Love's Not A Competition But I'm Winning Chapter 9: Mercy is Closer, a twilight fanfic

A/N: Hey! I know this has been a LONG time for an update but here it is. It's not that long but it's pretty juicy. All thanks to TillyWhitlock. PIC you rock!

Recommendations: I have a few this week; Illegal Contract by GreenEyedGirl17 (a cute story with a hot footballer Edward), The Fan by Pears13 (Baseball and a crazy Jane, works for me) , Home Run by jadedandboring , and finally If It Kills Me by Kiki Enigma (a little self pimping here. My one shot for the "For the love of Jasper contest" Check it out!)

Disclaimer: I own not a thing Twilight related and the song is not mine either. However I wish I owned a bit of Jasper.

BPOV

"Don't play games Bella. Do it again." He sighed and said through the mic.

I let out a frustrated sigh and picked up my headphones again. How many times is he going to make me do this? There is nothing wrong!

"Fine Edward." I looked at him as he counted me down. Then the music started through my headphones, and I sang the chorus to my newest song, again.

The time that I've taken
I pray is not wasted
Have I already tasted my piece of one sweet love?
Ready and waiting for a heart worth the breaking
But I'd settle for an honest mistake in the name of
One sweet love.

Right then the music cut off for the eighth time today, and I threw off the headphones.

"Come on Edward! What the hell was wrong with that take now?! I think I'm doing a pretty good job." I huffed and sat down inside the sound booth.

This has been going on for the past two weeks. Ever since karaoke night, Edward has been the one working with me in the studio. Jasper would come too, but he had other artist that he needed to work with. How I wish I was working with Jazz right now.

Not to say Edward is a bad producer, because he's not. But ever since our night of drunken singing and flirting, things have been a little…tense. There hasn't been a repeat of the obvious sexual tension that was happening between us that night. Things have been very professional. And that was driving me fucking insane.

Over these weeks I have come to realize a few things about myself and Edward. One, Edward was a fucking dick extraordinaire. Two, he made my blood boil and panties wet with one smirk. And three, I had falling for him completely.

It's not like I haven't been aware of the blatant attraction that I have to him. Even a blind man can see the effect that man has on me. But I had to keep that in check, because from his latest mood swings toward me, it showed me he saw me nothing more than an employee.

But what I couldn't fathom is why he was riding me so hard! It seemed as every time he got me in the booth, he found something wrong with the way I hit a note or held a run. He even made me re-record some of the songs that me and Jasper laid down. Now that wasn't just an insult to me, but to Jasper as well. Something was going on with this man, and it was starting to tick me off even more.

I was still writing my own stuff, which I was happy for, because I knew, sooner or later, Edward would have me working with other songwriters, and that was something I wasn't looking forward to. I loved my creative independence, and I thought that he could see that. Jasper had told me that one of the reasons they wanted to hire me was for my songwriting capability. But with the way Edward was these few days, I wouldn't put it past him if he started making me sing some bubblegum pop shit and start shaking my ass like a video girl wanna be.

"Bella, I don't want a pretty good job. I want fucking perfection. Now, if you're not here to work, then you can leave right now and stop wasting both of our time. You know the note, you fucking wrote it. Just sing it! Take it from the top," he seethed into the mic and signaled for me to pick up the head phones.

I'll kill him. I'll castrate him and feed the shit to a dog.

I rolled my eyes and stood up again, ready to get this over with because if I didn't, my foot was surely taking permanent residence up his ass.

The opening cords started filtering through the headphones, and I started to sing over the track.

Just about the time the shadows call
I undress my mind and dare you to follow
Paint a portrait of my mystery
Only close my eyes and you are here with me
A nameless face to think I see
To sit and watch the waves with me till they're gone
A heart I'd swear I'd recognize is made out of
My own devices....
Could I be wrong?

The time that I've taken
I pray is not wasted
Have I already tasted my piece of one sweet love?

Sleepless nights you creep inside of me
Paint your shadows on the breath that we share
You take more than just my sanity
You take my reason not to care.
No ordinary wings I'll need
The sky itself will carry me back to you
The things I dream that I can do I'll open up
The moon for you
Just come down soon

Savor the sorrow to soften the pain sip on
The southern rain
As I do, I don't look don't touch don't do anything
But hope that there is a you.

