KAITO/LUKE POV

I leaned back to my bed thinking about what happened. I just came back from France and decided to treat my foster family for lunch but the person who I wanted to see so badly didn't come. They said that Luka wasn't home because she was preparing some papers for college. I didn't buy it though. First of all, it was just the beginning of summer and why was Lily able to come and Luka wasn't? I had a bad feeling that she didn't want to see me.

My phone suddenly rang and I picked it up, sighing. "Mom?"

"So, how are they?" she giggled. "More importantly, how's Luka?"

"They're alright." I said. "But Luka wasn't there."

Mom went suddenly quiet. "So that's why you don't sound so happy. Well, I have a song to perform. I just called to check on you. Don't stress yourself too much, I love you."

"I love you too." I replied in a low tone of voice, hanging up.

How can I possibly not stress myself too much? When I got back, I didn't think of anything else except for seeing Luka. Ever since I left Japan, not a moment have gone by that I haven't been thinking of her. I could still remember her crying face at the airport.

"Don't leave me!"

Shoot! If only I was able to reach out for her. Anyway, France was nice, it became my second home. I lived happily with my mom and made new friends. Everything was alright, I was quite happy but still, it was incomparable with the happiness that I felt whenever I was with Luka. I could still recall her cute little voice clearly, the way she laughed, yawned and everything. Whenever I felt alone, I'd just think of her telling me not to be sad, and Id already feel happy.

I wonder what she looks like now. I bet the cute little girl that I used to be together with all the time is now a beautiful young woman. Just by thinking about hugging her again already makes me shiver in excitement. What would it be like to cradle her in my arms again while stroking her pink hair? What would it be like to be blessed with her playful kisses again? I suddenly felt my cheeks slightly burning when my phone rang again.

"Mom, I'm alright." I growled. Mom always worried too much.

I suddenly heard a loud laugh in the other line. "It's me, Len! Guess what? I made a new friend!" he bragged out.

Len was still childish as ever. He and his twin sister, Rin, made it first to Japan before me because they wanted to go to college here. I met them in France, and they became my closest friends there. They considered me as their 'best friend' but I couldn't bring myself to consider them as mine because for me, Luka was my only best friend. I really liked them because their bubbly attitude reminded me of Luka and they also had the same age as her.

I let out a small chuckle. "Good for you." Because of Len's childish traits, he often annoy people and scare them away so he's just that happy when he makes new friends. As for Rin, she's a girl anyway so people adore her for being childish.

"She's kind of grumpy but I swear she's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen." he exhaled, sounding really amazed.

The Kagamine twins could be annoying sometimes but they were often really fun to be with. "Looks like you've found yourself a girlfriend." I teased.

He gasped, hearing what I just said. "Hey, you know that those kind of things aren't in my mind yet." True, all he cared about was making friends and that's just that. "Well, whatever. I'm getting sleepy. See you tomorrow, Kaito." he said, hanging up.

I put my phone inside my drawer with a slight smile on my lips. Speaking of girlfriends and boyfriends, I wonder if Luka already has one. Man, that thought suddenly gave me an irritated feeling. She's too special and only a guy who'd be able to love her more than I do would be deserving to be her boyfriend. I wish that guy wouldn't come though. Yes, until now, I'm still a selfish jerk who doesn't wanna share Luka with anyone else. I wouldn't be able to take it seeing another guy making her smile like that way I did.

I laid down to my bed, facing the door while reaching out for the switch of my lamp. A small curve suddenly crept onto my lips. Until now, Luka is still the last person I think about at night.

Sitting on the window, Luka watched tiny mists of water falling from the gray sky. She propped her head on her palms, gazing calmly at the wet yard before her. Her eyes were soft and glittery, watching the gentle raindrops landing on the thin blades of grass below. She loved summer but also adored rain, thinking it was simple and charming. The rain already stopped and sighing, she stood and stretched, still looking outside. She suddenly bounced up to me and giggled as she saw my smirk.

"Too bad you wouldn't be able to see the rainbow in the clear night sky." I said as I poked her cheeks. "I remember that day when we were still kids. It rained in the middle of summer just like this."

