Well, this is the FINAL CHAPTER in Rikki's Dillema because I left this story hanging for too long and I've lost the inspiration to keep writing it after 9 FREAKING chapters. But don't worry there will be a SEQUEL called EMMA'S DILLEMA where it will focus more on Emma trying to reconcile with her friends for what she did and Bella trying to be sisters with Charlotte,but don't worry because Rikki and Ash is the central point of that plot. Oh yeah did I mention that Emma's Dillema will have an actual plot and better writing? Anyway I've been rambling too much just (try) to enjoy the final chapter of Rikki's Dillema!

CHAPTER 10

YOU SAW EVERYTHING

Emma's POV

Well,that's that I guess. I had been completely foolish as to actually steal my best friends boyfriend. Go ahead,call me a whore,slut,hoe,hoochie mama whatever. I am all of those things because You have every right to judge me. I'm a boyfriend stealer and maybe in the future-a man stealer. I am not to be trusted. Everything is my fault. Don't try to say it wasn't because You were there too. You saw me when I returned only to see Zane first. You saw me when we had a mutual friendship. You saw that we had committed no sins. But then the night came. You saw how we both ended up at the beach that night. You saw me innocent. You saw him sinless. But You knew we would no longer be that way. It was an accidental kiss. All of us knew that. But it felt so good. I listened to the devil that time,and forgot that You saw everything we did.

We didn't stop the next day,or the next,because we were such a good couple. We work good together, Zane and I. He understands me,and I,him. I can calm him down and make him think while he lets me see reason and how to have fun. You saw that too. You saw everything we did. Every hug, snuggle,peck,kiss and more. We used to whisper ungodly things into each others ears and exchange secret smiles when no one was listening. The truth is, we're both lost,me and Zane. We never wanted this to happen but we still did it. We are trapped within each other. He cannot escape me,and I cannot escape him. Every time I try to leave him,he pulls me back to him,and every time he tries to leave, I hold him tight. That's how destructive our love is. We will never leave each other,despite knowing this.

Even when everyone found out about us and are planning to commit revenge, our twisted love did not break. I fear that it will never break. Ash had been a great boyfriend but Zane's attraction led me to him. I had truly loved him. "Loved" being the key word. And Rikki was a great friend but I obviously didn't deserve her friendship. You saw all of this unfold. You stabbed us with karma,but I thank you for that.

When I had learned that Charlotte and Bella were sisters,I had been informed of the revenge plan. Then I left. Now I'm in Zane's arms at his house. I told him everything but he said nothing. He just snuggled me tighter. I asked again for the 100th time if we should break up,but he looked into me in the eye and said "Not even if the world ended." Then he settled back into his seat and pulled me onto his lap. We had already discussed this topic but we always had the same answer. There is no hope for us.

But perhaps begging for forgiveness is optional. But that's useless. I just want their revenge plan to give them some sort of satisfaction. Then we would be gone forever. But You saw all of this happening.

You saw everything,but I am grateful for that.

I am grateful to see my downfall.