The earth that is the space between,
I'd banish it from under me...to get to you.
Your unexpected love provides my solitary's
Suicide...oh I wish I knew

I let out the last note and was breathing rather heavily as I turned my gaze to Edward through the glass. His face was stone and his body taut. I sighed because I knew that face, we were about to go at it. I braced myself for the screaming match that was about to happen.

Edward left the soundboard and came inside the booth, shutting the door behind him. I stood my ground, I was not going to back down from this fiery angel that descended on me.

"Bella," He said in a harsh and controlled tone. "Why do you want to be a singer?"

I was taken aback by this question. Why was he asking me this? I was all prepared for him knocking me down for a flat note, which by the way wasn't any. I stared up at him, not exactly sure how to answer this particular question.

"I… I want to share part of myself with people that I wouldn't normally."

"If that is so, then why the hell are you holding back?!" He asked in a raised tone. This made me angry because I was sick and tired of him yelling at me all the time.

"Ease the fuck up Edward! I am not holding anything back. And I am getting a little sick and tired of your power trip, Mr. Producer. Learn how to communicate better, and then maybe my stuff won't sound like crap to you."

"Oh really? I'm the one on a power trip? Look at you little miss songwriter who can't sing her own songs correctly."

"Fuck this, I'm done!" I shoved him away from me because we had moved closer during our spat. As I made my way toward the door, he grabbed my elbow and turned me back around to face him.

"Let go of me Asshole!"

"Where do you think you're going?"

"Away from you. Apparently you need to cool down and learn how not to be a jerk. Oh wait, you can't because you were born that way." I struggled against his hold. He was much stronger than me, so there was a lot of tugging and shoving.

"I said let me go Edward!"

"No!" And with that one word, he pulled me flush against his chest as his lips came crashing down on mine in a hard searing kiss. His lips were hard and his tongue pushing it's way past my lips. I fought against it, willing not to give in while my body screamed at me to let it happen, so I let go. I kissed him back even harder. Our teeth bumping together, and our tongues fighting a never ending battle.

Finally, after what felt like a century, we broke apart from the kiss. Both of us trying to regain our breathing. I looked into his emerald eyes, which looked like they were smoldering, and did the first thing that came to mind.

SLAP!

"What the fuck Bella?! What the hell did you do that for?" Edward yelled while rubbing his now red cheek.

"What gives you the right to just come and kiss me whenever you feel like it?" I spat back at him while I pushed him against the wall. He slammed against it with a thump. I was seething in front of him. Here he was again, making my blood boil.

But something clicked in me, no, more like snapped and I lunged for him. I just attacked his lips. I took his bottom lip between my teeth and pulled on it hard, earning a groan/growl from Edward.

His hands slid over my hips and up to my face, pushing it away from his. "Who's the one kissing who now?" He smirked at me.

SLAP!

"Shut the fuck up Cullen." And with that, I bit down on his chin.

EPOV

Fuck…Me…!

When Bella's teeth came in contact with my skin, I almost blew my load right then. She was so sexy when she pushed me against the wall. I was having a hard time controlling myself. Did I need to control myself with her?

Fuck no! Git er done!

I gripped her hips and pushed her away from me, but she wasn't having that. Her lips went straight for my neck, and her teeth latched on to the skin there. Fuckity Fuck!

I moved one hand up her back and grabbed her ponytail and pulled on it, extending her neck back for me. She moaned loudly, and my dick jumped at the sound. Shit, she likes it rough.

Her slender, smooth neck on display for me to just devour. I leaned down and sucked on her pulse point as her hips writhed against my growing erection.

"Bella, you're being a bad girl right now. Are you a bad girl?" I asked her, trying to hide the want and need in my voice but being betrayed by the roughness of it.

Bella's head snapped up and her eyes dark and hooded with lust. She licked her plump swollen lips while a little smirk grew across them.

