Beyond's POV
Mello, I knew you were a little crazy but seriously? What the hell did you kill yourself for? I get that you handle pain differently than me but do you really think that leaving everyone so soon is gonna help anyone? It doesn't make anything better. It makes it worse. Your death makes me feel terrible about myself. I'm supposed to be a close friend of yours. Why didn't you tell me anything. If you can't confide in me you could have told Near. He loves you man. I feel like complete crap right now. I'm losing my mind all over again. I couldn't stop you or A's suicide. Mello, do you realize how much you impacted us? What you didn't realize is that even the little things you did, like bitch to Near about how you wanted to leave Wammy's so bad, even the fights between us will be dearly missed. I understand how hard it is to feel neglected and unloved because of the fact that you are an orphan, but that doesn't mean you weren't loved. It may have seemed that way but in a way we all love you. Believe it or not even L misses you. Yeah I know about what happened years ago. I get that you were betrayed by your idol but sometimes you have to forgive and forget. I love you Mello. I will miss you. You are like a little brother that I never had.