Summary: Ami started new life at college and have to share a room with a tough and lesbian girl, Makoto who always got in trouble with boys. Ami never have any close friends since she was young. Day after day, she became closer to Makoto but she felt weird feelings towards Makoto who really take care of herself. Will Ami find out what is that feeling? And how hard Makoto's life had been through before she met Ami? MakoxAmi R&R

Note: I do not own any Sailor Moon characters ^_^

~HEAVEN HAS TO WAIT~

CHAPTER TEN – I FAILED TO PROTECT HER

It had been a week after Makoto and Ami got together again. They were like the happiest couple in the world but Minako still can't forget about Makoto. She saw Ami walked out from her class and decided to talk to the blue haired girl.

"Hi Ami," Minako greeted.

Ami turned her face to look at the girl who just greeted her. "Minako?" Ami said in surprised.

At the canteen, Minako and Ami shared a table. Ami looked at the blond girl who sat silent in front of her. "Ami..." Minako finally broke the silence.

"Hmm?"

"I envy you," Minako said with bitter smile on her face. Ami didn't say anything and let Minako to finish what she had in her heart. "You're so lucky to have her."

Ami nodded. "I'm sorry, Minako-chan," Ami lowered her head a little.

Minako laughed quietly. "Why you apologize to me?"

Ami was speechless trying to find the answer for the gorgeous girl.

A smile on Minako's face faded slowly and her eyes looked at her drink. "Please make her happy, Ami-chan. She really loves you," Minako said. "You deserve to have her."

Ami smiled to Minako and grabbed the other girl's hand. "I will, Minako-chan."

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Like always Ami spent her evening at college library. She wanted to study as much as she can before went to her room because her night time only for Makoto. Her mind drifted back to the scene last night where she snuggled into Makoto while sharing their childhood stories. The smile on her face grew when she remembered Makoto's arms wrapped around her. While she lost in her day dream, one pair of eyes stared at her from back.

"What you smiling about?" Makoto asked with a grin on her face.

Ami surprised as the book that she held earlier fell on the table. She turned around and lifted her head to her lover. "Mako-chan! Don't do that again!" Ami half yelled.

Makoto giggled. "Let's go home," Makoto said to the smaller girl.

Ami shook her head. "I still have to review a few subjects before I go home."

Makoto rolled her eyes. "You can continue it at our room. Beside it's already 5 p.m.," Makoto said and showed Ami her watch. Her eyes looked around the empty library. "No one's here anymore, Ami."

"Please, I can't focus if I were in our room especially if you were there too," Ami said quietly while her finger played Makoto's hair bang.

The tall girl sighed. "Okay. You want me to keep you company here?" Makoto asked.

Ami smiled and shook her head. "No need. Meioh-san went to the ladies room and she will keep me company here," Ami grinned. Her finger moved to Makoto's neck and slowly pulled Makoto to kiss her lover. As their lips locked each others, someone was coughing at the back and immediately the couple broke the kiss.

"Get a room, Mako-chan," Setsuna grinned.

"You should pretend you didn't see it," Makoto smirked. Setsuna just giggled as she walked to book shelves. Makoto looked at Ami who blushed hard. "I got to go now. See you later," Makoto gave Ami a quick kiss on her lips before walked out from library. Ami giggled alone as the sight of her lover disappeared from her view.

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Ami and Setsuna waved at each other before Ami turned around to walk to her room. Setsuna's eyes locked on Ami's sight. She closed her eyes and sighed. "I'm sorry, Ami-chan," Setsuna said quietly before walked headed to her room.

The sky already dark and Ami walked alone to her room. She felt uneasy but she tried to ignore her feelings. Her hands folded the books on her chest. Her steps suddenly stopped when she saw one sight in front of her. "Who's there?" Ami asked sharply.

The guy walked closer to Ami and smiled. "It's me, Ami-san," Ryo said.

Ami sighed relief. "What you want from me?" Ami asked and a frown on her face.

"I just want what belongs to me even I have to get it with hard way," Ryo smirked as he walked closer to Ami.

"What you mean?" Ami continued asking as she stepped backwards when Ryo walked closer to her. Ami bumped into someone at her back as she turned to see who was stood behind her. Two boys who stood behind her laughed evilly to her and made Ami turned to Ryo again. "What is this?" Ami asked in shiver. Ryo laughed as he grabbed Ami's hand. All Ami's books fall on the ground. "Urawa?!"

"I just want you, Ami. Why it's so hard for you to fall for me?" Ryo moved his head closer to Ami's.

The blue haired girl can feel his breathe on her skin. "I-I love Makoto! Nothing can change it!" Ami yelled without looking at Ryo.

