A/N: Okay…here it is guys! This is a big chapter. I went with my instincts here…Hope You Enjoy!
Chapter Song – Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park
I Do Not Own Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse or Breaking Dawn or any of there characters.
Chapter 10
EPOV
I saw Rosalie run in with Bella's limp body in her arms and everything after that happened so quickly. She ran and put her in the same room before. Carlisle rushed in and looked at her with an unbelieving look.
" Well? What can we do?!" I yelled at Carlisle.
Bella's heart was beating very quickly.
Carlisle rushed over, checked her vital signs and sighed. "Edward, she's dying. Her spine is broken, there's a fracture in her skull and I think," he examined Bella for a moment, "she has some broken ribs. She's paralyzed now and if she did survive this, she would be paralyzed for the rest of her life. She's…she's slowly dying Edward. There isn't much I can do."
If my heart had been beating, it would have stopped completely.
I squeezed Bella's hand as I spoke. " But…but I can't lose her." I choked back my sobs and felt my eyes water. " She's everything to me. I can't lose her. I just got her back." I fell to my knees and squeezed Bella's hand harder. I saw Alice walk over and look down at Bella. She also grabbed her hand and pouted.
" Edward, you can always…" Alice spoke.
" No. I can't damn her soul like that Alice!"
She began to dry sob now. " But you're not the only one who loves her! We all do!"
I looked around the room. The whole family was here now. They all looked sad and worried. Especially Esme. She had her hand covering her mouth and was sobbing as well. I think she was sobbing hard enough to maybe even cry tears. Even Rosalie looked like she would breakdown.
" Edward. We don't want to lose her…or you. We love you both." Esme was behind me now with her hand on my shoulder.
I looked down and a sob escaped from my lips.
" What about the wolves. We would have to leave. And we just got back." Jasper whispered.
" There are other ways to inject the venom. We could use a needle…..right? I don't want to lose Bella but I don't want to leave either." Rosalie said quietly. She actually sounded like she cared.
" But…isn't there any way you can save her Carlisle?" I looked up at Carlisle with a look of hope.
" I'm sorry Edward. But you have to choose quickly. She doesn't have much time left.
" But…she will lose her soul. I can't damn her to life of never ending, soulless nights."
" Edward. Do you think someone as kind as Esme, or as thoughtful as Carlisle, or as happy and joyful as Alice have no souls? Do you think that is even possible?" Emmett spoke for the first time.
I sighed, stood up and looked at Bella's small and fragile face. " I won't lose you this time."
I looked at Carlisle and nodded. The rest of the family understood and left. Bella would stay with me. She was mine.
" Where's the syringe?" I asked calmly. I was trying my best to not let my nerves win me over. Bella will stay with me forever. Carlisle handed me four.
If you put them in at different spots, the venom will spread quicker.
I nodded at Carlisle and he took out another needle.
Morphine. She'll need a lot.
He injected the morphine and I filled the syringes with my venom.
I then held 4 needles in my hand. I stared down at Bella. Her lifeless body was pale and calm. She seemed like she was already dead.
I moved closer to her and bent down. I caressed her face with my hand. "I'm so sorry Bella. I love you very much. I'm sorry for this. I love you."
I pushed the first needle into her heart.
BPOV
I was still. I couldn't move. I couldn't open my eyes. I could only hear. Where was I? The last thing I remember was the car, it was heading for me, and I jumped back and…everything went black.
They're were low murmurs around me. I heard his voice. Edwards voice.
"I won't lose you this time."
What was going on. Who was that? Was that….? It was quiet all of a sudden and then they're were more murmurs but less. Less people talking.
Can't someone please help me? Do I just lie here for the rest of my life? What's happening? Why can't I move?
A moment later, I felt a cold smooth hand on my cheek. Was it Edward? No. Please no.
"I'm so sorry Bella. I love you very much. I'm sorry for this. I love you."
What? Was that Edward? What was he talking about? Sorry for what?
I tried my hardest to move but still couldn't. Every time I tried, a sharp pain would come from my back.
I then felt a sharp stinging pain in my arm. A needle.
Someone please help me!
I then felt another going in my chest.
The stinging of the needle soon turned into a minor burning, but it was building.
I was burning. I was being turned.
No. No! I can't be changed! I don't want to live forever.
It was horrible. The pain. I was now burning head to toe. I tried to scream but couldn't move my mouth.
Please. Please kill me now. Please… Help Me…
I must have slipped into unconsciousness from the pain.
EPOV
I sat by where she lay, holding her hand. We had injected her an hour ago. Her heart kept beating faster and faster. I was just happy she was unconscious for the pain. I sat there and hoped she would stay unconscious.
An hour or two later, she began to stir. Her body jerked, and she began to thrash. Her eyes opened wide and she let out a blood-curdling scream.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Bella. It will be over soon. I'm sorry." I kept repeating those words as she screamed. She seemed to be getting louder and louder.
I sat there, and had to watch my love suffer.
