Edward's Secret

Carlisle came out and took Bella away into a room, it was then away from me that she started to really cry and scream. Carlisle whispered something to her but I couldn't hear it over all the buzzing voices, Bella cried back a little too quiet then a short pause later Carlisle whispered back… Bella then let out an ear shattering scream, I wanted to barge into the room and kill anyone near her. But instead I stood there and pulled on my hair roughly.

The smell of blood was getting really strong, too strong I was starting to loose it.

"Excuse me? I said are you okay sir?" I was torn out of my head by the receptionist,

"As fine as I can be in this situation." I growled out,

'My god he is hot, he has to be Carlisle Cullen's son! And his voice, I'm going to need a new pair of panties… for the second time today.' I could hear her think, but ignored her and instead glared at nothing.

"Your shirt is covered in blood you should go home and change." She said kindly. I looked down to see what she meant and sure enough my shirt was covered in blood, I was completely shocked but then I noticed droplets of blood leading out to the car park so I followed them.

It led to my car I opened the passenger door and sank to my knees, my leather passenger chair was smeared in blood, I didn't know wether to be pissed or more worried about my Bella. Where the fuck was all this blood coming from? Did she have her period and not use a tampon or pad or something? If that was the case she was in big fucking trouble!

I couldn't go home to change though, I couldn't leave without her and I couldn't take her blood back to the house, it would be too dangerous and then I wouldn't be the only one wanting her blood… I was so tempted to lick my seat clean but decided against it.

If I had of, the taste and smell of her blood in the air would only result in me hunting her down and draining her dry.

I waited in the waiting room… go figure I thought sarcastically. I felt angry, worried, lustful and hungry, and now I was pissed off. Too many voices and the more I blocked out the more I still couldn't hear of Carlisle and Bella!

An hour or so later Carlisle came and found me, his head down and nothing but sorrow and sympathy he had in mind.

"Edward you can see her, but… she's been through something horrible!" Carlisle said, I'd swear if he were human he would be crying right now, "Edward you should probably also change your clothes before you go to her, I have a spare set in my office." He said kindly.

I went to his office to change and was starting to really worry now, what had happened to my Bella? What did those sluts do? If my Bella is in a bad way I will make sure those bitches's get what's coming to them!

I walked up to the door took a deep un-needed breath then slowly opened it…

"Bella, are you okay baby?" I asked and saw her quickly wipe her eyes. She had been crying again. Her eyes lit up the smallest bit as she saw me.

"No!" she cried, not helping the tears that fell. I went to her bedside and held her hand that rested on her stomach, she cried again.

"Does it all still hurt? What happened? Can I do anything?" I felt so helpless at her crying, normally I would tell her to shut the fuck up, but something was telling me it was worse then I thought.

Shaking her head she replied still crying, "Edward," she choked out… "If I tell you, you will hate me." She cried again,

"What? Bella don't be an idiot." I replied agitatedly, why won't she tell me?

"I'm, or I was…" she sighed and tried again still crying, "do you remember what you told me about Mike on my first day?" she said, I nodded.

"It was me! He raped me!" I was in shock as she cried harder grasping my hand tighter when it went limp.

"Edward there's more," she pleaded for me to listen to her with my eyes, I just looked at her shocked and pissed. "I got pregnant from the attack… and today, when they, they… h-hit me I l-lost the baby!" she cried, I'd never seen someone like this ever! Even when I killed humans they never were like this.

"Bella…" I didn't know what to say, "Your dad needs to be informed." I then stated and slid my hand out of hers then walked out the door stunned, I could hear her crying my name and asking me to stay but I just couldn't, I bumped into someone just to realise that it was Charlie, Carlisle must have already rung him.

Charlie said nothing to me instead he went straight through the door and ran to her; he started to cry just looking at her.

I don't remember what happened after that for that day, or a few days after… I didn't hunt I just stayed in my room, everyone was worried and I think at one point Alice tried to convince me to go and see Bella. Rosalie was now sympathetic towards Bella but she still didn't like the idea of her being mine.

It had been a week since the incident, Lauren, Jessica and Mike were arrested, Mike for rape and the other sluts for assault and manslaughter.

