Booth's POV...
I don't know what came over me, all I know is one minute I'm telling her that Hannah may be pregnant and the next I'm pressing my lips against hers. Thankfully she didn't push me away and slap me. I smiled against her lips before deepening the kiss, she wrapped her arms around my neck loosely pulling herself closer to me. I push her towards her office and stumble until we find the couch that's inside of it, our lips never leaving each others because we knew that if it did, it'd be the end of whatever we were doing. We were kissing on her couch when I heard a slight shriek come from the door. Bones jumped away from me and looked up to find Angela standing there looking like a fish out of water.
"It was-"
"It isn't-"
"Does Hannah know you're leaving her?" Angela asked, her eyes meeting mine and I look away from her. "What don't I know?" She asked after a look of shame washed over Bones' face. I shouldn't have put her in that position. What the hell was I thinking!?
"We don't know if he's leaving her yet," Bones said to her best friend before standing up and walking to her desk. Her eyes never once looking towards me. I already felt like shit for putting her through hell but this is not what I wanted. Having to break a woman because I couldn't love her right, because my heart belongs to someone else. What was I thinking getting involved with Hannah in the first place?
"Then what was with the makeout session?" Angela asked, a smirk on her face as she shut the office door.
"Hannah might be pregnant. For the life of me I hope she's not because I want to leave her but...I can't if she's pregnant. Parker went through the seperated parents thing and it is not happening to this child, if she is," I explained to Angela and the look that Angela gave me was a look that could kill. The same look she gave me the day of my wedding.
"Do you Seeley Joseph Booth, take Hannah Katherine Burley, to be your beloved spouse, knowing in your heart that you will be a faithful friend, and a loving companion? On this special day, in the presence of family and friends as witnesses, do you give your sacred vow that you will always be with Hannah and support her, in times of sickness and in times of health, in times of joy and in times of sorrow? Do you promise to love her completely, to console and comfort her during difficult times, to laugh with her and to grieve with her, to share with her life's simplest but most enduring pleasures, to be truthful and honest with her, and to cherish her, for as long as you both shall live?" Asked the Priest, I caught Angela's eyes from the corner and the glare was evident. If looks could kill I would be deal.
"So you'll continue in a loveless marriage," Angela stated and it was a look of disappointment is what hurt me. "If you do stay married to her, don't expect me to be nice to her," Angela whispered and left the room. I looked to Bones and she had a look of heart break upon her face.
"Bones...You know I love you," I whisper, coming to stand in front of her desk. I get a nod in reply and she parted her lips as if to say something but then she shut them like she realized she shouldn't say anything. "I should never have invited Hannah to stay here. I know that now, because if I didn't ask her to stay I'd probably be with you right now. We may not be married but I'd be with you," I said sadly and her hand came out and covered mine.
"I love you too."
Those words made my heart stop. Those were the words that made me really thing, why would Hannah tell me she's pregnant right after I gave her the speach about how I feel like I haven't been giving her my 110%, that I've been distant and cold. I told her that maybe our marriage was a mistake. I closed my eyes and listened to the sounds around me. Here I have the woman of my dreams sitting in front of me, almost in tears telling me that she loves me and I can't even do what I've always wanted to do.
I can't take her in my arms and kiss her until tomorrow. I can't make love with her to prove to her that sex wasn't just sex. I can't do any of that because I'm married.
"We'll be alright okay Booth. I promise. We'll figure this out...we always do," She voiced, her voice small like a frightened child. Like a child unsure of themselves. I looked up at her and gave her a lopsided smile. We'd be okay, some how.
We sat there just staring at each other for a long time. It only seemed like a minute but when I heard Hannah's voice all through the Jeffersonian I knew that I had to find out the truth. I had to get this appointment over with because without knowing if Hannah is pregnant. I'll lose whatever I have a chance at with Bones. My soulmate. Bones was the one person who's put up with me for 6 years without a question. She even stayed in DC after Maluku islands for me even thought I had Hannah.
This is a mess.
"Oh, hey Temperance," Hannah said with a sweet smile towards Hannah. Bones continued to type on her computer acting like she didn't hear her. "Temperance," Hannah repeats. Bones must have realized that she wouldn't be able to ignore her.
"Sorry, hello," Bones said, a fake smile on her face as she looked towards Hannah.
"Have you told Temperance about the maybe good news?" Hannah asked with a bright smile and I nodded my head. "Isn't it great! Me and Seeley may be having a baby!" She said cheerfully and Bones just smiled along with her. I watched as Hannah tried to shove the fact that we might be having a kid together in Bones' face.
I close my eyes. "We should get going Hannah. Don't want to be late for that appointment," I tell her sternly and she looks at me shocked on how I reacted to her talking about our maybe kid. Hannah nodded and took my hand, we started to walk out of the office and I turned to look over my shoulder at Bones and we sent each other a small, hopeful smile.
