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Chapter 10

I never knew how completed you could feel being with someone. It wasn´t just sex. Okay, the sex has something to do with it, but knowing the truth, knowing how much we love each other...there is no comparison with just ocassional sex. After our release from our first time, a silent and quiet moment surrounded us. I laid my head on Edward's chest, my left leg on his thigh and the feeling was overwhelming. I felt happy, completed, and satisfied. But of course my doubts were there, as usual. Though I was certain Edward loved me and I loved him.

"Are you alive?" Edward asked while kissing my forehead. I sighed, smiling.

"More than you can even imagine," I said rubbing my hand on his chest and down to his abs, giggling. Listening to his breathing and his heart. I just couldn´t help myself.

"Why?" I asked shyly.

"Hmm?" His voice sounded sleepy. Calm.

"Why didn´t you tell me before? We could have been together a long time ago." My voice expressed my sadness.

Edward picked up my chin, passing his thumb on my lips.

"I wanted it. Believe me," he said running his hand in his hair. "Remember the last time in the meadow?" I nodded. "I had decided to tell you, but Bella...you planned to leave. You were happy to start over in another place with your studies. I felt so broken. Finally I choose to keep those feelings for you inside me. That was the day I made my choice and I realized London was my escape from you. From the love I always had for you. I was hurting, but I was also happy knowing that you were doing something you wanted."

I held him tighly, wrapping my arms around his waist. "Edward, I feel stupid. That day I made my choice to leave too. I was so sure you would never love me. We were friends and I didn´t want to risk our friendship. That day was the saddest day for me. I wore a mask to hide my true feelings. I wanted to show you I was happy but inside my heart was breaking in pieces."

Edward rubbed my back. "Probably we deserve some kind of punishment. We didn´t want to hurt each other but we did it anyway." His voice sounded sad and I could feel his regret. I wanted to comfort him, but some how Edward was right. He clung tightly to me, like he did not want to ever let me go. He was my life, my entire world.

"Hey." I caught his attention now trying to change the sadness in his eyes. "Why don't we make a deal? We can feel sorry about what happened but we can´t change those years. Now, together we can make a different story...a new future. I´m not saying forget about it, just remember what happened so we don´t make the same mistake. I´m not going anywhere. I need you. Only you."

Edward smiled at me and in a second he was kissing me deeply. Our tongues found the way and we got lost in our moans. "Hmm, I take that as a yes?"

"Of course. I closed the deal." He winked at me. Everything was quiet for a moment when I felt Edward sigh. He was rubbing my back and giving me little kisses.

"You know, I dreamed about this so many times and now having you in my arms I can´t believe it's happening." I moved my leg wrapping it around his thigh and touched his manhood.

"You feel this?" He moaned. "Well, that´s proof you are not dreaming. But, I´m curious now, what did you dream about me?" I teased him.

His hands skimmed down to my back until he touched my butt pulling me closer. "I dreamed about touching you, kissing you, holding you, making love to you, taking you in my arms, saying ´I love you´everyday and seeing you blushing like you´re now." I smiled hiding my face on his chest and rubbing it with my nose. I took my time enjoying being in his arms.

"I´ve always dreamed about you too, since the day we met." Edward opened his eyes and looked at me surprised. "It´s true. I guess I fell in love with you the first day. It was crazy that everytime I was with you I felt like I was in my own bubble. Even the girls laughed at me because I was lost in time. Sometimes I was dreaming while awake. I saw myself doing..." I stopped speaking and was very embarrassed.

"You doing what to me?" He asked and smirked at me. I put mysefl slowly on top of him. I wanted to show him exactly what I meant.

"Well, I was kissing you...tasting you, sucking your lips and your beautiful neck. Then I was going to kiss your chest, bite your nipples..."

"Fuck, Bella."

"Shh. I´m showing you my dream." I teased him and grabbed his hands. "Next, I touched every muscle on your belly, down your abs, slowly approaching your thighs. You took me in your arms, helping me to..." and Edward filled me again. "Yes. Like this". I was complete once again. I felt Edward inside me and his moves went even deeper. "Hmm, God! It feels so good. So, so good." We started to move together and I put my hands on his chest.

