Chapter 10
Later that day, Neji and Sasuke had showered and dressed. They had decided that once Haku came over, which was now, Neji had to be there too. Because this was Haku's business just as well as it was theirs. Once the doorbell rang, Sasuke stood from the couch and opened the front door. He smiled at Haku. "..Hey, come in." He said, a little uncertain. What would Haku think?
"Hey." Haku said and smiled, then he leaned in and gave Sasuke a small kiss.
Sasuke gratefully returned the kiss and pulled Haku inside after. He pulled off Haku's coat and hung it away. "Do you want a drink?" He asked. Now how was he gonna tell Haku that Neji was here? Back together with him..
"Gladly." Haku said with a smile, letting out a short giggle.
"What? Oh and err...well..Neji's here." Sasuke carefully said as he leaded Haku into the living room. Where Neji was.
"Really?" Haku said, happily surprised.
"Hey." He said as soon as he was in the living room, where Neji sat on the couch.
"Hey." Neji said, smiling softly.
"..Well..yeah. You can see that." Sasuke said and stared at both boys. Would they get uncomfortable? Mad at each other? Mad at 'him'? Or would they be...OK..?
"How are you?" Haku asked, while he sat down next to Neji.
"I'm fine, what about you?" Neji asked, still smiling softly.
"Good." Haku said, giggling a bit. "Why won't you come here, sit with us, Sasuke?"
"..OK.." Sasuke said a little weirded out by how easy this was going. How easy Neji and Haku could talk like that. And how easy it was for Neji to make Haku giggle. Sasuke walked over to the two and sat down next to Haku, seeing there was no place between the other two boys.
Haku immediately leaned against Sasuke as soon as Sasuke sat, and Neji looked at them with a frown. Would Haku start to claim Sasuke now already?
Sasuke leaned back a little, but he stopped after just a second. He looked at Neji and then grabbed his hand, pulling Neji off the couch and onto his other side. Neither of these boys had to feel left out. "You OK Haku?" Sasuke asked as he sneaked a hand around Haku's waist.
Neji sat down beside Sasuke with a slight wince, as it still hurt a bit. Haku meanwhile nodded to Sasuke.
"Of course I am." He said, smiling at him.
"..OK." Sasuke said. He felt weird. Good...but weird. And bad too. Selfish. He softly pulled Neji closer too as he did not want Neji to feel left out at all.
Neji gave Sasuke a soft smile.
"Thanks." He said.
Sasuke gave Neji a smile as he sighed. "So err...what do you wanna do?" He asked, not knowing what he could do with both boys now.
"I don't know, you're the seme." Neji said with a smirk. This could get funny. Haku started giggling at hearing this comment.
"Yeah, well that doesn't mean you can't decide what to do. 'Uke'." Sasuke said and smirked back.
"Hey the uke is at the other side." Neji said, while his smirk even got wider. And Haku giggled even harder.
"If I'm seme, that means the two of you are uke's." Sasuke answered, acting like he knew all about it before letting his smirk get back on his face.
"Wrong." Neji said, putting up an even wiser face. "You are the seme, Haku is the uke, and I'm none of them. 'I a'm Hyuuga Neji." Haku burst out laughing now. He didn't even know why he thought this was so funny. But it was.
Sasuke put a hand on Haku's mouth as he smirked back at Neji. "Well mister Hyuuga Neji, for as far as I know, the bottoms are uke's. And you, my friend, are definitely a bottom." He said.
"As I recall, I wasn't bottom last time." Neji said as he put up a finger. "Mister Uchiha."
Haku smiled and then started to tickle Sasuke. Neji smirked.
"Good idea Haku." He said.
"Oh..Hey! That's not fair!" Sasuke laughed. "Why am I the target here?!"
"Because you're called Sasuke." Neji said with a smirk while Haku attacked Sasuke.
"And because you're so sweet." Haku said, giving Sasuke a small kiss before he continued the tickling again.
"This is 'so' unfair!" Sasuke laughed and then grabbed both Haku's hands and pushed him over, sitting on top of him. He then smirked. At least he could still easily throw the boy off.
