Fubar Chapter Ten
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DK
It was killing him. Most days he had to go out of his way to catch a glimpse of Kurt, but today lady fate was having a good laugh at his expense. Everywhere he looked or went, he saw him. He just wanted to run away as fast as he could. It hurt so bad. Every time Kurt looked at him, he felt like another piece of his soul was being hacked away. At lunch he gave up running and sat close enough so he could hear his voice. He wished he hadn't. Mercedes was teasing Kurt about having a hot date with that asshole Blaine. He saw red, he wanted to march over and tell Kurt, fuck no your mine, but he wasn't his. He wasn't even Kurt's type. Alternating between wanting to cry and flip over the lunch table, he just hung his head and said "Fuck." Azimio looked up, "You okay dude?" With fist clenched, "Yeah, man." Azimio looking Dave in the eyes, ' Man not to sound like a fag or nuthin" Dave flinches as Azimio talks, " but your my boy, I know some thins up with you." Dave looks down, " we been friends long as I can remember, and you still haven't fessed up to who mopped the floor with your sorry ass." Dave stands up, " Sorry man I just can't talk about it right now. Okay?" Azimio, " Yeah , you just remember, I got your back." Dave smiles and he hopes Azimio means it. "I got to get some air." Dave says, just then he hears Hummel's phone buzz, and Tina ask, " Is it Blaine? You guys are so cute together." Red washes over him, "Fuck" and he kicks his chair halfway across the room. Azimio and the rest of the lunchroom are quiet as Kurt watches him leave.
KH
Kurt has been , for lack of a better term, stalking Dave all day. He wanted to talk to him alone. He needed to talk to him. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get last nights kiss out of his mind. He had even confessed all, to Blaine. And he was grateful that he had him for a friend. He found Blaine attractive, but part of him was getting annoyed by everyone assuming that because they were both gay that automatically made them a couple. Even though at one time he had thought that was what he wanted. The truth was he was attracted to Dave, he probably would have realized that sooner if Karofsky had not been ,such a jerk. Now that he had met the real Dave, he could not stay away. Despite the past, he was not going to let his chance to have something real pass him up. Dave could get pissed at him, of course if he made him mad enough, he might just kiss him again.
DK
They had World History together, he almost ditched, but he couldn't do that every day. He might as well get used to the suffering. He needed to get his grades back up, not wanting to be benched on the football or hockey teams. Despite what people thought he was not a dumb ass. Thankfully the teacher was a stickler for assigned seats. His was across the room from Hummel, and a couple of rows back. He would be able to look at him, but if he sat any closer, Dave was not sure he would have been able to keep his hands off of him. He could do this, with a sigh he took his seat. He started to worry when the class started and Kurt was not there. Ten minutes in, he arrived, wearing a different shirt than earlier, and his hair looked wet. Dave felt like he was going to boil over. Ignoring the stare of the teacher, he got up and walked over to Kurt. Artie and Sam where also in that class, they started towards Kurt, afraid of what Karofsky was up to. Glare in place, Dave looked at them and they stopped in their tracks. As Kurt looked up he couldn't help but shiver, he was terrifying when he was mad. Looking down at Kurt, " Who was it?" was all Dave ground out between clinched teeth. Realizing they are causing a disturbance, "Don't worry about it" Kurt says softly with wide eyes. " Tell me Hummel" Dave said. " Dave, please return to your seat" Mr Hunt said. Karofsky turned and looked at him. The teacher said nothing more. Looking back at Kurt, " Tell me now." Kurt sighs, " Josh Skidmore." Suddenly Dave was storming out of the class. " Oh No, Oh No, Dave don't", Kurt said running after him. Artie and Sam sat back down, confusion on their faces. Dave knew that punk, he had gym this hour. He was an over sized freshman, who now had a date with the fury. Good he needed someone to take his frustrations out on. That jerk face does not know it, but he just did Dave a favor. As Dave bust into the Gymnasium, the class stares at him. When Josh sees him, he takes off running, Dave is quicker, even with Kurt tugging on the back of his jacket squealing for him to stop. Then Kurt is left holding the jacket as Dave slips out of it and tackles Josh. " I told you what would happen, say hello to the fury, ass wipe." He lays into him. The class is stunned. Kurt jumping around behind Dave, " Please stop, Dave Please." Finally coach Bieste is able to pull Dave off. " Karofsky, hit the locker room now and cool off" she yells. " Skidmore get to the nurses and get cleaned up." looking around at the gym class, " the rest of you do laps." Then she looks at Kurt, standing there holding Dave's Jacket. " Want to tell me what the hell is going on?"
