A/N: I'm so sorry I'm so late with this, guys! I had my exam, that went great fortunately, and then I didn't know how to finish this. Yes, it is my last chapter but I hope you will love it.
A little smut in the end, if you don't like it skip that part.
I wanna thank again my friend mirtilla83 for reading this and being my beta. My friend Carol who always encourage me to do crazy things like this and my #soulmate (you know who you are!).
In the end thanks to each and everyone of you who stuck with me till the end, I've got other stories planned and you're helping me decide which one to develop.
Enjoy!
10. No Time for Bitterness
Kurt woke up the next morning with a big smile on his face, he thought nothing could ruin his day except that when he turned to wake up Blaine, he wasn't there. Kurt looked around but Blaine was nowhere to be found. Then he noticed the piece of paper on his night stand, he took it with trembling hands and read it:
I'm sorry.
I have to think about this.
I'll call you.
Blaine.
Kurt closed his eyes and took a deep breath. It could've been really easy, just them back together, but obviously no. He decided to give Blaine what he wanted, so he got up and started to get ready to work, trying not to think about him. Or better he just got up and started to get ready for work, the non-thinking part was not so successful.
Blaine was splashing water on his face, he didn't even bother to dry it up, as soon as he was out of the bathroom, he threw himself on the couch and sighed. What now? What was he supposed to do? Just getting back with Kurt, like nothing had happened? Yes. Said a little voice in the back of his head. But he didn't know if it was safe to listen to it. His phone rang and took it away from his thoughts.
"Hello?"
"You had sex yesterday, didn't you?"
"How do you do this, Quinn?"
"It's just something in your voice." She laughed and Blaine smiled. Her silvery laugh always put him in a good mood.
"So who was it? Sebastian or Kurt?"
"Do you really need to ask?"
"I knew it! What are you lovebirds up to now? Wanna grab a coffee?"
"Well, I would love to."
"What about Kurt?"
"I'm…ehm…home right now."
"Oh. But, why?"
"I had to think."
"About what? You love him, he loves you. That's it!" Blaine paused. Was that really it? He heard someone talking on the other line.
"Blaine, Sam needs to tell you something."
"Hey, man." The deep voice of the blonde man came through his cell-phone. "Hey Sam!"
"Listen, if this is about what happened four years ago, well you should know that nothing of what Kurt wrote in that letter was true." Blaine gasped, he didn't know what to say and for a few seconds, a silent surrounded him.
"How do you know that?"
"He told me. During your Sebastian shenanigans." Blaine smiled at the term he used, but then he focused on Sam's words.
"Are you sure?"
"Well, you know, now that I think about it when he said I didn't mean any of that, he could've meant that he had to go shopping, or that he had some groceries to pick up – of course I'm sure, Blaine!"
Silence.
"Blaine? Are you there?"
"I-I have to go. But thanks, Sam." He hung up and ran out of the door.
Kurt was exhausted. His boss made him run so many errands that he couldn't feel his legs anymore. He just wanted to go home, have some dinner and then die on his bed, while watching some rerun of his favorite tv show.
But, apparently someone had other plans: when he opened the door, some candles were lit in the hallway and there was a good smell coming from the kitchen. He followed it and found Blaine, with an apron, blending some stuff in a bowl.
"What's this?" Kurt said smiling.
"I'm making you dinner."
"How did you get in?"
"I have my ways." Blaine grinned.
"So…you had some thinking?"
Blaine shook his head and grab Kurt by an arm "Dinner first, then talk." That said he gently kissed Kurt on his cheek and made him sit at the table. Everything was so nice and warm, Kurt and Blaine never lived together but in that moment everything was fitting so easily. Like they were never apart.
"Would you like some wine?"
"Sure." Blaine poured Kurt the wine and then rushed in the kitchen, when a little bell rang. He came back a couple of minutes later with a big chicken in his hands. Kurt sighed as Blaine put the bird in the center of the table.
"Are we supposed to eat all that?"
"If you want to." Blaine sit right next to him and got closer to his ear. "Or, we could always eat the main course later. I've always liked eating my dessert first." Blaine kissed Kurt's neck once, then twice, when he was moving to his lips, Kurt jerked back.
