Dear Readers, I have spent sometime mapping out the rest of this story. It's going to be a long one so please stay with me through this. Enjoy.

"How do you normally do this?"Haruhi looked between the two as both of their lips curled until laughter was heard through the room. Hikaru and Kaoru stopped themselves quickly and tried to regain composure as Haruhi laid there a bit confused but more annoyed with their laughing.

"One in the front and one in the back Haruhi, you get to pick of course"Kaoru was the first to speak as he placed a gentle kiss on her cheek as Hikaru sat up and rolled over to the side table. The sound of him digging through the drawer faded into the back ground as Haruhi laid there with Kaoru

"I can't really pick.. it would feel like picking favorites between you two"Haruhi had thought about it but couldn't honestly pick one over the other, it wouldn't feel right to her. She had always firmly stated neither of them meant more to her then the other.

Hikaru came to lay back down with them and toss something to Kaoru that smacked him in the chest.

"Well then we can just play a game"Hikaru waved the small pack that Haruhi recognized as a condom. He had tossed one to Kaoru just moments ago.

"Is that okay with you Haruhi?"Hikaru sat up and ran his finger along the rough rigging of the plastic. Haruhi nodded a yes to him and sat up with the help of Kaoru.

Kaoru looked down at the condom and then back at Hikaru, a questioning look in his eyes

"One of these has lubricant and one doesn't, the one with lub is for the back"Hikaru passed his condom over to Kaoru who then put them both in front of Haruhi. Haruhi looked down at the two tiny packs. They looked identical.

Same brand

Same color

Yet different on the inside

She picked up both and squeezed them a bit to try and feel a difference but there wasn't anything noticeable

"Hand one to each of us and we can get started"Hikaru held out his hand for Haruhi who placed the condom in her left hand in his. She then handed the condom in her right to Kaoru.

The twins shared a glance before ripping them open and Haruhi looked down at both trying to tell them apart.

"Yes!"Hikaru cheered happily as he wrapped his arms around Haruhi who assumed this meant he got the unlubbed condom. A noticeable sigh came from Kaoru as he scooted to the back of the bed.

"Come here Haruhi, lean back on me"Kaoru patted the spot in front of him as he placed the condom on. Haruhi nodded and moved to sit in front of Kaoru while Hikaru adjusted himself.

It was the first time Haruhi had felt anyones, ahem, hardness...penis? Whatever you want to call it. It was the first time Haruhi had seen one in person and now she could feel him pressing against her back. It made her blush to feel him, that way.

"If it hurts too much just say so and we'll stop"She heard Kaorus reassuring words as Hikaru came to her. He positioned her legs around his waist and brought his hand down to help position himself.

Kaorus arms wrapped around her waist to keep her steady while Hikaru planted kisses against her neck. Haruhi closed her eyes and tried her best to relax as she felt Hikaru start to push forward. It felt fine at first, just some pressure and then it became more pressure. Haruhi started to stiffen as she felt herself stretching and Hikarus kissed stopped while Kaorus hold on her became tighter.

"Just a bit more Ha-ru"Hikaru whispered in a slow husky tone into her ear. She noticed how he left on the 'hi' part of her name, which she chalked up to him having a difficult time breathing right now. Hikaru continued to push and Haruhi raised her hands to grip Kaorus arms which remained around her waist.

It felt sore and tender but wasn't as painful as she was expecting.

Haruhi felt herself grip Kaorus arm harder when Hikaru began to move. He hadn't waited as long as she had hoped and could feel the uncomfortable pressure causing her tender inner walls to tighten. Haruhi felt Kaorus arm release from behind her and a slight panic set in. She was starting to feel some pain from Hikarus thrusting and wasn't ready for Kaoru to enter her yet.

"You're being too rough"Haruhi opened her eyes to see Kaorus arm reaching from behind her head, his hand wrapped around Hikarus throat who had paused. She couldn't see Kaoru but could tell Hikaru and him were having a glaring contest.