"At least you can't tickle me now." Haku said with a smile.
"And there is someone else who can attack Sasuke." Neji said with a smirk as he sat behind Sasuke and pulled him up, hugging his back.
"Oh I can so handle the both of you." Sasuke said and turned his head, smirking at Neji now.
"Oh really?" Neji asked with a smirk as his hands slowly started to tickle Sasuke.
"You'd better release me Sasuke." Haku said, giggling and blushing a bit. Sasuke was still sitting on top of him and was holding his arms.
"Dammit." Sasuke said as he let go of one of Haku's arms and turned around a little to grab Neji's. "If this is how it's gonna go, I might need to rethink this." Sasuke joked and laughed.
Neji laughed too, as he saw that Haku started to tickle Sasuke again.
"Still thinking you can win from us both?" He asked.
"Oh..I know I can!" Sasuke laughed as he grunted and pushed both of Haku's hands in one of his own and then aimed for Neji's hands with his other. Although his grip on Haku right now, sucked.
It was strong enough though, since Haku couldn't release himself from it. And Neji just put his arms behind his back, where Sasuke couldn't reach them, still smirking.
Sasuke then smirked widely and pulled Neji closer, grabbing the hands on Neji's back tightly. "There." He said, proud of himself for having both boys under control.
The smirk immediately disappeared from Neji's face as he tried to get loose. OK this wasn't funny.
"How did you get so strong anyhow?" Haku asked all of sudden.
"I started working out after...well after what happened to Neji." Sasuke answered as he was doubting whether or not he could let go now.
"What do you mean?" Neji asked, a bit confused. "You mean me going to America?"
Haku's face softened. He immediately understood where Sasuke was talking about.
"..No...I mean what happened with Kabuto." Sasuke said and looked away a bit as he let both boys go. He had never told anyone how much it had actually done to him. Or even that he started working out in the first place. No one had to know.
"...Oh." Neji said and frowned. He stroke some of his hair back. He had tried to put the memories in the back of his head. But now.. "..What does that have to do with you starting working out?"
Haku sat up now, looking at both of them.
"...I don't want something like that to happen to the people I love..So I decided that if I got stronger, I'd be able to prevent it...somewhat." Sasuke said as he sat down better.
"That's sweet of you." Neji said with a smile. "It's good that you do that."
Haku nodded. "Indeed." He said. "You're very caring."
Sasuke shrugged. "..I guess." He said and then gave a soft smile at Neji and Haku.
Neji looked back with a smile and then looked away for a moment with a sigh.
"..I'm going to the bathroom for a moment." He said and stood, walking towards the bathroom.
Haku looked at Neji who was walking away, with a look of concern and worry on his face. He looked at Sasuke as soon as the door was closed.
"...Maybe I should follow him?" Sasuke said, kind of asking Haku for permission. He knew Neji was dwelling in the past right now.
"I don't know, perhaps he wants to be alone now.. else he wouldn't leave the room, right?" Haku asked, while he shrugged.
"..I'll just ask him." Sasuke said and stood up, walking to the bathroom. He knocked on the door. "..Neji...are you OJ?" He asked carefully.
"...Yeah I am." Neji said from the inside of the bathroom. The door was unlocked and he was sitting on top of one of the cabinets.
"..Can I come in?" Sasuke asked now as he already had his hand on the handle. He wondered what Neji was thinking off.
"Sure." Neji softly said.
Sasuke opened the door and walked in. He closed the door behind him. "So what's wrong?" He asked, knowing Neji was not fine at all.
"I'm just thinking." Neji said, softly smiling at Sasuke. "You don't have to be concerned."
"But I am. Thinking of what?" Sasuke asked as he walked to Neji and stood before him, grabbing Neji's legs softly.
"Well you know, everything that happened." Neji said, shrugging. "Nothing to be concerned of. I just need to put it on the right place again and then I'll be fine."
"..You know it's all over right?" Sasuke asked as he pulled Neji closer, stroking his legs comforting.
