. I got to admit I didn't felt sorry for all of it, some of them just deserved it somehow, but 90% of the cases it hurted me a lot and I knew I had to fix it all as soon as I got back to rosewood. I needed to fix so much it actually kept me from coming back, but everything was worth it as long as I got Emily's heart. There was so much I wanted to tell her and I knew Emily had the most questions of all the girls, more questions then I had answers.

"I am not sure if you can hear me. But I love you. I always loved you more then anything in the entire world. I was always too though to admit my feelings for you because when I did everything would change. I thought that ignoring my feelings and pushing you away was the best way to keep you safe and away from all this -A mess and I would be over you after a while. But I was wrong." I take a deep breath and remove the tears from my face. I exposed myself to her like I never did before to anyone or never this much. "It worked the opposite. My feelings for you became stronger and you never stopped carring about me. You were the one who believed me when everybody thought I was a liar. You where the one who was fighting for me when everybody surrendered." I was now silently crying dropping tears on her chest. "and I rejected you at a horrible way when you actually needed me the most. It was so hard breaking your heart and it makes me cry everytime I think about it. I should have told you the truth about my feelings about you a long time ago but -A scared me and had too much power over me. I did it all to protect the one I loved the most. You were always my favorite." I moved my head slowly to hers and our forheads were touching eachother. "If I would look up True Love in my dictionary this would be saying #EMISON. I love you Emily Fields!" I laughed a bit and then our lips touched. I've been waiting so long for this time to actually happen, my first kiss. I felt so relieved by this one little quick kiss. It was the best feeling in the world and there was literally nothing in the world to describe this feeling. When I pulled back, still cupping her face, I saw her face slowly turn into a big smile. It let me laugh a little, by thinking about different things. "Her body knew it was me, 'Alison is kissing me' alert, and she couldn't resist not smiling. Like her body was programmed to notice me touching her." I kept thinking all these things while Emily's eyes squeeze a bit which made my mind black out.

"Emily?" I asked soft but I didn't get any response. "Emi?" I asked a bit harder. I heard her moan a bit so I knew she was about to wake up. "Emily, are you okay?" I asked shy. "Ali?" Emily asked confused. I immediatly putted her head against me chest, comforting her and making her sure she is safe. "Emi, I am here. Don't worry, you are safe now. I'll protect you and be there for you." Emily moaned another time, but this time it was not from waking up. "Not so fast and loud Ali. My head hurts like a bitch." she said while her eyes adapt to the beautiful light given by the candles. "Should I get you something for your head? Like an icepack." I said and I wanted to get up as I felt her hand at my arm. "No, don't leave me. I don't need an icepack. Just stay here." she begged sweet. "Yeah sure." I said with a big smile and then I started brushing her hair nervously. It couldn't get more straight but to me it looked like her hair just exploded. There was complete silence and it was killing me, this situation was beginning to feel really alward. "Ali..." Emily was trying to bring out but she got cut of by me. "I need to tell you something first, before you say something." I take a deep breath and try to explain my feelings. "Something I needed to say a long time ago." I said nervous. "You know the book I read to you in the library?" I was trying to give my confession a sweet update. "Offcourse I know, I'll never forget that whole day." she said looking up at my face with a smile. "What about it?" she said looking at me like a love sick puppy. "I loved you against promise, against reason..." I said but Emily cut me of by placing her hand on my mouth. "against hope, against any other discouragement that there could be. Babe, I remember every single word of it like it was yesterday." she said with her puppy eyes turned on. She knew what was going to happen and she was extremely excited about it. I am starting to think she heard and felt everything while she passed out. "I meant all of it. There is no life anymore without you." I said while putting my hair behind my ears. "Emily Fields, I love you!" and I kissed her. The kiss felt even better then before, which I didn't knew was possible, it was longer and deeper because the loads of feelings releasing all over again. We both got up without breaking the kiss and put our arms around eachothers neck. It was as beautiful as fireworks on New Years Eve and felt as amazing as opening gifts on Christmas.