KH
After he explains the slushy facial, and Dave's reaction, coach Bieste decides to let Dave off with a warning, besides she doesn't want to lose one of her best players.
By the end of the day the whole school knows of the beat down and why. He was used to the curious stares in the hallway, he got those everyday. He was not prepared for the almost hostile looks he got as he walked into the choir room. Mercedes looked hurt, and Kurt felt bad. He was sorry that he was not able to talk to her about everything. They all looked a little betrayed, but part of him felt it was none of their damn business. They all had lives of their own and personal dramas, and he was entitled to his own. The biggest part was even though they were all misfits in some way, they had no idea what it was like for him. They couldn't all be gay for three hours a day, like when the all rolled around in wheel chairs to see what it was like for Artie. None of them could walk in his shoes for a day, and he needed to keep some part of himself private.
Mercedes " You want to tell us what's going on?"
Tina, " yeah we are worried about you?"
Puck " Dude, are you like his prison bitch ?"
Kurt's mouth just hangs open as Mercedes hits Puck in the arm.
Kurt as frosty as possible, " Noah, you are beyond crude."
Rachel pipes up, " Clearly we are just confused, and worried. We don't want you to get hurt, and I for one feel Karofsky is untrustworthy." Kurt looks at Finn for help, and sees none.
" I appreciate all of your concerns except Noah's, but really it's none of your business."
Rachel, " I disagree, your a vital member of Glee Club and I would like to point out" then Kurt interrupts her angry, " I said it's really none of your business, so shut your trap Hobbit."
As he looks around at all the shocked faces, he has really reached his limit. He felt like he was going to burst all day. Things just got worse after the fight, and he went to the locker room to find Dave already gone. He was so frustrated, he no longer held the word patience in his vocabulary. When Finn gets up to defend Rachel, Kurt mimics shaving his head and Finn sits down, earning him a glare from Rachel.
With a sigh, " Karofsky and I have come to a truce of sorts, my family was able to help his family with a problem and for that he has agreed to stop the bullying. Okay?" Looking around at everybody. Thankfully Mr Shue, walks in interrupting the intervention. " So class who wants to start?" " I will" Kurt says. " I will be singing, Someone Like You, from Jekyll and Hyde the musical."
I peer through windows,
Watch life go by,
Dream of tomorrow,
And wonder why?
The past is holding me,
Keeping life at bay,
I wander lost in yesterday,
Want to fly,
But scared to try.
But if someone like you,
Found someone like me,
Then suddenly,
Nothing would ever be the same
My Heart would take wing,
And I'd feel so alive,
If someone like you
Found me
So many secrets
I've longed to share,
All I have needed ,
Is someone there
To help me see a world
I've never seen before
A love to open every door
To set me free,
So I can soar
If someone like you
Found someone like me
Then suddenly
Nothing would ever be the same
There'd be a new way to live,
A new life to love,
If someone like you,
Found me
Oh if someone like you
Found someone like me,
Then suddenly
Nothing would ever be the same
My Heart would take wing,
And I'd feel so alive,
If someone like you
Loved me
Loved me
Loved me...
After he finishes , he walks out.
DK
In the locker room Dave was getting his own intervention.
Azimio, " Dude, what the hell, Skidmore's on our side, why the hell you beat his ass over that homo?"
DK " Shut up Azimio."
Azimio shaking his head, " Man after yesterday, you practically caring his books to class, and today, people talkin."
DK, " Like I said before, let em talk."
