A/N: Wow, I managed to get an update in so soon. Something must be wrong with me. But ummm okay I'm just gonna warn you guys that there is a lemon at the end of this chapter. It's my first one and I'm pretty much freaking out while writing this authors note. It thought that I should get over my aversion to writing them. Also this chapter is pretty much all fluff. Nothing major happens, unless you count the lemon as major. Umm yeah enjoy -hides;

Disclaimer: I own nothing. Obviously.

Bella's POV

I waited for myself to break down into yet another depression after Edward's threatening call. But it never came. I was more angry then anything. The fact that he wouldn't let me just live my life made me more pissed off then I have ever been.

I finally reunited with my dad, and told Jasper I loved him. My day was seemingly perfect. But oh no, Edward had to come around and ruin it yet again. Wasn't last night enough? He has to threaten everyone else in my life too? If only I could get my hands on him one more time.

Grateful wasn't nearly a strong enough word for what I felt for Jasper being there. I needed him like I need oxygen. If he wasn't with me in that cave when Edward called, I would have definitely gone to Edward's apartment, and killed him. Never in my life have I hated someone so much. Sometimes the hate grew so bad, I felt sick.

But I couldn't let that show right now. Esme was in my arms, crying her eyes out because of her son. She told me about how evil he'd been when she and Carlisle went over to see him. Her eyes were full of pain I could never understand. Esme desperately wanted her son back, but I only wanted him six feet under. But even through my blinding hatred, my heart went out to Esme and Carlisle. I'm sure I'd feel the same way if the roles were reversed.

Rose and I held her until she cried out all of her tears. The right corner of my shirt was stained through, but I didn't care. Esme was like a mother to me, and if she was in pain I would always be there to help her through.

Eventually we all broke apart from our embrace, and I decided to try and lighten the mood as best as I could.

"I went to see Charlie today."

"That's where you went. How did it go?" Rose asked, and Esme looked at me with curiosity.

"It went good. He wasn't angry with me like I thought he would be, and he actually likes Jasper." I said while gazing longingly over at him.

"Oh, Rose told me you and him were an item. Are you happy?" Esme put her hand on mine when she asked.

"He makes me the happiest girl in the world." I held back an eye roll after I said that. It was such a cliché', but it was true. "I told him I loved him today."

"It's about time!" Rose chimed in with a smile.

"He's very good looking. You seem to have found yourself a winner." Esme grinned. But I could still the pain in her eyes. At least I made her smile.

After that Rose filled us in on the last few plans of the wedding. She and Emmett had finally set the date for July 24th. That would give them a week for their honeymoon before they had to register for school in the fall. Luckily the Great Hall was available that weekend, and all we had to do was finish some last minute preparations, and then just wait for the big day. I was excited for the wedding. Finally getting to see my best friend get married was going to be great.

I suddenly started imagining myself in a beautiful wedding dress; classical music playing around me. Charlie was walking me down the aisle, and I saw Jasper waiting at the altar with the biggest smile on his face. My heart quickened at the thought of him sliding a ring on my finger, and reciting our vows to each other.

I could already feel the tears of happiness stream down my face when we were announced husband and wife. Our friends and family would cheer when we kissed. Our wedding night would be magical. A tingle of anticipation ran through me when I imagined him taking off my wedding dress, and kissing every inch of my exposed skin. I shivered at the thought, but brought myself back to reality before my fantasy got a little too hot.

I wasn't alone in this room, and as much as I wanted to just let Jasper take me right now, I knew it was nowhere near appropriate.

I looked over at him while he was talking with Carlisle and Emmett. He caught my gaze, and I smiled at him which he returned happily.

Just the mere sight of his smile sent yet another tingle through my body. This time to my much neglected lady parts. I wanted Jasper. But that wasn't new. I wanted him from the first moment I saw him. But this was different then just being horny. Because frankly, I was, but that's beside the point. I wasn't that I wanted him slam me up against the wall and fuck me till I scream…. that would be really hot though. I wanted that intense emotional connection that only came when making love to the one you want to spend the rest of your life with.

I used to scoff at the term making love, because I simply didn't get it. When Edward and I first did it, I was a nervous virgin and I wasn't expecting anything amazing. It was a typical less then adequate first time. Edward was like an excited puppy that was getting his first beggin strip. He pounded into me without as much as a warning, and came before I even had a chance to make a sound.

