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Bella kissed Jared with everything she had she wrapped her arms around his neck and he bent down and wrapped his arms around her waist lifting her up. Bella wrapped her legs around his waist and groaned as she felt his arousal she was sure he could smell hers.

Kim stood there shocked they were making out right in front of her she was sure this was a trick just to make her pay so she waited for any sign that what they were doing was put on for her benefit.

Neither Jared nor Bella tried to do a sneaky look to see if she was still there so Kim left in a huff purposefully leaving her bag behind hoping to retrieve it when Bella leaves. Kim was so adamant that Bella and Jared weren't real that she stood outside occasionally peering in the window.

Jared walked with Bella through the house occasionally pushing her against a wall so he could feel all of her until finally he reached his bedroom he lowered Bella onto the bed and followed.

She pulled him completely on top of her she wanted to feel all of him from head to toe they were both so absorbed in the kiss that neither of the noticed a dark figure looking through the window.

Kim watched seething in anger as Jared removed Bella's top and left kisses everywhere not wanting to watch anymore and get caught she went back to the front loudly got her bag and when no one came left in a huff.

Bella and Jared were too caught up in each other to hear her or even to want to see who it was making such noises. Bella slid her hands all around Jared's chest and back and feeling embolden by his actions she slid her hands down his chest and started fumbling with his cut offs.

Jared stopped her actions and lifted himself up slightly so he wasn't pressing fully on her he leant his forehead against her chest and took several deep breaths. Bella wondered what she had done wrong after a few minutes more he lifted his head up and smiled at her.

He gave her a quick kiss and then lifted himself completely off of her and sat down on the bed. Bella sat up and suddenly realised she was half naked and covered herself Jared saw her actions and moved to sit behind her so her back lent against his chest.

He wrapped his arms around her chest Bella felt protected and safe in his arms they both stayed like that for a few more minutes until Bella's curiosity got the better of her.

"Jared why did you stop?" she asked thankful that he was behind her and couldn't see her face Jared took a deep breath and pecked her cheek.

"Believe me I didn't want to I really didn't but I don't want our first time to be this rushed thing we only got so hot because of Kim at least I was I wanted to show her everything I felt for you so she had no doubt about us" Bella nodded it sounded right now that she was really thinking she was glad he had stopped.

She wouldn't of regretted it but she would of wanted to do it over slightly different she leaned further back into Jared and smiled.

"Thanks" she said which caused him to chuckle "Jared where have you been the past few days and why did you leave like that before" Jared sighed he had hoped she had forgotten about that.

"I'm sorry Bella when you told me about your vision I pictured it and I wanted to act on it but I thought if I pushed you into it you would hate me so I needed to get away I shouldn't have gone like I did but I didn't know what else to do" he explained as Bella listened quietly.

"With Kim I was surer of myself around her I had known her for years before we got together and then she left and it left me doubting myself and then you came and I felt this thing for you from the get go and it was so strong it's like nothing I have ever felt before".

Bella didn't want to hear about him with Kim but she knew she had to let him explain so she didn't respond.

"I didn't know a thing about you and yet I knew everything I was scared Kim hurt me really bad which is surprising cause looking back on it now even from the start something felt weird about being with her at the time I thought it was just cause we were friends first but now I know its cause she wasn't the right one".

Jared turned her around so she was looking at him "I am so sorry Bella I stayed away because I knew you would hate me and I didn't want to see you hate me so I was a coward and stayed away and I know that hurt us both but I promise I will never stay away again your never gonna get rid of me".

Bella smiled and touched his cheek "good" was all she said before leaning in for a slow sensual kiss he laid down with her on top of him. They simply laid there for hours holding each other, kissing and caressing they were so lost in each other that when Bella's phone rang it made them both jump.

B – Hello

C – Bells where are you?

B – Oh hi dad sorry I got wrapped up in helping a friend with some school work

Bella winked at Jared who chuckled

C – Oh ok that's fine you stay as long as you need but don't be too late home I'll go to the diner for my dinner

B – Ok dad won't be too long see you later

C – Before you go a boy came here looking for you

Bella looked confused she didn't know anyone except Jared and his friends and they wouldn't go to her house.

B – Who was it?

C – Edward Cullen he said that you had said to drop by and you would help him with some science thing did you double book yourself

Jared stiffened he really didn't like the idea of Edward Cullen knowing where Bella lived let alone inviting himself around Bella placed a calming hand on his chest.

B – Dad I never booked anything with him I have never talked to him and never want to if he comes around again and says stuff like that make him leave unless I tell you otherwise ok

C – He's not forcing himself on you is he do you still have that pepper spray cause if you don't I can get you another one

Bella chuckled

B – No dad he hasn't it's just that he's a little creepy is all I mean coming to my house and saying I invited him over that's weird and yes I still have it and no you don't need to get me a new one

C – Ok then if you're sure

B – I am I've got to go I won't be home too late ok love you

C – Love you too honey bye

Bella closed her phone and sighed Jared looked at her quizzically she sighed and got up and quickly found her top he sat on his bed watching her movements he didn't know what she was doing but he also didn't want to press her.

"I'm hungry let's get something to eat" she said he followed her to the kitchen keeping quiet the entire time unsure of what was wrong.

He finally had enough and came to stand behind her he stilled her hands and wrapped his arms securely around her waist.

"Bella please talk to me" he pleaded Bella sighed she had hoped he wouldn't ask she wasn't looking forward to this.

"I had a dream about our past the other night Charlie had just told me who I was gonna be married too I ran into the forest and you found me crying" she explained she really didn't want to say the next part.

"Yes it was Edward I had the same dream" Bella blushed and held her head in her hands and groaned. Jared chuckled at her and turned her around "yes Bella I dreamt of our first time in that life and I know our first time in this will be just as amazing".

She smiled slowly at him "but I don't like the fact that Edward is in forks with you when I can't be it would be easier if you lived here" Bella gasped.

"I mean I know it's far too early for that but one day you could live here with me" he stammered causing Bella to laugh. She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him.

"I would love to live here with you I would move in tomorrow if I was allowed but somehow I don't think Charlie would be happy about that considering he hasn't officially met you as my boyfriend" she said.

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