Its been a month and a half

I'm so tired.

Always tired it never fails I go to sleep. Sleep 8 hours and I wake up still tired. I sleep more but then more just isn't enough.

My body has been going numb constantly I barley feel anything anymore I just let my father do whatever he wants I couldn't stop him even if I wanted too. My weight has dropped drastically.

Yeah I was shocked I could get skinnier too.

I'm just never hungry anymore. Or cold. The pain has stopped it's just a dull throb.

Chrome and kyoko made haru, ryohei, and mukuro come over and see me. I haven't been able to walk for about 4 weeks and I don't have any energy to move all my energy goes into coughing. Mukuro picked me up and put me on the couch. That was probably the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me.

As of lately Mom never leaves my sisters room and my father only shows up late at night to sleep and by noon he's gone. Well he hasn't really hit me for a few weeks so I'm not complaining.

None of my cuts have gone away and my bruises have gotten bigger. I know I'm dying it's ok my brother Konstantin called about a week ago telling me him and everyone else was coming over they should be here about a day or so.

They were gonna be here about a month and a half ago but apparently something huge came up. Tsuna's dad was supposed to come too. They stay over in a hotel near his home when they come to Japan.

I'm pretty sure I'll be dead by tonight though. I have blood coming out of my mouth now and my vision is blackening.

I'm pretty sure I'm dead as I see my life flash before my eyes.

Yes I know totally cheesy but I remember and I find myself happy.

I'm about 4 and I'm dancing and twirling just like the other gypsies. Music in my native tongue flowing around us. The fire that keeps us all warm is bright and high. I remember my home it was a simple wooden shack on wheels with one huge bed but it was ours and we loved it. me and all my siblings along with my parents. I remember the people of the towns we went through. I remember all the nice ones and even the mean ones. I remember all of those towns. And I remember the people coming to get us and bring us to Japan. Then I remember the bad things the abuse the rape the denial. The deaths the hatred. The sadness.

But then I remember my friends. Its funny you never relize who your friends are until your dead. I wish I could die without regrets but I love tsuna I really do. I'm pathetic. I think the phone I have is on the table if I can reach it maybe I can tell him I do before I die. I go to reach for it on the coffee table. I cant find it.

He…he

…has….to

Know….

My vision goes black and I'm gone

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Oh! Oh no! ok so like next chapter will bring you up to the 1st chapter on tsuna's story but through kyouya its up to the point. I didn't say this in the 1st chapter and I'm very sorry but this chapter takes place at about 8 at night! The next chapter starts out in the morning!

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