Hey, well here it is :) The last chapter. It's kind of sad chapter, probably because I was listening sad music when I wrote it so... yeah.

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Chapter X

"IF I DIE YOUNG"

I opened my eyes. It was already bright. I heard noise coming from somewhere but I was still sleepy so I couldn't say which direction it was coming from. The last thing I recall is that I was with Ai and… I DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING AFTER THAT! 'Ok, ok. Calm down Syo… calm down, nothing happened, nothing at all, I mean I fell asleep in infirmary room and…'

"Ah!" I instantly sat on NOT my bed and NOT in my room. I looked around and I could tell that I was in Ai's room. Dammit… 'I need to get up quick before Natsuki realizes that I'm gone!'. I looked through window. The sky was dark and because of clouds I couldn't see the sun. I couldn't even say if it was morning yet or not. 'It's probably going to rain.' I thought to myself. Suddenly, noise.

"Who the fuck do you think you are Ai!?" I hear voice and it was Natsuki's voice, 'Oh no… here we go.' I thought.

"Well you to! You have been friends with Syo since childhood! How could you even do that sort of thing when he was feeling depressed!?" And now I heard Ai shouting. I sighed. I knew this probably going to happen.

"And whose fault do you think it was!?" I gasped. I remembered how I felt back then and how lonely I was… I felt tears in my eyes, I immediately wiped then off.

"Mine… I admit it! Ok!? It was my fault that I didn't tell him I had a girlfriend!" I gasped again 'but, but he told me she was his childhood friend! He lied to me… again!'

"That's why… YOU DON'T DESERVE HIM!" 'Natsuki…' I thought. 'I don't know what to do anymore… he lied to me again…' again, tears were rolling down my face. I cried so much because of him… so much. I couldn't take it anymore… I took all of my stuff and ran near the door. Both of them were discussing me in the hallway. I opened the door and both of them shut up and looked straight into me. I looked at Ai with eyes full of tears.

"Again… huh?" I barely said that one sentence!

"Syo, I…" His voice became colder.

"Even though you said that you loved me… you lied didn't you?" My mind was getting more and more blank. "YOU FUCKING LIED TO ME AGAIN!?" I shouted as loud as I could.

"Syo listen-"

"NO! YOU LISTEN! All this time all I tried to do… all I wanted to do is be with you, even so, you keep lying to me Ai!" I shut. I stopped crying. The only thing I knew is that I had enough… enough of this world, of these lies, of my own little fantasy and illusion world…

I took a few steps back. Right behind be were stairs. I started walking backwards near them.

"Syo, where… where are you going?" I could hear fear in his voice.

"I've had enough…" I looked at both of them with an actual smile on my face. My mind was blank.

"Syo, what do you mea-" He didn't finish his sentence. I started running near the stairs. Then started climbing them up. I heard Natsuki and Ai screaming behind me and telling me to stop but… I simply didn't care anymore. I ran stairs up and up when I finally ran on a rooftop. Once I opened the door and stepped outside it started raining. 'At least… I can die feeling rain for the last time.' Tears were running down my face yet I felt so happy, so easy. I walked near the edge.

"SYO! DON'T DO IT! DON'T BE STUPID!" Voice… the one that I hated the most. Voice that betrayed me. I took a few steps back.

"PLEASE SYO! THINK ABOUT THIS! YOU KNOW YOU DON'T WANT TO DIE!" And here the voice that I been hearing since childhood.

"I-I want to make this as hurtful to you Ai as I can." I took my phone and called Nanami. I told her that I want everyone on a rooftop immediately and hang up without explanation. I looked at Ai and Natsuki they tried to get closer.

"STAND BACK!" I screamed and they immediately went to their old spots. Few minutes later all of my friends. All STARISH group was there.

"Syo! What do you think you're doing!?" Tokiya shouted.

"As you see, I'm going to kill myself." They all were confused, they been shouting random stuff.

"WHY?" Nanami. It was her voice. Such a gentle voice.

"Because Ai lied to me Nanami… He lied to me… IT'S ALL AI'S FAULT!" Some of people looked at Ai and some were still looking at me.

I took a few more steps back. I was crying… crying so hard that I could have died just from screaming.

"Ai…"

"Syo please, please don't do this. PLEASE!"

"You know I really love you Ai but you, you don't? You love Mairu… Ha… Ha ahahaha!." I started laughing like a psycho and everyone was looking at me like I was someone disgusting. Some of the group members were trying to calm me down but I didn't care anymore. "You know what! I HATE YOU AI! You destroyed my trust, my love… everything! You even took my virginity! And now… YOU'RE TAKING MY LIFE TOO!"

I stepped that last step and started falling but even then, even when I knew I was about to die I felt happy… My mind was blank. I wasn't thinking about anything… Yet I still loved him.

TWO MONTHS LATER

White. That's the color I was seeing that moment. Maybe I'm in heaven? No. Heaven doesn't have hospital rooms. I looked around. There were many flowers and gifts around me everywhere. I looked and calendar. I was astonished! It was two months later than I remember today… today? I looked around one more time. There was many machines around me. I looked around again and again. I saw more and more new things when I at last saw a mirror. I took it and looked into it. I looked really pale. I started investigating my body. There was many bandages on it. I guess I had many broken bones or something. And right then… 'I didn't die?' I laughed at myself. How could I not die? I fell from a fucking building that had like 6 floors!

Doors opened. I didn't know who it was but I decided to act like I was still in coma? I guess.

"Hey…" I was shocked, It was Ai's voice. "I came to see you again." 'Again?' I thought to myself. "I know I say this every time I come but, I'm so sorry Syo." I heard sobbing. "I never thought that my relationship with Mairu would lead to this. I'm sorry Syo… I'm so sorry. I know I'm telling you this every time I come but… She forced me to date her Syo, she did. She was blackmailing me. Of course after what happened to you she stopped and been telling herself that it's all her fault, but it's my fault! I should have told you what happened, If I had this you never had happened! Please don't hate me…" He was crying so much. He felt pain. Pain that I felt when I was without him…

I looked at him and he was clinging into the bed and crying. He didn't knew I was awake so I carefully sat on my bed, then I leaned near him and gently put my arms around him. He immediately started crying and didn't move. I moved my head near ear.

"I don't hate you…" I couldn't believe how weak my voice was, probably because I wasn't talking two months. I carefully moved away from him. (A/N I'm saying carefully because I was really weak. Well back to the story!) He started lifting his head. When I finally saw his eye's they were full of tears. But those tears were happy ones.

"Syo…" He said with almost audible voice. He leaned closer to me and hugged me. I was so happy, so happy…

"I love you Ai…" I was crying too. "I always did, from the moment I saw you I fallen for you… Ai."

If I die young

Bury me in satin

Lay me down on a bed of roses

Sink me in a river at dawn

Send me away with a words of a love song

The End

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