" I'm sorry Bella." I let out a dry sob.
BPOV
I screamed again. The pain was horrible. Why couldn't he just kill me. Please.
There were tears running down my face. I began to thrash around more violently. Carlisle walked in with a face of pity and belted me down to the metal table I was lying on. " I'm sorry Bella."
My shirt was drenched with tears. I let out another scream and saw Edwards face wince in pain.
He then left for a moment and Alice walked in.
APOV
Bella's screams echoed through the house. Poor Bella. The pain is horrible. It's like pulling your fingernails out one by one, or pouring vinegar into your eyes, or laying your hand on a red-hot stovetop. No, worse. That times a million. Edward came down into the living room.
" Alice, please go be with her. I can't do it. It hurts too much." Bella screamed again and he winced. He left for his room. I quickly ran to the washroom and soaked a towel with ice-cold water.
As I walked in Bella screamed again. Seeing her in so much pain hurt so much. I walked over and dabbed the towel against her face, I washed all the sweat and tears away only to get new ones. She was thrashing around a lot.
"I'm sorry Bella. I know, it hurts. It will be over soon." I tried to calm her down but she screamed again.
"Puh-puh….pleh…lease A-ali" I looked at Bella, she was trying to say something.
" Sssh..Sshh. It's okay Bella. It will be over soon. I'm sorry Bella. I know it hurts."
" Al-ali….lice.." she screamed again. Her face was all read and puffy. "En-end…end it….fo-…for me….puh-puh…lease." She grabbed my wrist and shrieked again at the pain.
" What?"
She was crying harder now. " Kill-me…puh-puh…lease…" She screamed again and tried to move but she was belted down.
I began to sob. "I'm sorry Bella. I can't. I'm sorry it hurts. It will be okay. It's okay." I hugged her gently and tried to cool her with my ice-cold skin.
But she screamed again and now she wouldn't stop. Scream, inhale, scream, inhale…
I wish I could end it for her. She's been through so much…
I sat down, held her hand and comforted her through her torturing…
BPOV
Three days. The painful transformation from human to vampire is suppose to last three days. It has been four days, almost five. I've been laying here, screaming, waiting for it to stop but it still hasn't. Why won't it stop? It should be done. I can't bear the pain anymore. It's killing me. Why won't someone kill me? I've begged and pleaded. Haven't they heard my screams?
EPOV
I left Bella's side to get Carlisle.
"What's wrong Carlisle? The transformation is suppose to be over. Her change is still continuing. She'll be going on her fifth day soon!"
" I'm sorry Edward. I can't do anything. I have no idea why this is happening. But once it starts you can't stop it. There isn't anything I can do."
" Yeah you seem to be saying that a lot these days." I stormed out of the room and grabbed dome ice.
I entered the room Bella was in again. She was still crying and screaming. I don't know why this is happening. Why? Why did it have to end like this? It's all my fault.
I winced as Bella thrashed and shrieked again.
BPOV
Seven days. It's been seven days. Why did this have to happen to me? I have never felt so much pain in my lifetime. Why was it lasting so long? You can never imagine the pain I'm going through. I never asked for this. I never asked to be turned. And now I have to suffer for only God knows how long.
My insides were burning. Getting hotter and hotter. The burning feeling began to leave my toes and my fingertips. Slowly, teasingly, it left. But as it began to wear off, it also became hotter. Was it even possible? The burn was now slowly moving towards my torso. Towards my heart. Why was it so slow? Please, please end soon.
RPOV
Bella's change was longer than anyone expected. I was watching over her now. Edward insisted that she was to NEVER be left alone. He couldn't stand her suffering. He felt terrible. He said he regretted putting Bella through so much pain.
I wiped Bella's sweaty forehead with the ice-cold, water drenched towel. Poor girl.
Ad I cleaned her up, I heard her heartbeat quicken, her breaths were quicker as well and she was screaming louder than she ever was before.
"It's almost over." I whispered to myself. The ending was the worst part of the change. It is then that you feel the worst pain imaginable. The worst of it all.
Her heart was beating faster and faster. It was ending.
" Edward. It's almost done. Get the family." I said loud over Bella's screams.
A second later, the whole family was in the room. Edward was holding Bella's hand.
Bella's back arched upwards as if something was pulling her, and then she dropped.
Her heart beated once, skipped, and then gave one last thump. Then there was silence. Edward moved to the end of the bed. Emmett called me over and told me to stand behind him. Jasper and Emmett were in front of me, Carlisle, Esme and Alice.
Bella breathed deeply and rapidly for a moment, sat up, and finally opened her eyes.
A/N: Taaadaaaaaa!!!!Did You Like It???Just A Heads Up, I'm probably gonna give bella like…3 powers…I have a million different ideas for powers and I couldn't choose. Or I might give her this huge one that gives her a bunch of other ones…I dunno. But I guarantee she won't have only one. I know it's stupid but Bella is going to be the most powerful vampire ever!!!!! Well….that's what I like to think.
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