With the season finale of the Walking Dead and the premier of Doctor Who… Tabbie tried to focus on those two as she made her way to Raj's office with her My Pony Of The Apocalypse lunch box that Sheldon handed to her before they left for work. She didn't think anything of it as they drove to work, but she could NOT stop thinking about how badly she wanted to drag Dr. Cooper into the kitchen and ride him on top of the counter… Nope… Lunch box and sex had to be thrown in the back of her mind as Andrea's death and Clara's chemistry with the Doctor were all she was going to think about…

She knocked on Raj's door and heard scrambling on the other side. She furrowed her brow and tilted her head as she heard Raj whispering and paper being moved around. She almost laughed as she heard him clear his throat and finally yelling 'One Moment'. She rolled her eyes as she could only imagine WHO was in there with the Indian. Tabbie gave a big smile and spoke to the door, "I already know that you and Amy have sex in your office… could you just hurry up and open the door so we can discuss some TV."

She couldn't suppress her inner laugh as she heard complete silence and two sets of footsteps heading towards the door. Tabbie didn't let the smile fade as Amy was the one that opened the door and looking fairly embarrassed. Tabbie pursed her lips and smiled, "Hey Amy."

Amy pressed down her skirt and licked her lips, "Hello Tabetha. I was just coming by to say hello to Rajesh."

Tabbie let out a chuckle through her nose as Amy turned and gave an awkward wave to her lover, "Hello Rajesh…" Amy turned back to Tabbie with her cheeks flowing pink and smiled, "… and now I shall go back to work. Have a pleasant evening, Ms. Lockhart."

Tabbie stepped to the side to let her leave, "You too, Dr. Fowler." The two women bowed to one another and Amy scrambled down the hall. When she was completely out of sight, Tabbie busted out laughing and moved into Raj's office with tears in her eyes, "Amy is such a cutie… I don't think I have ever seen a grown woman blush that hard!" Tabbie's laughter was catching as Raj joined in to chuckle a little bit before they both came down from the hysterics.

"So… how's living with Doctor Cooper and Mister Hyde going?"

Tabbie smiled at Raj and plopped her lunch box on the Indian's desk and sighed. Raj nodded and grinned, "Yeah… that's what I thought it would be like. A big old sigh. Has he charted your menstrual and bowel movement cycle yet?"

Tabbie rolled her eyes, "He had that before I even MOVED IN. Penny warned me about that, anyways, so it wasn't a HUGE shock. Look… living with Sheldon is not as bad as everyone made it out to be. I mean… he's still the crazy OCD nutbag, but I was already aware of that to start. He's actually kinda… sweet."

Tabbie was smiling down at the lunch that she didn't make. Sheldon had handed the box to her before they headed out that morning and said no more about it. He made her lunch… it was probably the most beautiful thing anyone has ever done for her. She hears Raj's throat being cleared and she looked up to see Raj's face in a quizzical motion. She gave a little smile and watched as Raj's face went into a very blatant realization face, "OH. MY. GODS. DUDE… I can't believe I didn't see it before. I'm usually VERY good at seeing that sort of thing… you… Sheldon… TOGETHER?"

Tabbie's eyes went wide, "WHOA! Hold your Holy Cow there, Rajesh! Me and Sheldon are NOT together. Mister 'I Know Where Your Hands Have Been And They Are Still Not Gonna Touch Me' wouldn't even let me touch his WATER BOTTLE let alone his hand."

Tabbie realized that she wasn't putting her facial expression behind the same façade as her emotions and Raj read them like large print. When she looked up at the Indian, his face was saddened and he looked as if he pitied her. She furrowed her brow as she looked at him and was about to tell him off before he spoke softly, "You like him."

She was going to snap at him… tell him that he's as crazy as his boss… tell him to focus more on HIS love life… but her heart took over and she let out a deep sigh. She put her elbow on his desk and rested her squishy cheek against her palm and spoke sadly, "I like him."

