A/N: The first part is "pure" smut so to those who don't want to read, scroll down until you see a line of Xs (XXXX)
Stefan had a great time in Florida but he was ready to get home. Bonnie and him had planned to spend the night together and all he could think was; finally! Her body teased him on its own and he felt like he was just going to explode. The thing that he was most excited about was how it was all going to go down. Was she going to cook for him or just slam him against the wall and circle her legs around his waist, and just thinking about it made him groan.
Bonnie on the other hand had everything already planned out. She was texting Caroline practically all day because she knew out of all of her friends, she was the freakiest.
It felt as if they haven't talked in years when it was really only a few months ago when they went to identify Stefan's shooter. She made a note that she should make a trip to Mystic Falls to have a girls day and maybe introduce Bella to Elena and Caroline.
When they got back they spent some time with Thomas before taking him over to Ms. Julia's. Bonnie decided on an early dinner so she wouldn't feel so bloated in her little outfit.
Candles were set as centerpieces on the table and since it was still pretty bright outside she closed the curtains and blinds and turned off the lights. She was dressed in a maids outfit that she got for a Halloween party she went to with Bella last year and sat Stefan down. His eyes were trailing her body and admired her ass in that little skirt as she walked to get the food off he stove.
"I don't think I can wait until after dinner." Stefan said sliding his hands up her legs as she sat on his lap.
"You have to or you won't see my outfit."
"There's another outfit?" Stefan practically wined making Bonnie laugh. "My balls are going to gotdamn explode."
"Eat up, we have a long night ahead of us."
Bonnie teased his lips with hers by kissing the sides of his mouth then getting up from his lap. Stefan reached out for her but she was too quick and wiggled free. He groaned and Bonnie smiled walking back into their room to change.
As Stefan places his fork down suddenly couldn't see. He was confused for a second, but realized that he was blindfolded.
"Follow me." Bonnie whispered in his ear then kissed it.
Stefan stood up and felt her hands running down his arms placing them on her hips. He felt lace and her smooth skin on his palms as she walked him back to their room. He was pushed on the bed and was instructed to move all the way back which he obeyed completely.
"Take off the blindfold."
Stefan fiddled with the ties until the knock was loose and he threw it to the side. His mouth dropped opened before biting his lip looking at his sexy girlfriend stand in the doorway.
"Hot damn." Was all that he could say.
Bonnie was dressed in barely anything. The piece was all red lace material that covered her crotch and crossed on her stomach coming up to cover her breasts. She did a 180 liked he asked and saw that the back was completely out and only her backside was covered.
"God I love you."
"You love me?" Bonnie asked walking slowly over to him.
"I haven't told you that before?" Bonnie shook her head and sat astride on his lap. "Well I do. I love you Bonnie Bennett."
"I love you Stefan Salvatore."
Stefan leaned in and kissed her running his hands along the length of her thighs repeatedly warming up her skin. When his tongue slid in her mouth, his hands went further grabbing her ass in his hands.
"I love you, I love you," Stefan repeated in a whisper in her ear making her back meet contact with the bed.
Mid-kiss, Bonnie slid her hands up his shirt pulling over his head. Stefan pulled her back up closer to his chest needing to be closer to her. Bonnie unbuttoned his jeans and Stefan took it upon himself to pull them down his legs but left on his boxers. Bonnie frown when she noticed that he was still covered but Stefan smiled pressing kisses up her body until he reached her shoulders and removed the lace strap down them with his teeth until her breasts weren't covered anymore and swapped his teeth for his hands, moving his mouth to attend her twins. He used his hands to separate her legs and entered a finger causing Bonnie to moan at the unexpected feel.
She watched him suck his fingers clean moaning before swapping his fingers for his mouth. Bonnie bit down hard on her lip wanting to not be too loud, but his mouth worked in ways that she couldn't help but moan out his name and pull his head closer. When she erupted in his mouth, Stefan made sure to swallow her sweet nectar before removing the piece completely from her body. His boxers joined the pile of clothes on the floor and entered her causing them to both relish in the feel.
All Bonnie could think about was how much she's missed this feel. The feel of intense passion that she knew only Stefan could give her. The feel of finally being with the one you oh so deeply love and when you're ready connecting on such a level that you can't even put to words.
Stefan lips kissed her ear and whispered those three magic words and didn't give her the chance to say it back when his mouth covered hers. Stefan's back met the bed and he watched her ride him. He was mesmerized by the beauty of her and even with a little sweat lining her hairline, she managed to be the most beautiful woman that he's seen.
