Hay listen guys, I'm soooo sorry its taking sooooo long. I really am. At the moment all my focus has currently been on my other stories, but I really want to get this one finished. I think I have some osrt of ideas about where I'm going and how forever monster is finishing…. Sat tuned. Thanks again. Hope your liking it

Chapter 10: Emmett

"EMMETT. EMMETT." I groaned and got up of the sofa downstairs. I ran up to see Rosalie in our room lying on the bed. She had got back from hospital 2 weeks ago; gradually she was becoming a vampire again.

"Hay baby, you okay?" I asked going over a sitting on the bed.

"I'm bleeding, can you help me."

I pulled the covers off of her and she lifted her top. Getting up from the bed I went into the bathroom and got her a wet towel and her injection kit.

I went back over to her to sort the issue out. She was a vampire for god sake- this should not be happening!

Slowly and carefully I wiped the blood away. I put the towel to the side and opened the injection kit. Carlisle advised that every time Rosalie was like this, she was to be injected with this medicine that would clear out the scars that were bleeding. If they were clean they would bleed less and eventually stop over time.

"Want me to do it?" I got the needle out and connected it to the plunger.

"it's okay, it makes you uncomfortable." she took it from me.

"wait how do you know?"

"your face says it all. You look really freaked out and green, like your about to puke up everywhere or something." she chuckled.

Slowly she pierced the needle into her open scar and pushed the medicine in.

"ouch." she said pulling it out. She handed it back to me.

"I'm going to wash this... Need anything else?" I asked walking to the bathroom and running the needle under the water.

"I don't want to stress you out." she replied.

"your not..." I called back.

"I am, every time I call or ask for something you either groan, sigh or cringe.

It's like I'm bothering you for help."

"don't be silly, you demand so much attention."

"demand!?" she yelled.

I came out of the bathroom.

"that came out wrong, I mean you need attention and help a lot of the time. It's just really frustrating for me seeing you like this."

"like what?"

"helpless, weak, bleeding, broken, depressed, upset, hurt all of that stuff."

"awww emmett Cullen has a heart." she smiled.

"come on, I'll take you downstairs for a while." I went over and picked her up carefully. She literally was a feather to me.

Reaching downstairs I laid her on the sofa.

"thank you."

I leant down and kissed her lips.

"for what? I should be thanking you!" she said.

"for being here and giving me a second chance, letting me make it up to you."

I kissed her lips again.

"I will get you a blanket baby."

I ran at vampire speed to our room,grabbed the cover and came back to Rosalie.

"will you stay with me for a little while?" she asked.

"baby I got school."

"can't you skip today and just stay back with me."

"no because I am handing in our science project! A* here we come" I cheered.

"oh yeah, okay well bye, have fun, I love you." I leant down one more time to kiss her lushes lips.

"I love you to...".

I left the room grabbing my books I got into Edwards car.

"Is she going to be okay?" Edward asked starting the engine.

"yeah should be fine, she can't go anywhere or do anything." I replied.

We got to school on time and straight to our classes. The day went slowly without Rosalie for some reason.

The final bell rung and I was soon allowed to go home and see my Rosalie.

Getting home, Rosalie was gone. Everyone checked all around the house everywhere but we couldn't find her.

"Mum where's Rosalie?"

"what? I thought she was at school with you!"

"no I left her at home."

"well this morning I went hunting and church, when I came home the house was empty..."

"she can't of gone far" Edward said trying to comfort me.

I nodded.

"let's the wait it out for a little while, if nothing we can all go look." Alice said joining us in the kitchen.

"okay but if anything happens to her I swear to god..."

"nothing's going to happen to her. It will be fine emmett."

The front door clicked followed by laughing. Jacob and Rosalie's laughing.

I left the kitchen to go see them. Jacob was carrying her bridal style into the living room.

I followed in to talk to them. I was so angry!

"what the hell is wrong with you!" I said pushing Jacob away from Rosalie.

"I was looking after her unlike you!" he spat.

"you stay the hell away from us!" I shouted.

"emmett stop. He was helping." rosalie yelled.

"no! He's taking you from me." I punched him straight in the face.

"you just can't except the fact that she loves me too! And I am better for her than you!" he punched me back.

We were well on to a wrestling match until rosalie screamed at us and we both let go.

"he came to help me! I ran out of medicine to inject myself with. No one was here and the bleeding wouldn't stop. He took me out to get the medication. Then we stopped by at the peer and walked along the beach together. If he hadn't of come. Emmett I would have bled to death."

Jacob slapped me around the face of guard completely.

