Hello fellow readers. I am running out of ideas for this story. I'm thinking about ending it here. IS that okay? Or do you have an idea and want me to continue? If you have an idea for this story to continue, let me know. But if nothing comes, and this is perfect the way it is. It's the end. Make sure you review and tell me your ideas, and then ill choose one? Ill make sure you get a shout out if your idea is chosen. Enjoy
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I just look at Gaara in my rage.
"You got married?" my voice calm and soft. He looked at me cautiously as he tried to step closer to me.
"Yes." His eyes were pained as I flinched at his words. I grabbed his collar and threw him a few feet away from me.
"I'll dance in your blood! You are already dead to me!" my chakra flared again as he got up. I lashed my chakra at naruto as blood spattered on the ground. I did the same to Hinata and Kiba until blood was everywhere. I won't kill them. I'll let them suffer.
"Holy shit Sakura!" I turned and saw Hidan and Itachi looking at me.
"Hidan!" I smiled and started to jump up and down in excitement.
"You'll play with me right? Help me kill everyone and paint the world in the beautiful red liquid. Wont you?" I was content with them here. I skipped toward Sasuke and pulled his hair, so he could look at Itachi.
"See Itachi! We can kill him. Kill everyone!" I laughed again.
"Sakura what did they do to you?" Itachi said. Hidan looked at me with worried eyes. I looked at them with dark eyes and let my voice drop an octave.
"If you don't let me play, I'll kill you." I started to slash the leaf ninjas avoiding any main veins so I could torture them.
"Call fucking Leader, I'll try to fucking talk her down." I heard Hidan say. His hand lands on my shoulder and I look up at him.
"Don't you want to help me?" my voice cracked and I looked down.
"You're not fucking you. You gonna regret all this shit when we get you better! I'm trying to look out for you, bitch." He said softly.
"But they all hurt me! NARUTO LEFT ME BEHIND! SASUKE LEFT ME BEHIND! KAKASHI DIDN'T WANT ME! GAARA IS MARRIED! I LOVE GAARA AND HE BETRAYED ME! I WANT THEM DEAD! THEY SAID I'M WEAK! I AM NOT FUCKING WEAK! I WILL NOT GET HURT AGAIN!"
I shove Hidan in a tree and lace chakra to hold him down. I took a kunai and slowly cut him from his fingers to his elbow. I cut off each finger waiting for his screams.
"Scream in pain!" I yell. He just smirks and my chakra starts to lash him. Whip after whip until his whole chest is covered in blood. I cut off each arm, and slash his jugular.
"Now you will die." I smile and wait for him to stop breathing. He doesn't and his smirk is still in place. I grab my kunai and stab him over and over.
"Why" stab "wont" stab "you" stab "die" I was getting tired. I actually stopped and sat down. I released the chakra strings and he fell to the ground.
"Tired?" I grabbed my kunai laced it in chakra and cut of his head. The blood poured out rapidly.
"You can't kill a fucking immortal" he said smugly. My chakra is quite low but still not satisfied. I look around and see all the body's and blood. And I smile.
"How beautiful" I sigh
"You really need to snap the fuck out of it!" I just sigh again until I heard footsteps.
"You decapitated Hidan" I looked at leader and laughed hysterically.
"He wouldn't fucking die!" I stood up and slammed leader in the face. He turned into a log and I just laughed.
I was surrounded. I was circled in by Deidara, Itachi, Kisame, Leader, Konan, Sasori, Kakuzu, Tobi and Zetsu. It was quite strange.
"Why won't you let me kill? They all hurt me! They all deserve to die!" I laugh as they stare.
"You're out of Chakra Sakura. Just let us help you. You are not yourself." Leader said. I smiled and looked at them all.
"No." I went to strike when a paper needle hit my neck. I pulled it out and looked at it.
"Every fucking time." I wobbled a bit and tried to fight it.
"No! Gaara needs to die. He doesn't love me. No!" my words slurred as I wobbled toward Gaara. I fell and just looked at the sky.
"Konan?" I slurred
"Yes?" She was next to me holding my hand.
"I don't like your damn needles" I mumbled. My eyes close as I fought the drug inside me.
"I know." That was the last I heard before I fell asleep.
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My head was groggy as my eyes opened. I shut them again and groaned.
"Konan, you asshole! We had a deal, you're supposed to stop fucking drugging me!" My eyes hurt and I just laid there. Why am I back here? I went back to Konoha. "Are you traumatized Sasu-kun" "You're married?" "Scream more" "Kill everyone"
No! Please. My eyes fill with tears as flash backs flash across my vision. I'm a monster. My fingers start to claw at my head as the visions get worse. My head bleeds but I embrace the pain, like a hug. I deserve to die, I deserve pain. I'm a monster. A freak.
Why do I hurt people? Blood is dripping down my face as I try to cope with my pain. Gaara is married. He doesn't care for me. My hands leave my head as I stare into nothingness. Trying to numb my pain.
I can hear members walking in and gasping at my face. I can feel Konan cleaning my wound, and washing the blood off. I can hear them trying to get me to respond. I can hear the fear and worry laced into their words.
I don't care. My mind has left, and escaped the pain. I can feel Konan laying me down, and checking my vitals, but my glazed look never leaves.
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1 year later..
I lost track of time. Konan attached an IV to me so I would get my nutrients. My hair is now down to my knees I think. I haven't moved since that day. Konan moves me to the bath, or out to the garden. But I am never there. I'm just floating in my world of nothing. The members come by at different times, trying to bring me back.