Instead of replying, I saw a mischievous grin on her face and tried to snatch my scarf away. I snagged her waist, chuckling then I saw her smooth eyes that were full of wonderful crystal colors that I loved. I plucked the scarf from her probably numb fingers then uncoiled my arms to her waist then I stood and took off with it.

"Wait! That's not fair, Kaito Shion!" she squealed from behind. Darting away, I burst from the house to the mist covered back yard and breathing in the cool air, I sighed. Soon, I was tackled by a giggling girl. She snatched back the scarf and scampered off with it. Some little ways away, she crouched on a tree and smiled triumphantly.

"Hey!" I ran towards the tree, only seeing her climb up higher.

"You'll never catch me!" she shouted. I started to scale the tree until I saw her slender form drop from the tree, rolling away and stopping in a squat. She ran back towards the house and I laughed. "I guess you'll have to let me keep the scarf." she yelled back at me. "Let's get hot cocoa!" she bounced, breaking the warm silence inside the empty house. I was glad I had known that she was happy about hot cocoa.

I followed her inside and searched for her in the kitchen. I suddenly felt weird and strong feelings that I've never felt before took over me. She was still calm while preparing hot cocoa when she noticed my silence.

"Are you okay, Kaito? I know you pretty well and you're being a bit quiet." she said.

I shrugged, trying to shake off the weird feelings that were inside me. "I'm alright." I paused. "And thanks. I like it better when you call me Kaito rather than calling me Luke."

She looked puzzled at first, then turned towards me smiling. "Why?" she asked.

"I feel like I can be nothing more than just your older brother when you call me Luke." What did I just say? I turned to a Luka who was looking down the floor. I didn't mean it to be that way. I mean,

"I've been thinking about you often lately." she murmured. "I planned to answer your letters and call you when I got a phone..."

"Then why didn't you?" I asked in a low tone of voice.

She walked towards me and caressed my face and I had no choice but to reveal her my face that looked a bit fried. "I kept pushing you away the last moments I was with you. I wanted to say sorry but I couldn't think of anything to say that's just good enough."

As I drowned at her captivating gaze, I saw a light shade of pink that was on her face. "You're forgiven. You know," I wish we could just stay like that forever. "I've been quite happy back there in France but there was always that empty feeling that only you could fill up. This might sound kind of creepy but you don't know how much I longed to hold you in my arms again."

She gave me a warm smile just when I thought my face couldn't get any redder. "You don't sound creepy at all." she whispered.

"I know I was a jerk for leaving you but can we start over? But not as siblings anymore." I said, pulling her closer to me. "I love you, Luka."

Her fingers started slithering all over my hair. "I love you too, Kaito."

Our face got closer and closer until I could feel her warm breath blowing to my face. I could feel the heat of my body rising up and I was so ready to kiss her.

"Riiiiiiiing!"

I stumbled and almost fell from my bed, panting. It was a dream? I was totally soaked in my own sweat. What was that dream all about? Why did it feel so real? I hurriedly took off my shirt and took a quick shower.

I wasn't sorry that I had that dream but I wasn't happy either. Luka was my sister and that's just that. As soon as I woke up, I couldn't remember her grown up face anymore. Why did I dream about that? Of course, it wasn't my first time dreaming about Luka but that one was just so weird.

I heard the doorbell and I rushed downstairs to open the door.

"What happened to you? You look pretty messed up." Rin said, entering the house, holding Mc Donald's paper bags in her hands.

I shut my eyes tightly and tried to calm down but blood rushed all over my body like crazy. "I just had a bad dream." I wasn't really bad. It was just...incest. Doesn't that make it bad? Well, I know I'm not her real brother but still. I didn't know why I couldn't call it bad even if I knew it was wrong though. "Anyway, where's Len?"

She grabbed a big mac inside the bag and munched on them. "He said he's gonna be late. Let's have breakfast together."

I sighed. Yeah, I was talking to Rin but I was still thinking about that dream. I wouldn't feel like that for Luka and I knew she would never feel that way for me. When I thought of that, why did I feel disappointed? Seriously, Kaito? I better stop this nonsense.

another unedited chappy o3o srsly , i'm having trouble writing because i just lost my flashdrive containing the draft but still i'm trying mah best LOL i hope you enjoy this ..