Other Half Is Missing

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Okay thank you for the reviews:) To all my people that are still listening to my story. I'm very grateful:) There's not much for me to explain in this chapter. I already got everyone on track last chapter. So now I'm just going to let the story flow itself out. Okay now on with the story. Please if you have any questions just review or PM okay...okay. I would be commenting on your guys' reviews like I've vowed to myself to do, but today is an off day for me. You know one of those BLAH days...Like I just want to be a bitch to everyone today. Not to you guys though. I know my story isn't as good as the next but I'm trying people. So I will get this story up for whoever cares if it kills me. Well not really but ya know what I mean haha. Oh yeah and I know I use cuss words in this story so sorry if it offends you guys okay just tell me to calm it down if you want me to. Just DO NOT report me 'kay...'cause I've seen great stories go down that way:/ not saying mine is but just saying. You know.

RPOV

Dimitri and I are still in the room with Alberta. We knew that she had more to say. We knew that we were to listen or we would be in deep shit. We knew that what we had going on was illegal two ways. One, I was still under age so to the state law it was considered statutory rape. Two, Dimitri was my mentror. I am his student. Simple as that. Oh and there's also the fact that even when I do graduate, the whole vampire community is going to look down on our relationship. Like does anything else have something to say about us? 'Cause if they do come say it to our faces. I mean Dimitri and I have come to terms that people are going to look down on us, but do we care? The answer to that is a big fat NO! If someone has something to say they can just say it to our faces, and stop bullshitting with the sideways glances and whispers behind our backs. Those assholes don't think that we see it, but we do. They think that they can just hide behing the BIG BAD guradians! Well for all who knows me, they know that THAT'S not true. I've killed bigger and badder things than these guardians. I'm not saying that they're bad at what they do, I'm just saying that if I had to I would take on anyone of those guardians.

It was so quiet in Alberta's office that you could hear our breathing if you tried hard enough. I was looking at my feet because I could feel Alberta burning a whole in my forehead, and knew that she was doing the same thing to Dimitri. I was getting a little cold and started rubbing my arms over myself. I heard some shuffling next to me and turned to see Dimitri taking off his jacket. I gave him a questioning look but he just handed me his jacket with a look of love and concern. Huh who knew my man was so thoughtful. I thought with triumph as I smailed at my wonderful man took the jacket and put my arms through it. If Alberta wasn't making me nervous, I would have laughed at how far apart my arms are from the edge of the jacket sleeve. It was commical really. Even his damn clothes dwarfed me.

"You know the real reason you are here wasn't only to state facts correct?" Alberta asked with a soloem tone. It wasn't quite mad, but wasn't exactly happy either. I knew that she was the main person that we had to worry about because although Kirova runs the school, Alberta runs the guardians and is the one that says the novices pass. Also, she was my mom away from my mom. Even though my mom and I are still trying to rekindle our mother daughter relationship, she wasn't always there. She knows it and I know it. Me and Alberta have became close over all the years that my mother wasn't there. She was there at my graduations saying things like 'good job Rose' or 'Rose I'm so proud of you'. One time she actually took Lissa and I with her to celebrate christmas. It was our first christmas without Lissa's family. We were about to start our lone crying fest to celebrate christmas but here came out warrior queen to save the day. That's what Lissa and I used to call her because she would always be the one to save the day. She also took us under her wing. She was our mom basically speaking and we wouldn't have it any other way.

"Yes that's correct" Dimitri said so nice and calm. I don't know how he did it. I was so jittery that I knew if I was sitting down my leg would be doing that thumping thing.

"Well then I just wanted to tell you that while I approve of your relationship, other people will not. So all I ask of you is to have curtosy to others and don't do any PDA until Rose has graduated. That is all. You may leave whenever you feel the time is right." Alberta said with a slight cheery tone to her voice. I looked up into her eyes and saw that they were twinkling with happiness. I was so shocked that I didn't realise that I was moving until I was already at my reached destination. I hugged her tight as I started tearing up. I looked into her eyes and saw tears there too. We both nodded at eachother and smiled. No words needed to be said, I knew that she wouldn't be mad. I walked out of her room smiling with Dimitri in tow.

I woke up with an empty feeling. Why do I feel so hollow? Whats wrong with me? I knew it wasn't because of Dimitri because I'm laying under his tall frame as we speak. I was racking throught my brain really trying to think. Which is really hard to do when you just woke up. Oh man if I keep this up my head might burst. As I was about to give up and take my ass back to sleep something just made my eyes turn to my phone. I saw that it was beeping so I grabbed it and in big bold letters was my answer LISSAAA3... OH YEAH! I don't know how I forgot about her but I did. That's my other half. She's gonna want to know all the detaills. We haven't talked since the last day of school before break...bka the day my father burned a whole in Dimitri's leg! I just can't believe that I haven't talked to her. It seems like just yesterday I watched her tired frame retreat to her room. She was so tired. I pressed her name on my phone and read the message.

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ROSE...? AND WHATEVR YHUR EXPLANATION IS BETTER BE A GUD ONE :|-LusciousLiss;-*

Oh Dang she's furious with me. I know she's a moroi but I'm just scared right now. I think it's a best friend thing. You know when your friend gets mad st you and you'll do anything to fix it. Like that. I was terrified. I can fight all the strigoi that come at me and smile, but when Liss is mad at me that's a whole different story.

