Ch. 9

Sam's POV

Freddie and I called Spencer to tell him about Carly, but I honestly didn't know what to feel. I just lost a best friend because she went crazy. I can't help her and the only way to 'fix' her would be to send her to the loony bin. I'm just as confused as to what to do. What should I be feeling? Should I be happy because she won't be bothering Freddie and me? Am I so supposed to be distraught?

Freddie noticed the confusion on my face and brought me out of on thoughts.

"Hey Sam we will get through this", his voice was so sincere and genuine. No wonder I feel in love with him. I would never tell him that because he would never let it go.

"Okay Frednub," I was trying to lighten the mood. He smiled remembering the days when we didn't have to deal with problems like this. I mean who would have ever thought that Carly Shay would go crazy. I guess when she caught 'space madness' and when she freaked out because she was in a box, that could have been clues. A few minutes after we called Spencer, he arrived.

"Hey two, what happened to Carly?"

I looked at Freddie, not exactly sure how to tell him that his sister went crazy and could possible harm herself or other.

Freddie must be able to read my mind, instead of me answering the question; he grabbed my hand and answered for me instead.

"Carly freaked out over something and went crazy."

"What do you mean she went crazy?"

"I mean that she is sitting on her floor screaming, crying and laughing at the same time!"

Once it settled into Spencer, he ran upstairs to find Carly. That left the nub and I downstairs.

"When this is over I think that we should tell Carly that we are dating," said Freddie.

"I don't know what if she doesn't take it well? What ever has caused her to freak like she did must have been epic. What do you think could have made her snap?"

"I don't know, but I am not to anxious to find out."

"Same here."

Not to much longer Spencer came downstairs with a distraught look on his face.

"I think you guys should leave, while I check Carly into a hospital. I know you guys want to be there for her, but this is serious. I will call you if something major happens or if she has a break through."

Freddie and I left without any arguments. To be honest, I was starting to get freaked by just being inside that apartment. When we were in the hallway, things started to get a little awkward. I mean should I kiss him goodnight or should he walk me home? What to do? I wonder if I should offer to go inside his place and then kiss him good night. I am so new at this girlfriend thing, especially if it's someone that I love. I mean I have liked some guy, but just not as much as I love Freddie.

"So."

He is such a nub, that's how he decides to start a conversation with me. So I do the must Sam thing possible, I smack him in the face, but not as hard as I used to. He chuckled a little bit and then decided to restart the conversation.

"First, owwww and second, I deserved that."

"Damn straight you did."

"You're blonde headed demon, you that?"

"Yes I know that and I have to say that, that is one of the reasons you love me!"

His face turned a little red, but what happened next surprised me. He rapped his arm around my waist and pulled me into him. We were so close that there was no space between our bodies. He looked at me with those chocolaty brown eyes of his, that I always get lost in. He leaned his head closer to mine. And brushed his lips against min ever so lightly. Then he pulled back, loving that fact that he had power over me.

"Sam would you like to come in; my mom is working the late shift. In fact she left when we went across the hall to visit."

"Yeah, I would like to come in."

He opened the door and picked me up bridal style and carried me to his room. I hadn't planned on anything happening that night. And it didn't. Freddie, being the gentleman he was raised to be, gave me some ham and then we talked. I told him things that I didn't even think I could tell anyone. I told him about my hopes and dreams and my fears and nightmares. He opened up to me about what he wants in life and what he hopes he doesn't turn out to be. Freddie even told me about how his dad died. I always knew that his father had died, but it was a sore subject him, so we never really talked about it. I even told him how I play guitar and sing. He was surprised and made me promise to sing him a song one day. I promised, but I was nervous and he seemed to pick up on it and told me I could do it whenever I was ready. The night wore on and sleep seemed to be inevitable. We somehow drifted to his bed. Right before we went to sleep I felt all walls that I had built suddenly fell down and with Freddie I was complete. I didn't have to worry about anything around him. When we settled down to go to sleep Freddie rapped his arm around my waist and held me close to him. Before we went to sleep I managed to tell him that I love him, but I thought he was asleep.

"I love you too Sam."

It was a great ending to a long and hard day.

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