Kaoru dropped his hand from Hikarus neck and returned it to Haruhis waist. She could feel his lips against the back of her neck as he whispered a gentle 'sorry' against her skin

"I think my little brothers getting jealous Ha-ru-hi"Hikaru placed his hands on Haruhis waist and pulled her closer to him. Haruhi let out a noticeable yelp when her and Hikarus hips met. He hadn't pushed into her that roughly before and it left her shaking a bit. She could feel Hikarus hands moving to her butt and she blushed when he groped her.

"Come on Kaoru stop being a brat"Hikaru moved Haruhi and himself so Haruhi would be lying on top of him. He scooted her legs and held her steady for Kaoru. Haruhi rested her head against Hikarus chest as she closed her eyes and waited.

Kaoru looked at the two of them for a moment, yes he was jealous and didn't appreciate Hikarus roughness. As he looked at them he caught a glimpse of Haruhi looking at him, a blush resting on her cheeks. She was waiting for him. Kaoru just nodded to Hikaru as he scooted closer to them. Kaorus hands came to replace Hikarus on her hips and Haruhi felt herself being rocked back a bit. She felt slightly relieved when Hikaru slowly slipped out of her.

"Are you sure about this Haruhi? You can still say stop"Kaorus voice was gentle, no judgement and no pressure was laced in it as he spoke to her. His fingers drew circles along her lower back as she looked back to him. A smile was resting on his face.

Haruhi couldn't find the words but simply nodded and returned to rest herself against Hikaru. She could feel Hikaru gently nudging his way back into her, this time she didn't feel pain. It felt similar to when he had used his fingers but more intense. Haruhi almost didn't notice Kaoru starting to push into her until she felt his nails dig slightly into her hips. She could hear him breathing harshly, trying to control himself.

"Do-does it hurt Haruhi?"Kaorus voice came out in a gasp as he continued to gently ease himself into her. He knew she'd be tight in the back but didn't think it'd be this difficult for him to be gentle. Haruhi didn't respond to him directly but let out a moan as Hikaru pushed up into her. Kaorus eyes met Hikarus as he gave his older brother a silent thank you for trying to distract her.

It didn't take long before they found a easy movement between them. Hikaru and Kaoru worked together to move in and out of her, trying to not be inside her at the same time. At first neither of them were sure if she was truly enjoying it since she was being quite but were reassured when they felt her starting to move with them.

"You're such a naughty little thing"Hikaru placed a kiss against her lips as Haruhi was left gasping for breath. It was such a strange feeling, pleasurable and painful at the same time. Kaoru was rocking into her in a way she had never imagined and Hikaru continued to whisper dirty things into her ear.

It was truly a sensory over load at this point

Haruhi found herself gripping tightly onto Hikarus shoulders as he and Kaoru seemed to lose their careful pacing and push into her more rapidly. The moment when they entered her together she felt her mind blank out until she became undone by them. Hikaru wrapped his arms around her back and held her steady while Kaoru whispered sweet nothings into her ear. Shaky couldn't even describe how her legs felt once Haruhi came down and collapsed against Hikaru. She could feel herself slipping into sleep we they both removed themselves from her and she could barely hear the sound of their voices.

With Haruhi now fast asleep Hikaru was the first to jump into the shower while Kaoru went back to his room to grab some pajama pants and wash himself off. Upon returning to the room Kaoru found Haruhi gone from the bed but could hear the sound of water filling the bath tub.

"We're in here Kaoru"Hikarus voice called to Kaoru from the bathroom. Looking inside Kaoru saw Hikaru placing Haruhi down gently it the bathtub. A look of relief on her face as the yellow marks on her skin became noticeable to both of them.

"Hikaru.."Haruhi whispered softly as she sat in the warm water, her head resting against Hikarus arm as he gently washed her body. Hikaru sat on the side of the tub in a towel, washing Haruhis body while she rested.