"Bad girl, eh? I'll show you bad girl, you fucking bastard." She spat back, pushing me hard into the wall and dropping to her knees. I was so taken aback by her sudden movements, that it wasn't until she was pulling down my slacks and boxer briefs that it dawned on me what she was doing.

She's going to suck your dick!

No, can't be. It's Bella.

Dude that isn't Bella. That's She-Devil Bella.

Eh?

Sit back and enjoy your blow job.

"Hmmm! Holy…fuck!" I yelped. I was brought out of my amazement by the warmth and tightness of Bella's mouth wrapped around my cock.

Her small hands were wrapped tightly around the base of my anaconda. Yes, and it is huge, thank you very much. Bella's mouth was stretched as wide as it could go, and she gagged a bit on the length of it.

My eyes rolled in the back of my head a bit as she started flicking her tongue against the tip. She slid her mouth off it with an audible pop and started giving me nice fast strokes. Bella looked up at me with those big doe eyes as she licked my slit and pumped my harder.

"Fuck Bella… Shit you… gotta stop…" If she didn't stop, I was about to cum all over her pretty little face, and that was something I didn't want to do. I wanted to fuck her. I wanted to fuck the annoyance out of her. I wanted to fuck her hard…fast…and dirty.

She just smirked and started sucking on just the head of my dick, causing a slow deep growl to erupt through my chest.

"Bella! Stop!" I grabbed her ponytail again and yanked her off my throbbing dick. Her chest was heaving heavily as she bit down on her bottom lip.

"I don't want to bust a nut in your mouth…" I lifted her up by her hair and ghosted my lips by her ear. "First, I want to fuck you stupid." I whispered. I felt her knees go weak slightly before she grabbed my cock again. I jumped a bit at the sudden feeling.

"Then what are you waiting for Jackass?" She smirked at me again. She-Devil was playing games with me and playing with my dick at the same time. This was distracting as all hell.

I pushed her back so she was now against the baby grand. I grabbed the back of her thighs and lifted her up on the top of the piano. I hurriedly worked my way to the top of her jeans and undid them hastily.

Bella leaned up and instead of unbuttoning my top, she just popped it open. Buttons flying everywhere, I think one hit me in the forehead.

"What the hell? That was expensive." I whined while I pulled her skinny jeans down her smooth legs. I looked down at her bare glistening pussy. Fuck she went commando.

She just shrugged and started licking along my pecks. "Don't care. Fuck me, pansy boy!" she said and then bit down on my nipple

I growled and pushed her down on the piano and started kissing her roughly, biting and pulling at her lips and tongue. I took hold of the top of her t-shirt and pulled it apart, letting it rip down the middle.

"Edward!" She yelled and I just smirked.

"Payback Bella…Payback."

"I fucking hate you." She hissed out before wrapping her legs around my waist and hooking her ankles together. Just making her soaking wet core closer to my throbbing cock.

"You say that now, but just wait till I'm pounding you." I teased as I teased her entrance with just my tip. I looked down at her amazing body. I wanted to take the time to explore and cherish it, especially those pert little nipples. But I couldn't. Bella riled me up so much that all I could focus on was burying myself deep inside of her.

"All words Cullen…" Bella said as she moaned my name at the end. She wanted this. I could tell at how aroused she was becoming without me even being in yet. I wanted to torture her, but I couldn't do it without torturing myself in the process.

I hovered over her and moved my fingers between us and flicked her little love button with my index finger. I was rewarded with her hips bucking up and my tip slipping further between her wet folds.

"Oh Isabella…you want this. Tell me how much you want this." I commanded in her ear as I licked the shell of it.

Her head whipped from side to side while she tried not to moan, but her body was betraying her.

"Oh give in, you know you want to. You want my cock in your pussy. Say it Bella. Say how much you want my cock."

"Fuck you Edward."

I chuckled darkly. "Oh, you will Bella, you will." And then I slammed into her.

Fuckingtightasshitpussy!

Holy hell, Bella was warm and tight! If I died right now and I went to heaven, I would wear a sign around my neck that says "Killed By Isabella Swan's Pussy."

"Unnng, Edward! Fuck! Give me some warning before you stick that shit in me." Bella screamed while her legs tightened around me.