Even after that night Edward was always too rough. I figured it was normal, and I would just lay there waiting for him to finish. It's safe to say he never gave me an orgasm. Not that he ever knew that. I was great at faking it, especially after I gave myself my first one. And all the other ones after that.

Jasper looked at me again with a grin like he knew what I was thinking, and I turned away with a blush. I had a feeling he wouldn't let me down in the orgasm department. Just thinking about it was amazing. The way he would look into my eyes as he brought me to my release. It sent one last shiver through me before Rose decided to pull me out of my fantasies.

"Why are you being so quiet?"

"No reason. Just thinking." I shrugged.

"About?" She wiggled her eyebrows at me. It was like everyone was a fucking mind reader.

"Jasper. Happy now?" I huffed, and crossed my arms. I noticed that Esme, Carlisle and the security guy were gone now. I really must have been zoned out.

"Hmm I thought you were having a little fantasy session over there." She grinned.

"Yeah yeah, where did everybody go?"

"Home. Carlisle and Esme tried to say goodbye, but you really looked catatonic."

"Seriously? You should have slapped me or something."

"Oh yeah, like I would really slap you. You told me what you did to assward, I am not getting on your bad side."

"Ha ha very funny." I rolled my eyes and looked around the room, suddenly feeling seriously bored. "We should have a movie night." I suggested.

Rose opened her mouth in shock, and looked like she was ready to jump up and down. "That sounds amazing. I'm gonna call Alice."

I shook my head at her little episode. She looked and sounded just like Alice. They have definitely been spending way too much time together.

"Hey darlin" Jasper sat down next to me, and wrapped his arm around my shoulder. I smiled while instantly resting my head on him.

"Hey. Rose and I decided it was time for a movie night, you in?" I asked hopefully. It would be nice to snuggle up next to him for a movie.

"Sounds good."

I smiled, and continued to go through the list of movies. There really was nothing worthwhile, and just as I was about to switch off the TV in defeat, Rose screamed.

"What the hell!" I screamed back.

"Twilight! We should watch Twilight." She screamed yet again. I swear Alice was too big of an influence on her.

"Seriously? You want to waste the night with watching a horrible vampire love story? You know how much I hate this movie." I groaned.

"My house, my decision." She turned on her heel down the hallway. I couldn't believe she was gonna make me sit through two and a half hours of nonstop creature feature.

"Why do you hate the movie so much?" Jasper asked.

"You haven't seen it?"

"Never even heard of it."

"Wow, you've been living under some rock. It's this horrendous movie about some clumsy retard falling in love with a brooding asshole that sparkles. That's right sparkles. Instead of normal vampires who burn to a cinder in the sun, these faggots sparkle. Oh and that's not even the worst part. Every character in the movie has our names. There's Bella Swan, Rosalie Hale, Jasper Hale, Emmett Cullen, Edward Cullen…. Do I need to continue?" I took a breath, and realized I hadn't taken one during my whole rant.

Jasper looked afraid, and I felt really bad that he had to sit through this with me. I wasn't about to let him skip out on this and make me suffer.

"How did they manage to get our names?" He asked while in shock.

"Oh you'll see, it's not just our names. I read the books before the movie came out, and I was livid. The bitch who wrote them must have been spying on us or something. It's so uncanny."

"Someone's got a potty mouth today." He chuckled.

"Yeah? Well I think it calls for it."

"You two get your lazy asses up and make the popcorn. Alice and Peter are gonna be here any minute."

"Peter's coming!" I chimed, and couldn't help but smile. He always made things just a little more interesting. This night might be fun after all.

Jasper and I got up to get the refreshments, and I was actually excited about watching Twilight now. I would ruin Rose and Alice's night by making fun of the dreadful movie. Maybe even dissect every single line everyone said. That would be fun. And I knew for sure that Emmett and Peter would join me. Maybe even Jasper.

I was pouring the popcorn into various bowls when I heard the doorbell. I heard squeals at the door, and rolled my eyes. I couldn't believe that Alice got Rose into the whole squealing business. I'd have to change that as soon as I could. A girl can only handle so much.

Jasper helped me get everything into the living room, and I sat back down ready to begin the night's cinematic adventure.