Ryo's eyes widened as his grip became tighter and made Ami screamed for pain. He grabbed Ami's face harshly, "I will do anything to make you mine tonight," Ryo said angrily. He looked at the two boys who held Ami's body and gave a signal to bring her to somewhere place.

Ami's eyes wide opened. "What you want to do?" Ami struggled to escape but she was too weak to fight two boys strength. Two boys pushed Ami into bushes and laughed leaving Ami there alone. "Urgh!" Ami groaned pain. There was too dark but Ami can see someone moved closer to her. "Urawa?"

Urawa moved his head closer to Ami's and almost to kiss the small girl but Ami pushed his face away. Ryo laughed louder and his breathe became faster. "You want a hard way, huh?" Ryo said and he rubbed Ami's body thirstily.

"Stop it, Urawa!" Ami yelled and struggled but Ryo just laughed at her.

"No one can hear you, Ami and Makoto can't save you from me tonight," Ryo whispered as he kissed Ami's neck with passion. Ami tried too many times to fight but Ryo too strong for her.

"Please stop, Urawa," Ami begged weakly as tears burst out from her eyes.

Ryo ignored Ami's beg. He continued kissing Ami's neck while his hands ripped Ami's blouse. As his hand finished the job he looked down to Ami's body and grinned in triumph. "You so beautiful, Ami," Ryo whispered as he begun to trail Ami's body.

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Makoto tried for several times to call Ami but her lover didn't answer one call at all. Makoto became worried as she continued calling Ami's cell phone while she walked around the college hall to find her. 'Ami, please answer,' Makoto said to herself. After a few minutes walking around, she heard the familiar song of Ami's cell phone. Without wasting too much time she ran followed where the sound came from.

As she found Ami's phone on the ground, she felt like her heartbeat stopped when she saw Ami lied near the bush half naked. The phone loosened from her grip while her heart was broke when she saw some bruises on Ami's body. Immediately Makoto kneed beside Ami and covered Ami's body with her jacket. "Who did this to you?" Makoto asked Ami.

Ami was silent and didn't look at Makoto. Makoto can sense her lover was shaking.

Makoto's eyes became teary as she hugged Ami. "I'm sorry, Ami. I failed to protect you. It's all my fault," Makoto said with full of regret. Tears finally fell down on her cheek.

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"Haha! You two should thank me for letting you both having fun with her too," Ryo said out loud to his friends.

Ryo, Kureta and Hanzo laughed before someone knocked the door hardly. "Who is it?" Kureta asked as he looked at his watch. It's already over 11 p.m. He turned to Ryo and Hanzo and frowned. "Don't you think it's too late for someone to come here?"

Ryo looked at Hanzo and gave him signal to open the door. As Hanzo opened the door, a fist punched him on the face and made him collapsed on the floor. Ryo and Kureta were surprised. They looked at the person who punched Hanzo. Makoto!

"You bastard, Ryo!" Makoto yelled as she rushed over Ryo and Kureta. In attempted to punch Ryo, Kureta wrapped his arm around Makoto. The tall girl looked at Kureta from her shoulder with serious face. "You'll die tonight!" Makoto grabbed Kureta's hand and twisted it before threw him to the wall.

Ryo looked at Kureta and then back to Makoto. He started sweating. "D-don't come closer," Ryo said with shaky voice.

Ryo can see Makoto's face which full of eager and revenge. "I told you before, if you dare to hurt her, I will kill you," Makoto said.

"It's all your fault! If you didn't interfere into her life, I would treat her nicely!" Ryo yelled to Makoto.

Makoto clenched her teeth as she grabbed Ryo on his throat. "She didn't love you and she will never love you. Don't you understand that?!" Makoto yelled back as she punched Ryo on his face.

"Stop it, Makoto!" Setsuna hugged Makoto from back and pulled her away from Ryo.

Ryo kneed on the floor and wiped his bleeding mouth. He laughed. "Haha! Tonight, I got what you always got from her, Makoto. Not just me but them too," Ryo looked at Kureta and Hanzo. He smiled and licked his lips, "I have to admit, she really did taste good."

"Bastard!" Makoto can't hold her anger anymore as she pushed Setsuna and grabbed Ryo's shirt. She punched and kicked Ryo for several times and yelled continuously, "I'll kill you! I'll kill you!"

"Makoto! Stop it before you really kill him!" Setsuna shouted before two dorm wardens stopped the fight.

Ryo bleeding badly on his face as he collapsed on the floor while Makoto sat on the floor with Setsuna hugging her.

"I failed to protect her, Setsuna-san. I don't deserve her," Makoto burst into cry in Setsuna's arms.

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