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Another Month Down!

I cant believe it! I made it to 30 week! I haven't had a contraction for the last 2 ½ weeks either! I am so freaking happy! Today my parents are having a photographer come to the hospital and take pregnancy pictures of me, Jared, Nat, Embry, Ann, and Quil. I am also happy to say that Nat is now bigger them me! I cant wait for them to get here!

We are going out on the balcony. I am wearing the dress that J's parents got me for my birthday. I decided to leave my hair down today, its getting so long and it makes my curls look so pretty.

I'm was sitting on my bed doing my make when everyone got here. Of course us girls gushed about how cute we all look. It is so cute that we are all wearing matching dresses. Mine is white with speggtti straps and has little colorful flowers on it, both Nat and Ann's are the same but Nat's is Blue and Ann's is pink. Which is odd cause Ann usually doesn't like pink, but I think the whole baby thing is making her more girly. They also left their hair down too. We all look great together.

"Omg you guys look so cute." I said squealing as they came in.

"Awww Kimmy so do you." Nat said waddling into the room.

"Thanks." I said getting up and grabbing a bag my mom got for me. "Here before we go out there put these on." I said handing them black maternity sports bras and shorts.

"What's this for?" Nat asked looking at them.

"Well I thought we could get some cute belly pictures. I also got these." I pulled out 2 blue and 2 pink satin ribbons. "We can tie them around us for the pictures." I said smiling happily.

"Awww that's a cute idea Kim." Ann said rubbing her tummy.

The girls went into the bathroom to change while the boys came in the room. The guys were all wearing Khaki shorts, J wearing a white polo, Bry wearing a blue one and Quil wearing a pink one.

"Awww you guys look so awesome." I said walking over to hug and kiss J. He hugged me back and kissed me.

"Thank you baby so do you but you need to go sit down." He said.

"I know, I know." I said sitting down in the wheel chair as the girls came out of the bathroom with their dresses on over the bras and shorts.

We all took amazing pictures. Some of us just the girls, some of each couple alone and some of all the couples. It was funny even the guys put the ribbons on being goof balls. We all had so much fun!

We got back to the room about two hours later.

"I'm going to take a shower." I said getting out of the wheel chair.

"Oh ok baby want me to get you your clothes?" J asked.

"Yes, please." I said going into the bathroom. I got undressed and just looked at myself in the mirror. J came in a few seconds later and his eyes pooped open.

"Wow your so damn beautiful." He said setting the clothes on the counter and putting his arms around me from behind. I blushed.

"No I'm not." I said shaking my head feeling like a hippo.

"No baby you really are." He said moving my hair to kiss my neck.

"Hmmm baby we cant." I moaned out loving the feeling of his lips on my body.

"I know I'm sorry. Your just so beautiful that I cant help myself. You are really very sexy baby." He said kissing my neck again just under my ear and moving his hand up to my boob.

"Oh J." I moaned out my boobs are really sensitive right now and him touching them just sent waves of pleasure down to my very wet, wanting pussy. I turned around so I could face him. I stood up on my tippy toes and kissed him deeply. I ran my hand over his chest and down to his stomach, then I reached further down and grabbed onto the very large bulge in his pants. He groaned into my mouth.

"Kimmy, baby I need you so bad." He said not moving his lips from mine and pulled my body closer to his. I moaned and started to take off his shorts off. I needed him just as badly if not more. He stared to kiss down my jaw line and to my neck. When I finally got his zipper down his shorts fell to the ground and his rock hard cock sprang forth. I took it in my hand and started to slowly jack him off. He moaned loudly this time.

"Oh shit baby, I need to be in you." He said pulling my face to his kissing my lips deeply. I pushed myself against him returning the kiss.

I pulled away slowly, and whispered, "I'm right here baby, take me. I need you." I was looking deeply into his eyes showing him how much I truly wanted him.

Jared lifted me up easily and slowly wrapped my legs around him. He started kissing me lovingly, his lips full of passion. He then slowly sat me down on his dick.

"OH FUCK" I whispered yelled, I forgot how big he really was, but he really did feel so good in me. I held onto him tightly. He waited for a few moments until my body could get used to him again. I started kissing him again and he took the hit that I was ready. He started moving in me slowly at first, but soon he picked up the pace. We kissed a lot while we made love. It was the first time pretty much since I found out I was pregnant that we have had any type of sex, and believe you me, it was well needed. I was dripping wet over his cock and he was still holding and then we both released our final climax together, both breathing heavily. I closed my eyes simply enjoying our love making until I got my breathing under control. Then I finally realized what we had done.

