Hey guys! I was at a sleepover with my friend so I couldn't write, since they don't know about this. And I didn't have my laptop so, yeah. Now lets continue with the 10th chapter!
Amu's P.O.V:
We got so caught up with telling Kukai what happened to me that we forgot about Ikuto's injuries. Utau ran upstairs to get the first aid kit and came back down.
"Here ya go!" She said cheerfully, I took it and started looking through it.
"Well, first we should..." Kukai started, Utau interuppted him and tugged at him arm. Kukai looked confused but let Utau drag him up the stairs. Before Ikuto and I couldn't see them up the stairs, Utau snuck me a wink. Now I was the confused one. I grabbed some alcohol rub and poured it on a towel, I started dabbing Ikuto's arm where he had one of his cuts. He cringed and pulled away, I quickly pulled his hand back and he kept stuggling. I sighed, he was like a big child.
"Aw, does it hurt wittle Ikuto?" I said in a teasing voice, he glared at me and then smirked.
"Yes it does Amu, can you kiss it and make it better?" He said in the same teasing voice, I took this moment and quickly dabbed his arm with the towel, he yelped a little and jumped.
"You can't risk an infection." I said seriously, he looked at me with a begging look. I grabbed another towel and shoved it in his mouth, he looked angry and I quickly dabbed his arm again, he bit down on the towel and I continued dis-infecting his arms. I wiped my forehead and smiled, I finally finished. Then I realized, was his chest or back hurt?
"Lift up your shirt." I said, trying to act like its no big deal.
"And you call me the pervert." He mumbled, I smacked him upside the head and he frowned. He sat up on the couch and started taking off his shirt. I've only seen Ikuto shirtless once, and that was when I first came here, before we were even friends technically. His shirt was fully off, revealing a big bruise on his back, mt heart started hurting at the sight of it. But there was one happy part, Ikuto did this for me, I smiled slightly and went to the fridge. I found two pieces of frozen steak and took them both, one for his back, the other for the bruise near his eye. I went back and told him to lay on his stomach, he did as told and I put the frozen steak on his back. I told him to hold the other one on his bruise near his eye, he did as told and we just sat there for a while, yet the silence was comfortable. I got a ring from my phone that made me jump a little, I took it out and put it up to my ear.
"Moshi moshi?" I said.
"Amu, I need a favor." The voice said, I recognized Rima's voice.
"Sure, what is it?" I asked.
"Nagi asked me to go to the mall with him and I don't want to be alone with him." She whined, does she really hate him that much. Rima was cold to any new people, I was an exception. Before I could reply, Ikuto took the phone while still laying down.
"We'll come." Ikuto said, emphasizing the we'll. I heard a cheer over the phone and then the dial tone, I swiped my phone back and glared at him.
"I never agreed to anything." I said, he just smirked.
"But it could be our first date." He said singing a little, I felt my cheeks heat up.
"Yeah, whatever, I'll go." I muttered, but I was happy inside. My first date with Ikuto, not counting The Utau and Kukai incident. But will it really count as a date since Rima and Nagi will be there, I cocked my head a little to the side without noticing. Ikuto looked at me curiously.
"Whats up?" He asked, looking at me curiously. I quickly shot my head back up and looked at him.
"I just think its kinda funny how we're the ones always getting asked to go to some date thing." I said, chuckling a little. Even though I lied about what I was thinking, it was kinda true. Ikuto chuckled and nodded in agreement, the last one didn't turn out bad, maybe this one won't either?
It was finally the weekend, it spread around school that I was dating Ikuto, and this time it wasn't a rumour. If a boy even looked my way, Ikuto would wrap his arm around me and growl a little. I liked Ikuto's jealous side, it was kinda cute and reassuring. He always denied being jealous because he was stubborn, but I could tell he was lying. It was saturday now and I was excited, my first date with Ikuto. Wait, what should I wear on this type of thing. Something fancy, casual, semi-fancy semi-casual!? I was so confused, there is only one person that can give me vital advice like this.
Utau.
I ran out of our room and ran downstairs, she was at the kitchen table eating some toast and reading a book, she was still in her pajamas.
"Utau, I need advice." I told her, she put her finger on my lips, telling me to hush.
"Shhh, good part." She said, referring to her book.
"Its a fashion emergency." I said, she quickly closed the book and threw it behind her, I heard Yoru yowl.
"Is it about the thing at the mall with Nagi and Rima?" She asked, I nodded my head. "Is it that you're worried what to wear because Ikuto mentioned it would be your first date with him?" She asked, I nodded. Utau knew everything, didn't she? "Don't worry, I already figured this would happen and planned out an outfit for you." She said, getting up and walking upstairs. I sweat-dropped, am I really that predictible? I shook off the feeling and followed her upstairs. She started going through the closet and pulled some clothes out, she pushed me into the bathroom. I put the outfit on, it was a yellow bell top with high waisted denim shorts, I looked pretty cute. I knew I could count on Utau, she had the best taste in clothes. I stepped out of the bathroom and Utau gave me a thumbs up, then she ran out of the room and down the stairs.