Neji nodded. "Yes I know." He said. "But it's still a bad memory. Being raped so often is not something you easily forget... or put away."
"I know..But please don't let it get you down. He's not worth it.." Sasuke softly said.
"I'm almost over it Sasuke.. I only have those moments once in a while, you really don't have to be concerned." Neji said and smiled softly. "Perhaps you should go to Haku, and I'll come back in a few minutes. OK?"
"You sure? Won't you mind?" Sasuke asked, still concerned a little. Even he knew that sometimes, people would hide things away.
"I'm sure." Neji said, nodding. "Haku needs attention too, and I want to be alone for a moment.. and it has nothing to do with you, might you be thinking that."
Sasuke shook his head. "I know. Don't take too long." Sasuke said and gave Neji a soft kiss on the lips before walking away.
Neji smiled after him and then looked away again. He'd come back in a few minutes.
Meanwhile Haku looked up as Sasuke entered the room again.
"And?" He asked.
"He's OK." Sasuke answered and sat down next to Haku, giving him a kiss too.
Haku blushed at this and smiled.
"Good." He said.
"Yeah." Sasuke said and then pulled Haku closer. "Haku, do you think being with the three of us really was a good idea?"
"Well it goes fine now, doesn't it?" Haku asked, while he leaned against Sasuke.
"Yeah but...still..I feel wrong.." Sasuke answered as he threw an arm around Haku.
"Because you love the both of us?" Haku asked. "Or because Neji needs much more..?"
"..Both..I don't know...I mean..I'm so selfish.." Sasuke answered, feeling guilty again. Would he ever get over the feeling?
Haku was silent at this. What could he say upon it? It kind of was selfish, but on the other side, it wasn't.
"..So you feel the same right? Dammit." Sasuke said, annoyed by himself and the situation.
"Well it is selfish, but on the other side, it isn't." Haku softly said. "You can't help it that you love two people."
"..But I'm an asshole for having both." Sasuke said and turned away from Haku.
"You're an asshole if you don't accept it that you got that you wanted." Haku said. It sounded a bit mean and rude, but he wanted Sasuke to stop talking like this.
"Well thanks that you dislike me for wanting both of you happy." Sasuke snapped as he softly pushed Haku away and sat on the other end of the couch.
"..I don't dislike you." Haku said, feeling himself becoming unsure and sad again.
"..What's going on?" Neji, who just entered the room again, asked.
"Nothing." Sasuke snapped. Haku and Neji would probably both start getting angry right now. But Sasuke did not care at the moment.
"Oh yeah sure." Neji said as he sat down next to Sasuke and looked at him. "Don't be a child and tell me what's going on. Haku looks like he's going to cry and you look like you want to throw something out of the window. What's going on?"
"I'm pissed. Happy now?" Sasuke snapped at Neji as he turned around to look at him irritated. Angry even.
"Why?" Neji asked.
"Because I'm a selfish, self-centered asshole, that's why." Sasuke snapped as he now turned away again out of frustration.
Neji frowned and then looked at Haku.
"What did you say to him?" Neji asked.
"..Well that I thought he was an asshole if he didn't accept it that he got what he wanted.. because he was saying again that he was an asshole for having both of us." Haku muttered.
"...Sasuke Haku just wants you to stop thinking that you're wrong." Neji said to Sasuke, with a frown. Why didn't Sasuke just understand that?
"Well I'm sorry, but it's not like it's all good or anything. You're still both jealous and I never did this before and comments I get on it aren't quit as encouraging either. So yeah, I don't think it's really weird I think like that." Sasuke snapped.
"It's still no reason to make someone who you love afraid." Neji snapped.
"...Well sorry." Sasuke snapped and stood up, walking to the kitchen. He had right about enough of it now and there was probably no way either boys could convince him anyhow
Neji sighed and looked at Haku concerned, who had tears in his eyes.
"..I really can't handle angry persons.." Haku whispered.
Neji was silent and just put an arm around Haku's shoulders, pulling him close.
