Chpt 10
Chads POV
The credits rolled up the screen and I stereached my arms over my head. Sonnys body started to fall off the couch, I picked her up bridal style and carried her to her room. She squirmed in my arms as I tried to carry her up the stairs.
I almost fell back not thinking it would take so much balance. I readjusted her in my arms and tried again.
"Chad?" She asked whipping her eyes and slowly opening them. She stretched her arms out and wrapped them around my shoulders hugging me closer. I smiled and kissed her forehead.
I reached my hand out trying not to drop her as I grabbed the door nob to open the door to her room. I set her on top of the covers and reached over to pull them down on the other side. I slipped her under them and gave her a good night kiss. I started to walk away when I felt her hand reach out and brush my arm lightly. At first I didn't think it happened but I turned around anyway. I turned to see her looking up at me. "Stay." She said simply. It was almost just above a whisper. I smiled at her and got in beside her. She moved over to give me more room before I pulled her close. She rested her head on my chest.
I had my arm around her shoulders resting just above her breasts. She squirmed a little until her whole body was pressed against the side of me. "Uhmm you smell good." she started playing with my hair and circled her other hand over my chest. I moaned lightly under her touch. I watched a smile cross her face. I squeezed her tighter not ever wanting to let go. Just as I was about to fall asleep I Hurd her whisper my name.
"Ya babes?" My voice cracked. I cleared my throat and listened.
"Soo... Why did you really come here tonight? I didn't quite understand that part." she said into my side, rubbing her nose against it lightly.
"My parents were fighting, I hate it when they fight so I left. I didn't know where I was gunna go until I looked up from the wheel and noticed I was outside your apartment." I looked up at the sealing even though it was a dark black hole.
"What do they fight about?" I could almost feel her face wrinkle, like when shes thinking hard about something. I could hear it in her voice. "Normally me, you see my dad thinks it's about time they move out and give me the house but my mom thinks I'm still to young. They are lucky there so in love or they'd be going through divorce right now probably." I laughed a bit to myself at that.
"What do u want to do? Live alone so young. I mean chad, your only 17." she rubbed my stomach in a soothing motion.
"I don't really know what I want yet. I love my parents don't get me wrong but I kinda want to be left alone sometimes. I hate being there when they fight which for awhile know has been alot." I huffed
"Do they know how you feel about it?"
"Ya but they still fight. Sometimes I wanna yell at them to just shut up or ask them to ask me maybe for once what I wanted." I was getting angry and I tried to keep it under control in front of Sonny. The last thing I needed was for her to be scraed of me. She didn't need to see me mad or sad for that matter. "Its just sometimes I wish I was alone but others I'm grateful their there." I relaxed a bit.
"That sounds stressful. I don't know what to tell you." Her voice sounded so tired.
"You sound tired." she yawned but shook her head.
"I like talking."
"Than what shall we talk about m'lady?"
"Well... What do you see yourself doing in the future? You gunna stay acting all your life or no?"
"Acting babe, I don't what else I could do. Id have to go back to school and after my grade eight grad I swore to never go back to public school again." she laughed into my shoulder lightly, causing the bed to shift.
"Wow chad, what'd they do? Beat you up every day?" She's mean!
"No! I just didn't have any friends. I remember this one girl, her name was jessi, I had the biggest crush on her. In grade 7 I asked her to the school dance."
"Aww chad that's so cute." She cut me off.
"She cried and threw her juice box at me." I said emotionless. I was still mad at her for that.
"Aww chad! That's so sad! What happened after that?"
"Well I went to school again the next day and she was walking around talking to this guy. I think his name was brad if I remember right. They were walking down the hall holding hands. They went out until we graduated. I didn't go to the same high school as them so I don't know what ever happened to them but when I got to Hollywood in grade 10 I promised myself I would never go back."
"Aww now I feel bad for you!" she rubbed my stomach harder.
"Haha it's okaay, it was.." I counted on my fingers. "4 years ago." I was a little uncertain but when she didn't say anything I figured it was right. "So what about you? What do you wanna do?"
"I wanna stay with So Random. But I know the show can't go on forever but for awhile at least. Then maybe go into movies or something but I defiantly wanna stay an actor." Her voice was getting so low I could bearly hear her.
"Who knows maybe we will get a movie together or something." We both laughed and laid in silence for awhile. I kept looking up at black hole that was once a White sealing.
"We should go to bed now dont you think?" She yawned again and covered her mouth. I nodded slowly. My eyes got so heavy I couldn't keep them open any longer. I let sleep take over me. I fell asleep with sonny in my arms.
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