Peyton's heart pounded in her chest, feeling Nathan's lips against hers. 'This must be a dream' thought ran through her min, her arms wrapping tightly around his waist. Peyton was afraid that if she let go, he'd be gone. 'Don't think about it! Just enjoy the moment'
They pulled from one another after few minutes, even thought to Peyton it felt like hours. Nathan smiled over at her.'Oh my god, this is actually happening' She couldn't help but smile back at him, in next second Nathan's arms wrap more around her petite waist, pulling her closer towards him. "You have no idea how long I wanted to do this"
Peyton sensed his warm breath against her neck, sending shivers through her body. "H-How long?" She asked as she turned around, her eyes meeting his.
Smiling, he reaches with one of his hands, brushing the strands of her blond hair, away from her eyes. 'She's so beautiful. She's everything you need. How could I ever let her go?' a voice stated in his head. "Since I got out of hospital, I couldn't stop thinking about you" Nathan placed his forehead against hers. "You were right Peyt. I guess I just didn't want admit it"
"You can be pretty stubborn, at times" She joked.
"Look who's talking. It took you that long to realize who you really want?" He said as Peyton shrugged. Silence filled the room for another few moments, Peyton and Nathan couldn't seem be able to take eyes off each other. 'How did I not see it before?' Peyton never imagined that Nathan would end up the one she needed, all this time.
"So what happens now? You still married… to her" Peyton paused at the last sentence, pulling away from Nathan for a moment. As much as she loved Nathan, she knew that what they were doing was wrong. He was still a married man.
"So what? She left me Peyton" He trailed off for a moment as he looked down at the ground before looking towards her. "Besides, I told her if she left, it's over" Taking her hand into his, interlocking his fingers with hers. "She's not the one that I need, I want. You are"
"Are you sure? You sure that you not confused? When you were in hospital, you said you loved her"
"I was confused when I said that, I'm not anymore" He responded with smile. "If Haley cared, she would at least call, I'm sure Lucas told her what happened. She didn't. You were the one who was by my side, day and night. I'm done with her. You're the one I love" Pressing her closer towards his body, he leaned over, pressing his lips against hers.
Peyton felt Nathan kissing her with more passion, feeling his tongue against hers. Standing on her tiptoes she let her arms wrap around his neck. His kisses sending shivers through her entire body, giving her butterflies. Peyton couldn't remember last time anyone kissed her the way Nathan was kissing her right now, with so much love, passion. 'I hope she never comes back. Even if she does, she's not taking Nathan away from me'
Stepping on the scale as she looked at the numbers: 92. Peyton frowned as she stepped off the scale. 'Not good enough need lose at least 10 more pounds' a voice said inside her head. Walking to the bathroom mirror, she frowned more, disgusted with her appearance. 'If you keep looking way you do, Nathan will dump you' another voice rang in her ears.
Peyton was content with her life, her relationship with Nathan. Most of her friends seemed be pretty supportive of their relationship. i"It's about time"/I Brooke said as soon as she broke the news to her. The one person who seemed to have issue with their relationship was Lucas. I"You two don't belong together" /I was his words from moment he found out.
Her body was one thing she wasn't happy about; she wanted to look the best she could, for Nathan. It seemed as no matter what she did, it didn't seem to change much. "Peyton?"She heard Lucas's voice from her room. 'I really need to start locking the door' Peyton was starting get annoyed with people showing in her room, unless it was Nathan. Walking out of the bathroom, she walked inside her room. "Is there something you want Lucas?"
"I came to talk to you about Nathan, about your…" he began but Peyton put her arm out.
"No Lucas! I'm not talking about that. Let it go"
"I can't. You know that what you doing isn't fair to Haley'
"Fair? You want to talk about Fair? She left Lucas! So I could care less. Is it only because of Haley you having this problem or is there something else?" She crossed her arms around her tiny body.
"You know how I feel about you Peyt' He said, taking a step closer towards her but she took a step back.
"You too late Luke, I love Nathan. It's time to move on"
"How can you possibly love him? After way he treated you the first time you two went out?"
"He changed. You know that. I always loved him. It's time for you to go" Peyton walked towards her door, opening it wider as showing him a way out.
Lucas walked towards door before stopping, taking a hold of her hand, looking into her eyes for moment. "I'm not giving up"
"GET OUT!" She yelled as he walked. She let the door slam behind him, leaning against it. 'Now he tells me. He just wants find a way to break you and Nathan up' A voice in her head said, Shaking her head. 'Nothing can break us up, not Lucas, not Haley'
I know that i haven't updated for very long time. I got really busy with school. Since I'm no longer friends with Christine & Jake, i been writing the last few chapters on my own. I updated with two chapters since i got no idea when i am update next since i got finals in next few weeks, and i am taking creative writing so i write lot for that class. I try update as ofther as i can, i hope you enjoy the chapters. Hope everyone had great thanksgiving. Please Review.