"Where are you going!?" I shouted.
"He was about to confess, I gots to know!" Utau shouted back, refering to her book again. I chuckled at her and sat on the bed.
"Hey there." Someone whispered behind me, their hot breath made me get goosebumps. I quickly turned around to meet deep azul eyes, only one boy had such amazing blue eyes, it was my Ikuto. I quickly blushed when I thought about him being mine, he smirked at my reaction. I quickly turned around to avert my gaze from his eyes, he just hugged me from behind, causing me to blush crimson.
"I-Ikuto, let me go!" I exclaimed, Ikuto just held me tighter and closer.
"But you're so cute and huggable." He cooed, nuzzling his head into my neck.
"What has gotten into you?" I asked.
"Its been years since I've seen you, and since you admited you love me, I will hug you all I want." He said, I blushed harder, my face was probably hotter then the sun now. He smelled of blueberries and vanilla, it was soothing. I felt something nibble at my ear, it gave me a strange feeling, a feeling of want. I moaned a little, Ikuto started giving me little butterfly kisses on my neck.
"Hey Amu have you seen..." Utau said, she was at the door and wide-eyed now at the scene in front of her. I quickly pulled away from Ikuto and ran up to Utau who was smirking like a mad woman.
"I-Its not w-what it seems!" I exclaimed, flailing my arms. "He hugged me from behind, and held me, and wouldn't let go!" I shouted, pointing at the blue-haired culprit. Ikuto raised and eyebrow and shrugged laying down on the bed.
"Sure Amu, because you couldn't pull away, a girl who is a black belt in karate?" Utau asked, I opened my mouth to defend but a squeak just came out. I covered my mouth from embarrassment, my cheeks were probably a burning type of red. What was happening to me, did Ikuto inject some venom in me when he nibbled my ear? What was this strange feeling coming over me, I never experienced it before, it kind of scares me. I noticed that it was 1 p.m. and it was time to go to the mall to meet up with Rima and Nagi, and Ikuto was driving me.
The silence was nerve-wrecking in the car, I didn't want to speak to him after previous incidents. I still couldn't figure out my feelings back there. There was happy, sad, confused, grumpy, and many other simple ones. Was there something I was missing, a feeling I missed out on because I was home-schooled, a feeling of want and need?
We finally got at the mall and I litterly hopped out of the car and dashed to the mall from the parking lot, finally finding Rima and Nagi standing together. I ran to Rima and gave her a hug, then I gave Nagi one, I could feel Rima's harsh glare, even if it was at Nagi. Rima was a very jealous person, she didn't want her friends making any other friends that she didn't approve of, and Nagi was one of those people. Nagi knew her feelings toward him, yet he still tried to be a friend to her.
"Hey guys!" I said with a bright smile, Ikuto approached from behind me.
"Yo." He said with a slight wave, Rima and Nagi both said hi at the same time, Rima glared at him. We started walking through the mall, diffrent clothing stores and such. Ikuto and I somehow started talking normally again. Nagi and Rima were checking out some T-shirts and Ikuto and I both stood there, since the store wasn't really our style. A question then rung in my head.
"Hey Ikuto?" I said, he hummed curiously. "You said you never stopped loving me, right?" I asked.
"Yeah?" He said, getting a bit curious.
"If you never stopped, why did you turn into a playboy?" I asked, he looked at me. A few minutes passed when he finally responded.
"Think of it as a way of passing time." He said, something in me snapped.
"Passing time? By making out with other girls?" I asked, he nodded like it was no big deal. "Well why don't you go 'pass some time' now, because I'm leaving." I said, putting air quotes around pass some time. I ran over to Rima and grabbed her arm and dragged her away, hope the jerk has fun!
Ikuto's P.O.V:
What was her deal, I answered truthfully. I saw her grab Rima's arm and drag her away, Nagi was left confused. He walked up to me.
"What happened, why is Amu mad?" He asked.
"I don't know." I said, he gave me a look.
"What did you say to her?" He asked.
"She asked me that if I always loved her, why did I turn into a playboy." I said.
"And you responded how?" He asked.
"That it was a way of passing time." I said casually, he smacked his forehead. He grabbed my ear and started dragging me somewhere.
"Ow, not my ear!" I exclaimed, he ignored. We were at the food court when he finally let go, I shot him a glare while rubbing my ear.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" He asked, I shrugged my shoulders. "You don't tell a girl that!" He exclaimed.
"What happened to telling the truth in relationships?" I asked.
"Sometimes, a relationship needs white lies." He said, I crossed my arms.
