Jason and Sam were driving down the highway. Sam wasn't scared because he knew that Jason wouldn't hurt him. "Why are you driving Jason?"

Jason smiled "How else are we going to get around."

"The same way we left the restaurant." Sam said.

"I never use powers when I'm with you." Jason looked at him. "I've never used them on you either and I'm not going to now."

Sam looked back at the road "Where are we going?"

Jason looked back at the road. "It's a surprise, close your eyes."

"What?" Sam asked

"Just close them Sam." Jason said raising his voice a little.

Sam sighs but closes his eyes. After a while Sam feels the car stop and Jason gets out. He helps Sam out the car and guides him to his surprise.

"Ok open them." Jason said.

Sam opens his eyes, a small gasp fell from his lips and he smiles. "Jason."

"Surprise, I remember the first time we were here together. You were wearing those blue jeans with a white shirt" Jason runs his fingers through Sam's hair "God you were so beautiful."

Sam's face turns red and Jason smiles "Jason"

"Come on" Jason grabs Sam's hand and pulls him in the cabin.

As soon as San steeped in he was flooded with memories. Him and Jason hiking all day and making love all night, having dinner under the stars, holding each other, and saying I love you to each other. Sam walked into the kitchen and ran his fingers along the counter. He smiles

Jason looks over at him "What?"

"I remember my first birthday here." Sam closed his eyes and smiled. "You tried to make me a cake."

"Yeah and I failed." Jason started to laugh.

Sam chuckled "Yeah I told you-"

"That it was ok."

Sam looked up at Jason "And I loved you for trying."

"Sam, why did you lie? We were together for more than a couple months. We were happy and in love." Jason said.

Sam sighed "I know"

"Then why did you end it?"

"Jason I loved every moment I spent with you but every time I came home and looked in BJ's eyes I saw Dean. I knew that no one could ever take Dean's place in my heart. I didn't want to hurt you by still being in love with Dean so I ended it."

"But we were going to be a family. You were having my baby." Jason walked up to Sam.

"A baby that you would use to kill us all." Sam yelled

"I would never hurt you Sam." Jason yelled back.

"It doesn't matter you're a demon Jason." Sam looked down. "We can never be together."

"I thought you loved me?" Jason said quietly.

"Yeah I did but Dean's always going to be my first and only." Jason sits on the couch and Sam sits next to him. "You have to let me go Jason."

Jason shakes his head no "I can't, I'm sorry Sam but you will never see your family again."

That night

Dean was sitting on Bobby's couch staring into space when Bobby came up with a beer. "Here"

Dean takes the beer from Bobby "Thanks"

Bobby sits next to him "How you holding up?"

"Sam's gone, how the hell do you think I'm holding up." Dean gets up and wipes his face "Just leave me alone." Dean goes out back and sees BJ sitting on the ground staring at the sky. He walks up behind him "Hey BJ"

BJ looks up and smiles "Hey dad"

"Mind if I sit" BJ shakes his head no so Dean sits down "How you doing?"

BJ sighed "Ok I guess."

Dean took a breath. "Listen BJ nothing's going to happen to your Sam."

BJ smiled "I know, Jason would never hurt him. You should have seen them together."

Dean looked down. "How do you know that?"

"Because dad loved Jason and Jason loved him." BJ said

"I thought they were only together for a couple months." BJ looks over at Dean then at the ground. "What is it BJ?"

"They were together for almost three years."

Dean looks down "Oh well besides that one time did they ever... you know?"

BJ looked away again. "Yeah they did."

"Why didn't you tell me?" Dean said looking over at him.

"Because I...I don't know ok. Dad didn't want me to tell you. He said he would tell you when the time was right."

"I can't believe this." Dean covered his face with his hands.

"What did you expect him to do wait for you?"

"Of course not." Dean looks at BJ "What about you? Did you like him?"

BJ shrugged "Yeah, he was cool."

Dean smiled "Sammy was always like this."

"Like what?"

"He would always worry. He would always try to sacrifice himself for his family. He was so scared that something might take me away from him. Even when I would always tell him that everything was going to be ok. He would still do whatever he could for us and I hated that about him. God he was so stubborn."

BJ chuckles "Sometimes I'm scared to leave the house. I'm afraid he might have a panic attack or something."

"It's been you too for nine years. He doesn't want anything to happen to you." BJ looks back at the sky causing Dean to do the same. "What are you doing out here anyway?"

"I'm looking for dad." BJ says.

"What do you mean?"

"After you left whenever my dad wasn't with me I could always find him. I don't know how but it was like this invisible line in the sky that pointed me right to him and I hated it because every time I'm late for curfew or I'm not where I'm supposed to be he would find me, no matter where I was. Why do you think that is?"

"Maybe it came from you being together all the time. You're special BJ just like Sam."

BJ smiled "Thanks"

"For what?"

"Not calling me a freak or different."

Dean smiles then looks up at the sky "So do you see anything?"

Still looking at the sky BJ smiles "Why, you don't believe me?"

"No I didn't say that it's just-" Dean stuttered out.

"I was joking" BJ gets up "Come on you should eat."

"I'm ok" Dean waved him off.

"No you're not. You can't help him by starving yourself."

"Fine" Dean got up and the two head inside.

Sorry for the mistakes