Having difficulty with the newest chapter but don't worry! I'll break through the stupid writer's block. Enjoy~

They walked through the moonlit forest until they were far away from the house. Clouds drifted over the moon, causing it to become darker. Bella held onto Edward's hand harder.

"I wish it had never happened and I was curled up next to you an immortal as a vampire, never having to sleep." Bella said wistfully, "But wishes don't change anything."

She couldn't see Edward's face so she wasn't sure of his emotions. Although she was now hypersensitive to the various plants which could feel Edward's tension. "You still sleep?"

She chuckled softly, "Yes. Everything in nature must sleep, even trees, therefore I sleep also."

He suddenly brought her into a gently embrace, "You know how much I wish that too? All those years I truly hated myself. I couldn't bring myself to stay with the family because despite how much they said they loved me, I knew I was the reason for their depression."

Bella buried her head in his chest, "I know why you did it. I figured it out years ago when I started learning about the faerie culture. Everything sprites do is for a reason. A lot of what they do is based out of fear. I realized that in a way, you were like that. You feared your presence would become a bad influence on my life. I understood it and I didn't like it."

She looked up at him, only able to see the outline of his face, "I thought I had hated you but I knew in the bottom of my heart that I never did. The blue on my wings symbolized this."

"What?" he asked, confused.

"They used to be brown and black. The black symbolized pain, harm or death. Then when you arrived they turned blue. They changed for the soul reason that I love you and feel safe in your arms." She rested her head on his chest.

"I promise never to leave you, unless you ask. Every decision will be made after we both talk it out." He whispered. He held her and asked softly, "Will you dance with me faerie?"

She smiled and they got in position. They swayed softly. Edward started humming softly and then started to sing:

"You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far"

They stopped dancing and Bella laughed, "I guess we both have our songs for each other."

Edward didn't let her go but held her close, "Have I told you I'm sorry already?"

She laughed, feeling light and free, more than she has in a long time, "Yes, and I have already accepted. I'm sorry about the way I treated you earlier." Her hands fell to her stomach, "I've had to think of my child as well as myself."

Edward placed a hand to her face. "As long as you want me here, I will make sure you do not have to cry alone."

He kissed Bella on the lips, a soft caressing touch. His arm wrapped around her but she stiffened at his touch on her side, "Careful, Edward." She murmured.

He stopped and pulled back, hurt. She laughed quietly, "Just a cut, no need to worry."

"Has Carlisle seen it?" he asked.

"Yes and I think I nearly caused him a heart attack. Not an easy thing to do, by the way. I was in a bad shape when I first got here." She traced the worry lines on his face, "Let's go home and you can hear my whole story."

Bella paused outside the house; Edward looked at her, puzzled. "The past is behind us, right?" she asked seriously, unsure of how he will respond to her story. "We won't dwell on past mistakes, only to try to prevent the same or like ones in the future?"

He wrapped an arm around her waist gently, "I promise that whatever comes at us in the future I will not allow myself or you, my love, to be guilty for past decisions."

DUN DUN DUH!! Soon her story will be revealed! Tell me what you think!