"Better than your dream?" He teased me, breathless.

"So much better. Edward...hmm." I was riding him and his hands were on my hips guiding me. We were moving together and he was hitting my g-spot. The electricity started to be stronger. "Yes! Right there."

"Bella, you are so wet...so tight...your pussy was made for me."

"Ohhh, I love when you talk to me like that!" Our moves were faster and we were getting closer.

"Bells, I can´t hold it any more. Come with me."

"Yes! Hmm."

"Shit!"

We screamed out loud and I fell on his chest. "Wow," I said trying to catch my breath.

"I think that was more than wow."

I smiled at his words. Definitely more than that.

xxxxxx

My life was different. I was different. Edward made me different. If this would have happened a time ago, or someone would have told me this was going to happen, I probably wouldn´t have believed it. Now at my work, even my relatioship with the kids was different. I love teaching and I love writing but now I felt that I had other priorities.

"Love really changes people," I said out loud while touching my necklace. Edward´s heart. My heart.

"Of course love changes everything. Without it you are empty." I heard a man`s voice and turned around to see it was my boss smiling. "Sorry, I didn´t want to interrupt you."

"Don´t worry, Mr. Banner. Come and sit please. I was correcting some papers."

"Bella, I must say you look stunning. I´m very sure there´s someone involved too. I´m very happy for you." I blushed, smiling. "But it's not my business, of course, it's your private life. I just come here to ask you something. Angela is leaving us, she will be working in Port Angeles, and I was thinking about you taking her place since you love working with older kids. What do you think?"

I was surprised, but did I want that? More work? More time out of my house? Less time with Edward?

"I...hmm."

Mr. Banner sensed my hesitation. "You don´t have to answer me now. Just think about it. It would be more hours and more salary of course-"

"I know," I said cutting him off, "and if you had asked me about it a month ago or more I probably would have said yes immediately. But now I have other things in mind." And in my heart, I thought. "Don´t get me wrong, I would love to teach them but I was thinking about starting to write again. And I never thought I was going to say this but I need time with my family. I´ve been missing them a lot." I said sadly.

"Bella, I never thought I was going to listen you talk like that. I´m happy for you. I've known you since you were a kid. I should thank Edward for the changes in you." I smiled at him. He was right, Edward had turned my world completely around.

"So, it's okay if I say no?"

"Of course! I had to ask you first since you were very interested in working more, but honestly, I was hoping you would say that."

Mr. Banner left my office and I felt relieved. Not because of him, but becuase my choice. My decision. Quickly, I took out my phone to text Edward.

"Your special patient needs her favorite doctor"- B

"And how is my special patient feeling today? Any symptoms?" -E

"Hot, very hot, anxious. I'm lacking something. Have a quick and effective treatment?" -B

"There´s one but you need to be alone" -E

"You can heal me through text message? VERY impressive" -B

I was awaiting his answer but my phone started to ring.

"I thought my doctor had forgotten me." I smiled.

"Never. I need to give you your treatment now. I don´t want you to worsen," he said worriedly and I felt his smile. Edward knows how to play.

"Well, I need my treatment. Where is it?" I giggled.

"Patience. First, are you alone?"

"Yes, alone in my office. Everybody is in class and my door is locked."

"Good, now I need you feel something," he paused, "I need you put your hand on your belly, and slowly down to your panties. Touch yourself and tell me if you are wet." Oh my God! Dirty talk at work!

"Hmm," I moaned. "Yes, doctor. I´m touching myseilf and I´m soaked." I heard his groan.

"What I have to do?" I asked innocently.

"Start with your finger, making slow little circles on your clit. How is going?"

"Good...feels good, but I can feel the hotness still Dr. Cullen."

"Hmmm, put a finger inside of you now but don´t stop with your clit."

"Doctor Cullen, it feels really good..."

"We are on the right road then. Put another finger and start to make moves, in and out, hard."

