"Do you love me?"
Izaya tensed and lifted his head to look at Shizuo with an almost shocked expression. Shizuo simply stared back at Izaya with a bored expression as if he had just asked what time it was.
"Shizzy please tell me your joking?" Izaya chuckled. Shizuo frowned, the room had suddenly gotten too tense for his liking, so he pushed himself up from his position on the bed. Unfortunately for Izaya, this caused him to be roughly roused from his comfortable position lounging on Shizuo's chest. Shizuo ignored Izaya as he whined and made his way to the lone window in his room looking for a cigarette and a lighter. When he made it to the window he heard a scoff from behind.
"Don't have a tantrum Really, What did you expect me to say?"
Shizuo's frown deepened as he listened to Izaya "I didn't think..."
"Precisely, you didn't think," Izaya cut him off. "Do me a favor and don't talk after sex, you seem to be even more clueless, and it really ruins the mood." Shizuo just stood there, trying to grab ahold of his emotions as he smoked his cigarette.
"Why do I even put up with you?" Shizuo muttered, putting out his cigarette on the windowsill creating a black smudge. Shizuo heard an exasperated sigh behind him and after some shuffling felt a warm body press against his back. Thin arms snaked around his waist and a head rested on his shoulder.
"Do you love me?" Izaya whispered.
"Yes, you know that" Shizuo muttered. He then turned his slightly so he could see Izaya's face. " I've told you that countless times, and all I want is for you to say it back." Izaya gives Shizuo a beautiful smile and a light chuckle, that do nothing to calm Shizuo's nerves. Actually Izaya's expression makes Shizuo feel more tense. 'What is he planning?'
"Why do I need to say anything Shizzy?" Izaya questions. "You love me, your content with this relationship, and nothing has to change."
"But I still have trouble trusting you, How do I know this isn't one of your sick games?" Shizuo shifted so he was facing Izaya and looked straight into his eyes. Izaya's expression did not falter and he moved so their foreheads were pressed together. "I'm still with you and I haven't broken your heart yet, isn't that enough?" Izaya pressed his lips to Shizuo's cheek in what was supposed to be a comforting gesture. However, Shizuo jerked his away and pulled away from Izaya.
"Shizzy?"
"I'm f-fine, just...just leave me alone." Shizuo turned his back to Izaya and continued to look out the window, taking out another cigarette. Izaya stood still for a second, before letting out a scoff.
"Be that way, mope around and be depressed! Just know your never going to get a different answer to your question."
O.O.O
"Shizuo, Try to listen to me, because I'm only going to say this once. I Love you."
He lied, Izaya had lied. His answer had changed.
Shizuo had lost track of the amount of times he had asked Izaya if he loved him. Every time Izaya would blow it off, chuckle, ask Shizuo if he was joking. Shizuo had given up. He had just excepted that Izaya would never love him. He had always wished for this moment. To know that Izaya loved him and that Shizuo's past was finally over. All the hate and pain would never come back. Shizuo kept his eyes locked onto Izaya. He looked so small. His head hung low, and there were slight tremors moving throughout his body. Shizuo heard a slight hitch in Izaya's breathe and decided it was a good time to speak up.
"Thank you" Shizuo said softly. He looked at Izaya and took in a deep breath, preparing himself. "We've gotten into some pretty horrible fights, and I must say, this is one of the worst. I'm pretty stupid with words, as you know. I don't know what happened this week and I'm not sure how to make this better. I do know that for some odd reason I love you, and you love me. Now based on that information, I think we should forget this week ever happened and go home." Shizuo looked at Izaya, trying to see how he would take what Shizuo just said. Soft broken chuckles escaped Izaya and he looked up at Shizuo. Shizuo's eyes widened as he saw tears drip down Izaya's face. Admitting he loved Shizuo must have been hard. Being forced to admit that you need someone when your convinced your a god. It must be hard.
"W-why?" Izaya muttered. Shizuo was slightly confused. "Why are you forgiving me? Aren't you mad? Don't you want to just have your way with me and leave like the monster you are!?" Shizuo just let Izaya get everything out. "Why are you just letting every go?" Shizuo sighed, and made his way towards Izaya's shaking body. Shizuo wrapped his arms around Izaya and pulled him close.
"Because I love you," Shizuo said burring his head in Izaya's ruffled hair. They stayed like that for a long time, but Shizuo didn't mind. He just held Izaya close. He didn't even question when Izaya's broken laughter turned into sobs.
O.O.O
"Lets never do this again," Izaya mumbled as they both walked into the apartment. By now it was late into the night and both were exhausted. Shizuo hummed in agreement as they both stumbled into their bedroom, they didn't even bother turning on the lights. As They collapsed onto the bed there was a moment of silence before Izaya rolled over to Shizuo and curled into him. Shizuo didn't say anything, he simply wrapped his arm around Izaya and shifted them so Izaya was sprawled out on top of him. No words were needed, They had been arguing all day, no all week and right now all they needed was to be with each other, with no harsh words getting in the way. Shizuo moved his lips to Izaya's cheek, kissing it sweetly. He placed sweet kisses down to Izaya's collar bone, Then he moved his hands to hold Izaya's head. Through the dark he could see the slight blush and smile on Izaya's face. Shizuo smiled back and moved up to place a kiss on Izaya's lips. Izaya moved closer to Shizuo, His head tilting to the side and his eyes slipping close. Shizuo weaved his fingers through Izay's hair and they continued to move down his neck, to his back, until they finally rested on his hips. Izaya let out a soft hum as Shizuo's hands gave a soft squeeze and he pressed his lips more firmly to Shizuo's. Their soft kisses soon became more urgent and a tremor went through Izaya's body as Shizuo's tongue slipped passed Izaya's lips. Their tongues caressed each other in an intimate dance and soon the need for air became urgent so they pulled away gasping for breath. Shizuo's eyes blinked open and he watched Izaya's flushed face, His eyes were closed, and his mouth was parted and wet. Shizuo felt Izaya's warm breath against his cheek and his eyes slipped close again.