Tabbie was actually glad she got to ride from work by herself. She loved Sheldon and everything, but he could be a real prick at times. As she climbed the stairs, she fingered her keys until she singled out a weird, pentagon shaped key with a blue rubber around it that would open the apartment door. The moment she turned the corner to walk up the last flight of stairs going to the fourth floor… she was jerked into focus by a figure sitting on the stairs, facing her. Tabbie clutched her chest and gasped then immediately recognized the figure, "Penny? What the fuck are you doing just sitting on the stairs like that? You scared the bejesus outta me!" Penny stood up slowly and Tabbie automatically knew something was up. Penny's face was stoic and lined with concern and that really made Tabbie nervous.

The two women walked up the stairs and Penny had yet to speak. As the light of the hallway illuminated their forms, Tabbie could see that her cousin was pale… sickly pale. Tabbie swallowed and hurried to unlock the apartment. She opened the door and pushed Penny in and went to speak but both the women spoke at the same time. Tabbie demanded her to explain what was going on so she didn't hear what her cousin said. Tabbie furrowed her brow and stared at the blonde, "What?"

Penny let out a frustrated noise and walked towards the kitchen then spun dramatically with tears in her eyes before grunted out, "I'm PREGNANT."

Tabbie dropped her keys and they hit the floor at the same time as her jaw as Penny spoke more, "I'm four weeks now… FOUR WEEKS!" Tabbie watched as Penny slung herself onto the couch and began to sob uncontrollably. Tabbie couldn't help but feel relieved. It wasn't Sheldon's baby… Tabbie shook her head and berated herself… Penny needed her.

Tabbie sat on the other end of the couch and watched her cousin with a saddened look, "Have you told James, yet?"

That question stopped the blonde on the dime. Penny leaned her elbows on the top of her thigh and took in deep breaths while shaking her head 'no' very slowly. Tabbie groaned and leaned her back into the couch, "Penny… why haven't you told him?"

Penny's voice was raspy from the crying and muffled from her hands covering her face, but Tabbie understood her clearly, "I don't want to lose him… I CAN'T lose him Tabs… I love him, but… what if he gets overwhelmed and bails? I… I… I just couldn't take that. I would jump off the top of this apartment complex if that happened."

Tabbie watched her cousin's body language. It was ripe with guilt and regret, but there was a small beam of pride there, too. She knew all too well that her cousin was not fond of kids or the idea of kids, but Tabbie had no doubt in her mind that her cousin wouldn't be a great mom. There was just something about subletting a human being and then birthing them and raising them to be a better version of yourself that made the enjoyment of children that much more bearable. Tabbie smiled and scooted over to be beside Penny, "Pig Pen… those are natural fears, but you have to remember… Jugg loves you more than anything in his world. I believe he'll be thrilled, but if things DO go south… you know I'm always here for you. You're my family, Pen… I love you and I know you'll do the right thing…" Tabbie pulled her cellphone out of her pocket and handed it to the blonde, "… now call your man and tell him!" She leaned over and kissed Penny on the brow and got up off the couch and down the hall. She got to her room and shut the door, but stopped and leaned her back against the sturdy wood and shook her head… her cousin was pregnant… Oh God… HER COUSIN WAS PREGNANT!

Penny kept in contact with Tabbie over the next few weeks. The first couple of days were tense for her cousin, but Tabbie had all confidence that Jugg would accept this new development… and she was absolutely right. From what Penny told her, Jugg squealed like a fangirl… kissing and laughing and hugging his lover with compassion and pride. Penny's worst fears were just a nightmare and she had finally woken up from it to see that everything was fine. The only thing left to do that was making the future mother nervous was telling everyone at work... her mother and father… and her friends in Pasadena. Tabbie said she could handle the three musketeers if she just wanted to focus on the moms and pops, but Penny was strict on the fact that she wanted to tell them face to face.

