Yoda Note: I have realized that I can't let this shit that is my depression get me down and I wanted to write a few words. Granted it may not be as long and as fine as you all want it to be ...but it will be something. I am fighting my demons right now and I think I am doing a great job of it. This is an out and I can't say how it will end as it is being written in real life. So when I get my heart broken so do you all, when I am happy..you get that too. We are going to time jump to Sunday morning for Em. She has been reading and I am ready to get into the story. TY YOU ALL FOR READING/REVIEWING/FOLLOWING/ and FAVS...you once again fucking rock my world and I just can't leave you all be ;-)

CHAPTER 10: The Story

I have had a very long weekend and was wanting to sit back and read about my OTP. Of course the two lovers that are SPARIA wouldn't let me that Saturday night, because they wanted to gossip and become teenage girls again. I had to tell them about the great sex that was my day and night... that took hours as we were taking shots of whiskey. We all played some "I NEVER" and I had a great time letting the girls get me drunk once again.

These two girls are some of my very best friends and I could let myself go with the enjoyment that they bring to the table. I was happy that they found themselves in love with each other.. becuase who doesn't want to fall in love with their best friend (Right -A)? I watch them being together and I can't help but be jealous.

Will I ever find this for myself? I wonder to myself.

We find ourselves very drunk and very passed out, because I have always been truthful when it comes to the "I NEVER" game.

We all wake in the morning have some brunch and the two girls leave me to be alone and think for a while. I really just want to rest and lose myself in something..and I remember that I wanted to read some fanfiction.

"YESSSS!" I cry out wondering how I had forgotten about this great world of imagination and bullshito.

I open up my tablet , put my reading glasses on and get ready for what will be a great night.

I go back to the story I was reading before I met and had the day/night that was PAIGE/ASHLEY.

"She's updated three times in a couple of days. How very nice of her to do so," I say to myself getting settled in for the next three chapters.

I start to read and I feel a twinge of something familiar as the words start to pop out at me.

"I walk up to Emily with a confidence and swagger that I must have, and leave her with my card."

"The woman looks at me with want and desire as I leave her standing there wondering if I am for real."

"What. IN. THE. ACTUAL. FUCK.?" I scream out to no one as this is what the other PAIGE did the other day.

I read on and my eyes can't even begin to tell you about it all.

"I met her on the dance floor and called her Ms. McCullers trying to get the dark haired beauties attention."

"NOOOOOO, IT FUCKING CAN'T BE!"

"As she caught my eye leaving in the cab with ASSHADY, my heart broke."

"FUCK ME! It is her or someone that was there that night. " I whisper and scream out.

I am thrown from my outburst of thoughts by a text message.

"Yes, I have your number and I just wanted to go over some final things with you on Monday. Lunch maybe? PAIGE."

"Well of course Paige, we do need to settle some issues." I reply to the beautiful brunette.

"Great! I will text you later with the details. See you then Ms. Fields."

I leave the text starting to read more of the story and I see more and more of the night in her point of view, and realize that I may have left with the wrong woman.

Now don't get me wrong everyone ASHLEY was perfect and fantastic but there is something that pulls me to Paige. Like a need in my heart, and I don't even really know the woman. I am once again pulled from my thoughts by another text. The screen says ASHLEY ROBERTSON but I don't remember putting her number in there.

"Hi beautiful. I just wanted to say hello and say that I miss your arms around me. I am sorry that I had to leave that morning but I didn't want you to be on page six. I should have stayed since you were there already. Please let me make it up to you by meeting me on the rooftop of your choice with your favorite wine. By the way as I was putting my number in your phone I saw that you read fanfiction. I happen to do so as well and would love to have a great conversation with you about that. "

"Damn this girl has got some game, and she reads fanfiction...fuck," I say out loud rolling my eyes.

"Bellangelo in Dundee, NY sells my favorite that is a Seyval Blanc. I'll let you pick the year and meet you on the rooftop of my hotel tomorrow night if you can swing that." I tease the girl wondering if she can pull it off.

The phone dings in a reponse quickly and I am shocked.

"I can make that happen if you promise to be there in all your gorgeouseness Emily."

"We shall see Ashely ;-)" I reply to the text giggling. If she can get that shit done then I will be thouroughly impressed.

Back to the story and what I assume to be the one and only Paige McCullers that is wrting it. There is no way in a hot hell this can be true. They can't be one in the same right? Well I am going to toy with the one miss Paige McCullers until I know for sure. So I will PM the author.

"Thank you once again for updating your story so quickly. I am wondering what your muse is for these chapters and such great writing. The scenes seem so heart felt and in real time. What is your motivation?" I type out and hit send with a smirk on my face.

"We shall see PAIGE aka -A, won't we." I speak out to my own echo in my lonely hotel room.

I get myself ready for sleep by slipping off my shirt and wondering if I can get myself off, but I think I will save that orgasm for one of the two girls I have in my life. I fall asleep wondering who I will end up with. The AUTHOR or the READER?

Yoda note: I would like to thank Ashley for that last twist..I only came up with it while I was writing and thinking of you ;-0 Here is a question for you all though. Which one is the AUTHOR and which is the READER? PAIGE or ASHLEY? ASHLEY or PAIGE? they were both there, and gossip goes far. We shall all find out together! Please leave your thoughts in a PM or a review. Once again TY all so much for the support...I LOVE YOU ALL! YODA OUT!