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Kurt got home at around 5pm that day, and was happy to see Finn in the kitchen. If Sebastian can make Puck join, I can at least make my own brother join. He thought as he walked up to Finn.

He was about to say something as he heard footsteps behind him. He turned around and saw his dad standing in the hallway.

„Dad." Kurt mumbled and didn't know whether to run up and hug him or keep standing. He practically never saw his dad, as he was always away on business trips. A giant smile appeared on Kurt's dad's face.

„Kurt!" He walked over to his son and hugged him tight.

„Welcome home." Kurt said as he dad let go of him. His dad; Burt, smiled at Finn and sat down at the table. Kurt looked confused at Finn, but Burt just shook his head and said: „I've already said hi to him." Kurt nodded quickly and walked over to the refrigerator.

„Anything special for dinner?" He asked.

„It's only 5pm." Finn said and was about to walk out of the kitchen as Kurt called his name.

„Finn! I need to ask you something." Finn slowly turned around and looked at his brother.

„What?" he asked.

„Join Glee, won't you?" Kurt said and walked up to him, looking at him with his saddest look. „Please?"


„Five members! That's fantastic!" Blaine said while walking down the hallway with Kurt, the next day.

„I guess." Kurt said disappointed. „I just wish I could've made Finn join." Blaine suddenly stopped walking and pulled Kurt's arm as he kept walking, making him almost fall into Blaine. Kurt smiled and looked down at the ground as Blaine hugged him tight, and waddled over to a wall with him in his arms.

„You listen to me now, Hummel." Blaine said in a serious tone. „You guys made five people join. And even people who some look up to. This means that there might be more members on their way!" Blaine said enthusiastic. Kurt almost forgot to answer, as he was enjoying the warmth from Blaine's body against his own. Just the feeling of being in his arms made him dizzy.

„It was Sebastian that made them all join." Kurt said, hoping that if he pretended to feel bad Blaine might hold him tighter. He smiled satisfied as he felt Blaine squeeze Kurt softly, and putting his head on his shoulder. It felt like they were the only two people in the world, and Kurt didn't even care who saw this. He had never felt this happy, and no one was going to ruin it. „Thanks." Kurt mumbled. He wouldn't be surprised if Blaine could hear his heart beat right now, it was beating like crazy.

„For what?" Blaine asked and loosened his grip around Kurt. Not a second passed before Kurt put his arms around Blaine, placing his head on his shoulder, which resulted in him almost getting buried in his soft curly hair.

„Don't let go, okay." He said gently, and soon he could feel Blaine's arms around him once again.


Blaine was lying in bed later that day, listening to music, as he felt his phone vibrate. He rolled over and grabbed it from the nightstand. „One new text." It said. He opened it and couldn't help but smile as he saw whom it was from. Kurt. He thought and propped himself up on one elbow. With his free hand he opened the text. „My place tomorrow?" Blaine paused the music, and answered. „I can't. I have to practice for a number I'm doing in Glee on Monday." It didn't take long before the answer arrived. „Why Monday? Why not tomorrow? There's Glee tomorrow." Blaine sat up and walked over to the door, while replying. „No, Glee is cancelled tomorrow. Mr. Schue is sick. Rachel told me." He walked downstairs to the kitchen, and found some food as he waited for the reply. „So why not practice in the weekend, instead of tomorrow?" Blaine thought it through, and even though he had planned that he shouldn't do anything the next day, except for singing, he ended up answering: „What time tomorrow?"