As such, Penny and Jugg invited everyone in Pasadena to go out to eat. Everyone was having a good time… chatting and laughing at old stories… and… as everyone put their money into the small binder and handed it the waitress… Penny dropped the P-bomb. Amy and Raj were absolutely stunned, but Tabbie's eyes were now focused on the widened, blue eyes of her roommate. She waited to see the burst of crazy or the full blown lecture mode, but Dr. Nutjob just gave a very small smile and congratulated them both on a successful insemination of Penny's egg. It was a great moment… there wasn't a dark cloud in the sky. Penny, Raj, and Amy hugged and laughed and cried and gibber jabbered about baby showers and what names they'd use… Tabbie just went to Jugg's side and shared a very big, long hug.

"I have no doubt in my mind that you won't be a fantastic father, Jugg head! Congrats!"

Jugg pulled away and smiled, "Thanks, Tabs…" He looked over at Penny and the others then back to Tabbie and whispered softly, "Any doubts I'd be a good husband?"

Tabbie's eyes went wide and jerked over to Penny then leaned towards Jugg and she smiled widely, "Not a damn one!" She gave a wink and Jugg reached over and ruffled her pixie cut hair then pulled her forward and kissed her right on the forehead.

Two months had past and nothing changed… well, besides Penny and Jugg's engagement, Penny's baby bump, and late night calls to Tabbie with hormonally induced emotional break downs. Between Tabbie and Sheldon… nothing really changed. She was still pretty damn hooked by him, but neither dared to advance their situation.

Tabbie was made a bridesmaid and Sheldon was roped in to be a groomsman. Tabbie had never seen her cousin so scared and happy at the same time. She looked glorious with her belly and Tabbie was almost jealous at how perfect she looked. Tabbie warned Jugg to not compliment her cousin TOO much… the hormonal bipolar attacks would start and Jugg would be swallowed in its wake.

It was two weeks away until the wedding itself and Penny was about 4 months pregnant. It was Friday night and Tabbie was stowed away at Raj's place for the 'bachelorette' party. Tabbie couldn't help but laugh at the fact that Raj was present since Sheldon was literally DRAGGED out of the apartment by Jugg and his very big boned, muscular, black Best Man, Leo Zachariah Marshall to the club in downtown L.A.

"Raj… why didn't you go with Jugg and Sheldon to the BACHELOR party?"

Raj smiled, "Zachariah insisted that they go out for shots, strippers, and an all around good time… my good time is right here…" He put his arm around Amy and pulled her blushing face to his lips and kissed her cheeks. Tabbie and Penny gave an 'Awwww' before Tabbie started to fake choke and Penny lolled her head back and let her tongue droop out of her mouth.

Penny laughed and brought some Chex mix to her lips and started to nibble just as there was a knock at the door. Raj hopped up, "Got it!" He slipped gently through the gathering of ladies and went to the door to let in the Passion Party planner, Janine. She rolled in a suitcase behind her while smiling and being very social to the four. It was Amy's idea, as the Maid of Honor, to have a Sex Toy Bachelorette party for Penny. Tabbie was in… and so was Raj… Penny, on the other hand, needed some convincing. Amy left that up to Tabbie and eventually… it happened. Raj knew a woman who she met in a few of his therapy groups and hired her.

Janine spoke as she began to set up the many different looking dildos and vibrators that made even Raj blush, but Tabbie focused more on her words, "Being married or in a relationship means that you know, over time, you and your partner will grow closer in many ways, but passion sometimes takes a back seat to the daily pressures of work and family life. Does that mean that you are any less in love? Absolutely not, but your intimate life can fall into a routine." Janine smiled and looked each in the eye, "I believe that anyone in a committed and long loving relationship can benefit from our products. Our line of love potions, sensual accessories, and adult toys can open lines of communication and add an exciting new dimension of pleasure and fun. Simply talking about sex and trying something new often leads to a renewed passion that is both fulfilling and could re-energize your sex life. If you've ever thought that passionate monogamy might be an oxymoron, then let us show you how to reconnect with your sexy side."

