And back to Nessie!! Leah will be after this.. I can't wait to write this part though. I'm including lots of MCR lyrics. I had this idea wayy back in France

Nessie POV

I Got back into my dads car, numb. I could drive but other than that nope. Nothing I don't think I could even speak.

I pulled into the driveway, the car crunching on the gravel. Dad would come racing out any second. He would kill me.

I needed to talk to Carlisle and Mum.

Suddenly the nerves came over me. In the pit of my stomach. I felt like I was going to fall over and black out. My heart was racing and my breath was coming in short quick gasps.

I opened the door and was met with an angry face. He hadn't heard my mind yet, he was just angry at the car.

I took a deep breath and imagined the pregnancy test. I might as well just tell them. His face full of rage went blank. It was becoming paler if that was possible.

"No.. no.." he muttered. And then turned to me, his eyes black with rage. "Where is he? That mutt?" I opened my mouth and tried to speak but no words came out. I just thought the words, I don't know. He doesn't know about this and don't you dare blame him!

Then he looked at me. He glared at me. "What have you done Renesmee? WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?" Suddenly I found my voice, "What have I done? WHAT HAVE I DONE? YOU ARE BLAMING THIS ON ME? IT NOT MY FAULT OR JAKE'S IT CALLED AN ACCIDENT OH PERFECT FATHER OF MINE! ARE YOU GONNA SHOUT AT ME AND BE ANGRY FOR SOMETHINGTHAT WAS COMPLETELY BEYOND MY CONTROL OR TAKE THAT POKER OUT OF YOUR ASS? YOU ACT LIKE YOU ARE OH SO HOLY YET WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES! I WAS A MISTAKES WAS I NOT, OR ARE YOU GOING TO BLAME MUM FOR THAT HUH? OH NO, THATS RIGHT, YOU LOVE MUM! DID YOU EVER LOVE ME?" I screamed at him, all the anger I had kept bottled inside me and I let it all out. I hated him at this second. Really truly hated him.

I flung my coat bag and shoes down the hallway and hoped they broke something.

I ran upstairs, four stairs at a time leaving my father trying to comprehend my words.

I grabbed my neon pink electric guitar and ran into the music studio. I left the door wide open and started playing the drum track to one of my songs that had started to record last week. I grabbed my mike and guitar and started playing. I changed the lyrics slightly. I practically shouted But wheres your heart? Cause I did not know where my dads was and I changed, Hony if you stay you'll be forgiven to Daddy you will never be forgiven.

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights, that cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Daddy you will never be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
'Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Daddy you will never be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Daddy you will never be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blind..ed me
These bright lights are always blind..ed me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Daddy you will never be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Daddy you will never be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Then I started another song

GO!

To un-explain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight this dark night,
A séance down below.
There're things that I have done,
You never should ever know!

And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Who walks among the famous living dead,
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
And if you could talk to me,
Tell me if it's so,
That all the good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows

That without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore.
I'm just a ghost,
So I can't hurt you anymore,
So I can't hurt you anymore.

And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me go, fuck!
So, you can, well now so, you can
I'm so far away from you.
Well now so, you can.

And without you is how I disappear,
And without you is how I disappear,
Whoa whoa... (And without you is how I disappear)
Whoa whoa... (And without you... is how, is how, is how...)
Forever, forever now!

EmPOV

Wow, that girl can really rock. It was kind of painful though. We could hear she was crying through the tears.

Edward. God. She had hurt him way deep. It was scary. If Bella was here she might have stopped all of this, the screaming match and calmed them both down. Stupid Alice taking her shopping.

Jasper face contorted with pain. He stood up and nearly punched Edward. "Do you know what you've done?" he spat and than ran out of the room. Edward said nothing.

~TRH~