"I'll have the maid change the sheets while you finish here"Kaoru closed the bathroom door and went to fetch the nearest maid. She didn't question him and went to quickly change the bedding.

Once the room was finished Kaoru knocked against the bathroom door for Hikaru to come out. He emerged moments later with a sleeping Haruhi in his arms and a overly joyed look on her face.

"She's been whispering my name in her dreams, I think she's coming around to me"Hikaru smiled as he placed a light kiss on Haruhis forehead and moved her to the bed. Kaoru removed her from Hikarus arms and placed the blankets over her.

"Or she's having horrible nightmares"Kaoru commented as he crawled into bed beside her and waved Hikaru away. Kaoru receive a very immature 'loser' in return and moved in to sleep on her other side.

-The Next Morning-

Haruhi sat at the edge of the guest bed in the same clothes she had worn the other night but feeling much different then she had the day before.

She had woken up alone. A note on her pillow from the twins that they had been called away to work.

Haruhi placed with the phone in her hand. She had texted them both an hour ago. Still no reply from either of them.

"Assholes"Haruhi mumbled as she gathered the rest of her belongings and headed for the door. She made her way through the mansion and turned down the ride from the driver they had arranged for her. She wasn't in the mood.

'They could have at least.. woken me up and said goodbye' Haruhi thought as she walked down the road and waved down a passing taxi. Her legs felt weak from the night before and she really just wanted to get home already.

The streets were empty, most likely due to everyone staying home. With the flooding that happened most businesses closed for the day and everyone was staying home with their families. So Haruhi was surprised to see Ranka wasn't home when she arrived, there was however a plate of rice and curry wrapped up on the counter for her. Apparently some of the flooding had affected the club and Ranka went down to check out the damages and do what he could.

Haruhi heated up her curry and went to change. It was peaceful but as she sat there eating her curry she couldn't shake this feeling. The feeling of guilt.

Mori

Mori had texted her, asking if he could come over to see her today. She hadn't replied yet.

She wasn't sure if she could face him

Somehow she felt like she had done something wrong to him

Haruhi finished her food and decided it would be best to text him now then later. She removed her phone and sent him a quick 'sure' before going to tidy up the kitchen. Her phone hadn't gone off yet and she assumed this meant Mori would be off busy somewhere, likely at work.

Looking at herself in the mirror it was obvious that she had a rough night, part of her was glad her dad wasn't home earlier. Her arms and thighs had bruises, small cuts on her hips, and hickeys lined the area around and down her neck. Haruhi filled the tub and turned on the small hand radio her dad kept near the sink.

The warm was wonderful

It felt much nicer then she had imagined

By the time Haruhi climbed out of the tub and had gotten dressed it was already half past noon. Making her way into the kitchen she noticed her phone and decided to check it again

'2 missed called from Mori' each an hour apart. Haruhi quickly selected his number and called him back

"Hello?"

"Hi Mori, sorry I was in the tub"Haruhi didn't know why she felt the need to suddenly explain herself but was happy to hear he didn't sound angry. Then again Mori never sounded angry.

"Is it okay if I come to visit still?"

Right he was going to visit today! Haruhi thought as she looked around the apartment, everything looked okay

"Yeah sure, just knock when you're here"Haruhi replied as she started to fill the tea pot to get it ready for him

"I'm already here"

Haruhi held the phone to her ear but made her way over to the door. Upon opening it she found Mori, sitting next to her door in his suit with a box on his lap. He looked up at Haruhi and raised his hand in hello.

"Mori when did you get here?"Haruhi asked as she opened the door wider to let him in. Mori thanked her and removed his shoes before entering the house.

"Two hours ago"Mori responded without any sense of anger in his voice, he had a simple smile on his face as he handed the box to Haruhi. It was slightly heavy and Haruhi opened it to reveal a melon. It was one of those beautiful gift melons that tastes like candy. She would see them at the mall often and they were normally only given during events due to their price. However Mori, just like her other friends from Ouran, were one of the wealthiest men in Japan. He just didn't rub it in her face.