Janine went over their many lotions, candles, powders, and oils as well as a few books and magazines offered. She smiled at Raj as she started showing the 'Just For Him' toys. Anal plugs, cock rings, vibrating vaginas, and a 'Stay Hard Crème' that would guarantee that he would last longer… Penny let out a little 'he'll need it' and a big, sarcastic smile that got a nervous twitch from the Indian. Tabbie and Amy had no idea what that back and forth was about, so they moved back to Janine as she showed the OH so many different styles of lubrication… sexy card games… whips and crops and blind folds and swings and sex pillows to allow full penetration with less stress on the back and edible EVERYTHING… just so many things that Tabbie really REALLY wanted to use… on Sheldon (her mind giggled mischievously).

Finally, they got to the vibrators and dildos. The Butterfly was first and Tabbie couldn't stop the smile on her face. She'd had one for a long time, but gave it up when she got her boat job… she seriously missed it. Janine talked about other G-Spot toys and variations of Bullets. She, then, brought out the expensive buggers. Some that tickled the G-Spot, clit, and anus all in one and others that would guarantee climax in less than 1 minute. For $200… it better buy her dinner first… Tabbie shook her head but marveled at the contraption in her hand. Soon, she showed the different size dildo collection and passed out a small 'gift bag' that had kegal beads, condoms, lubricant, and a complimentary bullet… Raj got a cock ring. With that, they all said their farewells to Janine and Penny sent out an invite to her before she left.

Tabbie couldn't stop laughing as Raj held up the cock ring and tried not to look Amy in the eyes. She slapped the Indian on his back and smiled, "WHELP… looks like you and Amy get to try and figure out how that works… Let's go Penny… I have a feeling we're probably going to have to go save your fiancé and my roommate from alcohol and naked women. Night guys!"

Amy and Raj, both beet red, stood up and gave hugs all around. Amy rubbed Penny's belly and said her goodbyes to the soon to be Alexis Chrissie Thornton… and the cousins were out to let the two love birds try out their new toys.

Tabbie looped her arm around her cousin's right arm as they walked down the night covered side walk to Tabbie's new car. Penny gave a big smile and snuggled up to her cousin before speaking, "So… you and Sheldon using toys yet?"

Tabbie let out a big laugh, "Why would you ask that? We're not together."

Penny looked over at Tabbie, "What? You two were all over each other at the beach. Why are you not… you know… bumping uglies."

Tabbie stopped and made Penny jerk to a stop, too. The pixie cut blonde, with her retro shirt that had a clown's hair wig and the words 'Rebel Without Its Hair' written around it and loose fitted pants that hung to her hip, looked at her cousin, angrily, "You told me to slow down, so that's what I did."

Penny's eyes went wide, "I said slow down; not shift into reverse. Have you two even kissed since the beach?"

Tabbie closed her eyes and looked down, "Yeah… but they were awkward and just made it tenser between us. I've had to pull out my own Butterfly a few times." There was a small gap of time lost before Tabbie sighed and looked up in shock. Penny was crying. Tabbie shook her head, "Woman… you REALLY need to get those hormones in check."

Penny groaned as Tabbie smiled and hugged her, "I KNOOOW! I seriously want to hurry up and have this baby…"

Tabbie laughed, "You haven't even had morning sickness yet… wait till THAT comes."

Penny rested her head on her cousin's shoulder and growled, "Thaaaaanks."

Tabbie opened the door to 4A and noted that the lights were still off. She slid in and closed the door behind her. The moment she turned and moved through the night-light lit living room, a moan of pain made her jump out of her skin. It was then that Tabbie saw Sheldon sitting in his spot on the couch with his head lolled and drooped over the headrest. Tabbie grabbed her chest and moved around the leather sofa and gasped before snapping her neck to the side and averting her gaze, "Sheldon… What the HELL? Why do you not have any pants on?"