After a while Sasuke came walking back into the room with a glass of juice and a glass of water. An apologising look was on his face as he handed the other two boys the glasses. "...I'm sorry.." He softly said.
Neji accepted the glass and put it on the table, and did the same with Haku's as he saw that Haku didn't accept his glass. He sighed.
"Perhaps we'd better all go home." Neji said, as he looked at Sasuke. Haku refused to look at Sasuke, he had his eyes closed and leaned against Neji. There were still tears on his cheeks.
Sasuke sat down next to Haku and looked at him. He softly grabbed Haku's arm. "..Don't be mad..please..." He softly said.
"...Sasuke I think Haku wants to go home, he really feels bad." Neji softly said, as he saw Haku pulling his arm back.
Sasuke eyes started to water as he looked at Haku. "...I'm sorry..Dammit I'm so messed up.." He said and then stood up again, ready to leave. He couldn't take this. He couldn't take someone like Haku, Haku out of all people, be distant with him.
"..Sasuke I'll stay here, OK?" Neji asked, while he helped Haku up. Haku still looked upset. He couldn't believe that he made someone angry and feel bad. He just felt really bad about it.
"No just go...You're probably better with the two of you anyhow." Sasuke snapped, trying to hide his feelings through anger again. He started walking upstairs now. How stupid of him to think this would work.
Neji looked at Sasuke with a frown.
"..I'm OK Neji.. go after him.." Haku softly said now. Neji looked at him and then nodded.
"Good luck." Neji said and then followed Sasuke upstairs, while Haku left. He found Sasuke in Sasuke's room, laying on the bed.
"..Sasuke why are you always so negative?" Neji asked while he walked in.
"Go away." Sasuke snapped as he was violantly pulling on his blanket to get things of his mind.
Neji frowned and then walked towards Sasuke and turned him around, grabbing his shoulders.
"Calm down." Neji snapped. "If you're going to act like this every-time there's something we're not even about, it's not going to work."
Sasuke pushed Neji's hands away and turned around. "It's not going to work anyhow." He snapped back.
"Sasuke seriously." Neji said. "Are you even listening to what I'm saying?"
"Yes. Look I'm just a pessimist OK. And if even Haku won't accept my apologies then it means I am just one hell of a horrible person and I'm not worth either of you." Sasuke snapped.
"Haku feels bad now because he made someone else feel bad." Neji said.
"..I 'can't' handle it Neji. I just cannot do this. Either you're jealous or Haku is or I get into a fight with you or him and I can't do it. It's too hard. I want both of you happy but I can never do that.." Sasuke softly said.
"Sasuke you keep speaking against yourself." Neji said. "When you finally have us both you say you can't do it, when we break up you want to try again. What do you really want Sasuke?"
"I want it to work, but I can't make it work!" Sasuke yelled, frustrated by himself and by the entire situation.
"You can't say that after one day." Neji said. "Face it Sasuke, it can't be perfect in one day. It needs time."
"...But I can't make it perfect..I never make things perfect, I screw them up.." Sasuke said as he turned to Neji.
"You don't know if you can or can't make it perfect because we barely started." Neji said, looking at Sasuke. "We need time. And you're not alone in this."
"..Sometimes it just feels like that.." Sasuke said as he moved closer to Neji.
"I get that." Neji said. "But Haku feels alone in it too, as do I. We all don't know what we have to do with this situation, how we need to handle it. We're all stressed. It's completely normal."
"..But it's not normal...And I'm supposed to keep both of you happy and I..just can't do it..." Sasuke said.
"..If you can't do this then we have to cancel it Sasuke.." Neji said. "Don't you even want to try?"
"..I wanna try..Just don't get angry when I flip out." Sasuke said and looked at Neji with a serious look on his face.
"If you flip, do that against me." Neji said. "Haku can't handle it."
"..I know..I'll call him later. I just don't like Haku saying things like that.." Sasuke said as he leaned against the wall behind his bed.
"You wouldn't like it if I said it either." Neji said, looking at Sasuke.
"No, but if Haku says it, it means I must really be an ass." Sasuke said looked to the sheets, feeling guilty.