I walked out the front door and saw Bella's truck outside the house and growled at the memories, I wanted to kill them all. And I was going to kill them all!

I rocked up at school, my siblings arrived earlier. I wasn't even sure I was going to come today but decided to at the last minute. 'Edward I'm glad you came, school can distract you from whatever it is bothering you.' Alice said kindly in her head, I was getting sick of kindness and sick of the sympathy and shit that was being thrown my way from the family.

The day had gone by, students asked me what happened and I ignored them walking past them all and going to biology, the teacher smiled at me and I glared at him, the words fuck you cunt were on my tongue but I bit them back, just barely.

I sat in my seat and put my head down; I stopped breathing and just wished for the class to be over. The teacher put a movie on and turned the lights off. The chair next to me moved, fucking asshole Eric was kicking the chair next to me.

For the first half of the class he continued to do this, but it was the final long scrape of the chair then the bonk when it hit my chair. In a flash I sat up and turned to Eric, "Fuck you cunt kick that fucking chair again and I'll kick your ass!" I growled viciously but so that only he and I could hear, he stuttered and melted into his seat.

"I'm sorry but that last one was me." Came a voice, my eyes shot up and low and behold… it was Bella! I sucked in a breath through my teeth and gave one last glare at Eric as Bella sat down.

"hi," she whispered to me in a tone I couldn't understand. I looked at her through the corner of my eye.

"hey." I replied in the same tone as her. She furrowed her eyebrows.

"I was so nervous I nearly didn't come to class," she admitted shyly, I smirked for the first time in a long time.

"your car is still at my place." I replied and slightly turned my head to hers.

"oh yeah. Dad wants me to get it after school today if possible…" she replied and blushed, my eyes hardened, and I leaned into her neck and sniffed it inconspicuously, then licked her pulse line. Venom pooled in my mouth and she gulped.

"Edward your sister is here to inform you that you have to leave for an appointment or something…?" The teacher said while dazed at the TV. I stopped and growled low enough for Alice only to hear as I walked out of class.

'Sorry Edward but I had a vision and I had to stop you before you killed them all.' Alice said in her defence,

"It's fine." I replied calmly, she was right after all.

"wait for me!" I heard a voice, we both stopped and Bella tripped over her own foot. At vampire speed I raced and caught her in mid air, quickly righting her up on her feet.

"I'm so sorry." She blushed; I just raised an eyebrow at the clumsy girl. Alice rushed over.

"Are you ok? Did you hurt yourself?" she rushed,

"I'm fine Alice." Bella smiled her reassurance. I knew Alice was really more worried about what had happened a week ago, after all a week ago she was pregnant, a week ago today she was beaten to the shit house, a week ago today she… lost something precious to her… her BABY!

We were in the car park nearing my car when I remembered that this morning was the first time I had drove my car since the incident… meaning I had yet to clean the blood off of the front passenger seat!

Alice noticed my fault in step but didn't know what for.

"Alice can you drive Bella home? If I don't hunt I will kill someone." I told her hoping she would play along; I had no intention of hunting. I could go a while longer before I really went mad.

"oh, of course. Bella my car is this way." She said and steered Bella away from me. I got in the car and drove off before Bella protested. I drove the car to an interior car designer and got them to replace the leather and anything else that had blood on it.

"so uh where did all the blood come from?" they asked trying not to sound suspicious.

"my sister had a miscarriage on our way to our parents." I replied a total lie but it was more believable to them then what really happened, "I didn't have the heart to use the car until now to get it fixed." I finished, they apologized and got to work on it.

On the way home I couldn't tear my eyes off of the seat, all I could think about was the blood and what the blood was… I then got a little off track thinking about fucking Newton having the ordacity to even come near her after what he did. I was engulfed with pure rage and hatred.

I couldn't work out what I was more pissed at… the fact that Newton raped her… or the fact that he took her virginity before I could?

AN: wow talk about a hard chapter to write! I had a nephew and he passed away (just a newborn baby… like literally!) so I was a little reserved on writing this chapter but I hope it is good!

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