Ghost of You
Heyyy guys! It's been like, 4 months! Sorry! But I'm back!:)
Disclaimer: I don't own House of Anubis
Nina's POV
Turn my back to the door
Feel so much better now
Don't even try anymore
Nothin' left to lose
I couldn't believe it. He cheated on me. I thought I could trust him. Obviously I was wrong.
Theres the voice that's in the air
Sayin' don't look back no where
Theres a voice that's always there
I knew I shouldn've listen to Fabian. I'm such an idiot!
And I'll never be quite the same as I was before this,
part of you still remains,
though it's out of focus
We had known each other since we were seven. I thought I knew who he was.
Your just somewhere that I've been
And I won't go back again
Your just somewhere that I've been
I know I've learned my lesson. And if he ever wants me back, sucks for him.
I'm breathin' in, breathin' out
Ain't that what its all about?
Livin' life crazy loud
I was crying. Hysterically. Amber was comforting me in our room, along with Joy and Mara. Patricia said she was going to go kick Jack's ass. She's a good friend. I hadn't cried this much since my parents died.
Like I have the right to
No more words in my mouth
Nothin' left to figure out
But I don't think I'll ever break through
The ghost of you
I don't know if I will ever be able to let Jack go. I thought I loved him.
And I'll never be like I was the day I met you
Too naive? Yes, I was
Boy, that's why I let you in
That's when Fabian came into our room. I got up, and ran to him, hugging him. He held on to me tight. Something Jack never did.
Wear your memory like a stain
Can't erase or numb the pain
Here to stay with me forever
I'm breathin' in, breathin' out
Ain't that what it's all about?
I'll never be able to forget what Jack did, no matter how hard I try. Right now, all that matters is Fabian.
Livin' life crazy loud
Like I have the right to
No more words in my mouth
Nothin' left to figure out
But I don't think I'll ever break through
The ghost of you
I'll do my best to forget about Jack, but that'll be hard considering the fact that we were best friends.
One of these days
I'll wake up from this bad dream I'm dreamin'
One of these days I pray that I'll be, over, over, over you
One of these days I'll realize that I'm so tired of
Feelin' confused
But for now there's a reason
That you're still here in my heart
One day I'll forget about him. One day, everything will be ok. But I don't know when that day will come.
I'm breathin' in, breathin' out
Ain't that what it's all about?
Livin' life crazy loud
Like I have the right to
No More words in my mouth
Nothin' left for me to doubt
But I don't think I'll ever break through
The ghost of you
I couldn't speak. All I could do was cry. Cry in Fabian's arms. Because he let me.
Breathin' in , breathin' out
Breathin' in, breathin' out
Like I have the right to
No more words in my mouth
Nothin' left to figure out
But I don't think I'll ever break through
The ghost of you
I'll be ok. I always am. Besides, Fabian is pretty cute….
It's short I know. I just wanted to get something out!:) Review!
~EmiGrace99