Hi everyone, wow it's been a long time since I've been on here! A lot has happened since I last published any chapters or and stories- it's been over 3 years!
I'd like to say that I'm sorry that I haven't been writing in a long time, as I just said, a lot has happened since I last wrote anything. I went from bad to worse(if you've read my profile, you know what I mean by 'bad", I
read it recently, it sounds like a physco just trying to seek attention) and then, finally, I started going to church, believing in God again, and got my life back on track. Things are wonderful now, absolutely wonderful..
my family is still having problems, of course, but I'm not depressed about it anymore and I'm very happy with my life.(Oh, and I don't cuss anymore whatsoever! That's a shock, right?)
I want to start writing again some, but every time I try I find it hard to get any inspiration. I used to have buckets of inspiration and I was able to write for days on end(there were many nights that I didn't get a wink of
sleep because I was writing fanfictions!). I think that I found writing as a way to vent out the anger and depression I was expiriencing, and now that I don't feel that way I have nothing to vent, and therefore I have no inspiring ideas to write into stories. I feel like I sound less like an author writing to her fans and more like a patient discussing her life with her therapist, but I've been worse and more personal before with my
fanfiction writing(again, my profile is the perfect example), so I'm not worrying too much.
Recently I've been getting a couple reviews asking if I was ever going to finish this story or not, and so my reason for writing this author's note was to tell everyone that I'm, unfortunately, not going to finish the story.
It's been 3 years, I'm no longer inspired to write this story, and I'm getting older now- I'm more concerned now with making money getting ready to drive than I am with writing. I don't even watch Inuyasha anymore,
and it's been so long since I've even thought about the show that I've forgotten everything about the show, save a few of the main characters and the basic plotline, so there's no way that I could accurately finish the
story, even if I wanted to. My style of writing has also changed, considerably I think, so I doubt the whole story would flow together, I'd have to rewrite all the chapters that are already published. There are so many
things that would hinder the story, if I began finishing it, I don't honestly think any of you would enjoy the story as much as you have with it uncomplete. I'm sorry that I've kept all of you waiting, but now atleast
everyone knows.
I may continue to write some on fanfiction, though I highly doubt any of it will be Inuyasha based, or any anime for that matter. I gave that up long ago. If anyone has any ideas for other stories that I could start, please message me and give me your ideas, it would certainly help me get back into the "rythym" of writing, you could say.
Thank you all for your wonderful comments on all of my stories, not just this one! You all are amazing, I hope you all look for any stories that I write in the future.
Take care and God bless!