"Everyone can be an ass." Neji said, shrugging. "He only doesn't like it that he can't make you happy Sasuke."
"He can, very much. Almost all the time. As a matter of fact, he never makes me unhappy unless when he's not around." Sasuke admitted.
"Perhaps you should show it more then." Neji said. "He deserves that."
"I know...So do you." Sasuke said and pulled Neji close.
"I know you love me Sasuke, I don't doubt that." Neji said. "I'm sorry for snapping at you by the way."
"That's OK. I'm sorry too." Sasuke said and held onto Neji's hips, looking at him.
"Good." Neji said with a sigh. "Are Itachi and Deidara together now?"
Sasuke laughed a little. "I guess they are. I've been hearing strange sounds when Deidara stays the night." He answered.
"Oh dear." Neji said with a grin. "Spare me the details."
"Yeah, it's horrible enough 'one person' has to hear them." Sasuke answered and grinned too. "But I guess they are together, since there's no day they're apart."
"Indeed." Neji said. "Every time I get here the two of them are together. And indeed, poor you. Although I feel sorry for Itachi too, he has to hear the sounds you and Haku make too."
"And of you and me too from now on. But we're not as loud as Deidara. Seriously." Sasuke said and grinned even more.
Neji snorted. "Like I said, I don't want to hear it." he said, laughing a bit.
"Heh. Neji, do you wanna stay the night?" Sasuke asked as he stroke some of Neji's hair behind his ear.
"Sure." Neji said, smiling. "I'll send a text message to Kurenai, I'm sure it's fine."
"OK. Do you think I should invite Haku back over?" Sasuke asked.
"I think you have to wait for him to calm down." Neji said.
"And later tonight then? I don't want him to feel bad all day." Sasuke said.
"I don't know..." Neji said, doubting. "You could, but I don't think it would be wise. But it's your choice."
"Well, why not then?" Sasuke asked. Should he listen to Neji? Why would he let Haku feel bad for nothing?
"Well because Haku probably wants to think tonight." Neji said, shrugging.
"...About what..?" Sasuke asked worried.
"About what happened of course." Neji said.
"..Do you think he still wants me?" Sasuke asked, feeling guilty and worried.
"Of course he does." Neji said. "I think he just needs some rest now."
"OK." Sasuke said, still concerned. But he would not show it anymore. Neji didn't need him like that. "Does Kurenai still hate me?" He asked.
"Yes she does." Neji said. "She's too concerned."
"Well it is kind off logical she does. I mean, she wants what best for you right?" Sasuke said.
"Yeah she does." Neji said. "But she knows how much I love you."
"Oh...but I'm still not the best for you right?" Sasuke said and looked down disappointed.
"She thinks you're not." Neji said. "But I think you are."
Sasuke smiled a little. "..Thanks." He said. "I guess I'll just have to prove myself hm.."
"Perhaps." Neji said with a smile. "But for me you already did that."
Sasuke didn't answer, he just grabbed Neji's face and gave him a soft kiss on the lips. The smile stayed on his face though.
Neji returned the kiss gratefully. He loved it when Sasuke did that.
Sasuke started to kiss more passionately as he pulled Neji closer to his body. Damn Neji tasted good.
Neji moaned softly and smiled, while he sat down onto Sasuke's lap, putting his arms around Sasuke's neck.
Sasuke moved his hands through Neji's hair, softly pulling on it some of the time.
Neji deepened the kiss for a moment and then broke it, to softly lick Sasuke's neck. It wasn't rough, it was passionate.
Sasuke moaned now as he pulled his head back for Neji. He then sneaked his hands under Neji's shirt to rub over his back.
Neji was nibbling on Sasuke's neck now, but wasn't sure if he really wanted to have sex. Didn't he and Haku had to switch? Neji, then Haku, then Neji, then Haku?
"..Perhaps we shouldn't go further Sasuke.." Neji said, as he placed a gentle kiss on Sasuke's neck.