I moaned. "I think is starting to work...I feel it...uhhhh...Edward..." My body began to tremble and I bow against the chair, feeling my release.

"How is favorite patient feeling now?"

"So much better. That was amazing Edward. You surprised me."

"Really? Why?"

"Phone sex? Jesus, you are the master." I giggled. "Now how can I repay you?"

"Don´t worry. You can pay me later," he teased me and we both laughed.

"I miss you," I pouted.

"I miss you too. Slow day?"

"Kind of. I have one more class and then I go home, and you?" I asked anxiously.

"I have at least four more hours. Apparently I'll have to cover another shift."

"Oh, I won´t see you until tonight." My voice sounded sad.

"I know." He sighed. I could imagine him running his fingers through his hair. "I can´t wait to see you again. I have to get back to work, love."

"Now?" I pouted.

He laughed. "I love you."

"I love you too. And Edward?"

"Yeah?"

"Thanks for your treatment. I´m feeling great." I said in a very sexy voice.

"I´m always ready to heal my favorite patient." His sexy tone was making me more wet.

"Hmm, I bet you are. Tease!"

xxxxxx

After a long day, finally I could get some rest. I went to my house and the first thing I did was take off my shoes, leave my briefcase on the table and lie on the couch. "Finally", I said let out a sigh. I took my phone but no message from Edward since our amazing call. "Poor man, he must be exhausted." I decided to play with him just a little bit.

"Your nurse will be waiting for you. I´m gonna take care of you...later" - B

I left the phone on the table and decided to take a shower. A nice, long and relaxing shower. I got in the tub and was enjoying the water and the smell from some candles around the bathroom I had lit. I don´t know how long I stayed but the bell on my door woke me up. I took my robe and walking out of the bathroom I heard the bell again.

"Coming!" I said. I opened the door and I found in front of me my beautiful man who caught me into his arms and held me.

"What are you doing here? I thought you had to work more hours." I put a little kiss on his lips with my arms around his neck.

"I was supposed to work longer hours but it was not necessary." Edward gave me a kiss.

"So?"

"So?"

"Someone sent me a message telling me she was going to take care of me."

"Hmm, that." I giggled.

"Hmm, that ." Edward was nuzzling my neck.

"You are right. I was going to take care of you if you had to work but you don´t." I teased him.

"Really?" Edward gave me a look like a hunter stalking its prey. As prey, I pushed him and started to recede. He sighed. "Well, in that case, I think is time to charge for my special treatment from today."

I laughed. "But first you have to catch me, Doctor Cullen."

"I don´t need to. Actually," he said walking to me, "You are trapped." Edward put his arms beside me, his hands on the door. Damn it! I completely forgot the door behind me.

"You knew it! It´s not fair." I started to feel dizzy. Edward ran his nose on my neck.

"You...tricked me." He kissed my earlobe. I laid my head back on the door. Edward untied the knot on my robe and began to explore my body. I moaned when he took my breasts into his hands.

"You smell and taste delicious, love."

"Edward. Please." He crushed his lips on mine while I put my leg around his hip making contact with his manhood. I moaned in his mouth. Edward grabbed my ass, lifting me with his arms and I wrapped my legs around his waist.

"I can´t wait to be inside of you love," he whispered breathless. I made circles with my tongue on his earlobe. Edward pushed me against the door and he finally filled me. I moaned feeling his moves. I held him tightly. Deeply. Our mouths found each other again and I started to feel my orgasm coming on me strongly.

"Shit. It's so good. Harder. Fuck me. Faster." I kissed his neck and Edward thrust again and we both came, screaming. I dropped my head on his shoulder and bit his neck.

"Bells, do it again and you won´t walk tomorrow," he teased me still moving inside me. I giggled.

"Really?"I bit him again.

"Really?" He moved us to the couch. I felt him growing hard inside me again. Oh, this is good.

"Only promises." We fell onto the couch with Edward on top now.

"I keep my promises, love." He kissed my neck.

"Well, I think is time to fulfill your promises," I said and he started to move in and out of me again.

Second round, here we go.

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