He lifted himself up meeting their chests and attacked her lips moving his fingers down her spine. The move caused her head to spin and had to try her best to prolong what she was feeling. Stefan moved faster within her when her back was on the sheets and soon Bonnie came hard and Stefan wasn't far behind.
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Bonnie was wrapped in his arms when her eyes peeled open. She was tired and parts of her body were aching, but she felt good. Stefan admitted that he loves her and Bonnie couldn't think of anything better that made her more happy than hearing those words last night.
Stefan's hold tightened around her meaning that he as waking up and when he kissed her ear Bonnie smiled and ran her hand along his arm.
"Good morning."
"Good morning."
Bonnie turned in his arms and Stefan laid flat on his back to look at her better. A smile was on his face causing Bonnie to grow one too and pressed a kiss to his lips.
"We should get up soon to get Thomas."
Bonnie saw his eyes go wide and she questioned him about it.
"Speaking of kids, did we use-"
"Fucking shit," Stefan knew that this wasn't a laughing matter, but he could stop himself chuckling. "I guess I have to pick up a pill later."
"No, don't. Just see what happens."
Bonnie sat up. "Stefan, what are you saying?"
"I think," Stefan said sitting up with her, "that we should have another."
"Another?" She said surprised.
"Yeah, I wasn't here to raise Thomas and plus, he needs a little buddy to play with."
Bonnie frowned at his first reason. "Stefan I think you're right, but we have one little detail to consider… you're supposed to be dead. What am I going to tell my dad and everyone else?"
"We'll figure that out later just wait and see. Please."
Damn him and those eyes. "Fine."
Stefan smiled and kissed her.
"You know that's how I got pregnant the first time. You were going off for training and we spent the night together without protection, although I was on birth control but that didn't stop Thomas." They both smiled. "So we'll see."
After a few more minutes of talking, they decided to get ready. Bonnie went to pick up Thomas after she got dressed. She knocked on the door and waited a few moments before the door opened and was surprised at who answered it.
"Thomas? Where's Ms. Julia?"
"She's in the bathroom."
"Thomas, you don't open doors by yourself, alright."
"Okay."
Bonnie closed the door behind her walking in her neighbors apartment.
"Hello?" Bonnie called out.
When she didn't receive an answer she sat Thomas down at the table and walked back to the bathroom. She softly knocked on it while calling out her name. Bonnie opened the door and stopped herself from gasping at when he saw.
"Ms. Julia are you okay?" Bonnie said rushing over to her.
"Oh, Bonnie I never wanted you to see me like this." She said standing up from the toilet.
"What's wrong?"
"I have leukemia, Bonnie."
"Why didn't you tell me? I wouldn't have let Thomas-"
"Thomas is what's keeping me together. Without him I know I wouldn't have made it this far."
Bonnie smiled both sadly and happily at her words then helped her to the sink so she could rinse her mouth.
"Bon?" Stefan called out.
"I'm in the bathroom." Bonnie shouted back. "Are you okay? Do you want me to get you anything?" Bonnie asked returning her attention to the woman in front of her.
"No, I'm fine."
Bonnie knew that there was nothing that she could really do to help, but she wanted to do something. She followed Ms. Julia out the bathroom and saw Stefan and Thomas sitting on the couch.
"What's wrong, babe?" Stefan said when he the look on her face.
"Nothing, I'm fine." She smiled at Stefan already reading her like a book. "Uh, this is Ms. Julia." Bonnie introduced.
Stefan walked over and shook the lady's hand. "Thank you for watching Tom last night."
"It's my pleasure, he's such a sweet child."
Stefan smiled at her words and rubbed his son's head. They laughed when Thomas swatted his hand away and arranged his hair back.
"We'll see you later."
"Alright, bye everyone."
"Bye, Ms. Julia." Thomas waved.
Bonnie felt her heart break watching them exchange a hug and kisses on the cheek. Stefan narrowed his eyes at her and she mouthed that she would tell him later. When they got home, Bonnie told Thomas to go unpack so she can tell Stefan what happened only minutes ago.
"Wow. How old is she?"
"Like 32."
"She's so young."
"I know, I wish there was something I could do. I just feel so helpless, I hate it."
Stefan smiled and rubbed her back, "That's why I love you, Bonnie."
She smiled and closed her eyes when her lips were covered with Stefan's in a quick kiss. Thomas joined his parents at the kitchen table and hopped on Stefan's lap. Bonnie smiled at the move and Stefan did too.
"Did you have fun without us?"
"Yes!"
"That's good I guess." Bonnie said.
