Disclaimer:
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Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles is not mine- it's owned by CLAMP and made by CLAMP. Kuro-tan and Fai-san will never be mine… Syaoran-kun and Sakura-chan were not made by me…It's a bittersweet thing…
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Manga reference:
I. Let me die… let him live-----------------------------------Chapter126
II. I awoke… He awakes---------------------------------------Chapter130
III. I decided… He made a choice-------- -------------------Chapter130
IV. Crimson alcohol----------------------------------------------Chapter137
V. Your life… My existence-----------------------------------Chapter138
VI. I lived… and so it rained-----------------------------Chapter148-149
VII. Blood and tears… fall like rain ------Chapter142, 144, 148 & 149
VIII. I deceived them… they lied--------------------------Chapter149-150
IX. Of blood and Ice---------------------------------------Chapter159-162
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Author Notes:
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Sorry for the late update!!!!!
I am giving off a warning that this chapter
Will be somewhat confusing
The style of this one is also quite different
from the other chapters.
There are lots of overlapping memories and lines
But in more than one way
I ended up liking it
I hope you guys will like it too. XD
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WARNING: This fanfic is not as fluffy as the title
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The Devilish Big Puppy and the Vampiric Big Kitty
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IX. "Of blood and Ice"
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Welcome back
…Fai…
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[Kuro-puppy]
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I'm seeing red
Nothing but blinding red
And no matter what I do
I fail to remove it
Not from my sight
Not from my mind
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Blinding red
Of uncontrollable rage
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Your magic is the type that grows stronger the more you use it
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[Fai-kitty]
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A land of snow
Where the wind is ever cold
A land where endless snowflakes fall
Such are the lands I grew up on
The now desolate lands I once called home
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I promised to myself that never again
Never again will I set foot in either of them
I willed myself to turn my back on them
To leave and never come back
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I believed that I owed it to them
I owed the people a chance for happiness
I owed them for the smiles and acceptance
I owed them the happiness that I had experienced
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I owed them so much
So much that I left
I left for their sake
I left for them to keep living
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I guess I failed again
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I'm beginning to accept
That life had never really
Really meant for me to live
Since everyone dies because of me
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The land of Celes
The land of glorious white snow
A land of ever warm people
Of smiles and kindness
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A now desolate land
Filled with scattered corpses
Frozen corpses of the people who smiled at me
Accepted me and praised me
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The people I promised to protect
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The land I promised to love and protect
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I failed
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These people
These people who healed me
They saved my dying heart
They taught me how to smile
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They were the very people
The people who were most happy
…to see me smile…
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I lived for them
I smiled for them
I tried to be happy for them
I thrived amidst all the pain for them
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And yet I could not save them
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Promise me Fai
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Because of a promise I could not keep
A promise I no longer wish to keep
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That to those who brought
Harm to the people of this country
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A promise filled with the passion to protect
A promise I knew fully not
A promise I fully regret
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You'd deliver
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It was a promise to protect
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Death
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It was a promise to kill
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I can't prevent your magic's growth but I can suppress it
I will place this seal on your body
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[Kuro-puppy]
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He stands there with that patronizing smile
Speaking as if he was above us
Looking pass all of us
As he gazed at him with those eyes
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Sickeningly too familiarly
Gazing at him so adoringly
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"I've been waiting for you"
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Smiling at him with those crazed eyes
Beckoning him with those blood stained hands
Blood of his very own people
Blood of those he ought to protect
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The blood of those he had killed
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"To grant me my wish
To keep your promise to me"
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[Fai-kitty]
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" Ashura-ou"
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My King
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He was my savior
He was my light
He was like the sun
That melted all the ice
And saved me from the dark
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"From today onwards
…you are…"
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He gave me a new life
A chance to start again
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"Fai D. Fluorite
…of Celes Country…"
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Together with a name
That binds me together
With Fai
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So why?
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Were all his words false?
Were all his smiles fake
Were the kindness just a pretense?
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Or is it a curse?
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By the time the seal disappears my magic will be stronger than yours
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[………]
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A fairy tale land
With a castle covered in ice
A white wonderland
Where smiles abound
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The kingdom of Celes
So much like Valeria
So alive, peaceful and expectant
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Bloodied bodies fell along with snow
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Valeria
The kingdom that waited in anticipation
Waited for the birth of royalty
But instead of one
There were two
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"The twins of misfortune"
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And then Valeria fell
The country of pure snow
Fell with misfortune
It fell along with death
Replacing the white snow
…with blood…
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Bodies fell for no reason at all
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Celes
A fairy tale land
A kingdom covered in snow
Where smiles and laughter abound
They were thrilled
For a powerful sage has come.
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They fall all year around
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"He was my savior"
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Years of prosperity
Gratitude and smiles
The country was happy
Even though
… death comes…
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Once in a while
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"He was my light"
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And then the day came
For though one is dead
They were BOTH there
And one was happy
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"The Twins of Misfortune"
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The King fell
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…No…
he had fallen
All those years before
He had long since fallen
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"This is a curse"
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Promise me Fai
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"He was like the sun"
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The king fell
When his hands were tainted red
He had fallen for his hands were dyed
… dyed in crimson red…
Crimson red the color of blood
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"Someone with magical powers
Greater than your own"
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That to those who brought
Harm to the people of this country
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"That melted all the ice"
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The King
…has fallen insane…
And killed his people
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"When that person appears"
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You'd deliver
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"And saved me from the dark"
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The curse will be broken after one use
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Slowly
One- by- one
All the while
With that sinister smile
Along with his golden eyes
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DEATH
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"Kill that person"
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The one I'll have you kill at that time
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It shattered
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"Smile Fai."
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His world shattered
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"Your smile heals my heart."
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THIS IS A CURSE
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"This is also MAGIC"
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…all the cracked pieces fell one after another…
Revealing the hidden past
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"I do not care about your past"
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…must be me…
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"Get this farce over with."
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I only want you to grant my wish
…Fai…
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TRC has ended
And I am FAR from satisfied!!!
Luckily XXXholic is still ongoing
A better ending MUST be there, right????
Anyway
This story is also nearing its end
I hope that I still have readers to see it through, though.
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