"Moron! You should be here looking after her! Selfish dick! You don't even care about her." he slapped me again.

I didn't hit back. I didn't even try and get back.

He was right. I was selfish. Every time rosalie needed me I moaned or complained. Being honest I couldn't even be bothered to help her sometimes- that was bad.

"Good bye Jacob, thanks for everything, see you around." rosalie led Jacob to the door giving him a hug.

She ran up to our room and I was left in the living room.

Why was I an ass? I ran up the stairs to go to talk to her and sort things out.

Walking into our room she was curled up on the bed facing the window.

"You love him?" I asked.

"I love you more..."

"That's hard to believe."

"he's just there for me, through thick and thin. He's there. Always by my side, looking out for me, making sure I'm okay. Being with me. I know he's always

there for me and got my back, but I don't know about you."

"I'm here now.."

"you weren't here when I needed you."

"I'm a phone call away."

"I don't have a cell."

"I will get you one."

"your missing the point emmett. I don't need you to be a phone call away. I need you to be here anyway and always."

"I am here! I am here always and forever for you rosalie."

"I can't feel it, shouldn't I be able to feel it?" she asked looking over to me.

"I don't know... Love doesn't always shout rose, sometimes it's just a whisper."

"you barely even communicate with me! So don't give me that crap. Your just on x-box all the time. This is not the relationship I want to be in with you."

"well what am I supposed to do? I have a life to live to you know! I can't keep dealing with this relationship shit with you." I yelled.

"fine then! We're over. Now you won't have to deal with our relationship shit."

Alice's vision, I gasped quietly...

"good!" I spat. "I'm a free man! And I moving out of here..."

I started collecting my stuff and taking it back to my original room.

"I don't even know why we saved you. Should of just let you die." I said grabbing the last of my stuff from her room.

Going back to my room I picked up my phone and texted Kate-

"Bad day, I need you... Xxx em" I text as quick as I could.

She replied straight away saying-

"come on over baby! We can cut the crappy foreplay. Xxx Kate"

I slid my phone into my pocket and ran downstairs out the house. Thinking and thinking of an excuse I could use that everyone would believe.

"guys, I am going on a big hunting trip for a couple hours or so"

No one really acknowledged me so I left anyway.

Running at vampire speed, I got to Canada in less than half an hour. The only car parked outside their house was Kate's.

Knocking on the door Kate came and let me in.

"so... Why a bad day?" Kate asked leading me into her bedroom.

"it's rosalie, just us fighting over our relationship and stuff."

"see I am in it all for the sex!"

"but rosalie isn't that sort of person, she wants us serious."

"but I'm guessing you don't want to be serious. Emmett baby listen, you don't have to promise yourself to me. Ever. I'm not interested in marriage" she smiled pushing me onto her bed and climbing onto me. "Let's be honest here, if you really did love her like you say, you wouldn't be here asking for sex. So don't worry about it."

"I wasn't going to worry it's just Kate I love her."

"but you love me more" she started kissing my lips forcefully. I kissed back with regret, but I was a very desperate man. Rosalie and I hadn't had sex in a month or so, and I definitely needed to let of some steam. Ripping mine and her shirt off and chucking it on the floor. I know it was wrong, okay, you don't have to tell me twice.

Doing this with Kate made me a bad man, but in my defense Rosalie did break up with me and hour ago.

An hour. No one moves on like that. No one.

"Kate this is wrong." I said pulling back.

"but you want me so who cares"

"I don't think I do... My head says I want you, but my heart doesn't. I'm sorry." I lightly pushed her off. Getting off the bed I put my shirt on.

"she will never love you like I do." Kate stated.

"what do you mean" I said turning around to face her.

"I don't want you slaving around me all the time. I would be slaving around you. Making you feel like a king, like a boss. Letting you be in charge of me. Do whatever you like when you like. Be your own person."

Kate got off the bed and came to me, slowly she kissed my lips.

"I was like Rosalie with my first vampire boyfriend. I wanted to be serious with him like she does with you. I gave him everything I could. One day he just ran off with some other girl- but I didn't care! Because I had found someone else to be with when he wasn't with me. Rosalie's got Jacob now. Emmett you now have me.

If she's moved on, you have to as well."

"Look thanks for the offer but, I can't accept it. I'm not interested in you that way- we're just friends with benefits Kate. That's all we will ever be to each other."

I left her house and ran back home. I didn't regret the decision at all. All I had to do was get home and talk to Rosalie that way we could talk out the issues and everything would be better than perfect.

Bursting through the door the house was quiet. No piano, no Alice, no laughing. It actually was pretty depressing.