"Thank you but you didn't need to bring a gift"Haruhi thanked him but just felt worse for what happened. He had showed up two hours ago and waited peacefully outside for her. He wasn't angry, he wasn't upset, he was just happy.

Haruhi moved to the kitchen to cut the melon and pour some tea for them. She could feel Moris eyes on her and tried not to act strange. She had never had a problem being around Mori before but since she took notice of him, it was difficult.

After placing the fruit and tea down Haruhi couldn't meet his gaze. Mori was staring at her, his eyes unmoving from her face.

"What happened"It wasn't much of a question but more of a statement that Mori wanted answered as he looked at her. Haruhi realized what he meant and moved to cover her neck and arms. She had been in such a shock to find out he was waiting that she had forgotten about the marks the twins had left on her.

Haruhi didn't know what to say

She didn't want to lie to him

But the truth felt... dirty

Moments passed

"Was it willing?"This was more or a question as Mori continued to look at her. A blush flushed Haruhis checks as she nodded.

Haruhi looked up at Mori, he now held the tea cup in his hand and was no longer staring at her

"Then you don't need to tell me"Mori sipped his tea while Haruhi felt the awkwardness sink in but mostly guilt.

She had gone on a date with him only days ago and was nice enough to come and visit her. In the few days that had gone by she had slept with the twins and Mori didn't seem fazed by it.

"Are you.. upset?"Unsure but needing to know the answer, Haruhi picked up a piece of the melon. It was delicious, sweet like candy and juicy like the perfect melon.

"Haruhi"Mori reached out and placed his hand over hers. It reminded her of how he had held her hand the night at the docks after dinner, and even brought her back to when he had held her at the beach resort.

"I don't know how I feel about you, I care about you and feel a need to be by your side. I don't talk much"Mori paused but found it in himself to continue, he had thought alot about this.

"But I can't expect you to read my mind. I know you are unsure of how you feel for me, unless you love me it's unfair for me to expect you to only look at me"Mori hands, had that always been so big? Haruhi thought as she listened to his words. His fingers traced her fingers.

"If my feelings for you are of 'love' and not just some infatuation, I only ask that you are honest with me"Mori released her hand from his and looked at Haruhi who had tears in her eyes.

Never

Had she expected Mori to be so understanding, to be so open and comforting to her. She felt ashamed for having been scared to see him, for thinking so little of him.

He was the most mature of her friends

The strongest

In body and mind

"Thank you Mori... thank you so much. I was scared you wouldn't want to see me anymore or even be my friend"Haruhi felt the tears slipping down her cheeks now as she happily smiled. It was a huge load of her shoulders.

"Do you want me to tell you what happened?"Haruhi asked as she played with the next piece of melon with her hands.

Mori nodded and Haruhi began

She started with her talk with Mei, and went on to her event with Hikaru and Kaoru the night before. Mori had a slightly shocked look on his face but didn't seem off put by it. He just sat and listened to her while Haruhi nervously explained things.

His silence worried her now

Mori could sense her uneasiness

"Nothing is wrong with having wants and needs, I appreciate you telling me"Mori reassured her that everything was okay. He had meant everything he said before about how he felt about her, he wasn't sure. He knew he liked her, but he wasn't sure if he loved her. An not knowing meant he had no right to place any claim on her.

"So... where'd you get the melon?"Haruhi lightened the conversation. From there Mori took the hint and followed her lead in talking. They discussed work, fruits, events in the news, and surprising had more in common then they thought. Mori and her never sat down and had a real talk like this.

She had never seen Mori laugh so frequently but enjoyed seeing it.

Ranka had come home and joined them for tea. He watched how Haruhi interacted with Mori and gave Mori his blissing to see Haruhi move often. "Babysitting" is what Ranka called it which made Mori blush and Haruhi annoyed. By the time Mori left it was a quarter for 5 and Haruhi walked him to the door.