Sheldon's head craned slowly back to its original position and looked down at his penis curved and sitting on his thigh. That's when Tabbie spared a look back and did a double take then started shaking her head and chuckling. The boys had a really good time at the Bachelor Party. Sheldon was not only smashed, but they had drawn all over his face with, what looks like, sharpie. Penises were drawn all over his forehead one behind the other, three on each side just above his brow, and the ones closer to the bridge of his nose had them jizzing and dripping down his nose. They colored in a hitler mustache and there were just random doodles over his cheeks and jaw but she could make out lip prints out of different shades of lipstick that overlapped on his mouth and neck.

Sheldon looked up at her with a very drunken and confused look, "Where are my pants?"

Tabbie's sigh was strong as she walked over to him and looked down at him, "Let's get you to bed. C'mon." She kept her eyes straight, though she really REALLY wanted to just stare at the half-hard snake on his leg, and swept herself under his arm and proceeded to lift him off the couch. He was heavier than he looked. As she hugged the man's side to her and moved down the hall, she couldn't help but laugh, "Safe to say that you had fun at Jugg's party."

Sheldon gave a weird breathy laugh as he sluggishly looked over at her. Her heart skipped a beat at the sexy smirk he gave her, "I had a ma-mo-sa… MA-MO-SAAAA… Mamosa, Mamosa, MAMOSA." He did a little giggle and leaned far too much on the small blonde and she hit the wall with drunk Sheldon following after her. His arms were on either side of her head and his nose was right up against hers.

Tabbie's heart accelerated faster than it had in a long time. She felt her whole body tingle, but it was his penis pressed against the lower part of her belly that made her lady parts sing and vibrate.

Sheldon barely pulled away as their eyes met and Tabbie would've sworn he was sober. The way he looked at her was how Tabbie wanted to be looked at by a man. There was so much desire, but a compassion that only Sheldon Cooper could give. His hand slowly caressed her cheek and he murmured, "So beautiful."

Tabbie blushed hard as Sheldon tilted his head and crushed his lips against hers. Tabbie swore if she didn't have a rubber soles on her boots; she'd have been electrocuted. The sheer static that bolted from his lips rendered her body stiff and unable to move. Sheldon Lee Cooper… her boss… her roommate… initiated one of the most fucking sexiest make out session Tabbie had ever participated in. She could feel his erection growing right then and there against her and it set her body on fire. His kisses turned hungry and Tabbie wrapped her arms around his neck to keep up with the strong and desperate kisses. Moans were shared making the kiss get deeper… tongues shaking hands in their mouths… and Tabbie becoming a force to reckon with as she bulldozed the man to the opposite wall of the hallway. She regretted nothing as the now fully erect penis, which was defying gravity and curved towards his body, was now crushed in between the two bodies. The kiss turned softer and much deeper and hedonic until Sheldon pulled away with his hands on either side of her face and panted.

He licked his bottom lip then moved one of his thumbs to brush across her lip a few slow, sensual times before he blinked a few times. Tabbie almost lost herself in his gaze, but soon moved away from him. He swaggered forward a little before finding his balance and his face suddenly turned into sorrow and regret, "I-I'm sorry… I-I took advantage of you. I am so ashamed… G-Goodnight, Tabetha."

Tabbie's mouth was wide open as she pushed off the wall and watched him quickly bale to his room with hurt and confusion in her eyes. When the door closed firmly, Tabbie let out a huff of air and slammed her back into the wall again, touching two of her fingers upon her lips and letting out a groaning sigh. He was going to be the death of her… and, OH GOD, she really hoped to do THAT again.