"Babe, don't be offended."
"Babe, don't be offended." Bonnie mimicked getting up from the chair causing Stefan to laugh.
"I love you!"
"Yeah, yeah, yeah."
Stefan chuckled and looked down at his son. "That's what you're going to have to deal with when you get older."
"Oh brother."
Stefan laughed wondering where he learned such a thing.
So this is what happiness feels like, Bonnie thought. Her with her two boys, sandwiched between them. Her head was rested on Stefan's chest and Thomas was resting his head on the side of her hip. Stefan's hand was stretched first running his fingers up and down her spine, then stretching a little far to rest his hand on Thomas' back.
"This movie kind of sucks."
"It's alright." Stefan said after a few seconds.
"You're just saying that because you don't want to get up and change it." Bonnie said looking up at him.
"Damn right."
"Stefan," Bonnie said lowly, "you can say that stuff around Thomas."
"My bad."
Bonnie chuckled and rested her head back on his chest.
After thirty minutes, Bonnie decided to get up and turn of the movie. She was going to ask the boys what they wanted to do, but when she turned around she noticed that they were both asleep. She smiled and took a photo with her phone then carried Thomas back to his room so he could rest more comfortably. When she got back, Stefan was just waking up and looked around confused for a second then met his head to his hands.
"Why are you so tired?" Bonnie giggled sitting next to him.
"Well having sex all night kind of wears a guy out."
"But that was days ago."
"Yeah, but all the other times between those days." Stefan said pulling her closer by grabbing her waist causing her to blush. "Why aren't you tired?"
"Well taking care of Thomas by myself for two years on top of school and some work, I've learned how to prolong energy."
"I didn't know you worked."
"Only once a month at a furniture store which is why we have the nice things."
He nodded then narrowed his eyes looking around some. "Where's mini me?"
Bonnie smiled. "He's napping."
She found herself on her back only seconds later with the man she loves hovering over her. He smiled down at her and pressed a kiss to her lips and then another followed by another then entered his tongue.
"Mmm, I thought you were tired?" Bonnie says feel a poking.
"I can never get tired of you." Stefan said then kissed her nose before her mouth.
Bonnie felt herself begin lifted from the couch and carried into their bedroom with her back being made contact with the bed.
"Stefan, we can't." She said between kisses.
"Sure we can."
Bonnie felt her skin shoot up in body temperature when his hand slid up her shirt and pulled closer to his body.
"Thomas is in the other room."
"Yes, napping."
"But-"
Stefan cut her her sentence by kissing her again and smiled when she kissed him back just as eagerly.
"Mom?"
Stefan quickly pulled away from her lips and Bonnie's palm made contact with her forehead shutting her eyes.
"Uh something was in mom's eye so I was just getting a closer uh- what's wrong?" Stefan stumbled.
"I had a bad dream." He frowned.
Bonnie sat up and walked over to him wrapping him in her arms.
"It's okay, T, I'm right here."
When Thomas started to cry, Stefan grabbed him out of Bonnie's arms shushing him while rubbing his back.
"Shh, it's okay buddy, it was just a dream. Daddy's here to protect you now, alright?"
Bonnie smiled when Thomas nodded.
"That's my boy. Let me see your face."
Thomas sucked up his tears some before pulling away from the hug to look at his father and Stefan wiped his tears away with his thumb.
"Much better, I can see more of your handsome face." Stefan smiled.
He kissed his cheek and returned his feet to the floor and they watched him walk out the door. Bonnie turned to Stefan and smiled circling her arms around his neck.
"I love to see you in daddy mode." She said before kissing him.
Stefan smiled then kissed her back. "Speaking of daddy mode," he said pulling away, "do you know if your-"
"Pregnant? I don't know, I didn't take the tests yet, but I did buy some when I got the movie."
"Do you feel like peeing?"
Bonnie chuckled and walked over to her purse grabbing the pregnancy tests out of it before walking to the bathroom.
It felt as if time was going by slower than usual waiting for the results of the tests. The timer was ticking, but it still seemed as if time was standing still. Bonnie chewed on her lower lip not really sure how to feel about the whole thing, yes, she wanted to raise a child with Stefan, but it would come with a lot of complications that she wasn't sure she could deal with.
Stefan paced the length of their room having a million thoughts running through his mind, but the main one was that he hoped that she was indeed carrying another child of his. He loves Thomas to death and it sucked that he wasn't there to help Bonnie raise him for the past two years and he hates that he missed out on such a wonderful opportunity. He loves Bonnie and would love nothing more than to raise a baby with her.