"Oh shit." I said with a lot of worry in my face, "J what if we hurt the baby?" I bit my lip. He sighed and set me on my feet again.

"I know baby. Its ok baby, I'm so sorry, its just been so long and you are just so beautiful, I couldn't stop." J said holding me close.

I nodded, "Hey its not all your fault, I could have said no too, and I am 30 weeks and she is almost 6 lbs. now so hopefully she will be ok. We are almost there and baby we needed it." I said not sure if I was trying to reassure myself or him. I kissed him softly and got in the shower. J climbed in behind me and we just simply washed each other and talked more about names for the baby since we still haven't decided on one yet. We now added Delaney Rain to the list that we already have.

We got out of the shower and got dresses, and left the bathroom, we were surprised to see Dr. Stevens sitting in my room with a not so happy look on her face.

"Umm hi" I said blushing and looking down while I got into bed.

"Hi" she said as she started to hook up the machines back to me. "Look I know that its hard right now for you, and I know that you are young and your hormones are going all over the place, but you need to think about the baby." she said then sighed, "Kim once you dilate to 6 that's it its over, I have to get the baby out because of the placenta Previa. We have all worked so hard to get you this far, why throw it all away now?" She wrote some thing in my chart.

"Its not like that." I said getting upset, "This is the first time we have done anything since pretty much we found out that I was pregnant." I could feel the tears starting to burn in my eyes.

"Ok well lets just hope you don't start having contractions." She said and left the room.

"UGH I cant freaking believe her!" I almost yelled.

J sat by me on the bed, "I know baby, I know." He said softly holding me to his chest. I laid my head there and started crying. I mean really who was she to talk to me like that? Most 17 year olds would have aborted the baby or just wouldn't care, but no I have been in this room for months now trying to keep my baby safe, and one time that I think about myself and she gets all pissy. We didn't want dinner, which is a shocker for J, but we just held each other until we fell asleep.

I woke up at 3:30 in the morning to pee and I noticed that Jared wasn't in bed. I went to the bathroom thinking maybe he was in there too but nope. When I finished with the bathroom I went back to my room and turned on the light to look for a note or something, but there wasn't anything.

"Hmm that's odd." I said to myself while I grabbed my cell phone to call him. His phone rang 3 time and some girl answered it.

"Hello" Said the strange girl.

"HELLO? Who is this?" I asked already pissed off.

"Umm this is Tiffany. Who is this?" she asked. Really she is asking me who I am when I am calling my boyfriends phone.

"Where is Jared?" by now my whole body is shaking I am so livid. I hear her calling Jared and telling him he has a call, then I hear him asking who it was. I mean really how many people does he have calling him at 4 in the morning? She then said I don't know some girl.

"Hello" He said as he got on the phone.

"HELLO? REALLY?" I yelled "WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU AND WHO THE FUCK WAS THAT ANSWERING YOUR PHONE?" I am so pissed at this point I can barley see straight.

"Kim, baby, its not what you are thinking," He started out.

"OH really its not! I'm here in the hospital with you baby and your out whoring around." I couldn't stop the tears as it felt like my heart was being ripped out.

"Kim come on you know its not like that. Its Jakes party and he really wanted me to be here." He said softly.

"And you thought you couldn't tell me about it? So you decide to just sneak out of the hospital while I'm sleeping and stay out till 4 am? What were you going to do lie to me and tell me you had to go patrol?"

"Kim your right I'm so sorry I should have told you." HE said then I hear the same voice that answered the phone say "Come on Jer get in the water already its gonna get cold." "Ya know what Jared FUCK OFF. I don't ever want to see you again!" I hung up the phone and threw it across the room causing it to crash into small pieces.

The nurse came into the room to see what all the commotion was. "Is everything ok miss?" She asked softly.

"No its not. I do not want anyone and I mean anyone in my room other then my parents." I said the tears still streaming down my cheeks. She left nodding. I grabbed the hospital phone and called my house.

"Kimmy what's wrong is the baby ok?" I heard my moms sleepy voice say.

"Mom can you please come up here the baby is ok but I'm not. Me, me and Jared are over. I really need you mom please." My chest hurts so badly like my heart and lungs are being ripped out at the same time.

"I'm on my way." Mom said hanging up the phone. I just laid in the bed hugging my belly, as the tears came harder. How could he do this to me? I thought that he loved me, yeah I was wrong, big time. Then I heard a knock at the door.

"Who is it?" I called out, the same nurse from before came into my room.

"Kim there is a young man out here saying to let him in. He looks pretty upset and kinda scary too." She said softly. I shook my head.

