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"Tell me what happened San.."
Santana fell into the crook of Brittany's neck, taking deep breaths. Brittany placed her hand at the back of the brunette's head, trying to comfort her in any way she could. "It's complicated" Santana sighed, there were a lot of elements to the story. "I've got time" Brittany said, leaning to kiss the top of Santana's head.
Santana moved off of Brittany's lap, sitting next to her, but still resting her legs on the girl's lap. "When I was about 6, I noticed that my parents had been fighting a lot, like everyday. And one day I came home and he wasn't there. No goodbye, nothing. Mum wouldn't tell me anything.. every time I tried to ask she wouldn't say anything. Dad wouldn't even come and see me.. It's kinda like he disappeared." Santana tried to fight off tears, but wasn't strong enough. Brittany wiped the tears with her thumb, not removing her hand from Santana's face.
"Mum kept telling me it wasn't my fault.. but why wouldn't he want to see me?" Brittany shook her head. She couldn't imagine why he wouldn't want to see her, what she or her mother could have possibly done to separate a father and his daughter. Santana took a deep breath, while Brittany waited for her to continue. "You know why he left Brit?" she said, her pitch increasing. "My mum cheated on him.." Brittany nodded, pulling Santana closer to her. "But that's not your fault" she said, rubbing the brunette's back.
Santana pushed Brittany away, getting up off the couch. "No Brit. She cheated on him..and got pregnant. I'm not his daughter.. but he's my dad. He's the only one I have. I don't even know who my biological father is.." Santana covered her face with her hands, sitting down on the ground. She hated being like this, so weak, so emotional. Her dad got over her ages ago, but she couldn't let go. Brittany jumped up, sitting next to Santana and wrapping her arms around the girl. Santana cried into Brittany, quietly sobbing onto her shoulder.
Brittany sat there for hours, just holding the girl. Santana had stopped crying, but was still breathing heavily on Brittany's shoulder. She felt really drained, like she could sleep forever and it wouldn't be enough. Brittany lifted Santana's chin up, so she was looking right into her eyes. She just looked at her, there was nothing she could say to fix the situation, but she needed Santana to know she would always be there for her. Santana smiled up a Brittany, wondering how the girl could make everything better with a single look.
Still holding her chin, Brittany brought Santana closer to her, their lips mere inches away from each other. And for the first time, Brittany let Santana kiss her, a long passionate kiss. Brittany pulled away, not wanting to go any further than that just yet, and pulled Santana in for a hug. Santana found the crook of Brittany's neck, definitely her favourite spot to rest. "Thanks for listening Brit" Santana whispered, placing a small kiss on the blonde's neck. Brittany smiled, leaning her head lightly on Santana's. Santana sighed contently, perfectly happy to sit with Brittany like this for as long as she could.
-Monday morning-
"Lopez!" Puck yelled through the hallway, running up to see Santana. "How'd the sleepover go?" he said, nudging Santana with his elbow and raising his eyebrows. Santana laughed, if she'd never met Brittany, she would have been giving Puck all the horny details about the girl she'd conquered that weekend. But even if her and Brittany had done anything like that, she probably wouldn't have told Puck. She respected Brittany more than that, and she didn't want to treat her like any of those other girls. Santana shrugged, a smile indicating that it went well.
Puck switched the conversation over to Quinn, and how they had a heated make out session on Saturday night. "That's weak Puckerman. Isn't she like, easy?" Santana said, rolling her eyes. Puck glared at Santana. He didn't like when she made fun of him for not being able to get a girl. "Well how long has it been since you got any Lopez?" he said with a smirk. He knew how out of control Santana's hormones could get, especially when she hadn't had sex in a while. "Shut up Puckerman." Santana said, spotting a certain blonde walking down the hall.
Santana walked over to Brittany, enveloping her in a hug just after Brittany's placed a small peck on her lips. Santana was still getting used to kissing Brittany, and this was the first time they'd kissed in public. The brunette was just worried about people making fun of Brittany, as even though Santana was 'popular', she wasn't 'Brittany popular', and even Brittany wasn't that popular now because of her falling out with Quinn. Santana just hoped that others didn't target Brittany for being with her, she wouldn't be able to handle Brittany feeling any pain because of her.
Even though the girls weren't officially together, Brittany wanted everyone to know that Santana was hers, or would be eventually. As they walked down the hallway for class, Brittany intertwined her fingers with Santana's, proudly walking with her. Santana blushed, immediately scolding herself for doing it in public, especially at school. Puck walked next to the two, so no one dared to say anything to the girls, but the stares were evident, and the whispers were definitely there. Santana glared at some of the culprits, causing them to nervously look down at their feet. Santana smirked, she was still the baddest bitch at McKinley and she loved it.
After Santana dropped Brittany off at class, she made her way to her first period, but was stopped along the way by none other than Quinn Fabray. "You should really stay away from Brittany you know" Quinn advised, crossing her arms over her chest. "You should really stop being a hateful bitch, Fabray." Santana smirked. "Look, I might not being talking to Brittany but unlike you I actually care about her." Quinn stepped closer to Santana, trying to intimidate her. "Who said I didn't care about her? You wouldn't know shit." Santana said, clenching her fists. She really wanted to smack some sense into the girl, but she knew Brittany would be disappointed in her if she did. And for the first time Santana walked away from a fight, much to Quinn's surprise.
-After school-
Santana waited for Puck by her locker, sighing. Brittany had dance practice, so her and Puck decided to do some sorely missed hanging out. Puck was a little jealous of Brittany, but he would never let Santana know. He missed his best friend. When he was around her, he didn't need to be on his game, he could just be himself. Puck took Santana up to his room, setting up the PS3, as Santana sat on the edge of the bed ready to defeat him in 'Fifa 13'. A few hours and several defeats later, Puck had finally won a game, his arm pumping into the air in victory. Santana rolled her eyes, she'd already beaten him 3 times, but he deserved this win.
"God, I've missed you San" Puck laughed, giving her a side hug. Puck wasn't usually affectionate, so that was the best he could do. "I've missed you too Noah" Santana giggled at the use of his first name. It sounded so weird to her sometimes. Puck laughed, giving Santana a light push with his arm. He really didn't like his first name, and only used it when absolutely necessary. Puck glanced at his watch, almost swearing when he saw the time. "Shit, I need to pick up Quinn." Puck said, grabbing the controller off Santana and putting it away.
Santana was really annoyed. She rarely got to spend time with Puck, and he was blowing her off for a fucking Fabray? "God, pussy whipped much?" Santana grumbled, getting up to grab her bag. Puck turned to look at her, "let's not talk about whipped Santana." he laughed, turning off the TV. "I can't believe you're ditching me for that slut." Santana snapped, throwing her hand up. "Like you can talk. You've ditched our whole friendship for Brittany. I never see you any more." Puck retorted, He'd missed her, and there was no doubt Brittany was the main reason for it. "Yet when we get time together you leave for her." Santana yelled before storming out.
Santana walked home, infuriated. The two had always made a pact, that their friendship would come before any girl. She was mad at Puck for ditching her, but she knew he had every right to be mad at her too. As she walked, she wondered when everything had gotten so complicated between them, and how long it would take before everything in her life was actually okay.
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