"So what would you say, Mr. Relationship?" I asked him. He gave me a smirk and turned around, he turned back around with a completly innocent face.
"Oh Amu, when you forgot about about me, my love went to pieces, and no one to help me pick them up. I was dumb, my brain was scrambled. When you broke my heart, I didn't know what to do, my feeling of love was lost and replaced with lust." He started, then he got on his knees and held my hand, I shot him a disgusted look. "Please forgive me, my love." He finished, we were now getting the stares from bypassers. I quickly pulled my hand away and he got up.
"Stop, people are gonna think we're gay." I said with an angry tone, he just shot me another smirk. I sighed and nodded, maybe what I said was a little offensive to Amu.
"Good Ikuto, you learned." He said, patting my head, I grabbed his hand and threw it to the side.
"Don't touch me." I growled.
Amu's P.O.V:
"Amu wait, you're going to pull my arm off." Rima said, stopping me and rubbing her wrist, where I grabbed her. "Why are you mad, not that I don't like being away from Nagi." She asked, I sighed.
"Ikuto said something mean." I said, she just looked at me with a curious look. I explained to her what happened and she shot me a look.
"Amu, I think you are expecting too much." She said, I was confused now.
"What do you mean?" I asked, crossing my arms.
"Did you expect Ikuto to wait for you for so many years?" She asked, taking a seat on a bench that was near us, she crossed her legs.
"Well, it would've been sweet of him." I mumbled, but she heard me.
"Including that you broke his heart, shattered it, leaving him scarred for the rest of his life. Completly unable to trust in love anymore, you are so heartless." She said, looking at me with a disgusted look at the end. I looked at her with a what the hell look and she giggled, she was just joking, but partially telling the truth.
"You're right, no matter how much you just hurt my feelings." I said, mumbling the last part.
"Happy to help." She said with a bright smile, she started to get up and walk back until I grabbed her hand.
"Well I need help with something else then." I said, she looked at me seriously and sat down again.
"What is it?" She asked.
"Well, I was in Utau's room and Ikuto hugged me from the back. He nibbling on my ear and giving me butterfly kisses on my neck and I started getting strange feelings." I said, she looked at me, her eyes had a devious glint in them but her face remained innocent and caring.
"What type of feelings?" She asked.
"Feelings of want and need for more." I answered.
"Want and need of what?" She asked, she started to gain a devious grin on her face.
"His kisses, I wanted to kiss him, stuff like that." I mumbled, she heard it loud and clear. The devious grin grew, I wasn't liking where this was going. She leaned on the bench and crossed her arms, I heard her let out a chuckle.
"Well Amu, what did you do to respond when he did this?" She asked.
"I... moaned." I said, feeling more and more embarrassed.
"It seems you have gained the feeling of lust, my dear Amu." She said, the smirk could not be hidden on her face.
"Lust?" I asked, I never heard of that type of feeling, yet I still gulped.
"You know, the feeling of wanting more." She said.
"Wanting what?" I asked. She got closer to me.
"Sexual things." She whispered into my ears, her breath was ice cold and I quickly jumped up.
"No, that can't be it!" I shouted, pointing a finger at her.
"Amu, relax, we have all had feelings of lust before, what do you think Ikuto was thinking when he was doing that?" She asked. I froze completly now, Ikuto wanted to do sexual things to me? My cheeks heated up while the rest of my body was frozen, Rima snapped her fingers in front of my face, still no response from me though.
"Yo!" I heard a voice shout, I turned around to see Ikuto and Nagi running toward us. The sight of Ikuto made me freeze up again, I cringed a little.
"Whats up?" Nagi asked, Rima just kept her look at me. Nagi glanced at me and gave me a curious look, I remained frozen. "Well Rima, lets get going, its getting dark." Nagi said, Rima nodded and got up from the bench.
"You guys are going home together?" Ikuto asked, giving them a curious look with a devious look in his eye.
"Hes my only ride, nothing else." Rima spat at him, a tint of pink showed on her cheeks. She started stomping out and Nagi followed her, Nagi looked back and waved at us and continued walking with Rima.
"We should get going too." Ikuto said, I slowly turned my head to face him. "Amu, I wanted to apologize for what I said, it was a little blunt and rude." He said, I finally snapped out of my frozen state and looked at him with a shocked expression, he actually said sorry.
"I'm sorry too, after all, I did break your heart." I said, he looked at me with a shocked expression that softened into a smile. He was about to hug me until I backed up, don't tell me...
"Whats wrong?" He asked, I shrugged my shoulders. He just started walking back and I followed. One question was ringing through my head again.
Did I regain my androphobia at Ikuto?
Ooooo a cliffie! Long chappie for you all since I missed yesterday and the day before. I hope you guys don't mind but this fanfic is rated T so some sexual things will be mentioned from now on. I hope you guys don't mind!
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