Azimio, " You ain't turning into a fag are you Dave?" Smiling " If so my church has a camp for that." Azimio laughs at his joke.
DK " Fuck no, I ain't no queer, and fuck off." He slams his locker shut.
Azimio, holding up his hands, " Okay man, but are you gonna tell me what is going on with you?"
Sitting down on the bench, head down, " Last week when you were out, my dad got drunk and fucked me up pretty good." Looking up at Azimio, " I was in pretty bad shape, Hummel and Hudson helped me, end of story." sighing, " Like I said Hummel did me a solid, so now he's off limits."
Azimio sitting down, " I 'm sorry I wasn't there man." clapping Dave on the back, " And I still got your back." With that Azimio stands up and leaves, and Dave is angry with himself. Azimio is the closest thing that he has to a best friend, and he felt guilty for lying.
Kurt still had Dave's jacket, and he still wanted to talk to him. He found him in the locker room.
KH " Hey"
Dave turns around to see Kurt holding out his jacket. " Hey yourself"
KH " Can we talk?" he steps closer to Dave
DK " About what ?" His nostrils flare, he can smell the soft spicy cologne Kurt's wearing.
KH " About last night" He steps even closer, now Dave is backed up against the lockers
DK " What about it?" It's taking all Dave's will power not to grab Kurt.
DK " Fuck it", he pulls Kurt to him , and kisses him, when he realizes he is kissing him back, he lifts the smaller boy up and turns so Kurt's back is now up against the lockers. Kurt wraps his legs around Dave moaning as the core of his heat brushes Dave's. As their bodies grind together, Dave trails kisses down Kurt's neck, coming back up to nibble on his ear lobe. Kurt's sighs and moans of pleasure almost completely undo him. He can barely regain control, remembering they are in the locker room where any body can walk in. He releases his hold on Kurt, but still rest his head on the top of Hummel's.
With ragged breaths , " What are we doing ?" Dave ask. " At the start of last week you hated my guts."
Kurt leaning into Dave's chest, " So did you."
DK, " No" he pauses for a minute, " It wasn't hate."
DK, He won't look Kurt in the eyes, because he doesn't want him to know how much it hurts him to say this, " I"m not good enough for you, I'm not like you, What about that other guy?"
Kurt with a sigh, " I don't feel that way about him." Trying to get Dave to look him in the eyes, " Don't you want me?"
DK, Hearing the hurt in Kurt's voice he looks him in the eyes, " Hell yes I want you, but I can't be with you like he could, I can't be open about myself like you, I'm a coward." He looks down at the floor.
Kurt leans into Dave, " I only admitted who I was, last year, and I have known since I was five."
" I don't expect you to jump out of the closet and yell boo at everybody tomorrow" he smiles at the image in his head. " I refuse to give up on us, not when I have found someone who can make me feel this way."
DK " I really don't know what I am doing, I haven't even dated a girl."
KH, " Well that makes two of us" He laughs "we can figure this out together, and for someone who has never dated, you sure can kiss."
DK, " Oh is that true" And he grabs Kurt again kissing him, tongues dancing together as their bodies touch. Pulling away from him " Okay you are really going to have to get away from me, I can't control myself when I'm around you Hummel."
Kurt laughs and backs up, " Well I need to get home anyway, I promised to help my dad at the garage today."
DK " Can I call you later?"
KH, " You better" and with a smile he turns and leaves. Dave watches as Kurt walks out, admiring the view, then he decides he needs a cold shower.
KH
Kurt can't help but smile as he walks out out to his car. He has someone, it hurt so bad when he realized even Rachel, who on her best days could easily be voted most annoying , had someone, and he didn't. Even if it had to be a secret love, he wasn't alone any more. Dave made him feel that fire deep in his gut, what he has been missing for so long. He feels alive. His heart really had, taking wing.
A/N: There are still bumpy roads ahead for my favorite guys, but for the most part they should be navigating them together from now on. Sorry I didn't get this posted yesterday, I have these friends called migraines that drop by every so often unannounced. hope you all are still enjoying the story :)