"Warning? How is this for a warning?" I slammed back into her, our hips colliding on impact and Bella's breasts bouncing.

Her face scrunched up as I repeatedly rammed into her decadent twat. Her warmth enveloped me, and it made me feel things I wasn't sure I wanted to feel right now. Part of me wanted to slow down and let her feel all of me, but the other part, the more dominate part, wanted to fuck her so hard she wouldn't be walking or sitting the same for a few days.

My hold on her hips was hard, and I knew there were going to be marks later, but that didn't matter. I marked her just as I knew she had done to me with all that fucking biting. I wondered if she was a cat or vampire in a previous life. Maybe a vampcat. Yes, she was a Vampcat She-devil with a heavenly pussy that killed innocent cocks.

I leaned down and captured one of her bouncing tits in my mouth and sucked on the nipple hard, earning me another moan/scream from Bella. Her hands left the edge of the piano and made it to my shoulders. Her nails were digging so hard into my skin that I thought for sure they were bleeding now. But I welcomed it. The pain in my shoulders took nothing away from the pleasure I was currently receiving down below.

"Shit… Right there Edward! Harder, motherfucker, Harder!" Bella screamed while she started thrusting back against my hard strokes. Thank god for soundproof booths.

"You want it hard? Shit… Bella you feel so good." I panted in between bites on her nipple and thrusts. I leaned back and moved my hands to her shoulders and basically started impaling her on my dick, hitting her in that sweet spot from this angle.

I knew she was close, because her pussy was starting to contract on me.

"I'm so close. Flying Fucking Shit!" Shit she had a dirty little mouth.

Suddenly, Bella's legs around me tensed up and her walls clamped down around me. She started milking my cock for all it's worth.

"Holy Jesus, Bella!" Thrusting a few good more times while she rode out her ride of ecstasy, I stilled in her and shot my hot cum inside of her. Jerking against her.

Staying still for a few moments while we both regained our bearings, I looked down at her and made eye contact. I couldn't tell what she was feeling, but the urge to kiss the shit out of her was so strong, I think my whole body twitched at the mere thought.

I didn't know what was going to happen next, but what actually happened I didn't expect at all. Bella looked down at us still joined at our intimate parts. I saw shock and horror play across her beautiful face.

"Oh shit! Get off me! NOW!" She started sliding back on the piano and climbing over the other side.

I just stood there. Confused and naked and no clue what to do.

"Bella? Slow down please and… lets talk about this."

"Talk?! No," she chuckled humorlessly, while she started picking up the remains of her clothes. "Talking is far from what I want to do right now."

She slipped her jeans and shoes back on. When she got to her shirt, I heard her curse under her breath. Her shirt was torn in two pieces and unwearable. Oops.

Instead, she grabbed my ripped shirt and wrapped it around her. Then she headed for the door.

"Bella wait. You can't leave. We have to…" I said while putting on my underwear before she cut me off.

"No, we don't have to do a damn thing. This was a mistake. A lapse in judgment. I have to get out of here. Just…" she sighed and ran her hand through her sex soaked hair. "Don't tell anyone."

With that, she turned around and practically ran out the room and building for all I knew.

I stood there, half naked, confused, and hurt.

What the hell now?

A/N: Finally it happened! I know it wasn't the lovey dovey stuff that some of you were hoping for but honestly did you see that happening anytime soon? I think not.

Also I want you guys to check out my one shot for the "For the love of Jasper contest". I worked hard on it and I want to know what you guys think.

Songs for this chapter:

Closer - Nine Inch Nails (title song)
Mercy - Duffy (titles song)
What's Your Fantasy (remix) - Ludacris
Lollipop - Lil Wayne
Darling Nikki - Prince (and and also the foo fighters version)
One Sweet Love - Sara Bareilles (song Bella sings)
I'm a Wonder - The Cab

I also want to say thank to all of you that show this story and my other stories love. It means a lot to me. Oh and playlists for all my stories are up on my profile, thanks to my Beta TillyWhitlock aka P.I.C (partner in crime)

Read and REVIEW (that little green button down there, I know you see it. You wanna click it go ahead) and I hope you all are well xoxo Kiki