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Aria paused for a moment. "Dylan put me down." He steadied her and she ran to the window to see Ezra walking in the opposite direction. "Oh, no." she whispered. She opened the door and sprinted down the door. "Ezra!" but when he turned she didn't even recognize him. He looked so defeated. "Please . . ." she whispered.
"I don't even want to hear it, Aria! How could you? My brother? And after this morning. I don't even feel like I know you. When I see you I don't even see the girl I fell in love with years ago." He stared at her distraught. Aria walked over.
"I'm still the same girl . . ." she whispered in a strained voice, reaching for his hand, but he pulled back. "No you aren't! The girl I fell in love with would never do this to me! Aria I love you. So much." Ezra shook his head back and forth. Aria went to speak but thought better of it and just looked down, "I do love you Ezra, please don't do this. I've done unforgivable things but I have always seen myself with you! I'm just a scared idiot that's all! Please just give me another chance." She pleaded on the verge of tears.
Ezra just stared emotionlessly. "I don't know if I can do that . . ." he turned and walked towards his car again. Aria breathed in deep and did the only thing she thought she could. Shakily she began, pushing it out before Ezra could get in his car.
"B-26, it's a number, it's a song, it's a girl." She began and almost cried when he stopped, but he still didn't turn to her so she continued. "Smooth, pearl joy packed, gold falafel, as if through ice. it's four-thirty. Morning with Phone calls. It's deaf mute. It's cheap. A foreign car. Maybe bingo. Lucky night? Something says It smells bad." She finished tears freely streaming from her eyes.
Ezra finally turned to look at her, with wet rimmed eyes. She smiled sadly and walked only steps closer to him. "It smells bad now, Ezra. Just like years ago with Noel. But we moved on from that. I love you so much. Ezra please, can we move on like we did from that?"
Ezra thought about it but shook his head and Aria actually felt her heart tear. "You didn't have sex with Noel . . . and Noel wasn't my brother, Aria. We might be able to move on one day but not today. I'm so sorry, but I cannot deal with this right now."
Aria broke into uncontrollable sobs, "No, please Ezra, please don't leave me." She cried. "ARIA! I told you to choose and you did. You chose wrong. And you said yourself you don't know if you're in love with me anymore. If you don't know about love, chances are you aren't in it." He shoved his hands in his pocket.
Aria thought back. Had she actually said that. "Ezra I am in love with you." She mumbled. He smiled and shook his head back and forth. "You're in love with the idea of me. You don't know how badly I wish you were in love with me but it just isn't true." Aria actually walked towards Ezra now, full force.
"I will do whatever you want me to do to prove that you are the only man for me, Ezra please!" Aria placed her hands on the sides of his face. He gently reached up and pulled them off. "You proved I wasn't when you slept with Dylan." He placed his thumb under her eye and swept away a tear. Even as she did this to him, he tried to comfort her.
"Ezra it was a stupid mistake I will always regret, please just don't tell me goodbye. I can't lose you, I can't my heart is breaking right now. I'll do anything please, just please!" Aria had completely ignored the fact Dylan was probably watching all of this from the flat.
Aria's entire body shook with the tremors of her crying. Ezra pulled her in for a hug and she held on as if she couldn't possibly let go. He squeezed back quickly but then whispered, "I'm sorry . . ." and backed away from Aria, her mouth gaping over. He smiled half heartedly, opened his car door and got in. he pulled out but before leaving rolled down the window and Aria's heart leaped. "I do love you Aria, but I really think we both need some time apart. I'll call when I'm ready." And with that Ezra rolled up the window and drove off.
Aria watched him as drove till he was completely out of site. Dylan walked up beside her. He was buttoning his final button on his shirt. He just stared straight ahead without coldly meeting her eyes. "You have my number when you make up your mind." He walked down the hilly front of the flat to his car and drove off, still without meeting her eyes at all.
And there she stood, by herself. "What do I do know?" she asked herself shakily. Aria took one last look at the world around her, wondering how it wasn't literally falling in around her. As she walked in she phoned Hanna, "Han? I need everyone here in England . . . Like now . . ."
Okay guys! Chapter ten. OMG, it was so hard to write, I was crying all through the Ezria scene. GOSH! U know? please review!