"No tell him to go away. Tell him I don't want him here." I felt my already broken heat break more. She left with a slow nod and shut my door again. About 10 minutes or so later my mom came in the room. She came to my bed and sat next to me and hugged me tight and just let me cry. After a while I started to calm down slightly she made me look at her.

"Kim, sweetie tell me what happened." She sad softly still holding me.

"Well after the pictures today I was about to get in the shower and J came in to bring me my clothes and well one thing lead to another and we had love. It wasn't a planned thing momma you gotta know that I wouldn't do anything to hurt the baby, well Dr. Stevens head us and yelled at me. Of course I was upset and J just held me till I fell asleep. I got up at like 3:30 to go pee and he wasn't here, so I called him and some girl answered his phone." I shook my head as the tears continued and my body was shaking again. "After a few minuets he got on the phone and told me he was sorry and its not what I think and that its Jakes party and he really wanted him to be there. I mean really? Am I that bad that he couldn't just be honest with me and tell me before he left? Instead he snuck out and did God knows what with that girl," I had to take some calming breaths my head was starting to spin, "Well I told him to fuck off and that I never want to see him again, and I don't. Then after I threw my phone the nurse came in and I told her not to let anyone but you or dad in here then I called you." I sniffled chewing on my bottom lip.

Mom sighed, "Ok sweetie if that's what you want." she held me, then the baby kicked hard. She was moving around like crazy. I rubbed my stomach where I felt her moving, and started to cry even harder, to the point that I could hardly catch my breath.

"Shhh Kimmy sweetie you have to calm down. Think about the baby she needs the oxygen too. Its going to be ok." Mom just held me for a while and I started to calm down. After a while she got up, "I'm gonna go talk to the nurse. I'll be right back ok." She said and I nodded. As soon as my mom left the room I felt my very first HARD contraction. I tried to just breathe but OWW this shit really hurts.

"OW, OW, OW, OW, SHIT, SHIT, SHIT." I yelled holding onto the bed rail tightly. Mom and the nurse came running into my room.

"Kim what's wrong?" Mom asked. But before I could answer her the nurse yelled out, "She's having a very big contraction." The nurse grabbed some medicine that was in the drawers next to my bed and pushed them into my IV.

"OMG When is this going to stop, OWWW" I cried cause now my stomach and my hand hurt.

"Shhh its ok sweetie its almost over, your doing a great job Kim just keep breathing. Its starting to slow down now." Mom said running her hand over my head trying to sooth me. After a few more seconds it finally stopped thank goodness.

"I, wow that was terrible." I said letting out a long breath.

"Yes it was a very big one I'm glad you felt t though, hopefully the meds kick in soon, but I do need to check you now." The nurse said with a frown, she obviously knew what it was like to be checked.

"Really? I mean it was just one." I said trying to get out of it.

She nodded, "Yes really Dr. Stevens said that if you have any contractions you have to be checked and that was a big one." She got her gloves on and was waiting for me to take off my clothes, so I did. I swear I'm never having another baby ever this shit sucks. "Ok you are about 5 now." She said pulling her hand out and taking her gloves off. " I need to go call the Dr and let her know." With that she left the room.

"OMG MOM OWWW, shit its happening again, mom make it stop." I squeezed mom's hand very tight the pain this time was worse then the last. "Mom they have to stop its too soon for her to come." Tears were coming down my cheeks this time but because it hurt so bad.

"KIM YOU HAVE TO BREATH. JUST BREAT AND YOU CAN GET THREW THIS!" Mom yelled at me, which helped, I started taking deep breaths and slowly the contraction went away.

Shortly there after the medicine started to kick in cause I started to fall asleep, which I really needed. I started dreaming and I was on First Beach. Everyone was there but when they saw me they all started laughing at me. I didn't know why so I looked down yes I was pregnant but I had clothes on. I shrugged it off and kept walking. Even the whole pack was there laughing which I didn't think Jared would appreciate. Then I saw Nat and Ann and they just had this sad look on their face and started looking in the direction that ever one was pointing at. That's when I finally saw what every one was laughing at, Jared was sitting on a piece of drift wood with Tiffany Sims while she was kissing all over his bare chest. He looked up at me and said "Oh hey you." like it was no big deal that she was doing that to him.

"Oh hey you? Is that all you have to say to me?" I asked gritting my teeth.

Then Tiffany looked up at me smiling, "Hey you must be Kim, Jer here has told me so much about you." She said happily like her nasty ass lips being all over my mans body was a walk in the park.

"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?" I yelled then I flew at her knocking her off of Jared and onto the ground. I was punching her and pulling her hair. "You BITCH HES MINE. HE'S THE FATHER OF MY BABY. How dare you put your nasty ass lips on him." I just kept hitting her. Then Jared yanked me off her.