Poor Sheldon could barely make it to the kitchen, let alone the couch, to watch Doctor Who the next morning. He gagged a little at the thought of cereal… or milk… or anything louder than silence… and Tabbie couldn't help but smile a little bit. The sudden jolt of the kiss from last night made her spoon pause at her mouth then slowly slip past her lips. Tabbie wondered if he remembered anything from last night, but she wasn't going to ask…

Sheldon moved to the kitchen with his bowl still full of cereal and he dumped it into the garbage disposal, but refused to push the button. He turned and looked at Tabbie, who was leaning and eating her cereal on the island, and she saw his face blow up in red and recognition. He cleared his throat and bolted to the hallway and down within it leaving Tabbie with the answer to her question. She downed the bowl of milk, licked her lips, and smiled softly.

Three months past and nothing changed. Sheldon was dodging Tabbie and though it sort of hurt her feelings… she would still smile about that night. He really could hold a grudge… couldn't he?

Penny was 7 months pregnant and she had to get her dress resized again… but… as Tabbie and Amy stood behind her in the body sized mirror as she fretted about how 'fat' she looked and how wrong it was to be wearing white for purity. Tabbie laughed and shook her head, but she had to admit that her cousin was absolutely gorgeous… baby hump and all.

Their bridesmaid's dresses were actually not that bad… minus the whole candy pink color. They were short organza striped halter dresses that stopped short of their knees with matching Christian Louboutin pumps. Amy looked very pretty herself. Her hair was wavy and strewn with feathers and of Amy, she went to try and comfort her sister, but went into the biology of the seventh month pregnancy trying to explain that her 'bigness' was necessary for Chrissie's full development, and Penny was having none of it. She groaned about her figure and begged the little baby to hurry up and get out.

Amy smiled, "Chrissie's hearing is fully developed and she'll change position frequently and responds to stimuli, including sound, pain, and light."

Penny pauses and looks down at her protruding bump. Tabbie loved the look on her face as Penny slowly rubbed her belly through the white fabric and sniffled a little before whispering, "You're going to be the greatest pain in my ass I have ever wanted. I can't wait to meet you in person." Amy and Tabbie took either side of the blonde and hugged on her.

The wedding was beautiful. Tabbie has never seen her Aunt smile as big as she did watching her husband walk her daughter down the aisle in the middle of a gorgeous day in a garden grove of apple and pear trees. The ceremony was so short and sweet that Tabbie only remembered looking across, behind the couple at the center, and connecting her gaze with Sheldon as the bride and groom were asked to kiss. He gave such a small smile but it still jolted her something fierce. She gave a smile back and was just in time as the crowd cheered for the newly married couple.

The reception was in a very large dancehall and there was free booze and music of all genres. Tabbie was so excited to see her mother and father that she spent most of the reception with them. They talked with Penny's siblings and all her family that came. Wyatt was as sweet and homely as Tabbie remembered and Catherine, Penny's mom, was just as snipey and drunk as SHE remembered, too. Tabbie was glad that Catherine was there… though drunken slurs of her happiness wasn't something Penny was looking forward to… it was nice to finally see her aunt happy FOR her cousin.

Sheldon was dragged into the corner with a group of the most muscular and handsome men Tabbie had ever seen in one spot. By their body structure and barely scarred flesh, Tabbie would guess that these were friends of Jugg. From far away, it looked as if Sheldon had been backed into a corner by six men, but the closer she got… the more laughter and upbeat conversation she heard. Sheldon spotted her and graciously slipped out of the man circle, "TABBIE! Come… I'd like you to meet some of Jugg's rivals and teammates… this is Nicola Hernando, Kevin Tandarino, Hitori Kanawattaki, Michael Freeze, Carlos Diego Geraldo, and Ben Joultan… these would be the men that caused my drunken… escapade… with you." He blushed almost purple as the guys started humming 'Ooo' all shrewdly and Tabbie smiled. She gave a little wave to the men as Sheldon gladly stalked away with her.

"They were at the bachelor party? DAMN… I should've went with you guys."