"Is it okay if we have lunch tomorrow?"Mori asked as he place his shoes on

"I have work tomorrow but maybe this Saturday. After the book signing?"Haruhi asked as she stood there at the door and watched Mori check himself for everything.

"Saturday then"

An with that Mori was gone.

Haruhi walked back into the living room to see her dad siting down giving her that face she hated seeing. It was that 'sooo?' face he loved to make when something gossip worthy happened.

"It's just Mori, don't make a big deal about it dad"Haruhi sat beside her father and sat nothing before pouring him and herself more tea.

"You and him seem quite chummy lately"Ranka commented as Haruhi glared at her father. She wasn't about to play into his gossip game. She stood up and told Ranka she would be going to take a nap.

Ranka watched Haruhi walking away and called to her

"Are those hickeys from the Hitachi boys last night? I hope you made them use protection dear, I respect you as an adult but would appreciate you married first"Ranka called as Haruhi stopped

She looked back at her father and then quickly rushed away to her room

-Later that night-

Ranka had left a few hours ago to meet with the co-owner about the damages gone to the bar, leaving Haruhi alone.

She sat in her bed staring at the phone.

'Is it okay to call them?'Haruhi thought as she checked her messages. Nothing from the twins all day.

Thinking about it she quickly dialed Hikarus number and waited

It rang

An rang

Finally!

"Hey"

"Um.. Hey"Haruhi thought as she sat there feeling stupid now, why did she call him again? She didn't want to admit she just wanted to talk to him right now.

"Miss me already?"

Haruhi couldn't help but notice a strained tone to his voice

"No.. I just wanted to say.. hi"Haruhi ran her finger along on the hem of her blanket. It felt so weird. Hikaru was normally filled with nothing but flirtatious lines and annoying things when she called him, but now he was just being weird.

"Do you mind if I call you back? I'm in the middle of something"Ouch okay. Haruhi felt like she had just been bitten by how distant he seemed now. She gave a quick 'okay' and hung up. Tossing her phone to the side she rolled over onto her back.

Were things going to be weird now?

Haruhi closed her eyes and relaxed for bed. She could use some sleep and right now didn't feel like worrying about anything anymore. She would see Kaoru tomorrow and talk to him, and maybe consider calling Hikaru again

-At the Hitachi Mansion later that evening-

"You know that wasn't right"Kaoru sat on the balcony enjoying the view of the garden at night when Hikaru came out. Hikaru took the seat next to him and signaled for the maid to bring him something to drink.

"I tried to make it easier but she wasn't listening"Hikaru groaned as he pushed his hair back, making a mental note to schedule a cut later this weekend.

Kaoru waited for the maid to return and leave with Hikarus drink before continuing

"Break up sex isn't exactly hard to turn down"Kaoru pushed Hikarus chair over and was happy when he fell to the ground, spilling his drink on his lap.

Hikaru had went to break up with his current girlfriend earlier that evening and by the sounds that were coming from his bedroom, Kaoru knew they were up to come last minute 'activities'.

"You break up with that model mom hired from Osaka yet?"Hikaru was annoyed but not about to fight over this and sat his chair back up. He used the napkin to try and dry his pants but realized the fabric was already stained

"I will tomorrow, an unlike you I'll have some restraint"Kaoru commented before they returned to a comfortable silence

Hikaru took a sip of Kaorus drink and leaned against the table, playing with the metal etching.

"Haruhi called earlier"Hikaru mentioned as Kaorus turned to look at him, he had expected Haurhi to call him first. A hint of jealousy sparked in Kaorus eyes but he looked away.

"I was plowing that girl and hung up on her"Hikaru continued as he scooted away from Kaoru, expecting him to throw something. When it came to Haruhi, Kaoru could be surprisingly violent towards him.

"You're an ass"Was all Kaoru said as he stood up to leave. Leaving Hikaru there with his thoughts was much worse then anything he could do to him.