"Kim stop it your hurting her." he yelled at me, me he was more worried about the slut then me.

"Slut" I yelled at him and then kicked him in his balls. "I FUCKING HAT YOU!" I kept kicking him and he was just laughing at me.

"Kim, Kim wake up." I heard someone saying. I opened my eyes to see Jared standing over me, with a concerned look on his face.

"What the fuck are you doing here? I thought I told you I never wanted to see you again?" I yelled at him pushing his hand off me that he had on my shoulder. "Don't you have some other slut to go fuck." I folded my arms over my chest and looked away from him fighting the tears.

"Kim its not like that, not at all." He said moving away from me, trying to stay calm.

"Oh really? Then please tell me what it is like, and while your at it tell me why the fuck did she have your phone and why the fuck did she call you Jer? And why don't you tell me why you felt the need to lie to me." I took a deep breath trying to stay calm and I chewed on the inside of my cheek.

He lowered his head, "I'm sorry, but you have to know nothing happened at that party." He said softly.

"Ya know what I don't wanna know, I changed my mind. Right now I need to be concerned about the welfare of my baby. I don't need nor do I want this stress around her. Jared you wont be spending the night here anymore with me." It felt like a whole was bunched threw my lungs saying that. "And as for now I don't think I want you here at all, if something happens that involves the baby you will be informed, I wont keep you away from her, you are after all her father." I took a deep breath starting to feel my stomach start to get tight again, shit I don't need this right now.

"What? No I cant stay away from you or her please Kim. I am so sorry please." He said with tears in his eyes.

"Fine since she is still in me I guess you can come up here, but you will not and I mean NOT spending any nights here. I wont ever keep you from her." As I finished the nurse, Dr. Stevens and my mom walked in the room together. I glared at my mother knowing she is the one that let Jared in here.

"So your actually feeling some contractions, huh." Dr. Says.

"Yeah they suck, so lets not have any more of them, K." I said with more attitude then I attended to have but right now I was having a hard time keeping my mouth in check.

She walked over to the monitor checking the strip, "Did you just feel the last contraction you had?" She asked.

"Yes I did it wasn't that bad though." I said not looking at anyone.

"Oh ok that's right it was just a small one, but at least your feeling them. That makes me happy." She said as she takes the stool that has wheels on it and sits down. "Well you are only one centimeter before I have to take the baby medically." She crossed her legs over resting her hands on her knee.

"I know, I know" I said with a sigh.

"Well we can do a few things at this point, first we can just go a head and do the c-section today, with the medicine we have given you her lungs should be ok, but of course there is no for sure way to know until she is out, and he weight is really good. The second option is just do nothing other then what we have been and see where that takes us. You may or may not be able to last the next 10 weeks you may not, we just wont stop the contraction the next time they start up again and then once you are at 6 we do the C-section. Or the third option is we put you on complete bed rest, that means no getting out of bed for anything not even to shower or pee. We will put in a catheter and everything. You would only be able to do sponge baths, and maybe wash your hair once a week depending on how your contractions have been. That last option might just help us get her at least another 6 weeks in there and that is when we would do the c-section either way." She said looking around. "You don't have to make a decision right this moment, but you need to make it by this evening, ok."

I nodded, "Ok I will think it over and let you know soon." I said rubbing my stomach as I felt another small contraction coming on. I took in a deep breath and the dr nodded at the nurse to give me more medicine.

After that they left leaving me, mom, and Jared to talk over the options.

"Well what do you think sweetie?" Mom asked me.

"I think you are a Benedict Arnold, but other then that I think that I want to keep her inside as much as I can. I will do anything if it means keeping her out of the NICU." I said chewing on my lip rubbing my stomach. "She is what's most important right now." I said not looking at either of them.

"Are you sure its not going to be easy having to stay in that bed of another 6 weeks?" Jared said softly.

"Yes I'm sure. I know that when I leave this hospital I want to leave with my daughter, so if it takes not moving at all for the next 6 weeks then that's what I'll do." I said looking at him sternly. I just wanted so badly to be in his arms and have him old me, but I just couldn't, he needed to know that he hurt me and that I'm not ok with it.

"Ok its your decision." Dr. Stevens said after she came back in my room several hours later. "Just sign here so you know what you are going to be expecting." She said pointing to an x with her pen. I read over the paper and it was just as she said it would be. I signed the paper and she asked Jared and my mom to leave the room so she can put the Catheter in.

"Ugh I hate these things" I said as she was putting it in.

"You ok?" She asked as she finished.