Sasuke turned his head back and looked at Neji. "Why not?" He asked confused. Wasn't Neji enjoying it? Sasuke immediately pulled his hands back.
"I love it Sasuke." Neji said with a smile. "But I think it's Haku's turn now."
"..Oh...Who said you were taking turns?" Sasuke asked as he thought about it. It would be fair.
"No one said that, but I think it's more fair." Neji said.
"...I guess it is..Too bad though." Sasuke said and sighed. Yeah, it was fair, but it sure as hell sucked.
"But.. past weeks you only got Haku." Neji said with a smirk.
Sasuke smirked back. "True." He said and his hands immediately sneaked under Neji's shirt again.
Neji started laughing a bit as he pushed Sasuke on the couch and immediately removed Sasuke's shirt.
The next day the doorbell to Sasuke's house rang and Sasuke knew who it was. Haku. He had called him that morning to talk and make up. Neji was still there, but Sasuke had told him to go watch some TV or do something else until Haku and him were done. Sasuke walked to the door and opened it. "..Hey Haku." He said and smiled a little.
"Hey." Haku said with a smile.
"Come in." Sasuke said and opened the door further for Haku.
Haku nodded and then entered the house, getting off his coat.
"Let's go to the balcony OK?" Sasuke said as he waited for Haku to hang up his coat and then led Haku through the house.
Haku nodded as he followed Sasuke silently.
Once they were both out on the balcony, Sasuke shut the door. "..I'm really sorry for what happened yesterday Haku.." He said.
Haku looked at him and then looked away.
"It's OK I guess... I should just learn to be able to handle angry persons." he said.
"No it's not your fault, really. I shouldn't get mad at you, you're not the problem at all. You never were." Sasuke quickly said as he grabbed Haku's hand.
"Really?" Haku asked, a bit unsure. "You were really angry at me.."
"I know. I just get insecure sometimes, but that has nothing to do with you. Really." Sasuke said and looked at Haku with a soft look on his face.
"But you acted so angry at me." Haku said, frowning.
"I know. But it could've been anyone Haku. Really. It's not you, there is no possible reason to get angry at you. You're perfect, no one should get angry at you." Sasuke said and held onto Haku's hand tightly.
"...Then why did you?" Haku asked, looking at him.
"I get frustrated sometimes...I don't really know how to deal with it. You know..having you 'and' Neji. I don't have it under control. If I did I would've never gotten angry at you." Sasuke said and looked back before turning his face away out of guilt.
"..You should walk out of the room if you feel that then.." Haku muttered.
"..I'm sorry ok..What else do you want me to say?" Sasuke asked. Haku had never been so..distant. So far away. Did he want to quit?
"I accept it Sasuke, I just want you to learn something of this.." Haku said, shrugging. He just wanted Sasuke to understand for once.
Sasuke let go of Haku's hand and turned away. "..I did learn from it dammit.." Sasuke said, not even sounding angry. Haku was being distant and Sasuke had no idea what to do about it.
"Why don't you listen to my advise then?" Haku asked.
"I am listening. I'll walk away next time I'm angry." Sasuke answered and turned away.
"Alright." Haku said and smiled. "Then it's good again."
"..Are you not gonna be distant anymore now?" Sasuke asked as he kept his face turned away from Haku.
"Of course not." Haku said, still smiling. "Come on Sasuke, don't feel bad."
Sasuke sighed. "I tell you, you're too good for me." Sasuke said and smiled a little as he grabbed Haku's hand again.
Haku smiled. "I take that as a compliment hm." he said.
"Thank you." Sasuke said and gave Haku a kiss on the cheek. He felt relieved that Haku wasn't angry at him. At all.
"Don't thank me for that." Haku said with a wink.
"I'm thanking you for being with me." Sasuke said and kissed Haku's lips now.
Haku smiled and kissed back. He still loved Sasuke so much. He'd never ever let go of him.
"Hey." A voice behind them suddenly said, and when they turned their heads, they looked at the smiling face of Neji. Haku hadn't let go of Sasuke though.
"Hey." He said, smiling back.
