Chapter 10

"Wait Sheldon…what's wrong?" she asked coyly, sweetness and sass dripping from her mouth. "I think I got the generator working...don't you want to help me?"

He stood with his back to her. He could not let her see him; his arousal was more than obvious.

"Woman you have no idea what you are doing" he whispered.

Just turn around and tell her.

She worried, not knowing why he wouldn't turn around, she feared she might have pushed him too far.

"Baaaby..." she called to him sing song and that was it. He didn't know what he was doing but he knew his body was now acting of its own accord, the inner voice taking over, his alpha male. He spun on his heel and he closed the distance between them in one stride, he grabbed her upper arms, and he pushed her against the wall behind her. She gasped but before she could do anything more than that he pressed his body flush to hers "Is this what you want Penny?" Then he did what his body had been screaming at him to do since he first saw her. He let his lips finally find hers. It was soft kiss that gave away his inexperience, but he didn't care. All he cared about was showing her, letting her know he was the guy. That he was not a robot. He pressed firmly then dragged his lips across hers, the slightest hint of moisture. She moaned into his mouth as he held it there, too afraid to move, his body molding to her curves. She grabbed at his bottom lip as he pulled away. His blue eyes darkened with desire as he looked at her. "Penny..."

PPOV

She wrapped her arms around his body and lifted her left leg to wrap around his thigh and pull him closer to her core. She wanted to wrap herself all around him, to cover him like a blanket so he wouldn't feel scared or alone. To feel his body all around her, enveloping her in his universe full of the unknown, making her a part of the brilliant madness that is Sheldon.

"Shhh I got you baby…"

SPOV

"I-I-I don't know what I am d-d-doing...I am not like the m-m-men you are used to being with. I am...I do not know if I am ready, I just know I d-d-don't want to l-l-lose you" His nerves were getting the best of him. He began to stutter as he did when he was a child. That's why he didn't speak in public. He rested his forehead to hers, she smelled so good. His arms around her back, his body curved into her. His hips moving closer to her instinctively, she met his body with hers. The heat in the station might be off, but he couldn't tell.

PPOV

"It's okay sweetie, just relax" Penny whispered into his ear. Her mouth grazing his ear causing his breath to catch again and his arms to pull her closer, he was operating on pure instinct.

She was the one that did the kissing now, as she had thought about doing so many times before. His lips were so soft and supple and tasted just as good as she imagined, like mint tea and innocence. She took his bottom lip into hers letting her teeth graze them softly as she pulled away her tongue sliding across his lip. His arms trembled around her. She moved against him, wanting him to feel how much she wanted him, and how there was no one else that she wanted. She wrapped her hand around his back and pulled him closer to her, she could feel his heart beating. She caressed his cheek as she spoke to him, his breath caught as her touches, his eyes met hers again and she could see the heat building there but also the fear. His body trembled, she felt his body shake, she was close herself, but this was about him.

To think she could share that with him, to let him find that release. She caressed his face, he looked away as if he was ashamed, his breath was ragged and hot. She ached inside, her body ready to betray her again, when she had felt his hand on her thigh, her wetness pooled in her panties. He whispered her name, she got dizzy, her pleasure at its peak.

"Sheldon, no one that came before matters, this is about me and you. I have been waiting so long for you, and I will keep waiting until you are ready."

"Penny…I"

"Come on sweetie, we need to go and see about getting the lights back on" She pulled her body away from his, it immediately screamed at her for betraying what she really wanted. Her desire for him had her biting her lip. She needed to be patient, she couldn't push Sheldon.

"Yes I think that would be a good idea" Sheldon finally spoke, his voice trembling a little. As he did he shifted his coat in front, hiding what had just happened. Penny grinned, he was definitely Homo Novus, but who ever said Homo Novus didn't have wants and needs, the most basic biological needs that we all have.

They still had a few weeks left here, she would take things at his pace, but she was going to show him little by little how much he had been missing, how good he could feel if he just let himself go. She was also going to help him nail this project and get that Nobel Prize, this was his life work and it needed to come first, there would be time for them. Heck, she had waited this long, she could wait a little bit longer…just not too long! He is lucky she didn't jump him right there in the generator room.

SPOV

He had kissed her, and she didn't run away. She didn't laugh at him, she didn't scream and no one popped out to beat him up over it. She smelled like jasmine and lilies and a scent that was uniquely Penny. Her skin was soft under his touch, he wanted to be gentle, he feared if touched her too rough she might bruise. His body reacted on its own, he could not keep from wanting to feel all of her, his hands had caressed her back, reaching up to run his fingers in her very long hair. His arousal sought her out, gravitating to her body proving all of Newton's laws in one moment. He thought he would lose it right there when her mouth grazed his ear and she ran her leg up his thigh. His heat was rising within him threatening to give him away, proving to her that he was not the superior Homo Novus he pretended to be.

When he had felt her bend over in front of him, bucking back towards him, letting her backside rub against him and call him "baby" something inside him sprung to life and took control, took control of scared Sheldon, shut off his auto pilot and decided to take this body for a test drive and Penny was going to be his first passenger. She reacted to his touch with desire and passion, he was a doctor, he saw her cheeks flush, felt her breasts rise and fall with desire as he kissed her. She was alive and radiated heat, her desire was evident in the way her arms pulled him close, wrapping themselves around him. He thought that he would burst into flames the heat was too much to take. His hand reaching the hem of her shirt, it was trembling but not from fear but of sheer unadulterated lust, he wanted to rip it off and explore every inch of her body, caress her body, learn her topography with his hands and his mouth. He would commit her body to memory forever, the feeling and the taste of her, never to be lost among the cacophony of formulas and figures that danced in his head. She would become a part of his universe, his constant.

My hand brushes her thigh, softly pulling it unconsciously towards me, feeling her mount me, I cannot help but rise to meet her body, my head gets dizzy, when her tongue grazes my bottom lip, I cannot hold back my desire and softly grind my arousal to her as my body shakes from the passion of climax. My body betrays me and I whisper her name. As I do, I feel her tremble and pull me closer, holding me there, releasing her warmth close to me. She caresses my face and talks of taking it at my pace, of waiting for me. I watch her catching her breath, her cheeks a soft pink, a sheer coat of moisture on her forehead. She looked so beautiful. If I prescribed to the beliefs of our friend Raj, I would imagine I had done something very spectacular to deserve this moment. She told me she would wait for me, little did she know, I too had been waiting for her too all these years. It had been too much for him, the kissing and touching, he wondered how he would be if it and when it went further. He feared he would disappoint her. He felt dizzy; she took his hand and led him out of the generator room. She grinned up at him as he went to the shower.

"Let me know if you need a hand Moonpie" she called back to him as she went towards the kitchen. Why would she think I needed help in the shower? Oh….