They both jumped slightly when the timer went off and looked at each other before Bonnie went back to the bathroom to come back only seconds later.
"Before I say if I am or not, it still might be a bit early to tell so I don't want to get your hopes up."
Stefan nodded, "Alright."
Bonnie took a breath and looked down at the test.
"So?" Stefan questioned.
"…I'm not."
"Oh."
"But like I said," Bonnie started when she saw his disappointed look, "it's still a little early."
"But what if you're really not?"
Bonnie thought for a while. "Then I guess we can try again."
"You would do that?"
"If that's what you want."
"Forget about me, I don't want to pressure you into having another child when you don't want to. I want to know if you want to."
"Stefan," Bonnie said looking in his eyes, "I would love nothing more than to have another child with you. I've always wanted a big family and I would love to have it with you."
Stefan smiled and kissed her. "I just wish I could marry you, Bonnie. If I wasn't supposedly dead I'll take you to the court house or we would've had a small wedding, just you, me and Thomas and a pastor so I could make you my wife like I know I've always wanted to."
Bonnie felt the tears lining in her eyes then smiled when a thought popped into her mind. Stefan watched her with questionable eyes as she looked through the top draw and pulled out a box. Opening it he spotted a ring—a flashy one at that— and watched as she walked over to him.
"You gave me this the morning you left for training. It was a promise ring but we vowed to love, protect and provide for one another as long as we could." A tear slid down the right side of her cheek and Stefan lifted her chin so she could look at him. "I took it off because I was trying to move on, even though I knew I wouldn't, I was just fooling my brain to believe I could. Now that you're here I don't think it should collect dust in the box."
Stefan stopped her from sliding on the ring on herself, taking it out of her hands then dropped down to one knee.
"Bonnie Bennett, I love you with everything I am. You fought to bring me back and I can't thank you enough for that. For the short time I've been on this Earth, I can't imagine my life with anyone else but you and Tom and I wouldn't trade you guys in for the world. I love you with all my life and I promise to continue to love you, to protect you, and to provide for you until death do us part. So, Bonnie Bennett, will you do me the greatest pleasure in being my wife?"
"Yes" Bonnie said instantly.
Stefan smiled and slid the ring on her finger, standing up to kiss her. Bonnie kissed him back then hugged him tightly. They looked down when they saw Thomas enter.
"Mommy why are you crying? Did you have a bad dream?"
They laughed slightly. "No, mommy didn't have a bad dream, I'm happy. Daddy and I are married, are you happy?"
"Damn right!"
Stefan tried to hold in his laughter but failed. Bonnie slapped him on the chest and he rubbed the area feeling a little pain.
"Hey, buddy, don't say that it's a bad word."
"But you said it, dad."
"Yes I did and I shouldn't have said it because I don't want to get it trouble by mommy, do you?"
"No."
Stefan walked over to him and bent his knees being eye length with him. "Then let's pinky swear to not say it again."
Stefan held his pinky and smiled when Thomas held out his and wrapped it around his.
"Good boys." Bonnie smiled.
"My bad, mommy."
Stefan laughed again and all Bonnie could do was shake her head.
Christmas was soon. Very soon, and for an early Christmas present, Bonnie decided to head back to Mystic Falls leaving the boys at home so she could pay her friends a long overdue visit.
It felt as if she hadn't seen her friends in years when it reality it was only a few months. In her mind she was ready to tell them everything, the whole enchilada because it was driving her inside to keep it all to herself. That on top of Stefan and her trying for another kid and their unofficial marriage, she knew that she couldn't keep a secrets like that. Especially from her two ride or dies.
Bonnie was all smiles knocking on Caroline's door and it grew even wider when her blonde friend opened the door.
"Bonnie!"
"Caroline!"
The two pulled each other for a tight hug that lasted a few minutes before Caroline invited her inside. She's only been in Caroline's place once and a lot has changed since then and so did Caroline. Her long, golden locks were now cut into a bob and instead of contacts she started wearing her glasses which looked really nice.
"So, how was your night with Mr. Sexy?" Caroline said as they sat down on one of the couches.
"I would love to tell you, but I want Elena to be here."
"Speaking of, are you ready to go to the Big Apple?"
"Yes, I'm so excited. I'm glad Elena is living in New York."
"Same here," Caroline agreed, "you're going to love it."
Bonnie smiled excitedly and Caroline grabbed her bag and the two left the house getting into the truck Bonnie rented.
"New York here we come!"
Caroline cheered and Bonnie pulled off ready to see her friend.