Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or any of the characters. I only own some picture of Edward and Carlisle that are used regularly in my masterbalia collection.

Author's note: I'm sorry for the shortness of the chapter but I just found out that I am an auntie. I have a nephew; his name is Jacob Morgan Thomas. Yes I was disappointed when I found out his name because I am 100% team Edward but he wasn't named for Jacob Black so I'm OK with it.

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EPOV

Fuck me Phoenix was hot. I couldn't believe I was moving here, everywhere I had lived has been cold and wet but now I was going to live in the fucking desert. I had to move here though, all of my family have moved here. Even mom and dad were moving here. I am a first year resident and was starting at Ashes Hospital in two weeks. I couldn't wait to see the nurses at the hospital. I had fucked most of the hot nurses when interned at a hospital in New Hampshire and I was looking forward to finding some fresh ass. I had an apartment all lined up and this time I accepted help from mom and dad. When I was in Dartmouth they offered to buy me an apartment or at least pay the rent on one but I declined saying I wanted to do college on my own. For the first two years I was never in my dorm anyway I stayed with Bella. Oh shit. I felt my chest constrict painfully just like it did every time I thought about her or anyone mentioned her. Sometimes I would lie in bed alone because I would never bring a girl back to my bed, and I would think about what our life would be like if I hadn't been so shit scared. Would we be married by now? Would she be pregnant? Even just thinking about is scares the living shit out of me. My mother thinks I have a "commitment phobia". I used to think that one day I would settle down with a nice girl and raise a family but now I don't think so. The only person I could ever see myself spending the rest of my life with hates me. Maybe it is better this way I mean I could never see myself as a father. I like to go out get drunk and have hot sex and a child would get in the way of that. Yeah I know I am a selfish bastard but I am young and I work hard so I deserve to be selfish. I opened the door to my apartment and holy fuck is it beautiful. It's all black and chrome and the epitome of a bachelor pad. Every gadget and game imaginable is already here. I love my mother. Me, Jazz and Em are hitting the town later even though they are both in happy long-term relationships they are still my wingmen. I have about four hours to settle in and get as much as my shit unpacked as possible before I have to get ready. Fortunately it takes me like twenty minutes to get ready so I'll have time to knock a few back before my boys get here.

"Come in boys, door open" I called as I made my way to the fridge to get a round of beers for the boys.

"You ready to the Arizona bars Eddie?" asked Emmett.

"Of course I am. I'm Edward fucking Cullen. Emphasis on the fucking."

"You are such a man whore Edward" chimed in Jazz.

"Hey I do not charge Jazz"

"You should, you'd be a millionaire by now"

"Enough bitching you two. Let's make like a baby and head out"

Apparently we were heading to the hottest club in all of Arizona. I must admit it was pretty packed. Once we had bribed our way in we headed to the bar. As Jazz ordered our drinks I looked around for any interesting prospects to spend the night with, well a few hours with anyway. There was a blonde, with fake tits looking at me from the corner. She would be easy enough but I really did prefer natural tits perhaps if I was desperate at the end of the night I would find her. The drinks kept coming and so did the women wanting to dance with me. One after another blondes, brunettes and redheads. The boys just sat at the bar looking amused as they watched me, passing me a new drink when I had finished mine. Pretty soon I was drunk and I was feeling good until I saw her. My Bella was wrapped around another man. My Bella rubbing her tight, little ass on some others guys junk. Now if I was sober I might have realised that she wasn't my Bella anymore but in my drunken stupor she was mine. I walked up to where her and the blonde douche were standing. The closer I got to her the more the air between seemed to crackle with that familiar electricity. She seemed to be looking for someone, perhaps she was looking for me. That was the alcohol talking of course. When she was within arm's reach I pulled her into my arms. This felt right. This felt like home. She realised she had left the douches arms and turned to look at who had her now. There were so many emotions on her face. The most prominent, shock. She stared into my eyes and whispered "Edward".

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Author's note: Again I'm sorry I know a lot of you are anxious for Bella's reaction and I was planning on putting it in but I wasn't planning on my nephew being born as he is a week early. I will post Bella's reaction tomorrow though. Thanks for reading. . If you have any questions, comments or suggestions let me know.