"Blaine, stop. We can't!"
"But I want to. I want you."
"What about this morning?"
"I had to think. But now I have and I choose you."
Kurt looked in Blaine's eyes. Yes, he was telling the truth but Kurt didn't want to leave anything unspoken. So he took a deep breath and started talking.
"I want you too, Blaine. But I have to talk to you about what happened four years ago."
"I know. Sam told me." Kurt smiled. So Blaine had some help in his thinking after all.
"That's great! But I want you to hear it from me." Blaine looked at the boy, he was serious, so he decided to listen. An explanation was what he always wanted after all.
"Okay, Kurt. I'm listening."
"Leaving you was one of the most painful things I had to do. When I lied to you about the time I was leaving, it wasn't because I thought you would've wanna be back together, it was because I was afraid that seeing your face would stop me from leaving." Kurt paused. "Blaine, you are…" His voice cracked. "You are the best thing that's ever happened to me. I left because I wanted to pursue my dream without you having to give up yours. I loved you too much for that."
Blaine stared at Kurt, speechless. All that time, apart, because they loved each other too much? That didn't even make sense! He cupped Kurt's face and gave him the sweetest smile.
"Kurt. I love you. I still do, so much. Actually I think I never stopped." He wiped away a tear streaming down Kurt's face. "I don't care about what happened, okay? I just wanna stop this madness. I love you. Do you-" He stopped, almost fearing the answer. Courage, he thought. "Do you love me?"
"Of course, Blaine. I love you so much."
And then there wasn't time for words anymore, both boys clashed into each other, kissing passionately and with no recall of what happened in the past. Blaine took Kurt's hand and guided him on the couch. When they were both seated, Blaine kissed the brunette's lips softly but then he stopped, he looked Kurt right in his eyes, brushing the boy's cheek with his thumb.
"I love you so much."
"I love you too, Blaine."
"I can't believe we just waste four years of our lives with sadness, by being apart."
Kurt got closer and kissed Blaine, gently at first but then his tongue pushed to enter. Blaine welcomed it with a moan, grabbing Kurt's hair. The taller boy lightly pressed Blaine's body on the couch and rested his on Blaine's.
"I guess we should make up for lost time." Kurt laughed and began kissing Blaine's neck, while opening his shirt, button after button. Blaine laughed and rested his body, trying to enjoy the feeling of Kurt's lips all over his body. When he reached his nipple and twirl his tongue around it, Blaine made a soft moan that gave Kurt chills – he loved hearing pleasure noises from Blaine's mouth. When Kurt started unzipping Blaine's pants, the shorter boy stopped him, putting an hand on Kurt's, who looked at him, confused.
"Your turn, mister." He just said that and reversed the situation, pushing Kurt on the couch and, in a minute he was on top of him, stripping him from his shirt and unzipping his pants. Kurt didn't even had the time to prepare himself that Blaine was swallowing him whole and making him almost scream. It was just a matter of minutes, Blaine was twirling his tongue and bobbing his head up and down, Kurt didn't even had time to warn him. He came copiously but Blaine swallowed everything, without spilling a drop.
Blaine looked at Kurt: sweating, hardly breathing and with his eyes closed but still with his hands through Blaine's hair. It was the hottest thing ever and Blaine could actually feel his erection pumping in his pants. Kurt gave a big breath and looked up at Blaine, he got up and took Blaine by his hands, when they both were up, Kurt put his fingers in Blaine's waistband and pulled him towards the bedroom.
"I think you still owe me four years of great sex, Blaine Anderson."
Blaine followed him in the room, laughing.
THE END
Your turn guys! First reviews always make me happy and make me write faster!
Second what do you think I should write? I have two ideas in mind: 1. After seeing some gifs on tumblr I'm kinda in love with the idea of Cheerio!Kurt and Skank!Blaine, 2. I was thinking about another Future!Klaine where Blaine is a famous actor and Kurt become his assistant.
What do you like more? Do you have suggestions? I would love to hear them!