But something is different today. I was lifted onto Zetsu's back and we sank into the floor. I don't know how long we were there, but I saw light suddenly. A note was put on my chest and he put me gently onto the ground and disappeared. Maybe I can die now. I close my eyes and let my nothing land consume me.
When I came too, I wasn't on the forest floor. Not that it mattered. I was on a mattress in a white room. Oh the irony. I am in Konoha hospital. I leave my nothing world for a moment and sit up. Are they going to execute me?
"You are awake." I turn my head and see Tsunade looking at me.
"Hokage-sama? Am I here to be executed?" I tilt my head to the side.
She just stares at me. She never answers me. Why did Akatsuki drop me here. Maybe they were tired of me. Tsunade drops a note in my lap.
Hokage of the village hidden in the leaves,
Please take care of Sakura Haruno. She has been unresponsive for a year now. The trauma of what she did, affected her greatly. The pain she experienced when she realized what she had done was so unbearable her body shut down. As leader of the Akatsuki, I am willing to make a deal. Fix Sakura, and the Akatsuki will stop going after the nine tails.
It is imperative that you understand what happened to her after she awoke from bloodlust. She isn't in control of herself. You cannot put her responsible for her actions. Of course if you refuse and trail her in a execution, before she is put to death, we will come take her back and destroy your pathetic village. And I will kill you personally.
-Leader of Akatsuki
I re-read the note over and over. I look up at Hokage-sama.
"You can kill me if you wish. I deserve as much. I am a monster, who betrayed my friends. I can write a letter to the Akatsuki. They will understand. I don't want live anymore Hokage-sama. Please." I said. My voice blank.
The door to my room slammed open and Naruto stormed in. he's probably angry.
"I am truly sorry Uzumaki-san" I said. He stopped mid-step and stared at me. His face hardens and he walks toward me again. He looks angry and I prepare myself for the attack. But instead he wraps his arms around my waist and picks me up off the bed.
"It's okay Sakura-Chan" my eyes widen as he hugs me, I almost killed him. Why? My eyes water as my arms wrap around his neck. My body starts to shake as my cries get louder.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." I choke out. He puts his hand on my head and runs his fingers threw my hair.
"I'm sorry as well Sakura. I did leave you. Sasuke left you. I should have realized that you would have been left by yourself. I am a horrible team mate. So please forgive me." He said. I could feel his tears dropping on my head. I nodded my head and tightened my grip around him. He grabs my legs and wraps them around his waist and sits on the bed.
"Please don't leave. I'm sorry. Please" I was quite hysterical and Naruto started to rock back and forth.
"Shh I'm not going anywhere." He said. I kept saying sorry and sobbing. Eventually I drifted in sleep, but still aware.
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Naruto Pov
I rocked Sakura until she stopped sobbing. I'm sorry Sakura, it's all my fault. I heard the door open and looked up.
"Is she okay, dobe?" Sasuke said. Since the incident Sasuke slowly got over what happened. Thanks to Tsunade, she forced the memories back and he went back to normal.
"I don't know. Have you contacted Gaara?" I later learned after the Akatsuki took Sakura, that Gaara was the closest to Sakura. That he was there for her when no one else was. He thought she was dead and the council forced him into marriage. When he found out she was alive he broke off the marriage.
He demanded he be told if her condition changed.
"Yeah. He's in the Hokage's office. But she won't let him see her. She scared of how his presence will affect her." He sighed.
"Tell him to come now. She asleep, I'm sure he just needs to see she okay." He nodded and left. I continued to run my hands threw her hair. It's gotten really long.
The door slams open and Sakura jumps in her sleep. Sasuke jumps on Gaara and covers his mouth.
"N-naruto?" she whispers, her eyes watering.
"Shh Sakura its okay. I'm not leaving you, I'm staying right here." I said. She sniffles and pushes me to lay down. She goes to turn and I flip her back to face me. I lay her on my chest and run my fingers threw her hair.
"Promise? You won't leave?" She yawns and snuggles into my neck.
"I promise, Believe it!" I said. She smiles and finally goes back to sleep. I feel the killer intent rolling off Gaara and apparently so does Sakura. Sand starts to stir around us. I rub Sakura's back and massage her scalp.
"Gaara if you don't calm down, she might kill you while she's asleep." I turn toward him and he's glaring at me.
"Don't hold her like that! She isn't yours!" he hissed. I don't know why I wanted to fuck with Gaara, but I did.
"Oh really? I'll let her go then." I pull my arms off her and try to release her arms from my neck. She tightens her grip and gets closer to me. I smirk at Gaara.
"She may not be mine, but I am hers." Gaara's face goes red with anger and his sand stirs at his feet.
Sakura's eyes open and her chakra flares.
"He's here?" my eyes widen. Shit!
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Sakura POV
He's here. I can feel his chakra signature. I pull off of naruto and stare at him.
"Sakur-" he starts
"Don't Sabaku!" I can feel my eyes flicker red and back. Breathe. My head is throbbing and my knees hit the floor.
"Don't Uzumaki, she's losing it!" I heard Gaara yell. I felt Naruto sling an arm around me.
"No she not. Right Sakura-Chan?" he said casually. I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"Hn. Sakura is stronger than she looks Sabaku." Sasuke said. I stood up and glared at Gaara.
"Right!" I said with a slight smile. I grabbed Naruto's and Sasuke's hand and walked straight passed Gaara.
Things are gonna be okay..