"Ahww, that's so cute." I heared someone say silently but hard enough for me and Emily to shock and break the kiss while removing our arms from eachother quickly. "FUCK, I didn't want to interrupt. You're so stupid Hanna, you destroyed everything, well done." she said mad at herself. "Hanna, it's okay." I said embarrassed when she saw us kiss passionate. "How long were you watching us? What are you doing here?" Emily looked a bit irritated at Hanna because she broke their beautiful moment. "I couldn't sleep and I heared you talk. I decided to check on you if you were okay. But I see you are already been taking care of." Hanna laughed a bit. "Hint for the next time, close your door if you girls go gaymode." Hanna smirked. "Hanna!" Emily yelled, forgetting the others where still asleep. "Thanks for the hint." I sigh embarrassing. "Could you please go now? We'll talk about it tomorrow." I asked demanding. "Sure, we'll talk tomorrow then. Have fun tonight." Hanna said still smirking. "Trust me, we will have fun!" Emily said and gave me a wink. I looked down at my feet as I realised this was dejavu. She heard and felt everything this whole time, when she was unconcious, I was pretty sure now. "I want to know everything tomorrow. Every detail there is." Hanna said and she closed the door.

When I turned to Emily I saw she wanted to kiss me but didn't had the courage to do it. I nodded it was okay and she kissed me quickly. "I have had so much fantasies about this moment, and now it is actually happening." Emily said excited when she backed. I couldn't help laughing. "What kind of fantasies?" I asked curious. "That's a secret. But I am sure you like them." Emily said a bit sexy while getting of the bed. "You're such a tease." I gave her my famous Ali-smirk. "We should probably change, we got a long day ahead of us tomorrow. And I don't want to be the one who makes us miss the bus again." I said while getting of the bed aswell and I walked to my bag. "I wouldn't mind staying another day here though. Away from all the drama and being with you." Emily said following me with her eyes. "Me too. But I don't think the other would appreciate it." I laughed and got my pyjama out of my bag. "Uhh Ali... Do you have another one. I didn't bring mine and your dress was pretty comfortable, I like wearing your stuff." she said. I looked through my bag but didn't see anything she could wear. "No, I don't have anything you could wear." I said and her face went straight to thinking. "That's a miss." she said putting a finger on her chin, telling she was still thinking. "But I can make it up to you, but only if you want." I said to her, trying to copy her sexy tone. "Tell me, I am curious." Emily told me smirking. "We could not wear a pyjama. That would solve the problem right?" I said trying to figure out how she felt about that. "That would solve a lot of problems." she said laughing and undid her body from the red dress I gave her. She was wearing my new bra and underwear and her body looked absolutely beautiful in it. "Hello, my face is up here!" she said trying to get my attention again. She saw me staring at her beautiful swimmerbody and caught me staring when my eyes arrived her boobs, forgetting their way to her face. "Uhh... Yeah. Sorry." My cheeks were burning from embarrassment. "It's okay. I don't mind when you look at me like that." she said while slowly climbing into bed covering her body with sheets. "Like what?" I said while I undressed myself either. I was wearing a black lace bra which matched perfectly with my black underwear. "Your look is telling me you are deeply in love." she said while I saw her staring at my body too, with my boobs in the spotlight. "I am not the only one staring." I said which made her jump out of her thought. "I know, you got such a beautiful body. I can't keep my eyes off of you." she said while I was turning on the light a bit so it wouldn't be dark as hell and I couldn't see where I was walking. "That's too bad, because we really need to sleep right now." I got into bed covering my body with sheets aswell and I we lied down facing eachother.

I leaned in to kiss her quickly. "Goodnight babe." I told her and then she kissed me after I was done. "Goodnight sweetie." she said and I backed on my pillow again at the other side of the bed. "This evening didn't turn out like I wanted but I am very happy with the result." I said letting a yawn skip my mouth. Emily yawned too. "I couldn't imagine a better day in my life then this one." she said. "That's understandable. You passed out since we got her'e." I couldn't resist to laugh and Emily laughed with me. "But I felt and heard everything." she said and I turned off the light. After a few minutes of thinking and looking at the ceiling I tried if Emily was still awake. "Emi, are you sleeping?" and I saw her turn her face towards me. "No, what's up?" she replied sweetly. "I can't sleep." I said sadly. "You can come over to my side of the bed if you want. I am sure you will sleep just fine over here." she admits and I moved to her side of the bed. Emily opened her arms and I placed my body into the gap, making her hug me. "But if you move too much you are going to pay the price." she said with her fake angry voice which made me laugh. "I can't promise..." I said and I fell asleep after a few minutes, in the best position I could have ever wished myself in.