--Darksupernatural, this is for you and every other Sammy girl like you!--

10

What I Want

Daughtry

It always seemed that I was sorry for the things that I did. But never did I thing about it 'til I let you in.

I was a little rattled by what Lauren had said about an hour ago. But, she was right. I didn't want to brood over this anymore. I didn't want to think about how I told Ruby earlier that we were done with the sexual part of our relationship. She said she understood.

But right now I wished I could talk to someone. Someone who would listen and not lecture me for anything.

I nearly slapped myself. The person I was looking for was right next door.

It's kinda funny about the time that I was fallin' apart, you came and put me back together now.

I didn't expect her to answer when I knocked. Maggie is usually a dead sleeper. Surprisingly though she came to the door.

"Sam?" She said, obviously surprised to see me. "What's wrong?" She asked. She stepped aside, signaling for me to come in. I shook my head as I did so.

"There's nothing wrong Maggie," I said. "I…I just wanted to talk to you." She nodded and sat down on the bed. I sat beside her.

"What did you want to talk about?" She asked.

"Us." I whispered. Her cheeks pinked lightly, so did mine.

"So are we gonna do the whole, you call me, I call you bit or what?" She asked, her tone sharper than I anticipated.

'Cause what I want, and what I need…

"I don't want that." I said, shaking my head. She stared at me.

"Can I tell you something?" She said, I nodded. "I can't stop thinking about you. For three months I tried, cause I never thought you were coming back and it almost worked."

"What screwed it up?" I asked. She looked at her hands.

"You came back." She said. "And when I saw again…I knew I still loved you, more than anything." She was looking down almost out of shame, like she had told some big secret she should have taken to the grave. She didn't think I felt the same way.

Has now become the same thing you've been offering.

I lifted her chin and gazed into her chestnut eyes. "I never stopped loving you either." I said softly.

She jumped, literally almost jumped, on me, her arms wrapped around my neck, her lips firmly planted on mine.

As days go by. I've finally become what you want me to be.

My hands were on her back, then tangled in her hair. I started to lay down and she followed me, yanking off the first layer of shirt that I had on. I knew what she wanted, and I was willing to give it to her. I wanted her. I wouldn't want to be anywhere else in the world besides right here, right now.

I still remember all the stupid things that I've said and done.

Our clothes were off in seconds, I hadn't even realized that I had been taking hers off. This seemed like a dream to me, something not real, and could never be real. But it was. I could feel it, I could see it. I could smell her perfume. My heart was pounding in my chest.

But still you stuck around with me when all your friend's said "Run!" givin me a name I found myself inside all the flames

She was over me, looking into my eyes. I wrapped my hands around her waist and rolled over. I kissed her neck, she gripped my hair. I pulled back from her and looked at her. She nodded.

Becoming everything for you again is what I want, and what I need. Has now become the same thing you've been offering. As days go by…

I thrust my hips forward, feeling a shock of electricity jolt through me. Goosebumps traveled up her body and she dug her nails into my back. I grabbed her thigh and lifted it next to my hip. Friction built, I started to sweat, so did she. Our lips were tangled together like links in a chain, no matter how hard we tried to pull away, it seemed impossible.

I've finally become what you want me to be.

I moved faster causing her to groan and inhale sharply. She clawed my back again.

"Ahn!" I cried, voice almost lathered in pleasure. I could taste the salt of her sweat on her lips. Our tongues twisted and turned in our mouths.

Suddenly she grabbed me; the next thing I knew I hit the sheets, with her over me.

Don't tell me you saw it all along. God help me, I never knew I belonged.

She started to rock back and forth, the anxiety trying to burst from my stomach. I couldn't remember where I was, what my name was, or if I was still on Earth. My heart pounded faster. I could feel it coming. Her breath came in short bursts and she started kissing me again.

Guess I was wrong!

She shuddered and groaned. I did the same thing only a second later. Our breathing was heavy and deep, sweat trickling over each other. She slid off of me and laid down next to me.

What I want, and what I need, has now become the same thing you've been offering.

I put my hand on her face and pulled her to mine, kissing her gently. She smiled at me.

"I missed you so much." She whispered. I pulled her close to me.

"You have no idea how much I missed you Maggs." I whispered.

As days go by. I've finally become what you want me to be. And what I need

I was starting to cool off. I held her close, feeling more at ease than I had in the past four months. Her head was resting on my chest, her eyes closed, breathing deep. I smiled and ran my fingers through her hair.

Has now become the same thing you've been offering. You've taken me

I realized how much I had missed her, and how I never wanted to leave her again. I also realized she deserved to know. Not about my powers, but about Ruby.

And shaped me to become what you want me to be.

--Did I deliver? Tell me! I'd LOVE to know! (Dean girls, you get yours next ; ) )--