Soon enough everybody else made it to the living room. Rose and Alice looked way to excited. Peter just looked smug, and I wondered if he and Alice have made any major progress in their relationship. I'd have to grill him about it later. Emmett looked annoyed, and Jasper was just all smiles. He must have been looking forward to seeing the movie I spoke so well of.

"Let the sparkling fags grace us with their presence." I announced, and pressed play on the movie.

The opening scene stared, and everyone instantly snuggled in with their respective partners. Peter and Alice looked really cozy together, and I felt so proud. Not to mention, I had Jasper's strong arms around me so that just made me even happier.

Miss creature started her voice over, and I couldn't help but roll my eyes. "She sounds like a man."

"Shhhh!" Alice and Rose both spewed, but I ignored them. This was just the beginning.

"That girl kinda looks like you." Jasper whispered in my ear, earning a nice growl from me. The next person who says that to me is getting a faceful of Bella's fist.

He noticed my annoyance and mouthed an 'I'm sorry' before turning his face back to the TV.

"Dude, your name is Bella, and your dads name is Charlie. What the fuck! She's in Forks!" Peter was standing with his finger pointing to the TV. Everyone gave him a blank stare. We all knew this, and I already warned Jasper beforehand. Peter was just making a fool of himself, but I couldn't blame him.

"Yeah hon, my name is in there, and you are too. But not until the third movie, which is coming out soon." She squealed again. Peter still looked dumbfounded, and was still standing with his finger in the air.

I grabbed a pillow, and threw it at his face. He took the hint and sat down. None of us could explain the scary similarities of this movie, but we chose not to question it anymore. We were used to it.

The movie went on, and I was quiet until she got to the school. I really wasn't looking forward to seeing this version of Edward Cullen. His character was just as bad as the real Edward.

Once he walked in the cafeteria, I scoffed at his entrance and the retarded stare Bella gave him. She looked like she was ready for some sparkle peen to jump into her mouth.

"Behold the fictional adaptation of fuckward." I grumbled.

"Oh hush Bella. This Edward is so much better." Alice said through gritted teeth.

I only rolled my eyes in response. This movie always put me in a bad fucking mood. I was even cursing in my thoughts. Something about the recent events has turned me into a potty mouth. I wasn't sure if I liked it or not.

"You alright?" Jasper asked.

"Ugh, not really. I hate this fucking movie." I huffed.

"We can go outside if you want." He offered, and it sounded like a really good idea. I know this movie night was my idea, but the whole seeing Edward Cullen thing was really putting me in a bad place.

I nodded, and went to get up. Nobody seemed to notice, because they were all engrossed in the movie. Even Emmett and Peter. I was slightly appalled, but oh well.

Jasper and I went out to our spot in the backyard. It was actually a clear night out, and for once I could see the stars. As soon as we sat down, we went right back into our new comfortable position of him wrapping his arms around me. It was like now that we both knew how we felt about each other; we always had to be in close physical contact now.

These feelings were all so new to me, but I wasn't complaining. If Jasper wasn't around me I felt like I couldn't breathe, and I craved his embrace. I never felt that with Edward, and I was sure as shit not going to let him take this away from me.

"What are you thinking?" He asked me softly.

"About how much I love you." I answered honestly.

He kissed my hair, and I felt him smile.

We were silent for a long while, just listening to the crickets. Every once in a while I would hear the TV, and someone would comment on something, and I couldn't help but think how much the movie must suck without my commentary. Grinning slightly, I adjusted myself so I was facing Jasper.

"You know, I've always wondered, since Bella is a human, wouldn't you think the vampires would be disgusted with her when she does her bodily functions? I mean they have really heightened senses, so you would think they would just gag from one whiff of something like a fart." I tried not to laugh at my little rant, but it is something I have thought about. Product of a very slow social life.

"Ummm," Jasper chuckled, "Maybe. I know if I was a vampire I wouldn't want to be around any human when they have to use the bathroom. That would just be wrong in so many ways."

"I agree. I would have killed the bitch a long time ago. Golden eyes my ass, I would want red."

"Really? I never would have pegged you for a people drinker." He said more serious this time. It's scary how serious these kinds of conversations can get. But I wasn't about to stop him.

"Ehh I know it's wrong and all with the killing people, but living on a perpetual diet isn't really my thing." I shrugged.