Kurt woke up really early Friday. He stared at the clock for like 2 minutes, before realising that it was actually 3:46am. He propped himself up on one elbow before crashing down again, smashing his head against his pillow. He actually wasn't sure that he was really awake. It felt like he was in a dream, that this was not reality. Everything just felt… Fake. He looked around his dark room, and rolled over a couple of times in his bed before sighing really loud. He felt like screaming, but if this actually weren't a dream he would wake up the whole house. He decided to try and fall asleep again, but as he closed his eyes he felt like something was missing. All of sudden he felt so alone, like it wasn't supposed to be like this. He had spent every night of his life – or as far as he could remember – alone, but somehow it just didn't feel right at the moment. He sat up in bed and turned on the TV. He muted it and switched the canal to a nature-show. He didn't really wanted to watch, he just needed the light and the company. He found his phone in the darkness, and felt like a thousand lamps where pointing at him as his phone lit up. He quickly found Blaine's number and wrote: „Come lie with me, Anderson." He remembered Blaine calling him „Hummel" yesterday, so he figured it'd be fine. Surprisingly he got a reply only a few moments later. „You woke me up." It said. Kurt smiled and replied quickly. „You should turn your phone on vibrate and not on sound at night, then." He turned off the TV and sat up in bed. The answer came just a minute after. „It was on vibrate, but the whole house was almost shaking. I couldn't do anything but wake up." Kurt stared at the text for a few minutes, before completely ignoring the reply and answering the same he started with. „Come lie with me." Kurt definitely knew that it wasn't a dream now. If it had been a dream, Blaine would be there to keep him company. To keep him warm. To make him feel safe and secure, and just be there to talk to him until they both would fall asleep. „I wish." Kurt smirked while reading it. „Nothing's stopping you." Kurt stretched and almost hit his lamp with his hand. He stared tired at the lamp before noticing his phone lighting up. „Oh really? What about the distance? I would need to take the bus. The time? The fact that my family will wake up and know?" Kurt sighed and replied: „You're such a buzzkill. You could easily take your bike over here; it'd only be 20 minutes or so – honestly I don't get why you take the bus normally, it's only like 10 minutes less. And you can get your sister to cover for you. Make her tell your parents that you had to get up early for Glee or something." It almost took fifteen minutes before the next reply came, and Kurt was almost falling asleep as he saw something brighten up under a fold in his duvet. He slowly grabbed his phone, half asleep half awake, and looked at the reply. „Do you honestly want me to come over? It's almost 4:15am." Kurt knew that Blaine was tempted, and he only had to convince and beg him a bit more before he was on his way. „Yes." Maybe convincing wasn't needed this time, this felt right. Even though he knew that Blaine would do it, he was sort of surprised about the answer. „I'll be there in 25 minutes, don't fall asleep. You will have to let me in." Kurt smiled and ran his fingers through his tousled hair and felt suddenly nervous by the thought of Blaine coming over. He looked tired, he looked messy and what if he fell asleep while waiting. Wait. He thought and read Blaine's text again. He's actually coming. I made him come over in the middle of the night. Somehow he felt proud about this achievement, and decided that he would go downstairs and wait instead of lying there with a risk of falling asleep.

It felt like ages before he got a text again. „I don't want to ring the doorbell. Your dad and brother might wake up." He suddenly felt really nervous and took a deep breath as he walked up to the door and opened it quietly.

„Sneaky, aren't we?" Blaine said as soon as they saw each other.

„I can't believe you actually did this." Kurt whispered and closed the door as Blaine tiptoed over the floor. He walked up the stairs and made sure Blaine was following him as he walked into his room. „Sorry it's a bit messy." He said and didn't know whether to lie in bed or just keep standing there.

„It's nothing compared to mine." Blaine said and laughed quietly as he kissed Kurt's neck gentle. „Aren't you tired?" he asked and pushed Kurt over to the bed. „You did ask me to come lie with you, right?" he said it as if he had forgotten, and Kurt just shook his head and smiled at the ground. The moment he closed his eyes to blink, he felt Blaine's lips on his neck again. He cherished the touch for a moment before taking Blaine's hand. He sat down in bed and pulled Blaine down with him. He felt a yawn coming, but tried not to let it get out, as he didn't wanted to show any sign of being tired. He didn't want to sleep. He didn't really manage to do that though, because Blaine smiled at him and kissed him on the lips before removing the bed covers and crawling down under it. „Here." He said and lifted the cover besides him. Kurt slid under it in one elegant movement, and as Blaine put it down, Kurt crept over to him. Blaine put his arms around Kurt and he could feel his hands clenching his shirt.
As Kurt closed his eyes, he knew that this was how it was supposed to be. Every other night in his life had been wrong, how could it have been anything else? This was right. Lying there in Blaine's arms, hearing his heartbeat, his breathing, and the way he held his breath for a second every time he tightened his grip on Kurt.
Kurt fell asleep being happier than he had ever felt before. How did I get this lucky?


Blaine woke up the next day holding Kurt. It wasn't a dream. He thought and looked at Kurt's messy hair hiding most of his face. He could barely remember going over to his house last night. He ran his fingers through Kurt's hair, and watched as Kurt smiled in his sleep. Blaine lifted one arm to grab his phone to look at the time. 7am. He put the phone back, and stretched his arm. He got a shock as he felt Kurt's hand on his arm, pulling it down and placing it around him again.

„I got cold." Kurt murmured, still with closed eyes.

„I thought you were asleep." Blaine said and smiled. Kurt shook his head and slowly opened his eyes.

„Good morning." He said, and with a huge effort lifted his head to kiss Blaine.

„Your hair looks weird." Blaine joked and sat up in bed.

„Don't make fun of it." Kurt said trying not to smile. Blaine fell back and landed with his head besides Kurt's stomach.

„You're beautiful." He said after looking at Kurt in a long time. „I love you."

Kurt felt his head getting dizzy, and he was completely sure that his bed somehow was on water and it was rocking like crazy. I love you. The words went through his head again and again, and somehow he couldn't seem to understand them. He managed to focus, and though he now could see straight, he was still certain about his bed being like an unstable boat.

„You what?" He asked surprised. He could see that Blaine was close to telling him „never mind" or just denying that he had ever said anything, but he didn't.

„I love you." Blaine said, this time more serious than before. Kurt felt a tingly rush over his stomach, disappearing as fast as it came. It was impossible not to smile. He leaned in over Blaine's face, looking him in the eyes.

„I love you too." He said before kissing him passionate.