Sheldon looked over at her as they headed to a table with drinks and finger food sprawled on it, "Why… did you not have a sufficient time at the bachelorette party?"

She grinned, "Oh… I did… but your company looked a whole lot hotter than ours was."

Sheldon looked towards where Tabbie was staring and rolled his eyes as the British boy, Ben, gave a slight wink towards her, "I… I truly am sorry for the way I acted that night. I just threw myself upon you and I would regret my actions if it meant it would've changed our current paradigm for the worse."

Tabbie looked over at him, "Sheldon… what IS our current 'paradigm'?

Sheldon looked at her, "I would label it as 'friends'."

Tabbie nods, "You know… you and Penny were just 'friends' when you had your little moment with her."

Sheldon swallowed and his face went a little sour, "That is neither here nor there… Penny was much different than you. Much, much different."

There was a sudden chill between them that neither of them really wanted, but being the two most stubborn creatures on the earth… neither were going to back down.

Tabbie turned to square up, "I know I'm different. Why would I try and become my cousin? For you? I thought you liked me for me… so, that's what you were waiting for? For me to turn into my cousin just so you could FUCK me?"

Sheldon flinched at the cuss word but turned to square up to her and they were now staring one another down… their voices not too loud, but getting louder by the moment, "What are you talking about? You and I are just friends… I have no need OR desire to engage in coitus with you. You are blowing this into far bigger proportions than you need to be. Disengage this ridiculous argument immediately."

Tabbie felt like someone just slapped her but the fire was already prepped and no one could extinguish the flame and their voices were starting to rise, "OH… That's rich… Who the hell was it that had his dick pressed up against my bellybutton last night with his tongue down my throat? Oh. YOU… Yeah… You might not want to engage in SEX, but your penis sure the hell does! I will NOT 'disengage'… you wanted a fight… You GOT ONE you crazy BASTARD!"

Sheldon hated raised voices and twitched at her voice, but he was no quitter and he retaliated, "Fighter? You call yourself a fighter yet you laid on your stomach as your father beat you… you watched as your boyfriend died from a drug overdose that YOU allowed him to take without raising your voice of opinion… you dampen your pillow with tears as you watch every man you slept with walk out the door without so much as a THANK YOU... You are no more of a fighter than a heartbroken teenager with a journal. I wouldn't be surprised if you fell into a bottle like your whorish cousin and whine about why your life never changes. That is NOT a fighter… that is a QUITER! I stand by what I said earlier… you are NOTHING like your cousin, so stop trying to supersede her."

Tabbie's fist slammed right into Sheldon's abdomen and collected a bunch of gasps from people that were all around them. Sheldon hit the floor and nearly vomited his contents of his stomach. He looked up and saw Tabbie's face and he regretted every single word that slipped out of his mouth. Tabbie's head bowed to look down at him with tears draining down her cheeks, "I wasn't trying to take HER PLACE! I just wanted to be the friend you could depend on… to be the person that WOULDN'T ABANDON YOU, but every time I try to help… every time I stand up and fight for you… you throw me from the moving train and leave me there with my body broken! I-I… I loved you… I ACTUALLY fell in love with you… FUCK! You ONLY think about yourself… You never consider that maybe… JUST MAYBE… there is somebody out there who sees you more than a motherfucking LUNATIC. I KNOW I'm never going to be able to replace my cousin, and truth be told… I wasn't trying to. Fuck you, Sheldon… FUCK YOU! This is why you're ALONE! And why you will ALWAYS be alone! Because you're so damn selfish and the DUMBEST smart person I've ever known…"

Sheldon moved to grab her from the floor but she bolted straight out of the dancehall leaving people whispering. Penny and Jugg pushed through the crowd and were shocked to find Sheldon moving to get up off the floor. Penny moved to him, the edge of her white dress in her hand, "Sheldon… what happened?"

Sheldon sighed hard and swallowed while staring at the exit Tabbie had escaped from.