Sorry Liss! Let me shower and brush my teeth and I'll be over in 15.-RedRose;-J

Fine. You better have a good excuse Hathaway!-LusciousLiss;-*

Promise I will! Your gonna LOVE it Dragomir!-RedRose;-J

I hoped out of the bed as softly and motionless as I could so that I didn't wake Dimitri. I turned to take a quick look at his face and saw how peaceful he looked. I just wanted to go over there and kiss him all over his face. I didn't though because I was not risking him waking up. If he woke up then I would never get out of here without getting turned on at least once. I know I'm a horny bitch but what can else do you expect when I live with a 6'300 Russian. Trying to keep my thoughts away from him, I walked over to the bathroom and closed and locked the door behind me. Just precautions I thought. Even though I knew that the precautions would be for him not me. I'm the one usually taunting him, and I knew that if he walked in here while I was showering I would do something durastic. Giggling to myself I turned the shower on and let it go to the temperature that I wanted. Once it was at the temperature that I liked I stepped in. I let it wash away all the sleepiness that I was feeling right now and then started to soap up. I heard the knob turn and laughed at how right I was at locking the door. After a while he stopped and I sighed in contempt. After I was done I reached for my towel and was surprised to find not a towel but a wall. I was confused at first and started moving my hands on this wierd wall and when I went lower I realised it was a wall. Of flesh that is. I snatched my hands back and opened the curtain to find a Dimitri barely concieling his laughter. I looked at him angrily and walked right past him to my towel that 'somehow' ended up on the other side of the room. As I walked past him he grabbed my sides and started tickling me. I started squealing with peals of laughter.

"D-DIMITRIIIIII! S-S-S-STOP! PLEEEEAAAASE!" I was yelling at him through my lafter trying to sound serious. Which I failed massively at...

He let me go and I started sucking in lungfuls of air. I was panting and still giggling from the aftershocks. By the time I grabbed my towel and had caught my breath, he was already in the shower laughing at me. Before I walked out the door I had to do the most roseish thing that I could think of.

(Sorry if this isn't right but my internet wasn't working so I could not use google translate...)

"Asta Lavista ASSHOLE!" I giggled and rushed out and got dressed because when I said that he growled and turned the water off. I just had gotten my shoes on when he came out the bathroom looking like a Russian God. Which he was. I was so distracted that I almost got caught in his trap. I ran for the door and slammed it in his face. I laughed and walked to Lissa's room.

When I reached her door she opened it right when I was about to knock. I'm glad she opened it when she did because any longer and it would've been her face.

I walked into her room and smiiled at her while she glared. I was confused at first and then I remembered the text messages. I sighed and sat on her bed. I motioned for her to get her to come sit next to me. When she sat down I took a deep breath and began telling her everything that happened the last 2 and a half days. She was stunned but I'm pretty sure she accepted it. I guess that's just a plus thing when it comes to friendship.

LPOV

I can NOT believe what I'm hearing. This girl is so tough on the outside that even I sometimes fail to see what's happening inside. Rose has been through many things but intentional RAPE! Rape. I just can't believe it. I know Rose is strong but she's also human. Might not be full human, but she's human. The crazy part to me is that he raped her mom. Her mom of all people. I'm not saying she's ugly, not at all. I just know that he must have done something to her. Which brings me to my other mind bogling realisation. He can use compulsion! I'm surprised that I didn't feel anything coming off of him. With Adrian I felt like a shining light was trying to fill my soul with it's love and life. I guess I'll ask Adrian if he felt anything coming from Mikhail.

I wish he were here, because obviously he has some passion behind what he's done to Rose and her mom. I just want to find out what it is. Maybe I'm nosy but at least I'll know if I can prevent it ever happening again. I was so glad when Rose texted me back this morining. I haven't seen her in two whole days but it felt like two YEARS! I love that girl to death and I just hate not having her around. She's my other half. Everyone knows that one half is always awkward when it's other companion is gone. That's how I've been feeling. Awkward. I just haven't been feeling right and it took me 'till this long to realise why.

When she walked in I felt calm and at peace. Kind of like how I feel with Christian, but not the same. I listened intently to her whole story in sorrow, resentment, and anger. I can't believe one man can have so much hatred over them that he's subjected them to such nonsense. I wish I could stick my foot up his ass right now. He just doesn't understand how many people want to kick his ass right now.

So this is me staring at Rose the words taken out from under me. I started trying to speak but nothing ever came. Rose kept staring in my eyes to see my reaction. I tried to hide my sorrow and anger because I know Rose hates it when I feel sorry for her. I knew she could feel it though. She turned her head and I saw a tear run down her cheek."Rose what's wrong! Hun it's okay you don't have to be scared anymore. I'm here, Dimitri, your mom, your dad, etc. We would die to protect you and you know it." I grabbed her chin and made her look at me so that she understood that I meant buisness. She nodded her head in recognition and then let a big sob out of her chest. I held her until she started to settle and then we watched movies and ate popcorn. After a while she started getting tired and I said she could stay over. She just nodded and jumped into the spare bed that's basically hers. I giggled and got into my own bed. We fell asleep with the weight off our shoulders and smiling ti the high heavens. Everything was calm.

The last thought that I can remember haunted my dreams and I couldn't wait to go to sleep just so I could bring Rose the great news. I can't believe that I forgot half the reason that I asked Rose to come over! She's gonna love this!

Okay guys there you go.I was jsut letting you guys have that so that when I start on Monday it won't be the same one. Okay guys just remember any questions and just PM me or Review kay.

Sorry that this chap is sooo short! I had to stop it cause my internet stopped working. So if you don't get this in a while it's because my internet stopped working. I promise you guys I didn't forget about you because I started working on this chap as soon as I posted the update one. Just a heads up kayy. Don't forget about me! Smooches;-*

-Q.P