"I see your point. So you said these vampires sparkle in the sun?"

"Mhm. Kinda gay huh?"

"Very." He paused for a minute and looked deep in thought. "Their whole body sparkles?"

"I guess so. I mean it would make sense."

"Wow. I would hate having my dick look like a Christmas tree ornament."

I snorted, and blushed with disbelief that he said that. "That would be interesting. A sparkle peen"

We both looked at each other, and busted out laughing. We never let go of each other, but we managed to roll around in the grass. The fact that we were having that kind of conversation was bad enough, but we were way too serious about it. I was slightly scared for our sanity.

Soon enough I just couldn't laugh anymore. My stomach hurt, tears were rolling down my face, and if I laughed one more time I would surely piss myself. And somehow in the midst of all this, he managed to pull me on top of him. His hands were resting on my hips lightly, while he looked into my eyes.

I felt a magnetic pull, and bent down to kiss him. In all our time together, we hadn't kissed much, but I hoped the feeling of euphoria the moment our lips touched would never go away.

He pulled me closer, with one hand on the small of my back, and the other tangled in my hair. My hands quickly found their way into his soft locks while I deepened the kiss. Our tongues touched, sending a new wave of electricity in me. I couldn't help but moan into his mouth as we fought for dominance. What was once a sweet kiss only moments before had turned into desperate need for one another.

I pulled back slightly to catch his lower lip in between my teeth, and he let out the most delicious sounding moan in return. He cupped his hands over my ass, forcing my hips to grind into his, making me feel his rather large bulge through my jeans. The feeling sent waves of pleasure through me, making me want him even more.

I pulled at his shirt, letting him know I wanted to switch positions, and he gladly obliged with a growl, He fucking growled. It was probably the sexiest thing I've ever heard.

He turned us over gracefully, and pinned me to the damp ground. He pressed his whole body against mine, making me shiver with delight.

Before I could join our lips again, he was trailing his across my neck. He sucked at my pulse point, causing me to grind my hips against his yet again. I'm sure I was being loud, but I couldn't even hear myself. All I knew was that Jasper was all over me in the best way possible.

"As much as I'd love to ravage you right now, we can't do this outside, darlin."

He brought me out of my fog, and I pouted. I knew he was right, but I wanted more. I needed more.

But I agreed, and let him help me up so we could go inside. I laughed when he tried adjusting himself, but it was a feeble attempt. Jasper obviously wasn't lacking in the penis department. Something I couldn't wait to test out for myself.

When we got inside, everyone just turned to stare at us. I don't think I've ever blushed so hard in my life.

"Please just finish what you started. I don't want to hear it in the middle of the night when I'm trying to sleep." Rose said, and everyone else nodded their heads in agreement. And even thought I was embarrassed as all hell, who was I to disagree? Jasper had me all crazy right now, and if he didn't get his ass in my bed right now, I would surely implode from sexual frustration.

I grabbed his hand, and lead him to my room, while ignoring all the hoots and hollers from my friends. At this moment I could care less if they heard. I heard Emmett and Rose all the time. It was time for a little pay back.

Before I even let him say a word, I locked my door behind me and pushed him on my bed. It was time for me to feel dominant, and although I wasn't ready for sex just yet, I was definitely ready for some major fooling around.

"Bella I…"

"Just hush, and let me make you feel good." I whispered while putting my finger to his lips.

He didn't say a word after that, and let me remove his shirt so I could marvel at his perfect body. He wasn't all muscle, but his pecks were perfectly defined, and I could see the hint of a six pack. I leaned down to kiss him once on the lips, and just let myself get lost in him. I trailed my lips down his jaw line, and licked down his neck causing him to shiver underneath me.

His chest moved up and down as I continued my ministrations down his torso. I let my hands move down to where I'm sure he desperately wanted me to be. He bucked his hips into my hand when I reached his bulge. His patience was thinning, and so was mine.

I made quick work of his pants, and threw them on the floor. Leaning back to look at him once more, I couldn't help but grin. His dick was standing at full attention for me, and I wasted no time in wrapping both my hands around him.

His breath hitched, and he shuddered from my touch. Deciding to give him some sweet torture, I moved my thumb around the warm moisture that pooled at the tip before leaning back down to take him in my mouth.

