A/N- Okay so it took me a couple of days but here it is! This is still in Ricky's Pov!!


Sophie was sitting on the porch step obviously waiting for me. She looked different then she did two hours ago, she looked extremely exhausted.

"Hey Soph." I said softly sitting next to her on the step, she looked at me, bags under her eyes.

"Hey Ricky." Sophie said tiredly.

"What happened to you?" I asked curiously. She looked at me sadly.

"Life" She replied simply. I nodded my head in understanding.

"Do you want to come in, have some dinner?" I asked. "Margret would love to meet you." I added sincerely. Margret knew about my sister, she never brought her up around me though.

"You don't know how good that sounds, I'm starving." She said softly, she defiantly looked like she hadn't ate in days.

I helped her off the step and led her into my foster parents house, Margret was setting the table for dinner.

"Finally! Ricky I wish you'd call....." Margret trailed when she saw me and Sophie.

"Who is this?" Margret asked looking at me intently, I coughed.

"Margret this is my sister Sophie, Sophie this is Margret my foster mom." I said quickly breaking my foster moms gaze.

"Your sister? Oh good heavens, its so nice to meet you!" Margret said, quickly walking over to pull my sister into a hug.

"Ugh its nice to meet you too." My sister said obviously surprised by the gesture, awkwardly hugging Margret back.

"Oh goodness you must be starving." Margret said taking in my sisters appearance. "Here sit down, supper is just about ready." Margret said walking Sophie to the table.

Margret had piled so much food on Sophie plate it was insane and then insisted that she had seconds, for a second I honestly believed Sophie might explode from all the food being shoved down her throat. That's Margret for you though! Margret offered her my room and then kicked me to the couch. Margret cleaned up the dishes while Sophie and I headed to the basement which I called my own little "sanctuary" to catch up on each others lives.

"I still can't believe your a father" Sophie started, sitting on the couch.

"Me either." I said laughing.

"So how did it happen?" She asked. I laughed.

"Do I really need to tell you?" I asked, rolling my eyes playfully.

"That's not what I meant, obviously I know how it happened" She started, chuckling a little. "What I meant to say was why Amy? Why her?" She asked. I looked at her weirdly.

"I don't know, it wasn't planned. Maybe it was fate? I really don't know." I said thinking a little, it was weird how I got Amy pregnant the first time we were intimate, seeing as how Adrian and I had been together many times, not to mention the girls before Amy and Adrian. Okay that sounds bad I know, but I really am a different guy now, Amy and my son changed me for the better.

"Fate? Right" She said before laughing, I laughed with her.

"So what about you? You've heard just about everything you need to know about me but I have no idea what's been up with you." I said extremely curious.

"Nothing really." She started. "I can assure you that I haven't had a baby in the last four years though." She said laughing, obviously trying change the subject.

"Oh cut the crap and answer the question already."I said, reaching over to ruffle her bangs.

"You don't want to know." She said, looking down at her shoes.

"Come on Soph, I want to know. No matter how bad, I will always be here for you. You can count on that." I said sincerely. Sophie looked up and sighed.

"Okay, but remember you asked for it." She said softly, I nodded my head. She sighed again before answering.

"I guess I'll start from the beginning" She started. "After my foster parents moved me to Ohio I started acting out, I couldn't stand them. I started doing drugs about five months after we moved to Ohio. I started seeing this guy Jason, lets just say he isn't the nicest guy. One night we were arguing about something completely stupid, when he first hit me." She continued.

My breath caught in my throat, she was doing drugs and she had an abusive boyfriend. I could barley wrap my brain around it, how could she get herself into this kind of mess? Growing up I always thought she would end up being a successful lawyer or something important. She was always so independent, and was very outspoken, she was brave and strong. As I looked at her now I realized for the first time that she didn't look so strong anymore, she looked like a broken child.

"I'm still with him because even though he hits me I'm afraid he would kill me if I tried to leave him." Sophie said, taking a deep breath trying to gage my reaction.

I felt sick to my stomach, my sister was staying with an abusive asshole because she was afraid for her life. My sister didn't deserve this, she is one of the most caring people I know, taking care of me when my parents where to busy doing drugs and fighting, and this is what she gets in return? It wasn't right, I wanted to find this Jason prick and kill him for hurting my sister, physically and emotionally. I looked at my sister, and I mean really looked at her for the first time today.

She was thin and I mean deadly thin, she had black rings around her eyes, her veins sticking out of her arms, her hair laid on her head dead and limp, she looked like a walking skeleton. I couldn't believe I hadn't noticed earlier, I wanted to hug her, comfort her, but I was scared to touch her, scared I might break her in half. She use to be so beautiful, strong, happy, she wasn't any of those things now. My ears started to ring, my stomach getting queasy, I wanted to puke, this was all my fault! If I had just kept my mouth quiet about my father.... My thoughts trailed as the room suddenly started to spin.

It felt like I was going to pass out, I saw my sister's lips move, obviously saying something but I didn't hear anything. My ears suddenly not working, my mouth felt dry, it felt like my heart was going to beat out of my chest. Before I could get a grasp on what was happening darkness engulfed me.


Okay so this wasn't the longest chapter, but that seemed like a good place to end.

I just started making fan videos for Amy and Ricky on Youtube so if you guys want to watch them my account is AlexzTimFan on there as well. I've made two of them, one with the song Secret Valentine by We The Kings and one with the song Round and Round by V Factory. So check them out if you get the chance!

Anyways I can't wait till the season finale tonight! My heart is going to melt when they show Ricky holding his son!! YAY!

I'll try and get the next chapter up soon! In the mean time R&R!!