"Did you get bored?" Sasuke asked as he held onto Haku too. He wasn't too shy anymore as to sign for Neji to come closer too though.
"No, but I heard no angry voices anymore so I guessed I could come." Neji said, as he came closer and finally hugged them both.
"I'm glad."
"Me too.." Sasuke softly said and smiled as he was finally able to hug the both of them. It really did feel good.
Neji smiled and then placed a kiss on Sasuke's forehead, and then, to Haku's surprise, on Haku's too. Haku smiled.
"Thanks.." he said.
Sasuke smiled too. "Let's sit down somewhere." He said and kissed both boys on the cheek.
Neji nodded and started to walk towards the living room, and Haku sent Sasuke a happy smile, before following Sasuke into the room.
Once they were all there, Sasuke sat down in the middle of the couch. He waited for the two other boys to sit with him. Finally they could be happy with the three of them.
Neji sat down to his left and Haku to his right. As if they spoke it through, they leaned against Sasuke at exactly the same time. Neji happily sighed as Haku closed his eyes, smiling.
Sasuke smiled too and wrapped his arms around the boys. "...I love the two of you.." He whispered.
"We love you too Sasuke." Haku said, smiling. Neji nodded, as he gave Sasuke a kiss on the cheek.
"You know, instead of keeping it on the cheeks...I could just kiss you two...right?" Sasuke asked and looked at the two boys leaning against him.
"Of course." Haku said.
"What do you think?" Neji asked with a smile.
"You never know right?" Sasuke said and smiled back as he gave both boys a couple of kisses on their lips. They were soft, but nonetheless passionate.
Both boys just smiled at Sasuke to show him they finally accepted it, both of them.
"I really love you so much...you have no idea.." Sasuke said softly and made sure both boys sat a little higher, so he could kiss and snuggle with them more easily.
At that moment, the front door opened. It was Itachi, but he didn't said it was him, since he never did. Sasuke always knew that it was him.
"As we said, we love you too." Neji said, smiling at Sasuke.
Sasuke stroke through both boys their hair, enjoying the equally soft and silky touch of it. He really loved it. Them. And he loved that they could be like this forever. With the free of them. Together. He waited untill Itachi came in the room.
"Hey." Itachi said as he came into the room. He had somehow accepted the fact that Sasuke loved two boys. It was still a bit difficult, but he could accept it better then before.
"Hey. How was Deidara?" Sasuke said and smirked. Teasing Itachi was fun. And he was glad that Itachi didn't look like he was about to kill them.
"Deidara's here you know." Itachi said, looking at Sasuke with a blank face. Haku giggled and Neji smirked.
At that moment Deidara walked in. "I was good." He said and hung his arms around Itachi.
"I can see that." Sasuke said. He still enjoyed Neji and Haku so close to him. And he enjoyed seeing Itachi happy too.
"What about going to the cinemas?" Itachi asked. "I'll pay for the five of us."
"Sounds good." Neji and Haku said on the same time and then looked at each other, laughing a bit.
Sasuke smiled broadly. "Yeah it does." He said. It was all coming together. He had the two boys he loved, he had his brother, who was happy, and they could all share time together. He stood up and pulled his two loves up.
Neji smiled at Sasuke and walked towards the hallway to get his jacket, just like Haku.
Deidara walked after them, getting his coat too as he smirked at Haku and Neji. Sasuke started to follow them too.
But Itachi stopped him and looked him in the eyes. And then a slight smile came upon his lips.
"I'm proud of you." He said with a smile. "Come on." He moved his head towards the door for a moment and then, with a smirk, he walked out of the door, into the hallway.
Sasuke looked at him surprised for a while before a big smile came across his face. He was happy. Truly happy. If his brother told him he was proud, then Sasuke had done well. He followed the rest now too. Sasuke had done the right thing. And if he was really, truly honest, he was proud of himself too. Proud that he made his brother proud. Proud that he got the two hearts of the ones he loved. Proud that he could love them.
And he would do that forever. He would love Haku and Neji forever and he was finally sure they would love him back. Eternally.
THE END!