This was never something I particularly enjoyed, but there was something about Jasper that made me groan at the taste of him. He moaned from the vibrations, which made me begin moving.

I started off slowly, and swiveled my tongue all around him before finally teasing the tip. The sounds he was making were only turning me on more.

"Oh God, Bella.." He trailed off by mumbling something incoherent, and I started moving faster. I wrapped my hand around what I couldn't fit in my mouth, and tightened my lips around him. He continued to mumble things I couldn't understand, but I was only concentrated on making him come.

I frantically moved my head up and down, needing him to feel his release. He fisted his hands in my hair, and I felt him twitch inside me. It wouldn't be long now.

I upped the ante but grazing my teeth against him. Only seconds after that, he tensed below me and yelled out something, but I didn't hear. He came in my mouth with a vengeance, which I swallowed quickly. Never in my life have I enjoyed giving a blow job more.

"Oh my fucking God." He said breathlessly when I sat back up. His chest was heaving up and down, and his eyes were shut. I smiled triumphantly at my victory.

I sat there at the foot of the bed for a few moments, watching as he came down from his high. Then suddenly he sat up; his eyes were hooded with lust. I didn't have time to say anything before he pinned me down on the bed. Normally I would have thought if any guy did that to me, I would freak out from some PTSD thing, but I trusted Jasper. Him being rough with me was only turning me on.

He took off my clothes in a frenzy, but I didn't mind. I wouldn't have cared if he actually ripped them from my body.

Once I was completely naked, he followed my lead and didn't waste any time in touching me. His lips and hands were everywhere at once. The mixed sensations of him sucking on my neck, and roughly massaging my breasts with his hands was almost enough for me to lose it right there.

I arched my back into his hands, wanting to feel him everywhere. He moved his mouth down to my chest, and sucked on my nipple while pinching the other lightly with his fingers. And just when I thought that this was heaven, he moved his hand down to where I wanted him the most.

I couldn't contain a loud moan from escaping me when he pushed his finger down on my clit. It was like fireworks shot through me at his touch. I involuntarily bucked my hips to tell him I needed more. I heard him chuckle lightly before he did something I didn't expect.

He slowly slid two fingers inside me, while moving his face down to suck on my clit. This was something I had never experienced before, and I gasped loudly. The warmth of his mouth on me, added to the feeling his fingers created brought me to a whole new level of pleasure.

He started moving his fingers in and out causing the greatest friction I had ever known. I fisted the sheets tightly, and felt my release coming already.

"Harder." I managed to whimper, and he hummed against me making my whole body jerk from the vibrations he caused.

He pounded his fingers inside me while he licked and sucked. I thought it couldn't get any better than this until he curved his fingers up, finding the spot that was my undoing.

I screamed out as my orgasm came crashing over me, and gripped onto the sheets so tightly I thought I might rip them. Multiple waves of pleasure came over me, and I thought it was never going to stop. But once it did I was gasping for air, and Jasper was placing gentle kisses all the way up my body.

He kissed me one last time on the lips before lying down next to me. I immediately wrapped my arms around him.

"I love you." He whispered into my ear, and placed a chaste kiss on my forehead.

"I love you too." I managed to say before falling into a deep sleep.

Yeah umm, should I never do that again? I am seriously freaking out. It's currently 5:55 A.M and I need sleep, but I'm still going nuts over here. There's a certain word that begins with a C that I cringe every time I have to say and or type it. It's making me CRAZY! But if you guys liked it please let me know. Oh and next chapter will have more things happening in it. I'm thinking a Jasper POV, and maybe even one of Carlisle or Esme, just so you guys can know the extent of their pain from assward. Let me know if you guys like that idea.

OH I want to give some story recommendations.

First one is called Once bitten, Twice shy. It's a Peter and Bella story, and it's so good. Bella is so hilarious in it, and there is a cat named peen. It's by lifelesslyndsey.

Second. Is called Nine Twilives by Sinvisigoth. It's another Peter and Bella, and it's not very long, but if you want a good laugh please go read it. You will not regret it.

Last but not least is High Anxiety by EdwardsBloodType. Yes it's Edward and Bella, but it's seriously good. Very angsty in some parts, but Edward is super sweet in it.

So before I change my mind, I'll post this thing. I hope you guys like it, and please review. They always make my day :D. Peace.