"Yeah its just a little uncomfortable, but I'll deal with it." I shrugged.

"No that's not what I meant. You are Jared are fighting, are you ok?" She asked looking very concerned.

"Oh, that, well I guess I will be fine. Its just rough," the tears started again, "I'm sure its just a fight." I said looking down not really even believing it myself.

"I know you think things are rough right now, and they are, but just keep in mind who your doing this all for. In the long run it will be worth it. Oh and I'm sorry how I reacted last night, I was in your same place that you are in at one point." She sighed softly.

"Its fine, I understand where your coming from." I said with a weak smile.

She nods, "Ok well I'm off for now, I'll send your mom and Jared in. Keep your head up sweetie." She said softly as she left the room. I nodded and laid my head back closing my eyes.

Ugh how did my life get so damn complicated? I mean really, a year ago I was about to start my senior, and then go off to college and have fun, but now here am sitting in a hospital bed trying to save my baby's life, I'm not married like I had always planned on being before I even got pregnant. Not that I would trade my baby for anything ever, I love her so much and this is worth it, but I just, I don't know how I got here so fast.

My mom, Jared, my dad, and baby fat, fat came in the room shortly.

"Hey daddy whatcha doin here?" I asked sitting my self up some and wincing feeling the catheter, and made a face.

"Well Maleah here needs to eat and there isn't any more bottles at home and I don't have the equipment to do the job." He sorta chuckled then he glared at Jared. Mom took baby fat, fat and excused herself to behind the curtain so she can feed the baby.

"So Kimmy Bug what's going on?" Dad asked me sitting on the chair closest to my bed.

"Not to much. I'm on complete bed rest now until the baby comes." I sad shrugging my shoulders.

My dad looked over at Jared who was sitting in the stool that has the wheels on it, "Son would you like to tell me what's going?" He said in a not so nice tone.

"Dad, seriously? Its not a big deal we are having a fight end of discussion. I nor your granddaughter need the stress right now and any how I'm sure mom already told you so why relive what happened. So if you feel the need to yell or bitch slap him whatever, but NOT HERE!" I said giving him my best impression of my moms death glair.

"Ok, ok. If you don't want to talk about it but Jared you and I WILL be talking about this soon." Dad said holding his hands up. Jared just shook his head.

Everyone stayed until 7:30 that night. We all had dinner together and to be honest I really didn't feel like eating but I did force myself to eat something just for the baby.

Mrs. Call brought up the twins so they can eat with us also. When they came in the room they both had on there 'I'm An Uncle' T-shirts. Its so cute. They even bought the baby a shirt that says 'my uncles love me'. I love it.

When it was time for everyone to leave I felt sad. I missed getting the boys ready for bed, or just playing with them. I missed all of my family. We all said our goodbyes and I love yours and they left, but Jared stayed behind.

"Kim I love you please you have to believe that. I never meant to hurt you." He sounded so sincere I had to hold back my tears.

"Jared never have I doubted that you love me not once. But you have to know that even though you say nothing happened and I want to believe you I really do. Its just that you hurt me…"

"But Kim I didn't mean to" He interrupted me and I held my hand up.

"Jared please just let me finish. You feeling the need to lie to me about the party almost hurts worse then me not knowing for sure what you did. I get it trust me I do, spending every day here is hell. And yes it is our baby but I'm the one stuck here not you, and knowing that at some point I made you feel like you were, well that also hurts. TO know that I have been so unbearable to be around it's the worst feeling ever. And to know that you felt so trapped by me that you had to sneak around and lie to me about a party, well that's why your not staying here. I'm not going to trap you here." I looked away from him.

"But Kim that's not it, please I want to be here with you and our baby." I could see the tears in his eyes and I had to wipe the ones from my eyes.

"No you don't hell J I don't even wanna be here, but I have to be for the safety of our baby. You don't so go have fun with your friends. I'm not stopping you. Please just leave I need to sleep and like I said I wont stop you from coming up here but you are not welcomed to stay the night." I turned away from him. I knew he was crying, I felt it, and I knew that I was the one that made him cry, but I have to stick to my decision. I didn't want him regretting bring stuck here with me imprint or not.

"I… I love you Kim" He said and got up to leave.

"I love you too J." I said softly knowing he could hear me.

After he left I had to get a few heated blankets from the nurse so that I could sleep. Once I got them I fell into a dreamless sleep, which of course is very welcomed.

(Ohhhh a big fight! Oh no what was J really up to at that party? Will Kim ever trust him again? IDK just gotta read to find out! PLEASE REVIEW! Thanks to everyone that favorited and did review! Cant wait to put more up! )