*** January 22, 2011

*** 8 weeks pregnant

Finn and I walk hand in hand into the doctor's office. I'm taking deep breaths trying to keep myself calm. When we walk into the door everyone starts staring at us. I keep taking deep breaths and make myself hold my head high. We walk up to the front desk and I sign myself in. I scan the room and see two seats that are basically hidden and away from everyone else. I drag Finn with me over to the chairs, once we sit down Finn lets go of my hand and starts rubbing my lower back in soothing circles.

"Kurt we ok, there is nothing to be worried about because our baby is going to be fine." I quickly look around to see if anyone is watching us and sure enough there is this older woman that is staring right at me with hatred in her eyes. I didn't think it was that obvious that I was pregnant, I don't even have a baby bump yet. "Kurt ignore them, they mean nothing. It's you and I and peanut. We are the people that matter, nobody else. I won't let anyone hurt you or this baby." Finn to prove his point leans down and kisses my stomach. "I love you peanut." He whispers into my stomach.

"I love you." I say to Finn.

"And I love you too." He tells me right back.

"Kurt Hummel." We look up to see a nurse in the doorway to the doctor's office. We stand up and Finn immediately takes my hand again. I look up at him with a huge smile on my face.

Glee

I'm sitting on the table in the examining room waiting for Dr. Lopez. The nurse took my height, weight, blood pressure and heart rate. Finn is standing next to me holding my hand and rubbing my back. I look up and him and kiss him. We break apart when we hear the door open and Dr. Lopez comes into the room.

"Hello boys it's great to see you again." She tells us with a smile. "Now on a personal note, which I normally don't do I just wanted to ask, did the two of you talk to your parents?" We both nod our heads yes and a look of relief comes over her face. "Ok good, now should we get on with your appointment?" We nod our heads yes again.

"Alright well all of your vitals look good. Well first we will do an ultrasound and then we will take about concerns that you have and things I think we need to talk about, how does that sound?"

"That sounds fine." I tell her.

"Ok just lie down for me." I do as I'm told and lie down, while she sets up the machine. "Ok lift your shirt up and this will be cold." I shiver a little at the cold feeling, but it quickly goes away. Dr. Lopez takes a wand looking thing and starts moving it around. She turns a dial of the machine and I hear a loud whooshing noise. I look over and see her moving the machine to face Finn and I. She points to a little figure on the screen. "That boys is your baby." I squeeze Finn's hand as hard as I can and I feel tears start to make their way down my cheeks. I look up to see Finn eye's misted over.

"Kurt, that's our baby. That's our peanut. She's really in there. Oh my god, this is the best day of my life. Kurt that baby, that baby is our future and I'm so glad that a part of that future is you." I lean in and cut him off with a sloppy kiss that is all tongue. We break apart by the sound of someone clearing their throat.

"Sorry to interrupt you boys, but I need to know how many copies of the ultrasound you would like?"

"Well we need one for each of us, one for our parents, and maybe one to show the glee club when we tell them?" Finn reasons with me and I nod my head yes. "Okay we need four copies of the ultrasound." Finn tells Dr. Lopez and then she slips out of the room.

"I'm so proud of you Finn; you are really stepping up to being a dad." I tell him with one-hundred percent honest.

"I'm glad I can make you proud and I will make this baby proud of me. I've always wanted to be a dad ever since I found out Quinn was pregnant, then it turned out not to be true." Finn sighs and then looks me in the eyes. "I'm so, so, so happy, that you have no idea how happy I am to have this second chance with you. Kurt you and this baby are everything." I start crying and throw myself into his arms.

"I don't know how I got so lucky to have you, but the two of us are so happy to have you, that you have no idea." I tell him as best as I can see that I can't stop crying.

The door opens. "I see that your hormones started kicking in." I laugh, but still keep crying. "Don't worry that's completely normal. Finn just be prepared because any second he can be really mad or really happy, or any other extreme emotion." Finn just nods his head.

"Now Kurt." Her voice becomes serious all of a sudden and it makes me look up at her. "You're 8 weeks pregnant and at this point you will start gaining weight, it won't be much put you will start putting on weight. I would like you to gain about thirty to forty pounds with this pregnancy. Now you will start to feel your waist grow witch is normal. With your waist growing it might cause cramping, but that's also normal, if it's horrible than call me right away. Also now is the time where you will start growing breast, it won't be much, but I suggest getting bra's right away because the last thing you want is to let your breast sag. That's all for this week, make an appointment in four weeks."

Dr. Lopez stands up and is about to walk out, but stops at the door. "I know you haven't told the glee club yet, but I know my daughter will be there for you and if she causes any trouble you can always tell me, I have no problem taking care of any problems you have." With that she leaves. We leave right after her and make an appointment to come back in four weeks. We walk out of the doctor's office hand in hand with our ultrasound photos.

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