All week he had been craving this. Shizuo loved these private moments that they had together, He and Izaya would block out the rest of the world and get lost in the immense pleasure they found together. "Ah!" Shizuo felt more warmth fill his stomach at the sound of Izaya's gasps and moans. He covered up those delicious moans with his mouth and moved his hands down to Izaya's pants. Izaya's hands found their way to Shizuo's shirt and soon were tugging it open. Once Shizuo was finished with Izaya's belt he quickly shuffled Izaya's pants and boxers off. just to make it fair Izaya slipped Shizuo's shirt off and Shizuo chuckled when Izaya left his lips to eagerly kiss and lick his now bare chest. Shizuo sighed in pleasure at Izaya's warm mouth and moved his hands to Izaya's warm wet erection. His hand moved fast, squeezing as it moved up Izaya's cock. Precum dribbled down the head and Shizuo knew Izaya was already coming close. He slowed down and moved his head to Izaya's neck sucking and licking the warm skin. "mmm-aah! Shizuuo!" Izaya's kisses on Shizuo's chest halted and Shizuo found himself even warmer as Izaya moaned his full name. He felt Izaya's hands grip his shoulder. His hand fully stopped pumping Izaya's cock "Shizuo?" Izaya mumbled.
"Clothes," was all Shizuo said as he moved to pull off Izaya's shirt that seemed to stick to his body. Soon the were both naked. Shizuo shifted them so he was hovering over Izaya. He moved down to capture his lips and Izaya eagerly responded. Shizuo grunted as Izaya slowly sucked on his bottom lip and moved his hips down to grind against Izaya's "Ahhmm." As they pulled away Shizuo quickly hopped off the bed and made his way to their dresser, "S-shizuo!?" There was slight distress in Izaya's voice which made Shizuo feel horrible. He practically ran back to the bed and held up a bottle of lube with an apologetic smile, "sorry I wasn't leaving, just thought it would hurt like hell without this." Izaya just started at shizuo before a huge grin stretched across his face, "Stupid brute stop wasting time and get over here." Shizuo felt his heart flutter and quickly jumped onto the bed and wrapped Izaya into a tight hug. "I love you," Shizuo said filling every part of Izaya's body with soft kisses. Izaya turned bright red, "We've established that brute so why don't you hurry up and fuck me!?" Shizuo chuckled and moved his lube slicked hand down past Izaya's erection to his entrance, "Someones eager, Ready?" he asked pressing his lips to Izaya's forehead. "Mmm, i've been ready this whole week," Izaya gasped, his whole body on fire. Izaya's eyes widened and then squeezed shut as a slick finger entered him. More fingers followed and Shizuo watched as Izaya quickly came undone as he scissored and shallowly thrusted his fingers into Izaya's sweet spot. his moans were getting more high pitched and desperate and Shizuo decided to stop before Izaya came early. As Shizuo slid into Izaya he felt his whole body tense in overwhelming pleasure. Izaya's body was so warm and with every thrust Shizuo made he felt Izaya's warmth transfer into him. "Damnit flea, why are you always so tight," Izaya gasped and chuckled, "Why Shizzy I didn't know you liked dirty talk~" Izaya let out a deep moan as Shizuo delivered a particularly rough thrust and just chuckled. "Are you gonna keep calling me that flea?" Shizuo sighed, his face turning a glorious shade of red. "It's a pet name S-shizuo, you c-call me flea, I call y-you Shizzy. If it m-makes you feel any better I call you Shizzy because I l-love you~" Izaya smiled and wrapped his arms around Shizuo's neck. Shizuo was horribly embarrassed and decided to burry his head in Izaya's shoulder as his thrusts sped up. "Mmmm-AH!" Izaya moaned and pushed back into Shizuo, while his hand tangled into Shizuo's blonde hair. They continued to move in synch with each other until they both couldn't handle the intense heat between them. Both their orgasims washed over them and they clung to each other as if their life depended on it. The only sound left in the dark room were the pants and the soft words of love between Shizuo and Izaya.
"Wow we didn't last long~" Izaya chuckled, ruining the mood.
"S-shut up flea, it's been a week," Shizuo sputtered out.
"Whatever you say Shizzy~" Izaya sang out. Shizuo growled and flipped Izaya onto his chest. He squeezed him tight and closed his eyes, "Just go to sleep Izaya." There was a moment of beautiful silence before a soft voice broke it, "I really do love you Shizuo," Izaya said, softly kissing Shizuo's neck. "I love you too Izaya," Shizuo said, his fingers drawing soft patterns onto Izaya's back.
~Fin~
Good night you two stupid lovebirds
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I replaced the old chapter...Yeah I think it was for the best, the old chapter was rushed and I got a complain about the sex scene(or lack there of). I gotta tell you guys, I'll never be good at super detailed erotic smut, but I fixed the end of this story to make it flow better and hopefully it will be more fulfilling! I just wanna make you guys happy since your such wonderful fans :3 so Here you go the final final end of Just try flea! I hope you like it, give me feedback!xoxoxoxo
oh I also changed my url...for private reasons I am now xSteveMcAwesomex