Tobias POV

Zeke and I walk out the door and into the hallway outside the apartment.

I know what he wants to talk about. "So, what are you going to do about Amy? I'm assuming you haven't told her about Tris coming back and that you haven't told Tris." Zeke looks at me with his eyebrows raised.

I sigh and lean against the wall closing my eyes before I look up at him again. "I haven't seen Amy since Tris got back. Tris and I spent all night together and I haven't left her side. I am still in shock she is alive." I rub the back of my neck and look at Zeke. "I had completely forgotten about Amy with Tris returning until she texted me this morning."

He sighs and rubs his fingers through his hair clearly sympathizing with my situation. "What did she say?"

"She was just asking where I have been. That she missed me."

For a moment Zeke forgets the seriousness of the conversation. "My boy Four. I never thought you would be such a ladies man. Well I guess I always did think that just knew I had to break you out of your shell." Without thinking I glare at him.

"I'm only lightening the mood buddy." Zeke's voice turns serious.

"Well, I feel I'm at fault for this." He pauses and looks at me. "I encouraged you to move on and you held on to Tris. It's like you knew she was never truly gone. Like you knew she was alive. But here I was wanting you to move on the same way I wanted you to date during our initiation." I can see the guilt in his eyes.

"It's not your fault." I step away from the wall. "I believed Tris has died. I did try to take the memory serum remember?"

"I know, but had I not pushed Amy onto you then this reunion wouldn't have this burden tied to it."

I agree but my best friend is not to blame. "Zeke, I am just at fault here. I kissed Amy. I asked her to be my girlfriend out of impulse. I don't even think I wanted it truly I just wanted the pain to go away and in that moment it was. Look I'll figure this out. Amy will understand."

"But will Tris understand?" Zeke looks at me. "You know Tris is going to be selfless and tell you that you have a life these past two years and she shouldn't intrude."

I know he is right. I realize now that this is the reason I hadn't told Tris about Amy. Tris will believe I was happy with Amy. She wouldn't dare try to ruin what she thought was my happiness even if it meant us being apart.

"I'm going to tell her. I am also going to break up with Amy. I just need to find the right time for all this."

Zeke comes up to me and although we never hug he hugs me this time.

I hear the my apartment door open and Zeke and I take a step away from each other and notice that Caleb is standing in the doorway.

"Tris, wanted to know if you wanted some Dauntless Cake?"

Zeke places his arm around me, "When has Four ever said no to Dauntless Cake?"

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We spend the rest of the night catching up and explaining the new city to Tris and Caleb. Cara is familiar with a lot of changes even though she stayed at the Bureau she visited a lot to check on me.

She has become a good friend these past two years.

Everyone is up and out the door around 11:00 pm Amar has given me the week off of work since I told him about Tris returning. I am glad that all I have to look forward to is spending time with her. The selfish part me hopes that the majority of the week is spent alone with Tris.

Caleb and Cara begin setting there sleeping places up and Tris is in the kitchen gather all the plates and placing them in dishwater.

"Hey Four, are there any apartments available in the Dauntless Compound?" Caleb is looking at me as he lays some blankets on the floor.

"Yeah there are a bunch still available since the remodeling occurred. Are you thinking of moving in here?"

Tris walked closer to Caleb just as curious to hear his response as I am.

"Of course. Think I want to move away from my baby sister." He says as he smirks at Tris.

"Caleb, I-uh" Tris is staring blanking at Caleb. "I can't ask you to live here. What would you do?"

Cara interrupts their moment before answering Tris question. " He could work in the Military Lab. It's a lot like what you were doing when you were in Erudite and at the Bureau. "

Caleb raises his arms and points towards Cara. "I can work in the military lab." He repeats. "While I also get to live near my little sister."

Tris runs up to Caleb and hugs him tight but then gives him a slight punch to his side. "Oh and I'm not you're little sister." We all laugh.

"Tobias, do you think you could help Caleb get a job in the military lab?" Tris looks at me I can see the pleading in her eyes. I reach my hand out to her as she takes it.

"I'm sure I can make it happen." I smile at her.

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Tris POV

Today was filled with reunions but more importantly exhaustion. As I change into one of Tobias's shirts I collapse on the bed.

"I have missed so much." He whispers into my hair as he lays next to me.

I turn my body to face him wrapping my arms behind his neck as my hand runs through his hair. Tobias let's out a slight moan as my fingers pick a rhythm.

"How has your life been these past two years?" I pull his head towards me so we can both stare into each other's eyes. Although it is hard to see in the dark the moonlight hits his dark brown eyes perfectly.

Tobias runs his hand along my back before he places it in the small of it.

"Tris, my life without you was not worth living." He pauses placing a gentle, quick kiss on my lips. "The first few months without you I couldn't even process what was happening. All the changes were going on but my life was in a constant state of numbness."

We both scoot up in the bed sitting against the wall. Tobias remains physical contact by grabbing my hand and interlocking our fingers.

"I just wanted one more kiss. One more moment. I wanted anything that reminded m of you. Those first few months…well the whole year I just tried to desperately relive those memories." I can see tears fill Tobias eyes and his voice begins to crack a bit.

I squeeze his hand to remind him I am here. That those times no longer exist.

He pulls me closer to him. "Christina stopped me from taking a memory serum I desperately wanted to take one day while standing in my old bedroom back in Abnegation…. I just wanted the pain to go away. I wanted to forget it so just maybe I could live. She reminded me that I didn't want to forget you. I shouldn't. Who I am with you is better than who I am without."

I make a mental note to give Christina the biggest hug in the world. Had it not been for her would this reunion even be possible. At this point I realize a tear has escaped my eye. Hearing Tobias talking about his heartbreak hurts me to think that I chose to put him in this position the day I decided to take Caleb's spot.

"When I moved back to Dauntless it was difficult. Everyone was normal. It was as if the war never happened. But you were missing. I envied everyone for being happy. However, it was through their strength and happiness that I managed to live again… although I never stopped missing you. I went zip lining too."

"You went zip lining?!" I sit up to move in front of him.

Tobias just chuckles and I can seem him nod his head in the darkness.

"Well I must get you to do that again. " I smirk at him.

"Every moment of it I could tell why you loved it so much." He pulls me closer to him still facing him. "Only if you are there with me will I do it again." I kiss his cheek and lean back but not too far. I can still feel his warm breath on my face.

"Tris, there is something I need to tell you." Tobias reaches over to the lamp on the side of our bed. My heart begins to race knowing what he wants to tell me must be serious.

Tobias takes a deep breath as he grabs both my hands and places them within his. I look at him and his face is a mixture of worry and fear. The last time I remember seeing this face was the night before I left to Erudite. I can feel his fingers trembling.

"I don't really know where to start. Tris, I never stopped loving you. I always knew that some part of me was always going to long to have you here in my life. Long to be with you even if you were gone. I told you this before I could never truly move on from you."

At this point I don't know what to expect but my thoughts remind me of the napkin I found this morning.

"Well Zeke decided-" There is a loud banging outside and Tobias jumps to his feet and walks out the bedroom door. I quickly follow him.

Caleb and Cara are sitting up where they lay as Tobias walks to the front door.

It's Amar.

"I'm sorry to wake you Four but we need to have an emergency meeting. Now."

Without hesitation Tobias walks back to our room grabs a shirt and slides his boots on. Before he walks towards the door he pulls me by my waist kissing me. "I'm sorry but we will finish this when I get back. I love you."

I don't want him to leave. "I love you too."

"Caleb, watch your sister for me while I'm gone."

He is out the door before Caleb can answer.